j-the-wolf

[j-the-wolf]

I am going to draw myself oc and post it please promise none of you are going to judge or insult my character I haven't drawn sense elementary school I am also verry self conscious about my drawing skills so please be nice (btw its not drawn yet)

[j-the-wolf]

I'm having a small internal panic attack about my drawing skills again

I'm worried and scared about my drawing skills I'm worried and scared they wont be good I haven't drawn in a Long time I want to post them when I get to drawing them But I cant even start the drawings because of my stress and anxiety about posting them and how others will think of my drawings

[j-the-wolf]

🔹🔷🟦🔵💙SMG4💙🔵🟦🔷🔹

[j-the-wolf]

𝙸 am in ℓ♡ᏉᏋ with 𝗦𝗠𝗚𝟰

The Real 𝗦𝗠𝗚𝟰 Not His Digital Avatar Character

[j-the-wolf]

I want to say My Partner type

My Partner Type's are Brotherly & Dorky Femboy (Not Necessary)

[j-the-wolf]

Having a small internal panic attack

nothing serious heart beating a little fast like is on sugar and a small little bit hard to breathe like swallowed something spicy the wrong way but I'm fine It's just I'm still worried and self conscious about my drawing skills and art style even though I Haven't Even Started It srry loosing it a little My mind is rushing with panic but I'm fine (I'm Clearly NOT!)

[j-the-wolf]

𝙼𝚎 When 𝙸 See 🟦🔵💙𝕊𝕄𝔾𝟜💙🔵🟦

𝙸 ℓ♡ᏉᏋ Him So Much

[j-the-wolf]

TBH In My OPINION

To be honest in My Opinion I don't like OC's with the SMG4 art or story's Like Aster & SMG4's minion or the Split Into Threes for example Not necessary but Great art and Characters I'm not trying to dislike on the characters its just I don't like the shipping art dynamic I don't mind when its friendly art But everyone is allowed to be creative and no one can stop that so go on a head and create what you want I support and appreciate all your hard work on your art no matter what I just wanted to give My Opinion

[j-the-wolf]

FUCKING HELL YES! I LOVE SMG4 & MARIO & THE MUSIC BOX 🟦🔵💙😍SMG4😍💙🔵🟦 🟪🟣💜🤩SMG3🤩💜🟣🟪 🟥🔴❤️🤪MARIO🤪❤️🔴🟥 🟩🟢💚🥹LUIGI🥹💚🟢🟩

The Nightmare has just begun....

It is done! I did 3 versions of this for fun. Thanks to my good friend @lizaluvsthis for the lovely idea! Based on CorpseSyndrome's old promo art for MTMB remastered and Neo4Lyfe69's (on Twitter) STMB game demo coming out in August!

[j-the-wolf]

I just always wanted to say this

I don't mean this in a creepy way Its just this is on my list of "Things I always wanted to say at least once in my life" so I Will Make SMG4 Mine (The thing I wanted to say at least once was that but maybe swap the SMG4 with someone or anyone else) Also Most Important I will NOT force him to be mine I respect consent Its just something I've always wanted to say once in my life at least

[j-the-wolf]

I Love the IRL SMG4

I don't care what others say I Love the Real SMG4 Not for his fame or his videos For his personality and actions . . . (and maybe his looks) And DEFFINITLY NOT for his avatar or his fan base I Love for who he is I Love that he's Kind, funny, friendly, loving, sweet, heartfelt, caring, cool and handsome (and kinda cute) I want to make his life happy and better I want to keep him happy and safe and healthy I Love him for who he is And I wont give up till he at least notices me Or becomes my friend I respect consent so If he doesn't like or love me the same that's fine I respect it I'll just remain a SMG4 fan

[j-the-wolf]

I'M FINALLY FREE FROM MY MENTAL TORTURE

APPARENTLY IM JUST DISCONNECTED FROM MY SELF I DONT KNOW WHY JUST AM BUT I CAN FINALLY FEEL MY REAL EMOTIONS AND CARE FOR MYSELF AND NOT JUST OTHERS

