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So it’s still heavily a WIP as migrating icons over from my old laptop to the new one will take a lot of time, but I’ve made the command decision to move all my Voltron muses over to my new multimuse. I’ve obviously not been here in some time mostly due to post-show ending depression and watching the dashboard slowly slow down in terms of activity, but I couldn’t bring myself to permanently retire the muses.

So, if you want to continue writing with my Voltron muses, follow me here. If you want to see me on my BNHA dash doing king boom boom, follow me here. I’ll reblog this on all the blogs for the next couple days to make sure as many people as possible see it.

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So it’s still heavily a WIP as migrating icons over from my old laptop to the new one will take a lot of time, but I’ve made the command decision to move all my Voltron muses over to my new multimuse. I’ve obviously not been here in some time mostly due to post-show ending depression and watching the dashboard slowly slow down in terms of activity, but I couldn’t bring myself to permanently retire the muses.

So, if you want to continue writing with my Voltron muses, follow me here. If you want to see me on my BNHA dash doing king boom boom, follow me here. I’ll reblog this on all the blogs for the next couple days to make sure as many people as possible see it.

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hello! when you're doing your multimuse blog which muses/fandoms are you considering putting there? :) im kinda excited for it!^^

So I’m glad I checked my activity page because I didn’t get a dashboard notification about this. But the multimuse is still heavily a WIP and it’s slated to have 17 muses on it, including all my Voltron muses. The main purpose for me making a mumu for myself is so I have an RP hub with a lot of old muses that I didn’t really want to give up and put on hiatus, but dead fandoms and lack of activity forced me to. My Bakugou blog is remaining a standalone blog because I had his blog established way before the multimuse actually happened and the BNHA fandom is going to be around for a long time so I figured give him his own blog. But the fandoms I have right now on there are VLD, Captive Prince, Kuroko no Basket, Free!, Starfighter, Seven Deadly Sins, No. 6, Qwaser of Stigmata, Tales of Zestiria, Persona 5, and Yuri on Ice! I have no plans to add to the list mostly because migrating more icons over and making new ones for certain new muses is gonna be a pain in the ass so I’m capping things off for myself where I am now lol. Once the blog is all said and done and ready to open for business I’ll be linking it here!

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i feel really sappy right now and i need to make a post regarding just how much i heckin appreciate @luminarysolace. @intelsought Like, fuck dude its been what, a year? a little more? I don’t really know. You’ve shared good days and bad days with me and you’re such a god damn good Keith. You’ve given me the opportunity to explore so many thing and go into a domesticity that I’ve never had before with writing and it just gives me a smile every time i wake up at whatever hours to find your messages. Just, don’t stop bein you cause you’re one heck of a person. 

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So I’m hardcore debating on putting all my Voltron blogs on indefinite hiatus. I haven’t really been here since even before Katsucon. Between the show ending in December and us getting the crappy last season that we don’t talk about, I know it killed a lot of fan motivation for the show as a whole and the RPC definitely suffered some blows because of it too. I still hold VLD dear to me because it started out as an excellent show and it’s brought me to some wonderful friends that I wouldn’t trade for anything, but a part of me feels like it’s time to possibly close these blogs down or move them all to my eventual multimuse that I want to get to at some point. It’s basically going to be a hub for a lot of old muses that I want to write for again but the fandom doesn’t have enough activity to justify going back to the standalone blog. And at this point Voltron would fall into that category. I’ve been most active with Keith on Discord with Gale (which I have absolutely no intention of quitting bc Gale and I are way too deep with our Sheith) but haven’t done anything with Pidge or Allura’s muses in a really long time just because a lot of my RP partners seemed to have moved on or just been busy, or both. Idk when I’ll decide what to officially do with the blogs but it’ll probably be soon. No sense dragging things out if I do decide to close shop or migrate the muses over.

