ilovehatecutting

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Being so depressed you can’t even cut yourself <<<

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i just wanna sleep forever, i can’t take this anymore, please please please let me go

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Even on good days if you ask me whether I want to end it all, I'm still gonna say yes. It has become my default mood. My template. My natural state of being. No amount of happiness can fix me.

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Not good enough for my family

Not good enough for my friends

Not good enough for anybody

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I'm just waiting for the day my heart stops and I can rest

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tumblr is like a pseudo afterlife because everyone on here was supposed to kill themselves a long time ago

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in another life i’m normal. in another life i don’t hurt the people i love the most.

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Every time I let someone know me I regret it

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"You are loved."

"You matter."

"You're stronger than you think."

"Things will get better one day."

SHUT UP. SHUT UP. SHUT UP. SHUT UP. SHUT UP. SHUT UP. SHUT UP. SHUT UP. SHUT UP. SHUT UP. SHUT UP. SHUT UP. SHUT UP. SHUT UP. SHUT UP. SHUT UP. SHUT UP. SHUT UP. SHUT UP. SHUT UP.

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constantly fighting for a life I didn’t even want in the first place

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I just wanted to feel like I was worth something

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I wish I had the strength to just end it already.

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I'm a burden. To everyone. No one wants me. they'd all be better off if I was dead. I'm hurting my sister, traumatized my dad, and my mom doesn't care. My friends all leave. My sister would leave too if we weren't family. My mom would leave if she didn't feel obligated. My dad is just trying to make up for neglecting us when we were kids. I fucking hate my life, why do I have to be like this? Why did my attempts fail 😩 I just need to be dead

3.26.25

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im not lovable. i know im not