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How is everyone?

I’m feeling a lot better these days, have been able to listen to SHINee albums and Jonghyun’s music. This time of year gets me a little down because as December approaches it still hurts, but I got a tattoo for him and it helps to be able to see it every day. Miss you all and hope you’re healthy and well.

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Still missing you. But happy it doesn’t hurt anymore to see your face.

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Sometimes I close my eyes and he’s still here.

You did so well, Jonghyun. We are so proud of you.

(I hope everyone is staying safe and healthy during this time! Much love xo)

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누난 너무 예뻐  (Replay)

one shot based off of SHINee’s debut song.

“Ya! Jonghyun! Seriously are we going back there again?” Kibum’s voice goes up an octave as the surroundings become more familiar. Jonghyun had tried to take a roundabout way this time, even though it was just putting off the inevitable protests of his friends.

“You know she hates it when you do this.” Jinki’s voice is wary and sympathetic. 

Jonghyun knows she hates it, but still hasn’t had enough time to break the habit.

Kibum sniffs. “You’re so lucky I have enough homework to do to justify this.”

Minho snorts from behind Kibum. “You’re actually planning on doing your work this time?”

Jonghyun smiles at the slap and yelp that quickly follows.

They’re nearly there, and like always, he starts to get nervous. He wipes his palms on his uniform and adjusts his hair. Jonghyun knows he should be over this by now. Be over her. But the way it ended always leaves him feeling tied to her. She was the only person he dated his entire high school career after all. And now all that’s left is basically this...stalking. He sighs, figures the fact that he’s only a senior in high school still gives him the permission to be a bit childish and dramatic.

Holly’s Coffee rounds into view and Jonghyun’s heart skips. 

There she is.

Honestly, all of his friends laughed 3 years ago when he decided to ask out the senior as a first year. But he couldn’t have cared less. She was perfect. Still is perfect. Jonghyun lets out a sigh as he watches her smile at a customer. Why was their age difference so bad? Why did it mean to her that he couldn’t love as fully or as genuinely? He had yet to figure it out.

“Ya, Jjong. You’re staring.” Minho softly nudges him. He hadn’t even realized he’d stopped moving.

Kibum hikes his bag higher on his shoulder. “Shall we?”

They cross the street and enter the same Two’s Company they’ve been coming to every week after school for the last eight weeks. Greeted by the same person who no doubt already keyed in their usual orders upon seeing them approach, and sit at the same table by the window that gives them the best view of Holly’s. 

Minho and Kibum take out their workbooks while Jinki opens his laptop. All three try to inconspicuously sneak glances at Jonghyun who does nothing but let his gaze get pulled back across the way to where she works. 

They lose interest as time goes on. They know when Jjong needs space. They wince apologetically as the cute server who is smitten with Jonghyun comes over to deliver their drinks. Jonghyun’s eyes stay at the window. 

Suddenly, he jumps out of his seat, body all but pressed fully against the glass. Minho and Kibum exchange a look while Jinki peers at Holly’s where a car has pulled up to the front. 

“Shit.”

Jonghyun watches as the girl he gave his entire heart to bounds out of her job, much earlier than normal, slowing as the driver’s side opens and someone gets out. He flushes as he realizes this...man, looks nothing like him. Tall, bleached blond, slicked back hair, 5 o’clock shadow. A suit. His uniform feels like a ton on his shoulders. Jonghyun hates how palpable her happiness is, and is surprised he’s not crying.

He starts as arms wrap around his waist.

“Are you okay?” He hadn’t even heard Taemin arrive. 

He turns and looks at his friends, staring at him and being comically still. His heart warms at their concern. 

“No. Not yet.”

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Happy Birthday, Kim Jonghyun.

I miss you.

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Happy Birthday, Jonghyun.

We love you. We miss you. You did well.

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Sigh. So. I really am not okay enough to watch Jonghyun’s new mv which is breaking my heart into non existent pieces. But please, if you are okay enough to, support him. All I ask is that if you leave a message for him, let it be something good. Remind him how well he did and that he worked so hard. Continue to give him all the love and praise he deserves. Take care of yourselves this week please. Much love xo

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Hey guys, just wanted to let you know that I’m still...present (???) I’m still having a bit of a hard time, but I’m getting better. I hope everyone is having a beautiful start to their year and are staying healthy! I love all of you, and I will see you soon. Much love xo

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Happy New Year to all of my lovely followers. 2017 was beyond difficult for us, but we got through it as one family. We must think of this as a bend, not a break. Stay strong, stay healthy, and together we will have a beautiful year...oh and anticipate me, there will be a future for this blog yet...

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I hope everyone is having a happy and safe holiday season. I know it’s hard around this time of year when you’ve lost someone you love, but keep your heart open, and don’t forget to let love in. It may always be a little hard, but you will always have this family by your side. Happy Holidays, much love.

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I really, honestly, don’t know what to do with my tumblr. Help?

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Thank you so much to everyone who responded to my earlier message. Here is the letter that I will write everyone’s name on to put out at Jonghyun’s memorial tonight. At the end of the week it will be sent to SM Entertainment. I was truly touched at how much this family cares about one another and the outpouring of love I received. Please continue being each other’s strength while still taking care of yourselves. I love all of you and will continue to be here for you. Trans: Our Jonghyun, We miss you. But we know that you are happy right now. Thank you for everything. You worked hard. We are so proud of you. We love you so much. Rest In Peace, our shining star. Love always...

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for those interested: members of the shinee reddit community are in the process of putting planning both a book and charity project in the name of jonghyun. as to quote what was written in the main post (which can be found here): “we’ll be collecting, compiling, and translating messages from fans into a book commemorating jonghyun to send to the shinee members. we’ll also be including with the book the certificate of the donation we made in his honor. the charity portion of the project is completely optional. we know not everyone has money, and the book itself will still be made no matter what, as the donations we’ve received from in-server already cover the book cost. because of that, any additional donations will be given to a foundation that focuses on mental health and lgbtq+ youth activism in south korea, which we think is something jonghyun would believe in. the foundation is called dding dong.” guidelines for submissions can be found at the linked, along with how can you submit what you want to include. donations are not required but an option if you have some extra money to spare. the due date for submissions will be january 5th, 2018.

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Jonghyun the type to change the color of the moon.

This is so beautiful, I couldn’t not post it. Thank you.

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Hello everyone!! THIS IS VERY IMPORTANT IF YOU ARE IN THE SEOUL  AREA. After speaking with a super awesome follower last night, they let me know that while they were in Seoul, they found Park Su Yeon at the Yonsei 21 clinic outside of exit 4 of Jeonja station.They said that she was actually seriously helpful in terms of mental illnesses. If you feel even a little of what our Jonghyun was feeling, please, please seek help. Your mental health is JUST AS IMPORTANT as your physical health. Stay safe and stay strong. If you have any specific questions, please privately message me and I can give you the handle of the follower who gave me this information. And please pass this along! much love xo

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Jonghyun the type to keep living on through you.

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So it has come to my attention that a lot of people are unable to go to memorials for Jonghyun, whether that be because of distance or time constraint. I will be attending a second memorial in my city. If anyone would like me to include your handle or name in a letter to Jonghyun, please like, reblog or message me by 12pm EST on Thursday the 21st. I know so many people wish they could show their support and love in person, and I want everyone to have that little bit of closure as well. The letter will be simple, telling Jonghyun that we love him, that he did a good job, and that he can rest. I love all of you, continue to be this amazing fandom family, and stay strong. much love xo