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I have become the very thing I’ve sworn to destroy, but I need serious motivation.

10 notes and I'll try to somewhat read a book

50 notes I'll drink two bottles of water per day

100 notes I'll eat a protein bar

150 notes I wont fast for a day

200 notes I'll ask my mom for a chest binder

250 notes I'll talk to my mom about my paranoia

300 notes I'll talk to my dad about my mental health (he doesn't know about any of it)

350 I'll start actually posting my little doodles

400 notes I'll start trying to make some more actual art and post it

1k notes and I'll try to get counseling for my ED

Green means done and red means in progress

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Me nursing a foot that I broke in FEBRUARY that's not healing properly because I won't slow the heck down.

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Recovery sucks sometimes...

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To any suicidal followers I may have: This is a sign to not kill yourself. You are loved and the world is special because you are in it. Keep holding on.

-PLEASE REBLOG THIS YOU MAYBE ARE SAVING SOMEONES LIFE

You are special and amazing , If you need to talk or some help send me a dm and I will talk to you.

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The SUMMARY of my workday. For once I felt my age...almost 40 trying to fit in with a bunch of 20 something's.

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“I’m not everything I want to be, but l’m more than I was, and l’m still learning.”

— Charlotte Eriksson, Everything Changed When I Forgave Myself

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reblog if you think sign language should be taught as a language in schools.

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Fear doesn't prevent you from dying, fear prevents you from living.

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“Someone somewhere is searching for you in every person they meet.”

— Unknown

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Reblog this if your posts don't have expiration dates.

So that your followers know it’s okay to dig through your blog and send in memes, starters, or responses to opens days, weeks, or months after they’ve been first posted.

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Look at you comforting others with the words you wish to hear.

William Wordsworth

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For the first time in a long time, I feel like I'm ACTUALLY recovering. The ED noise is so much quieter, both BED and ANA, they seem to be hushed since starting the Noom program. I'm being treated like a human, and the food choices are easier, the support is outstanding, and I feel HUMAN. I ENJOY getting in ONE workout a day, and not as punishment but as loving movement. I feel like I am FUELING my body and not living to eat or starving myself away. And I'm still losing weight, but in a healthy way.