ifeariamonlyagirl

[ifeariamonlyagirl]

I MISS YOU SO FUCKING MUCH BUT also I'm kinda relieved every now and then that I don't have to see you

[ifeariamonlyagirl]

we don't talk anymore but I still look for you whenever I walk into a room

[ifeariamonlyagirl]

us when we both stare at each other but pretend we don't notice

[ifeariamonlyagirl]

I just wish I could've kissed him. Just once. Maybe he would be a bad kisser. Maybe that would've helped me. Maybe it wouldn't have mattered.

[ifeariamonlyagirl]

It's so embarrassing being in love with a failed TALKING STAGE... cuz wdym i fantasize and cry about a man whose hand i never even held???

[ifeariamonlyagirl]

Wanting to be comforted by the person who hurt you is a different type of pain..

[ifeariamonlyagirl]

I'm not sure what i loved most about you. I guess i just fell in love with our randomness and how completely engaging it was to feel something again to feel the chaos between whispers, to feel thunder where my heart used to be, to feel everything i had been so numb to and how it all came running back to me.

[ifeariamonlyagirl]

[ifeariamonlyagirl]

if Instagram adds a profile view thing it'll all be over for me

[ifeariamonlyagirl]

listening to olivia rodrigo and actually relating to it after having your first heartbreak experience is actually fucked

[ifeariamonlyagirl]

I think we as a society should

[ifeariamonlyagirl]

I regret to admit that I have unfortunately fallen for a man