ilikellamasalot

[ilikellamasalot]

Turn me upside down, hold me there until I see the world as a good place again

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Strawberry legs:

I have strawberry legs

Weak knees

Wide frame

I had body image issues even before I knew the word for it,

No need for a word anyways when you're too cowardly to talk about it to anyone

I feel trapped in my body,

And I feel trapped in my mind

Felt cowardly talking about my flaws,

Felt like admitting them would make them worse,

Felt like admitting them would be admitting I'm weak

Inferiority and superiority Complex in one

What a fun blend

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Advice on how to say no without sounding mean (to your own self)

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Anyone else have a superiority complex and inferiority complex at the same time

Like pick a side dude and let me live my life in one form of torment

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How to not demean yourself when you're having a rough time and are unable to complete any of your set tasks, and your brain constantly reminds you where you are lacking and what you are not.

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I got Tumblr because I wanted to say things that I wanted without the fear of being judged but I haven't been able to do that because I'm still scared

So here's something I want to say to whoever will listen:

I regret a lot of things in my life and feel like there were times when I could've done better or said something or been someone who could command a room,

None of that helps and it makes me feel worthless and incapable. But I'm trying to get past the past me and learn from them instead of putting these things locked up in a part of my brain.

Because I feel like these thoughts will consume me whole if I don't say them or write them

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I want artistic tattoo ideas preferably llamas and cats

Thsnks

Ps i love lubalin

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Llamas

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I'm scared of Instagram

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Got a bookmark delivered today with with tons of other *free* goodies!! Doesnt it look like a galaxy *_*

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The problem of pain is that you can't tear open your heart to show where you're aching

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Watch Hannah Gadsby:Nanette on Netflix, its the most amazing stand up comedy show on there. The strength she showed while telling her story made me feel so many feels.

Please go watch it if you can

I lovee you Hannah

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I got chopsticks today and watched a tutorial on how to use them

So basically I'm a master chopsticker now

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Give me ideas what colors should I put on the cup

Also, yes I colored like a baby panda with no regards for the design but sometimes you gotta do what you gotta do

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Once I literally was minding my own business and walking when I bumped into a pedestal fan and I deadass said

"well it seems like someone's not a fan"

and proceeded to wheeze until my sister groaned out loud

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What to do when you get anxious when a certain someone texts or calls

When I should be the most comfortable talking to them and I feel like I'm saying the wrong things or nothing of importance

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I relate and sympathize with Sir Apple Sauce

Starting some silly autistic comics because they vibe (his name is Apple Sauce)