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It makes me really fucking sad how little I use this blog anymore and how little activity there is on this dash in terms of actual RP’ing. Keith’s the only one I actively use on Discord lately. Bakugou’s dashboard is consistently active and I spend way more time there just because there’s things to do since I have no long term threads here and haven’t for a really long time. I miss this being a bustling RPC where I’d miss stuff if I was gone for even two hours, now I scroll through 11 hours of backlog and see maybe two people doing RP activity. I guess I’m more afraid of an impending loss of the few remaining consistent RP’s I have with my Voltron muses. I’ve all but abandoned Allura from lack of muse and things to do. I keep saying I’m going to make my multimuse but I just never have the energy when I have the time to do it. I hate that we got a cop out rushed ending from DW and it’s made a lot of people lose interest and abandon ship. We all could’ve had so much longer with these muses and instead 2019 is seeing a slow descent of the Voltron RPC.

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        “Who’s got a blanket I can steal? I’m so over this cold.”

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{ Place One in My Inbox - Questions Edition }

Can work as an ice breaker, starter maker, or just a simple little ask meme.

“Am I dead?”

“Another one?”

“And what if I don’t?”

“Are you afraid of God?”

“Are you crazy?”

“Are you lost?”

“Are you really that shallow?”

“Are you sure it’s okay?”

“Are you sure there were no survivors?”

“Can I trust you?”

“Can we go now?”

“Can we not fight tonight?”

“Can’t or won’t?”

“Do you even care about how I feel?”

“Do you expect me to believe that?”

“Do you have any idea what you just did?”

“Do you love me?”

“Do you trust me?”

“Do you want to talk about it?”

“How could you do this?”

“How did you escape?”

“How long has it been since you last slept?”

“How long have you been there?”

“Is that blood behind your ear?”

“Is that really a gamble you’re willing to make?”

“Just go, alright?”

“Mind if I sleep here tonight?”

“Really?”

“Tell me: have you ever been afraid like this?”

“That’s the best you could come up with?”

“Wait, were you being sarcastic or…?”

“Want to hear a secret?”

“Was I the only one who thought that?”

“Well, that’s what I said, isn’t it?”

“What are you?”

“What are you doing here?”

“What do I have to say to make you understand?”

“What do you keep writing in that notebook?”

“What do you want with me?”

“What happened?”

“What if you stayed this time?”

“What if… what if I don’t want to be free?”

“What’s in it for me?”

“What’s in it for you?”

“When have I ever lied to you?”

“Where did you go?”

“Where did you last see it?”

“Where’s the rest of the body?”

“Who are you?”

“Who did this to you?”

“Why are you so angry?”

“Why are you so calm about this?”

“Why do you have this urge to control people all the time?”

“Why do you keep doing this to me?”

“Why do you have to make everything about you?”

“Why does it always have to be alcohol?”

“Why don’t you come over here and prove it?”

“Why is the truth so important to you?”

“Why should I help you?”

“Wouldn’t that be nice?”

“You don’t remember me?”

“You expect me to believe you haven’t done this before?”

“You’ve been pretending all this time?”

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I’m bracing against the wall because our resident Florida Steve Irwin is apparently going to hurt me.

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        “This just in, my brother can’t tell the difference between an alligator and crocodile.”

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When you wish online friends lived closer @tarnishedluminary

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I hate how tired I’ve been this past week. My ability to get a decent night’s sleep has been literally nonexistent lately in the form of me waking up at least twice throughout the night whether I have to be awake at 7:30 or 9 or 11 AM for work. Even drugging myself up for the latter mornings has proved fruitless. I don’t know why it’s been particularly bad this week but it’s left me just really exhausted and unmotivated in terms of writing once I get home from work and I really don’t like it. The crappy winter New York weather might also be playing a contributing factor to my overall low energy level. I was able to get a few drafts (but not all) done on Bakugou the other day but that’s the most writing I’ve done on Tumblr since getting my new laptop. I have no intention of abandoning my Voltron blogs but I’ve truthfully just been lurking all week. So sorry about the prolonged absence, hopefully it won’t last much longer.

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Full piece for the VLD Fashion Zine! I loved working on this! I hope everyone gets their copies safe and sound <33 

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