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[ilustrariane]

Hello everyone!!! i've been very OFF my personal social media lately, only work happening....i kinda....snapped... in like...october 2024 i think? like....i thought i was gonna die, at least die on the inside... i was so bad that i thought i would never grab a pencil or experience joy again.

but, several months later, and several prescribed pills later, here i am....recovering (again).

aaand i'm showing here what i've been doing! i will TRY to be here more often but i cant promise honestly...(all my energy goes into my work and my life, its hard finding energy to make personal drawings)

That first drawing was a doodle based on a The Phantom of the Opera 2004 movie still. older raoul de chagny + the nurse + destroyed opera house

This one i did as a warmup with the pencil. My baby Sam.

and this one "Remorse"....it reflects my state of mind these last few months. Lots of grief, remorse, anger, sadness, pain....while in the outside... i'm wearing a mask of numbness, i'm screaming my lungs out of how much pain i feel, while my real/old self is buried just beneath the surface, but yet i cant touch her...

Maybe i was able to touch her now, cause...here i am being creative again.

Hopefully i will be back soon! with more monsters and phantom of the opera and less personal shit i hope! lol

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"Don't you know this tale, in which all I ever wanted I'll never have? For who could ever learn to love a beast? However cold the wind and rain I'll be there to ease up your pain However cruel the mirrors of sin Remember, beauty is found within Forever shall the wolf in me... desire the sheep... in you"

Nightwish - Beauty and the beast

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i reworked an old artwork of mine to fit my current style/needs/vibes, what do you think of this version of beauty and the beast?

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Experimenting with acrylic markers again! Featuring our favorite sewer goblin and our dearest soprano!

Ohuhu markers + faber castell markers and pencils

you can see the process for this piece and others on my ART TIKTOK, i sometimes make livestreams!

LINKTREE

PATREON

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Aemond Targaryen - Watercolor/watercolor pencils and pens/ink/white acrylic paint

My second art livestream results!!! i kinda liked it!!! to the last episode of the season we go!!!

im having a blast using traditional art media as a hobby honestly, its a nice change from digital art (i love digital art too, but you know).

Follow me on my ART TIKTOK to see more livestreams!

LINKTREE

[ilustrariane]

Hello everyone!

i'm back!

for the past months i tried a different thing with this account (i think you all noticed), i trusted it to my old marketing team (we have a new team now), and honestly they never understood tumblr...all posts flopped basically.

So i removed most of them, and decided that tumblr is supposed to be something PERSONAL, like a blog really, not instagram. So i took the account back, and now i will only be posting things my way.

I'm still working on my comic ATNOMEN and my PATREON, so i dont have as much time to draw other stuff like the old times, but i will always update it when i have something worth it!

So, this time, i bring you a Belle sketch i did while livestreaming on my newest ART TIKTOK (follow me there, i plan to make at least one livestream a week with sketches like that).

Im using traditional art like a hobby, its something different to do other than drawing on the ipad all day!!! watercolors and markers is what i plan to use!

i'm glad to be back and i'm sorry for trying to use this account as marketing only, i know now this is now what tumblrs is supposed to be!

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[ENG] Hello Heathens!! Atnomen updates will be officially back this wednesday, and its already available to all Priestess (8$) Patrons on P4tre0n!! i hope all of you enjoy what i have planned for you this third season of Atnomen! 😉

[BR] Olá, Pagãos!! As atualizações de Atnomen estarão oficialmente de volta nesta quarta-feira, e já estão disponíveis para todos os Patronos Priestess (8$) no P4tr3on!! Espero que todos vocês gostem do que preparei para esta terceira temporada de Atnomen! 😉

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[ENG] What he sees x what she sees 🤭

[BR] O que ele vê x o que ela vê 🤭

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Page 32 of September Sun is up for all patrons already! Dont miss the freakyy plot twist! 👀👀🔥

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Eyes of a wolf -

More from my digital sketchbook! Beauty and the beast is fuuunnn to drawww

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Gave prince Adam from Beauty and The Beast a well deserved remake, beard and all. Its an outrage hes baby faced honestly....

Thoughts?

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"Portrait of a phantom" and "Horned prince" -

Heyy how yall doing??? I just bought myself an ipad mini, and its so portable and usefull i can draw anywhere, including laying in my bed like a sloth lol its just like a much better sketchbook cause its digital lol

Sooo expect to see more random drawings here. What do you think?

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[ENG] Yes, I made Lena quite "human" in all senses... Normal! Not only with her physical attributes, but she also carries weknesses and insecurities that a lot of young women face. Why I did this, weh I could've just followed all the society norms? First of all, I do love my male readers, I write this story for women. I want them to feel comfortable, seeing that common and natural body types can also be loved and beautiful. That also makes it easier for the reader to envolve themselves in the story based on Lena's point of view. I always enjoyed to mix concepts of reality and fiction and fantasy. And then comes Rain, because as we know, he's fantastic in every way... They are the opposites that attract in my imagination.

[BR] Sim, fiz a Lena bem "humana" em todos os sentidos, ela é uma garota normal! E não apenas nos atributos físicos, ela também carrega fraquezas e inseguranças que muitas mulheres jovens vivenciam. Por que fiz isso, quando eu poderia ter usado o padrão que estamos acostumados? Primeiramente, por mais que eu ame meus leitores homens, eu escrevo essa história para as mulheres. E eu quero que elas se sintam vistas e confortáveis vendo que corpos comuns e naturais também são belos e podem ser amados pelo que são. Isso também facilita a leitora a se envolver na história a partir do ponto de vista de Lena. E eu sempre gostei de misturar conceitos de realidade com ficção e fantasia. E aí entra o Rain, pois como nós sabemos, ele é fantástico em todos os sentidos... Eles são os opostos que se atraem na minha imaginação.

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Page 21 of September Sun is already available on patre0n! 👀 Who wants some….toe beans?

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[BR] Pagãos BR! Mais um capítulo de Atnomen traduzido para PT-BR! Confira no W3bt00n e T4p4s. Lembrando que toda semana sai capítulo novo até chegar no update em inglês 😉

[ENG] Brazilian Heathens! Another chapter of Atnomen translated into PT-BR! Check it out on W3bt00n and T4p4s. Remember, every week a new chapter is released until arrives the English update 😉

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New September Sun page is already available for all patr0ns! Go check my Patre0n 👀 its worth it I promise 👅💦

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September Sun is already available on Patre0N, dont miss it, things are abou to get really 🔥 ;)

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The situation with Lena post-challenge ahaha. Don't know what I'm talking about? take a look on my instagram @atnomen_comic and join my draw this in yourstyle challenge!