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finished wat

meanwhile, kaladin:

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hmmm. a bit underwhelming. good i enjoyed it but underwhelming

i have less than 100 pages of wat to go.... i dont wanna finish it what the helll mann

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finished royal assassin and im breathless. i watched a review where someone said fitz will annoy you in this book and i couldn't agree less. watching a boy grovel his way into manhood, clumsily trying to navigate a life that was stolen from him before he even had a name��and reaching, desperately, for someone or something to tell him simply and honestly, "you are mine and i want nothing." he could never annoy me. never never never

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save me shallan stormlightarchive

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FUCK!!! gender on roshar is so interesting to me. i want everyone to be transgender. kaladin? nonbinary. could never relate to the concept of masculinity outside of man = strong, man = war, making his vision very black and white until he starts slowly unpacking his beliefs when dalinar starts to write and lyn joins windrunners. adolin? very repressed trans woman who out of belief that she needs to be her father refuses to indulge into the thoughts of being anything but a man but who is comfortable in her love for both fashion and swords. moash? filled with transman rage, he knew since he was born and his hatred towards the crown was only fueled by the constant systematic violation of his bodily autonomy and disregard to his chosen gender. navani who clings to the idea of being a scholar so much she refuses to entertain a thought of being anything but a woman. something is going on with dalinar, i dunno what but its going. elhokar whose heart was racing when shallan told him he will have to act out as a woman and who died with the memory of feeling like herself for once in her life. jasnah. shallan? gender fuckery is free with your fucking DID. lift. yanagawn whose identity was shaped by what he was told he was supposed to be, therefore he is a man and he has no other choices. hoid, heralds, vasher, unmade, all of the gods? you can't look me in the eyes and tell me people and etc who lived for thousands of years still have the same concept of gender as we do. i fucking. love trans people. fuck.

nb4nb rlainarin...

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something about being ostrasizied your whole life and stripped away of your masculinity because of your interests and your attraction and the way you act yet instead of perceiving it as an act of malice, you find revelation and embrace the utter nonsense that is you, rejecting manhood on purpose and finding sick and twisted comfort in the idea that people don't think you're 'manly' enough. something about performing masculine arts and realizing that you're doing it your own way, even if you act like every other man. something about letting go of the negative perception of the other gender, trying out how it would feel and finding out it's still not you. something about losing and gaining yourself. something about learning how to write. something about gardening. something about kissing the other person who understands and who also needs to scoop themself up by little pieces. something about love and acceptance

nb4nb rlainarin...

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nb4nb rlainarin...

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does stormlight work by the same principles as our immune system in a way that it can decide that you dont need eyes and evaporate them. much to think about

can radiants have an abortion or does the baby simply regenerates back into their body if they try

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Remember when kaladin was having one of the worst moments of his life and then Adolin burst through the door and he started thinking about how handsome he is instead

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i have less than 100 pages of wat to go.... i dont wanna finish it what the helll mann

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there's something to be said about how yanagawn and adolin had more moments of bonding and genuine familial slash friendship relations than renarin and adolin

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"up for a game of Towers?"- timeskip! Yanagawn and Adolin, probably

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Circe! My piece for the Sing, O Muse Art Zine :] Coming out in October! Make sure to keep an eye out for that :D

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stepdad took my bottle o’ enchanting

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I've recently started reading the Realm of the Elderlings series for the first time and I've never fallen in love with a book series so fast!! I feel CRAZY! Here's some Fitz + The Fool (pls no spoilers in the replies I beg)

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like. okay. I'm sorry. he's just a bad character and we didn't have enough time between him and shallan to assume there's any real connection between them. yeah, sure, she would struggle to kill him because killing is fucked up but fucking. this is now how you should go about it. I don't know. ghostblood plot line frustrates me so much it's so fucking bad

mraize is boring and is pissing me off. not in a way how dare he being evil but more in a writer tries too hard to make the character cool to the point where it reverses to being lame