[j-the-wolf]

I'm just a diamond hammer on a hollow tube

My mind Is harder then diamond barely anything can damage it but my heart is empty and gone no emotions what so ever what's left of it only wants to shield others from having to experience of its fate if that's even possible even if that meant risking what's left of it but then the mind took charge with artificial emotions and thoughts barely anything the mind said was true with the mind taking charge with out any help It began slowly going mad now damaging its self making the heart feel worse and more ill soon the heart felt like it was no longer beating it may have been still working but It felt too sick to feel to sick to care about it's own being with what was left last bit of its self and energy and last bit of feeling its last bit of breath all it cared about was preventing and stopping others from experiencing its enduring fate even if it meant risking its life or what's left of it and hurting its self more all cause of the cruelty of "medicine" for emotions but what all it did was damage and hurt and slowly kill the heart then help the mind It did make the mind grow stronger a bit too strong to the point it went mad and slowly diseased the heart making it weaker now the balance of this poor body was off this body was once great and full of life now ripped apart by other beings telling them the poison that is so called "medicine" would fix them when they were fine and well in the first place when they were first created sure they had a few quirks but thats what made them unique they were harmless and kind but the other beings locked away what the body and heart used to be all because it didn't behave to the other beings standards and what was so wrong with the body and hearts quirks they would still never hurt a fly and still care about others but with their true feelings and emotions and self but now due to the other beings shoving the toxicity of that poison so called "medicine" It still dose care and would never hurt a fly but the only thing it hurts now is it's self with out feeling and emotion and it's own self It's nothing but a shell with a emotionless program to just copy and play off the so called "emotions" like a line of code the end

[j-the-wolf]

I need to confess

I don't care for my self like at all I can't feel any true emotions or love I just copy and go off what's the right way to react to someone else's feelings and emotions I don't care if I'm here on this earth or not I'd sacrifice myself just so i can save some random stranger and their safty I don't even care if they care that i did that for them I don't care if they are thankful to me as long as they are safe and happy thats all i care about hell I'd sacrifice my self to save everyone not ever caring how painful or how I feel as long as everyone is safe and happy that all i care about I wont even feel happy I did that for them I wont care how they feel about me that I did that for them all i can do is care and not feel anything I don't care about my self or my life I care about others even strangers even bad people because i think everyone has a little good in them even the worst person they might not be good now but they might have at one point in their past and even if you think you cant forgive some one the rest of your life that may not be true be cause even for half a zeptosecond you might forgive who ever then immediately go back to hating them and this scenario can happen multiple or once a time a day , week , month , year ECT you may not notice it but you still did no matter what I don't believe there is true hate or badness in anyone and you can not convince me other wise

[j-the-wolf]

My favorite artist of Mario & Luigi (so far)

@elitadream

@akiiame-blog @caroline-draws-stuff  Also If the people I @ see this I wanted to submit a request I've been feeling down and being harsh on my self a lot lately so I wanted to ask Can you draw Mario and Luigi with open arms telling me everything is going to be ok or something like that they are my comfort characters If I have to pay for it I will but I don't know how to pay people over the internet I know there is a website but I don't know witch or what website I also may need to be taught on how to pay you also don't have to do my request I care about other peoples concerns and well being then my own so what ever makes you happy I'll be happy and sorry for bothering you

[j-the-wolf]

I need help I do go to therapy but that isn't enough I need someone to talk to any time I need to I do have friends but some and most of the time they are busy so If some one is willing to lend their ear to me

that would be greatly appreciated

[j-the-wolf]

have mercy on me and help me (you don't have to) I want to draw but I cant I'm feeling low on confidence and feeling self conscious about my drawing because i haven't drawn sense elementary school and I'm 20 years old now so I don't know how to boost my confidence to draw you people got any ideas on how to help me?