juliaxyn

[juliaxyn]

No need to be the best, just be the most persistent version.

[juliaxyn]

[juliaxyn]

My brain: we studied this.

Me: did we? Really?

[juliaxyn]

[juliaxyn]

Staying up late is not scary, the scariest thing is forgetting your dreams.

[juliaxyn]

To the one I once called a friend

I don't really know where to begin.

I once thought we'd be real friends - the kind who share things, hang out, have each other's back.

I used to treasure you, tried to understand you, and forgave the small hurts... just because I believed "everyone can be careless sometimes."

But after everything, I've come to realize:

I was always the one holding things together.

The one left waiting on New Year's Eve.

The one invited to join, only to be dropped last minute.

The one constantly threatened to be removed from the group chat - like I was just decoration.

I'm tired.

Not because you're a bad person, but because I kept believing you'd change.

This letter isn't to blame you.

It's to forgive myself for staying too long and staying too quiet.

It's to accept that not everyone deserves the kindness I kept giving.

After the exams, maybe we won't see each other again.

And that's okay.

I won't wait anymore. I won't keep trying. Because I've finally learned that:

True friendship doesn't make you feel like you have to earn your place.

So goodbye not in anger, but in quiet gratitude:

Thank you for the fun times.

And thank you, me for finally being brave enough to let go.

-julia

[juliaxyn]

[juliaxyn]

[juliaxyn]

[juliaxyn]

[juliaxyn]

[juliaxyn]

[juliaxyn]

[juliaxyn]

I love your account, it's so aesthetic🖤

Aww thank you! That means a lot to me -so happy you think it's aesthetic!

[juliaxyn]

Studying with a tired heart and a hopeful mind

[juliaxyn]

As long as you don't give up, even slow progress is still progress.

[juliaxyn]

Hard work always pays off knowledge is your greatest asset !!