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1.28

Me and J have been forming a bond these past few weeks, and because E said he didn't want a relationship I know I'm technically not cheating on anyone. But jumping ship from E to J so quickly is giving me whiplash.

E was off for intensive training and he just messaged me today, I dont know what to do about my friendship with him.

I talked to J about exes and he said he has only one that he still talks to sometimes because they were friends before the relationship. And I respect that 100%.

I'm going to talk to J about E when I see him Tuesday. I hope he's understanding about all of this.

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I think next thursday is gonna be the best day of my entire life tbh

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And if a ten ton truck crashes into us

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its that time again

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by David Shrigley

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1.21

I don't know what this says about me... it makes me feel like a bad person.

But another guy has just crawled his way into my life and I don't know what to do.

When E left, he told me he didn't want a relationship because he didnt want to tie me down. Did he just want a fling or was he saying that to protect me and himself from getting hurt?

I don't know anymore.

All I do know is I feel bad for talking to this guy, J when E is in training even if we aren't dating.

J is obviously a relationship guy to me, he wants to meet my family, he wants to get to know about me. He told me to tell him about myself and he seemed so interested.

Maybe I'm just some naive girl who doesn't know what's what.

But fuck... I have this weird pull to J but I don't know if I feel for him what I feel for E.

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found this today! i did this when i was in high school. it’s a drawing of noah and allie from the notebook. the two are drawn with the words “if i’m a bird, you’re a bird” over and over, and the background has a few quotes from the movie. done in a felt pen.

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some of y’all never had a crush on a teacher and it shows

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“Seninle bisiklet turunda güneşin batışını izlemek.”

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Underrated Date Ideas

Aquarium Dates

Museum Dates

Trips to the Bookstore ( + pick out a book for each other )

Observatory Dates

Flower Picking (in a park or a actual flower picking place)

Baking Cookies

Cocoa and Cuddles (for rainy days)

Berry Picking

Thrift Store. Funniest item under $5 wins/picks dinner.

*feel free to add*

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“We meet You put your arm around me And I laugh for the first time in months I love how alive I feel when I’m with you I never thought I’d enjoy reality so much I never thought I’d meet someone like you”

— Excerpt from “That’s All I’m Asking For”

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“I don’t know how he would feel if he knew that I spend all day thinking about him- that I’ve memorized the way he walks, and the sound of his voice. I think it might scare him. I know it scares me.”

— Poetry At Most