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It's just uncomfortable to be away from the only person you love and like. My partner is the only person who is truly perfect for me. Nothing about him annoys me that annoys me about other people. I can walk around naked with him without even thinking about it, or just sit there and make noises. He is utterly majestic, and his personality is flawless. It is complete. I love him and it's strange that I go to bed alone, tomorrow I'll do my makeup myself, I'll choose what to wear myself and I'll leave the house alone. Even though we were in different groups at the convention, I felt that he was close to me and we could hug whenever we wanted. Now we will wait a long time. I love my partner. I love him very much, and I want to think about it before I go to sleep. Only about it.

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Wewewe its me AGAIN‼️

This is very unattractive makeup, awful! Minimalist! 😿🚫

I really don't want to get banned because I'm not sharing this to traumatize children, but to feel that someone is interested in what I do 😿!If you don't like it BLOCK ME

JUST BLOCK ME

But if you are a curious mouse, click see more 😼‼️

Okay. I already explained this in previous post, but in case anyone else sees it, I'll explain why I'm so stupid!

My mom can't see my wounds, but she checks my body. I wanted to reach the beans. I wanted the whole world to see it and pretend they didn't see it, thinking that ewww. I wanted to feel the pain. I wanted to remove the negative emotions. I was very sad and lonely.

OH RIGHT, I REAXHED BEANS, YAY I GUESS? I would like it to be big, because no one cares about small wounds.

I want the hpd tag but I don't want other communities to see what I did because they will report me!

This is embarrassing.

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How TikTok users treat every Cluster B disorder:

NPD: Scapegoat

ASPD: Scapegoat

BPD: Scared baby lamb

HPD: wut?

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paranoid HPD culture is not receiving enough attention, so you become hyperaware of how everyone happens to interact with each other more than you so you must be at the bottom of the popularity chain and they are planning on getting rid of you eventually like everyone else has.

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I'm too nervous, I can feel it physically, and my arm hurts a lot. I'm ending I Sober because it's bad for me

Now I'll help myself, I have my own ways 😼

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It's so... Degrading. I made one cat scares/baby styro. By accident. I was fixing my hair with an eyebrow knife and decided I was going to cut myself. It was dull and painful, but then I had to do it again because it was so tender. Again, again, then I started cutting this place like bread. I tried hard, but only half of that little blade went in. It's extremely small. I don't want to have it, it's embarrassing.

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TW TW!!! 🙀

If you don't like it, go away 😿

I do BEAUTIFUL makeup and please don't report me for it, just block‼️‼️

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This is sooo boring vid.. . .... . ..

Listen! I can't do anything visible bc my mommy is checking my WHOLE body! Do you hear that?! SHE'S LOOKING AT MY BODY! INSANE 😾‼️ And what's worse, I only had a very very blunt safety pin! That's why it hurt more than you can see 😿😿😿‼️

BUT

I won't leave the poor people who clicked the magic "read more" button, so I sent my last cut!

You know what's the worst? I hate this wound! It's too small, now I know I could cut myself to the 🫘🫘🫘 (yum). And I feel like I'm being caged by the people I love. Imagine the first day of school, and suddenly I'm with my leg cut in half 🙀‼️ God, that must hurt. I HATE PAIN, but I need to feel it. Now I'm going to punch myself in the arm until I'm satisfied by the pain.

No one takes me seriously because I haven't done anything serious. I haven't killed anyone, I've never been hospitalized or in a psychiatric facility, I don't take medication, and the Mafia didn't murder my family. I have small problems that no one seems to care about. They're trivial and fleeting. It's been a while since I've had a mental breakdown where I didn't start screaming and banging my head against everything. I feel disgusting about myself and how boring I am. I used to sit there quietly, arguing with myself, arguing why I shouldn't jump out of a window. Now I have these thoughts less often, but they're more devastating. But I know that even if half my leg were severed, people around me would try to get used to it. I would feel terrible then.

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One month

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Miss you too 😿 (see you in 6 days)

sorry for spamming so much about my bf, but I miss him rn

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I rarely think about being "incorrigible." I don't like my drawings, my appearance, my routine, my surroundings. I would love to swap bodies with a nerd from my class who is pure, innocent, gets good grades and will have a clean life. I would like to be calm, smart and eat oatmeal with fruit for breakfast.

I've noticed that I'm basing my ego on fleeting things. On how many people like me, whether I draw well, or whether I look cool.

Cool people like me because the rest have no brains, I draw well, but I don't focus on drawing but on desperation to do anything, I look cool.

I have a summer fur substitute 😼 short jacket with short sleeves.

And now I'm going to write gore byebye

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give me my fucking partner rn

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My partner's 4 moods r so so funny LISTEN ‼️

1. Edgy socio-aspd dark punk 💔🎧

2. Pusheen lover, who cries at the sight of cute kittens 💞💝

3. Freaky bottom 😼

4. Freaky top 🥺

Nobody reads this tumbler so I can write whatever I want

I want to fuck my partner now. He could give me a blowjob my asexual ass just to emphasize his submission.

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BRO STOP 💔‼️‼️‼️🚫

Our being freaky isn't about throwing up.

I just threw up, I don't know why it's in one post.

We are sweet sadomaso couple. Without vomiting.

It sounds like we are freaky for vomiting help!!! WE ARE NOT 🚫🚫🚫🚫

btw I’ve been pretty freaky with my partner lately, love thinking about it 🥀

rn he writes to me that he is vomiting wtf

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It's nice to have a friend who has so many similar traits, but at the same time different ones.

We have different knowledge, different interests and friends, but the same problems with habits and personality traits that bother us.

He's a good friend, but I forget about his existence, so we talk once every 2 months and meet once every 6 months 😿

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I forgot about the tumbler 😿😿‼️

SO SORRY!!

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Mine 🙀

Hpd culture is when someone makes you realize that no one sees you, and when they verify it, it turns out that no one is really looking at you. You provoke them to see, endangering yourself, but it ends with people avoiding eye contact because you look like a mess that either escaped from a psych ward or was beaten and drugged.

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HPD culture is talking out loud all the time to inform your imaginary audience of all your thoughts

(Bonus: it’s also freaking out whenever you allow yourself to be aware that there’s no real audience and you’re just completely alone with no one listening to you)

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