ijustwannaforgeteverything
ijustwannaforgeteverything
one day im gonna grow wings🪽
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ijustwannaforgeteverything · 5 days ago
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Leo, at this point i think ill miss you till the end of me, even just a little bit. I dont want you to come back, im starting to realise who i am without you and that my life is worth it even if youre not in it. I will never forget you.
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ijustwannaforgeteverything · 13 days ago
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Im losing my hopes, i know you wont come back, and even if you want to, you can, ill wait with my arms open for you but i am so scared you someday will come back, in the moment when ill be over you, ill be happy, you will return and break me once again.
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ijustwannaforgeteverything · 16 days ago
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Oh Leo, i miss you less and less everynight and i suffer more and more from it.
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ijustwannaforgeteverything · 22 days ago
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My dearest Leo, i managed to forget about you for almost the whole day. I wonder if you think about me too, if i ever crossed your mind just once. Asking myself these kind of questions is pointless anyway, your absence and the thought of it sent me to the church on my knees, i found god in my life that you were telling me about, you made me believe in him, even if it was just for a moment, i still found the faith you were bragging to me. Oh i am so desperate. Oh i am so miserable. Oh what can i do to make you come back to me? Not to love me, not to adore me, to talk, for the last time.
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ijustwannaforgeteverything · 22 days ago
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Dear Leo, guess who i had a dream about last night... im not sure if it was you tho, probably, because i felt as good as when i was with you for the first and the last time, im slowly forgetting your face, your image in my head is faded for the past few days, i still think about you, still imagine you, but your silhouette is really blurry. I still hope youre going to contact me somehow, but dont do it. Its gonna ruin me forever, my relationship too, and my boyfriend as well. He is the best man ive met, its not you Leo, yeah i cant believe it either, you know my dear, he knows i love him and i can love him. You tho? I cant love you, i do and you know both of these things like ive mentioned some days ago. Posting these letters here on tumblr or on tiktok is pointless anyway, nobody watches it. It still makes me feel heard and more understood somehow, i hope you find all of these posts and never know it is actually about YOU. I just want you to know in ANY way.
Just remember, in another life i wont let anyone between us, even if it means myself, i feel like we are the same person anyway, i feel the deep connection in the core of my chest.
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ijustwannaforgeteverything · 25 days ago
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How to move on? I already accepted it but my heart won't stop hurting.
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ijustwannaforgeteverything · 25 days ago
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I promise i wont call, i wont text, i wont do anything to contact you but id give anything to talk to you once again, i wish i went back in time and met you once again, yet i wish i never met you. I love you Leo. I wanna move on, forget you ever existed, you wont matter to me in 10 years time when ill be probably married and have kids. Why cant it be today tho? Why is life so unfair? The world actually is cruel, thats what my sister told me. It hurts because ill never see you again, we live so far away from eachother, in another parts of the world. You moved on so quickly, i wanted you but couldnt have you, i told you, you knew, i hate you Leo.
Someday, somewhere we will work out.
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ijustwannaforgeteverything · 25 days ago
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My last post wasnt seen by anybody, but maybe someday it will. I posted it on a different platform and a few people liked it so if you wanna know whats going on read the first post. I dont expect anyone to do so anyway.
My dear Leo
I cannot live like that, you forgot about me so quickly i wish i was able to as well. Do you miss me Leo? Do you think about me? I cant get you off my mind, you made me feel like i still had a sparkle in myself, you made me feel like my wings were growing, i wont beg you to come back, i wont check on you, i wont contact you i promise (this way id humiliate myself) but i just hope you are happy and you will be. Leo, how am i supposed to move on? I act like you were with me, everyday and everynight i imagine us together, i dont even want to watch pictures or videos we took of eachother on that damn vacation. I write poems about you, if anybody finds out, my relationship will be finished, Leo, one day, i promise.
Leo, one day we will meet somewhere, where its as warm as there, sice you dont like the cold, where its as beautiful as it was there, in a universe where we can be together, where we love eachother, for now, you deserve someone you love back Leo. Someday we wont have to hide from the world.
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ijustwannaforgeteverything · 25 days ago
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Am i a disgusting cheater?
Hello, im sorry if something wont be clear but english isnt my first language, i cant tell anyone about it because theyre gonna think i am a cheater. Ive been on vacation to a country i wont say its name but it was always my dream to go there and finally i did. I wish i never went there. I met a beautiful boy, lets call him Leo for the story, this isnt his name tho, keep in mind i am in a long-term relationship. I met Leo, knowing we wouldnt be a thing anyway, i have a boyfriend right? Thats what i tought. Things just happend to be like this and we talked a little, then another day we talked once again and it was going on untill the end of my vacation, i added him somewhere on social media but we dont talk anymore. I blocked him, thinking it would be better and he actually wanted it himself. I am so lost, i think everyday of his beautiful smile i would see at night in the moonlight, his hands i would touch innocently not meaning anything, the cigarette we would share and his hair i would secretly play with. I am so fvck3d guys. I think about him since the first time ive seen him, i think about him anytime i am with my boyfriend who i love so much and believe he is the best boyfriend ever but a part of me wishes it was Leo. I love my boyfriend with all my heart and would never mean to cheat on him but i feel so bad for even thinking about another guy. I miss Leo and it haunts me to the point i wish i never met him, i regret going to that vacation so much. Nostalgia will be the literal death of me someday. I hope this post wont get taken down or anything, i dont know if it is gonna reach any audience tho, i avoided giving detalis so Leo doesnt find it.
One day we will meet somewhere Leo, in another universe, where we will be together.
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