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why would you force yourself to enjoy an actor if they’re a weirdo just because they play your comfort character??

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spencer going from being bitchy to emily while he was on drugs to almost relapsing on those same drugs years later because he missed her….

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thinking about spencer picking up on emily biting her fingernails again and emily picking on spencer’s jumpiness which led to him telling her (and only her) about his headaches

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Lola Glaudini as Elle Greenaway CRIMINAL MINDS, S01E19

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as a speech therapist, watching the episode "coda" of criminal minds actually annoys me so much now lol. sammy was a non-verbal autistic kid who was present for a crime scene, and it took them nearly the entirety of the episode to consider sammy actually has a form of communication (symbols!! and he had a visual schedule)?? i don't understand how seeking his current forms of communication wasn't one of their first options. surely the teacher would have known??

i have to just chalk it up to them underestimating sammy's skills rather than shitty investigating i guess.

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no jemily, no garvez, no tara/rebecca wedding, no dad!spencerreid...can i get ONE win???

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what did i say…

don’t jump me for this but..

i kinda feel like rossi in cm fandom in the sense im a grumpy old person who is bored by the same old tricks and “teasers” from the show’s network and cast. i think it’s lovely that kirsten posted #jemily and paget was wearing a jemily shirt, but i don’t have enough faith in the show to actually make jemily canon 😭 maybe it’s the cbs trauma, but i just remember the cast + cbs teasing the ships all time online and nothing actually came out of it. to be clear, i WANT and love jemily, but just think it’s coming off baity at times

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my stupid platonic rentiss post hitting 1,000+ notes in 2025… the agenda is still alive. rentiss you are so loved.

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hot take but i feel like some of the more visceral hatred that reid’s potential love interests get is rooted in people’s self insert fantasies. people are relatively normal about maeve which makes sense because she was given a longer story. but when it comes to love interests like lila or max, there is ALWAYS so much contention like, “ew i hate her! he deserves someone better!”

meanwhile it’s some attractive woman who flirted with him for 1-2 episodes. it’s not really the fault of the characters that the writers didn’t give them more time to develop lol. the idea that he’s only fated to love maeve and can’t find that love with anyone ever again (a concept which the finale largely went against) is just not realistic to me.

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don’t recall saying this (probably because it’s form a bajillion years ago), but i’ve actually become spencelle truther/curious now lol

I was rewatching Season 1 of CM and was wondering if they were going for an Elle & Spencer relationship before Lola Glaudini left because that's what I got while watching.

Nah, imo elle was a big sister to reid more than anything, i cant imagine them together. i honestly dont see reid as having a super romantic vibe with any team members except morgan and maybe luke

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did elle teach you that?

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not to break your heart and make you sad but how do you think dad spencer wouldve coped in prison away from his kid(s)

girldad!spencer strikes again.

spencer would not cope well in prison. at all.

his mind would be consumed by thoughts of his daughter. the idea of missing out on her life, of leaving you to raise her alone, would eat at him constantly.

he’d feel physically ill, every time he remembered he wasn’t there to tuck her in at night.

when you visited, you’d bring him drawings she made for him. he’d try so hard to keep it together, but the second you handed them to him, his breath would hitch. he’d hang them up in his cell, but every time he looked at them, his eyes would burn.

they were his only comfort, yet they also reminded him of everything he was missing.

you’d never bring her to see him in prison, and he’d never ask you to. the thought of her seeing him behind glass, in a jumpsuit, surrounded by guards, it would destroy him.

he’d rather she remember him as the man, the one who carried her on his shoulders and read her stories, not like this.

at home, she’d ask about him. "where’s daddy?" 

you’d kneel down, brushing her hair back, forcing a smile. "he’s just working, honey. he’ll be back soon."

sometimes, you’d buy her a new toy or book and say it was from him, just so she wouldn’t forget how much he loved her.

he’d write her letters, pages and pages of them. filled with bedtime stories, silly jokes, and promises of all the things they’d do when he got home. when you read them to her, she’d giggle, hugging the paper like it was him. and when you visited spencer, you’d recount every detail, how her face lit up and how happy she was.

the worst moments were the quiet ones.

lying on his bunk, staring at the ceiling, wondering if she was crying, if she was scared, if she even remembered his voice. he’d press his hands over his face, shoulders shaking, because the guilt was suffocating.

he keeps track of her age down to the hour. he knows exactly how old she is at any given moment.

“4 years, 7 months, and 6 days,” he’ll murmur to himself like a mantra, over and over.

he re-reads her letters and drawings until the pages are worn. he knows every scribble, every crooked heart by memory. sometimes he traces the lines with his fingertip, pretending her tiny hand is in his.

he dreams about her constantly. sometimes it’s her running into his arms in the backyard. sometimes it’s a nightmare, her calling out for him and he can’t reach her.

he tries to teach her through his letters. little lessons disguised as stories: "did you know butterflies taste with their feet?"

he wants her to always feel like he’s still guiding her, even from far away.

he imagines your life at home constantly. he pictures you making her breakfast, tying her shoes, buying her new dresses. he imagines you brushing her hair the way he used to, and he can’t decide if it makes him feel better or worse.

he feels crushing guilt. even though it wasn’t his fault. even though you tell him every visit: “you did nothing wrong.”

he still blames himself. for leaving you to do everything alone. for leaving his daugher to grow up without a dad. even if it was just for 3 months.

you’re his anchor. your voice. your smile during visits. the way you tell him stories, “she made a new friend at school.” the way you never stop believing in him. he’d fall apart completely without you.

he can’t let go of the image of her the day before he was taken away. whatever she was wearing, whatever she said. he plays that day over and over. he didn’t know it would be the last time he tucked her in for who knows how long. if he had, he would’ve held her longer.

he swears he’ll make it up to both of you one day. he doesn’t know how, or when, but in his mind, he builds a future where you’re together again.

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sharing my tiktok again in case yall wanna follow me there

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criminal minds x scooby doo

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video posting is so broken omgg

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lauren and entropy battle for my #1 criminal minds episode…i wonder why

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no offense to other shippers, but i unfortunately can’t take any straight ships with emily seriously. that’s a lesbian.