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Alexander *observes in the mirror A burning the paper*  

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J - After school let’s go to my house and we study for the exams there ?

all others (A, S, M) - sure :) Le’ts go!

meanwhile when all together at J’s house

A - * ah they are all talking and having fun but I fell kind of out...I am not in the conversation right now, being left the one who is really studying...I feel sad and upset, grabs lighter, starts lighiting it on and turn off the flame by convering the place with your hand... 

*bored*

*grr why are they ignoring me so much and leaving me out like this???*

inexplicably, suddently the fire spreads to the paper

 OMG OMG J’s grabs towel and put’s it down

J - What’s wrong with you? What were you thinking? Trying to burn my house down?

A- I am sorry , It was an accident I swear, It was not on porpuse.

J - Why do you got a lighter with you? 

A- I just like to play around with it, this never happened before :/ (almos crying)

J -  uhh it’s ok, don’t worry , let’s just cover up the smell before my mom comes home...

A - Ok .. 

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The day after...

S - Hey good morning! You look like you haven’t slept much.

A- *going to school with 2 girl friends* Good morning, yeah I didn’t ahhh yesterday I got a very weird dream again <.<

S - omg again? what is this time?

M - UHuhuuuh *comes out holding a sandwich with her mouth and a juice on her hand* ... what happened in your dream?

A - Well there was this hot guy...

M - You sure it was just a weird dream and not a wet dream? :b

A - ahah no :b it wasn't , he just talked to me, on my dream

S - what did he say ?

A- that he would make me a magician ahah That I could even create money with magic

S- ahahha that would be nice

a - why did it have to be just a dream? S- right? aahh

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Who is he?

Demon or Angel?

B- I am running out... better find someone fast and make a contract. But who...?

A - There is just no point to life anymore...Being in pain every second...I am giving up. Once I jump all this suffering comes to an end. My letter is written. Everyone is asleep. This is best time to do this. Even if I survive the fall, hours will pass until they eventually find out I am gone. It will hurt but only for a second right? I will pass out as soon as i hit the floor right? I do not want to survive at all. That is the worst outcome, that is the only only reason I haven't done this before. The fear of failing. It's time.. *opens window, starts to climb on to it*

B- *Time to put on my sales man best performance* B- hey hey you, are you listening?

A -?? * looks around* ... *sees nothing* humph? has my depression made me delusional -.-? hearing voices? is this guilt?

B- *sights* I am Down here

A- *looks down* *scraches eyes* speechless for a second what are you doing there?

B- (she may scream i better cast a barrier) * casts a spell * and floats up to the window

A- *takes steps back, , trys to run, hits the barrier*   hits invisible wall, *starts breathing heavily and panicking * *looks back* (ah this must be a  dream, it's better not to make noise I dont want deal with them) *speaks in a low tone* : who are you?

B- There is no need to speak low, you are in inside a barrier, no one on in the outside of this barrier can hear us. And my name is Alexander. What is yours?

A - (If this is a dream , I may as well play into it) My name is ... Why are you here?

B- To help you of course, In fact we can help each other. With that I have to offer you, you won't have a reason to give up on your life anymore.

A - how did you know? (I guess he may have seen me but...)

B - Well because I am a wizard, haven't u realized yet, barriers, currently floating on air?

A - ... why would you help me? what's in it for you?

B- Well, I can give you magical powers and in return you can sign a contract with me, perhaps?

A- (I've seen enough madoka magica to know where this is going, well.. even it's like that, dying in a magical battle is more interesting then jumping to your death, at least i would get see something different)

What kind of powers and what kind of contract?

B- well the power depend on you. I will just awake the magic on you. But each being as it's own unique abilites.

A- That's really shady , doesnt that mean I can get  a really shitty and useless power...

B- Not really, I will still be around and I can give you all you want, also I can help you gain new abilities

A- You sound like a shady seller...

B-  (she is wavering..hum i just what to say) What abount infinite money? Regardless of your power, an Extra

A- Well, even i had infinite money I couldn't buy the things I want, my family would be suspicious, Even if i had money what makes me sad is not only the lack of it. I would still have a bunch of other problems..

B- (this girl is hard to convince, any other human would accept right away with the promise of money...) Yes but you are not seeing the bigger picture, with magic there is no limits, I can portal you to any place in the world, you can become a new person, nothing will hold you down anymore

A - Like disapearing? You mean I can disapear? without dying?

B - yes but I wouldn't advise you to that,  don't you see? you can be become so much better, imagine being the best at school? best at sports? all is within your reach with magic.

A - (humm i guess i could maybe think of legit ways to make money with magic) Is that really true? So why do you need a contract?

B - A contract is good for both of us. Is just the way things work with magic.

A -  magic ahn?

B - let me give you my phone number dear, will you lend me your phone?

A - *handles phones*

B -  done :) , see you tomorrow *casts a spell*

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Chapter 0

If I can't live the story I want. If I can't be who I want. I'll just write it. And I will live it through my writting.