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The "I don't have autism -> I have some autism symtoms but they're from other disorders -> I might be autistic but I won't self diagnose -> I might be autistic but the symtoms don't really go that far back in my life -> I keep finding more symtoms that link my behavior with autism -> oh my god so many things I do are autism symtoms -> jesus christ these go back as far as i remember" pipeline is real and it happened to me

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I remember years ago where I was struggling a lot and my friend, knowing I'm a pretty competitive person said "You need to stay alive to outlive the Queen" and it sounds really stupid but it was something that kept me going. I stayed out of pure utter spite to the Queen.

As someone who has been living with severe suicidal ideation my entire life I wanna tell you all something, you don’t have to stay alive for yourself. People will say it’s a bad idea to live for external things because they’re temporary, and it’s true living for yourself is ideal but if you’re not to that point yet that’s ok too. 

I’ve lived for my dog for the past 4 years, before that I lived for my snakes, before that I lived for my cat. You can live for whatever needs you and whatever matters to you. Live for your best friend, live for your plants, live for your pets, live for your animal crossing town. Live for whatever keeps you alive and the day will come when you can live for yourself.

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Insert me who can't do anything listed here, like straight up I wasn't taught how to do most of these apart from swimming and tying shoes and even then they were shown to me in ways that I NEVER understood.

Hello neurodivergent people. I was wondering if I'm just weird or it is common to not being able to learn certain motoric skills at the same time as my peers and learned them MUCH later

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HAPPY LOVE LOSES WEDNESDAY- I MEAN VALENTINES DAY !!!

(yes this is late but only by a day so i count this as a win)

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HEYY so ya guys know @highoncatfood teen yomiakou au...... uhm i made emo teen seth and dropped him into it teehee

i have a hc that they just always have a shopping cart with them. sometimes theyre riding in it, or sitting n chilling in it, or using it to carry stuff, sometimes its just there for no reason, they just have this shopping cart with them

honestly i have too many hcs and thoughts about them in general . silly fucking goobers

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Rain code valentine doodles!

(Spoilers and also disturbing imagery at the end)

Kuruma matching bracelets!

Shopping with Clockmare!

A gift to Vivia from Yakou!

(This ones lazy)

Guillaume's first kiss from Martina

Makoto annoying Yomi about how he misses Pucci

And Ryo and Enyne!

(I couldn't fit the other ships here. I still have homework to do. Damn you teachers...)

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shoutout to offputting autistic people

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Just a doodle…

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sometimes you just gotta listen to music at a volume that you know will be part of the cause of your hearing loss at the age of 28

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reblog to make two female characters who never met in canon kiss

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Inspired by @iiemeii , I had to do this bro it fits too well...chapter five spoilers btw

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'The world traumatized me so i'm an edgy asshole and everything and everyone sucks forever' is not punk,that's nihilism.Punk is 'I had to deal with all that shit growing up and now you're telling me i'm supposed to accept it because it's 'normal'????Absolutely fucking not,i'm a total freak then and i'm gonna make it the problem of anyone in charge of this shit and help everybody like me and never shut up about any of it'

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I LITERALLY THOUGHT HE WAS LIKE DOOFENSHMIRTZ TOO I THOUGHT I WAS THE ONLY ONE!!

At one point bro's gonna make something and end the name with "inator" and I will NOT be surprised at all

Oh my God. He is literally Doofenshmirtz but snakey.

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my two moods captured live on camera

Trail cam catching a deer fawn with the zoomies

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it should be illegal for a game to still be $60 after being out for 4 years

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I have been majorly hyperfixating on hazbin hotel after watching it and this is so damn true

it's not just me. right? (I BLAME KEITH DAVID'S BUTTERY VOICE)