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a warning

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I could give a longer explanation, but frankly the best answer is "By Vibes*.

question 123: when co-fronting, how do you decide what to do? not what you do exactly, but how is that choice made?

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¹ of your headspace body

² e.g menstrual, open wounds, headaches, etc.

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¹ e.g menstrual, open wounds, headaches, etc.

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For the Canon Mysteries question

1)...Yeah, I only have vague memories of Gaster. Heck if I know what's his deal. (Sans Undertale)

2) Who's the Knight? I do not know, know! I'm thankful to them anyway! (Jevil)

3) I don't remember anything from the Forgotten Island. I actually know less than canon because my memories only start at the castle loops. I've forgotten everything before it. (Siffrin from Start Again, tag as fictive.)

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Sixteen fucking loops!?

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the multigender system experience is like identifying with genderqueer experiences outside of/contradictory to your body. Like cause you got alters who are not the same gender as the body... and you're like... why do i relate to transfem and femboy type experiences when the body is afab...? its cause your alters arent all cis, honey. nor are they all female. some are guys. and some exist in a feminine body, and therefore have an interesting male-centered genderqueer experience because they're guys who are also girls. external wise... we look like a girl, but on the inside, its not the same thing.

And for some systems, they see themselves as transmasc bc of that. Some male alters will have dysphoria in a different body, and that's okay. And they identify that way.

But for me, in my system, guy alters often see themselves as cis, so when those guy alters end up experimenting with gender, or relate to characters or people online who have feminine traits while being a guy, or have a feminine body while feeling amab, it can get really messy in here.

And I think to singlets/non-systems, that's an experience nobody really knows about. Even binary systems don't really get it. But we are multigender because we are sometimes multiple genders at once, multiple alters fronting at the same time, or an alter in a unique situation that makes them inherently genderqueer.

So shoutout to genderqueer, multigender, and nonbinary systems. I'm in your boat, it's weird to have a contradictory identity, but it's also kind of freeing. It's freeing to not really have to be binary and have to stick with one way of being. If I'm nonbinary, I can virtually do, and be whatever I want.

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Switching between these every day

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frontstuck host culture is fighting to stay alive and claw for what happiness you can for your headmates' sake, when it's hard to feel like it's worth it to fight for yourself. they deserve life and good things, damn it--and i know i do too, but man it's a lot easier to convince myself that i can just cope with not having those than it is to say 'tough luck' to everyone else who's in here with me. -📍🐾

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Biting will continue until morale improves.

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Oh this is a fun one!

We have a "collective identity" of sorts, which depending on which member they're closer to or kind of or not at all. This identity is genderfluid, aro and bisexual. Someone like Angel or Mayor, cohosts, are that, someone who sometimes hold front but not always are in the middle. And then there's never frontiers, who have completely different identities.

Happy pride month! To kick things off, here's a question for all of you who are more-than-one in whatever way that means to you:

If your plurality and queerness are intertwined in any way, or you are queer because of your plurality, how does that work for you? Consider this an invitation to talk about all the complexities of who you are and how these two areas of your life connect to each other!

(We also see our queerness and plurality as intertwined, ftr – We just want to hear from others about their own experiences, lives, and identities!)

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♦️ I see I’ve been poked again.

-Odile @desktopgardens

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...Hi.

...Sorry. I'm still not great at being part of conversations.