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johannescabal-a · 7 years ago

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i totally forgot my login info for this blog for like. ever. but i just remembered it (i.e. my computer remembered it) so i’m here to say i’m officially archiving this blog, holding onto the url for now because i might use it for my personal/do smth else with it, and i can be found on youngscion if anyone wants to keep up with me

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johannescabal-a · 7 years ago

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literally nothing about it is set up yet but i am making a “darker” rp blog than those other three: naki from tokyo gh//oul

i don’t even have an avatar up yet but that will be over at ofwhitesuits

that blog will probably have like... actual mature content so

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johannescabal-a · 7 years ago

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a flower doesn’t love you or hate you—

it’s just a flower.

kairi | master of masters | marluxia penned by syd

#| promo |#hey uhhhh i'm on these three blogs bc kh is very good for my mental health #i still don't think i'll be coming back to this blog just bc... there's a lot of not great baggage associated with it #one day i might (who knows?); but for now i'm writing my floral children of varying levels of good

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johannescabal-a · 8 years ago

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i guess it’s finally time for me to make this post

i have anxiety and have been procrastinating on it, but i ought to let y’all know

i’m retiring this blog, probably forever

every single one of you has been so, so great and amazing and i’ve had so much fun here, but roleplaying isn’t something that’s going to fit into my life going forward. am i going to miss it? yes. greatly. i admire people who can live an Adult Life and still do it, but i can’t. it was a wonderful phase of my life, but i have to move on. eventually i’ll be editing the blog so posts are available but not so obvious to get to, or maybe password protecting it (but i will give the password out to people who may still want access).

again, i love you all so much and i’m gonna miss it here

you can find me on @gaycaballeros

edit: message me on my personal for my discord info. rp there may still be a thing. i just can’t do a blog

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johannescabal-a · 8 years ago

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i guess it’s finally time for me to make this post

i have anxiety and have been procrastinating on it, but i ought to let y’all know

i’m retiring this blog, probably forever

every single one of you has been so, so great and amazing and i’ve had so much fun here, but roleplaying isn’t something that’s going to fit into my life going forward. am i going to miss it? yes. greatly. i admire people who can live an Adult Life and still do it, but i can’t. it was a wonderful phase of my life, but i have to move on. eventually i’ll be editing the blog so posts are available but not so obvious to get to, or maybe password protecting it (but i will give the password out to people who may still want access).

again, i love you all so much and i’m gonna miss it here

you can find me on @gaycaballeros

edit: message me on my personal for my discord info. rp there may still be a thing. i just can’t do a blog

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johannescabal-a · 8 years ago

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i guess it’s finally time for me to make this post

i have anxiety and have been procrastinating on it, but i ought to let y’all know

i’m retiring this blog, probably forever

every single one of you has been so, so great and amazing and i’ve had so much fun here, but roleplaying isn’t something that’s going to fit into my life going forward. am i going to miss it? yes. greatly. i admire people who can live an Adult Life and still do it, but i can’t. it was a wonderful phase of my life, but i have to move on. eventually i’ll be editing the blog so posts are available but not so obvious to get to, or maybe password protecting it (but i will give the password out to people who may still want access).

again, i love you all so much and i’m gonna miss it here

you can find me on @gaycaballeros

edit: message me on my personal for my discord info. rp there may still be a thing. i just can’t do a blog

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johannescabal-a · 8 years ago

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how morally corrupt is your 19th century love interest on a scale of “aloof rich guy who doesn’t know how to express his feelings” to “has a secret wife in the attic” and “tries to dig up your grave so he can embrace your dead body”

#| crack |#ajxhshchshxhshxsh oh god the last one

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johannescabal-a · 8 years ago

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Necromancy!

The “be kind, rewind” of magic.

#| crack |#anchshshd i love this

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johannescabal-a · 8 years ago

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I wonder how many strangers hate me bc of how someone else described me to them

#| mun stuff |#lmfao ain't this damn relevant

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johannescabal-a · 8 years ago

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nice

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johannescabal-a · 8 years ago

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i need someone to write a monster/vampire hunter so i have a good reason to bring muireadhach back

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johannescabal-a · 8 years ago

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just a heads up, i’m gonna be away from my laptop until monday night; tomorrow i go in to work at 11 and am scheduled to 10. even if i get the ER i’m applying for, i’m going straight to a hotel without my laptop until monday morning, and i work at 2:30 that afternoon. my mom is coming down to visit me

#reblogging not at 2 in the morning lmfao

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johannescabal-a · 8 years ago

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just a heads up, i'm gonna be away from my laptop until monday night; tomorrow i go in to work at 11 and am scheduled to 10. even if i get the ER i'm applying for, i'm going straight to a hotel without my laptop until monday morning, and i work at 2:30 that afternoon. my mom is coming down to visit me

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johannescabal-a · 8 years ago

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raidstombs:

There were many reasons why Lara hadn’t revealed her condition to Johannes. It was still early on … If she miscarried, she thought it kinder to suffer that alone rather than lay another death upon him.

She was also paranoid. She feared that if she admitted her pregnancy aloud, something tragic would happen to her or the baby or both. It seemed as if she lost just about everyone she loved … Perhaps if she could keep this growing child at a distance, fate wouldn’t rip them away from her. It was an irrational belief; but one that had seeped in nonetheless.

… And she worried about whether or not embracing her pregnancy would be akin to trying to replace Marlene. She feared that it would dishonor her memory.

All of it together had been enough not just to render her silent and isolated from her husband; but it had weighed heavily upon her until she felt as if she were barely functioning. She felt sick, yes … but the naps she indulged in weren’t just because of physical fatigue from her pregnancy; but from continued grieving and worry.

The feeling of his body settling down on the bed beside her was what woke Lara up. A soft murmuring noise that bordered on pathetic slipped from her lips as she tilted her head, pressing it against the hand that stroked her uncharacteristically tangled hair. Eyelids slid open to reveal tired eyes – which only seemed to look more exhausted after Johannes spoke.

❝… Yes.❞

Johannes nodded once, keeping his hand pressed to her cheek for a moment before his gaze and touch slipped away. He didn’t know what to think of the news. It was difficult to be happy about it; it felt uncomfortable, almost, to know that normally that was such happy news. To know that normally it would have been happy news. They had wanted this only a month ago.

But now....