just-somehuman

[just-somehuman]

I was doing daily devotionals and felt inspired by the verse. This art was originally supposed to be a different piece altogether, and it was of Sunday instead of Anaxa. However, I soon humbled myself upon realising that I had been overzealous. I'm still a beginner artist, and the piece I had been trying to make was far above my skill level. I eventually settled on something simpler instead.

I'm aware that Anaxa is antitheistic, and it's ironic I'm using him in religious art. Surprisingly, this wouldn't be the first time he's served as a medium of communication between my God and I.

Teeth were a last-minute addition lol, so they look pretty rough. It originally had a bandage around the jaw. The flowers are called Breath of Heaven and are, coincidentally, the same colour as Anaxa’s eye(s). The skull reference was from my bio notes. Also, the constellations are not real. You won't find these in the sky lol.

Anyways, I'm done yapping now lmao.

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1000 posts

hip hip hooray ig

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I do not "render." I do not "shade." I do not "paint," I do not "detail" and i do not draw "Backgrounds." I draw BLAND CHARACTERS standing in WHITE VOIDS And if it doesn't look good i GIVE UP.

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as yura's girlfriend i can assure you that it was NOT me

also dw about that box of explosives behind me it's for the cartel

tbh it was probably toichiro. he can shoot fire balls anyways

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I was scrolling through ARR EN (hunting for Yura pics) and came across this

Java birds, eh...?

It's so cute 🥰🥰🥰

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do you guys feel me 😭😭 @shonenkun309 @colourless-hydrangeas

Ahh this is so truee

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me, covered in my blorbo’s blood after I wrote a fic about them

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my laptop just fucking died

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Moments after his death, the man's soul departs from his body. Instead of ascending, he finds new life as the embodiment of his soul.

He stares down at the husk of who he once was. The curse had rotted away his body, yet his soul had remained untouched. Perhaps, that is why he still lives after death.

He is formless now. As such, he reaches into his chest and rips out his heart. The crystallised organ no longer beats. He returns the fragile structure to its rightful owner—his body.

With his final respects to his former life paid, the man begins to wander the Nether realm. Unbeknownst to him, his parting gift to his body stirs its dormant essence and restores its spirit.

His existence is now separate, yet intertwined. His soul roams the cursed plane, and his body slumbers amidst the plane's wilted flowers, awaiting rousing.

Neither flute nor man, both heart and husk—he is now twice the existence, and half the life.

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a/n after the cut 🎶

TS TOOK ME LIKE 6 HOURS BC I HATED THE CLOTHES SO MUCH SO I REDID IT 10 TIMES

Basically I took this pic of Yura and Aki and did some heavy scrapbooking with them to make the cursed creature on the right as the base. I re-drew the hair and clothes bc ain't no way I'm leaving him looking like THAT

Heart is mine from my bio notes LMAO

BTW this is a direct continuation of the other two edits I did, and part of the ongoing au which I have not decided a name for yet 😭😭

OKIEEE ILY BYE 💃

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[just-somehuman]

[There is an open folder on the table. Inside are several identification documents for the case personnel. Some of the pages appear to be deliberately damaged, obscuring some of the information.]

Case Profiles — Classified

[These names seem vaguely familiar.]

[The sound of footsteps is drawing near. It may be best to abandon the folder for now.]

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a/n below the cut 💃

MOST IMPORTANT THING — THE LINK TO THE PICREW BECAUSE THE PICS ARE FROM THERE: HERE

2ND MOST IMPORTANT THING — NONE OF THESE SIGNATURES ARE REAL. YOU CANT USE THEM TO FORGE DOCUMENTS ☝️🫵👎

I wonder if you recognise any of these people...? 🤔

Character intros today because I haven't found the will to finish the third edit and fic yet. Some actual fanfics are on the way I promise 😭😭 Consider this marketing LMAO

Lmk if you want to be tagged in future works about this au! I'll also make a masterlist once I have enough posts about this lolol.

In the meantime... can you guess whose POV you're reading in? 🤔🤫

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New REBLOG Game

Just fucking lie about the previous poster

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[The following is a file whose author seems to have forgotten where to put it. It sits on the table in front of the filing cabinet.]

Case Name: BXUD

Entry: Case Report #04 — Post-mortem scanning

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Advanced necromancy was performed on the artifact by Dv. ■■■. Her conjecture was correct, and a body was recovered from the artifact remains.

By orders of case director General ■■■■■, the body was sent for post-mortem scanning. Autopsy investigation is strictly forbidden. It is imperative that the body remains whole.

Request #1 — axial MRI of brain

Dr. ■■■■ found that the imaging screen continuously glitched between images A and B throughout the scanning process.

- Multiple MRIs were performed on the same day without malfunction. Conclusion: machinery is not faulty. Reason for malfunction is unknown. To be further investigated by Dv. ■■■.

- It is difficult to determine which image is the true status of the subject's brain without autopsy. Alternative to be investigated by Dv. ■■■.

Image A Image B

- Image A resembles an active brain, contrary to the subject's assumed state. To be further investigated by Dr. ■■■■ and Dv. ■■■.

- Image B does not resemble the expected liquefied or decomposed state of the brain. Conjecture: internal corrosion by unknown means. To be further investigated by Dr. ■■■■ and Dv. ■■■.

Request #2 [the text has been scratched out and cannot be read]

[A seemingly unrelated note written in a different person's handwriting has been stapled onto the paper.]

I observed seven holes on the body. Two on the inner forearms, two on the thighs, two on the lower legs, and one in the middle of the chest (roughly where the heart is).

The above is a photograph of the hole observed on the right inner forearm. There does not appear to be any tissue or bone inside it. There is no scar tissue around the hole, therefore I can conclude that it was not caused by injury. At best, I can estimate that these were on the body centuries before the subject's death.

I will have to invoke the flute's spirit again. If it fails for a second time, perhaps I... [The text has been scratched out and is incomprehensible.]

[The note ends here, potentially unfinished.]

Request #3 — abdominal and pelvic CT

[The images are missing from the document. It is unknown whether this is deliberate.]

Dr. ■■■■ found the internal abdominal structures to be whole and undecomposed, contrary to the assumed state of the subject. Request: intestinal tissue sample to investigate bacterial state. Status: granted.

- Pelvic structure indicates the subject is male.

- Dv. ■■■ placed the age of the artifact and body at 1000 years, and estimated the subject to have died 100±20 years ago. It is extremely unusual for the internal organs to have remained in perfect condition without decomposing. To be further investigated by Dv. ■■■.

- Inferior vena cava observed in imagery. Request: chest radiograph. Status: unconfirmed.

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Case Notes:

- Any further investigation to be halted until given notice.

- Subject status to be reassessed.

Case Personnel:

Executive Director: General ■■■■■

Deputy Director, Head Diviner: Dv. ■■■

Head Scientist: Dr. ■■■■

Intelligence Agents: Major ■■■■, Dr. ■■■, Dv. ■■■

...[The rest of the page is a list of lower-ranking personnel.]

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a/n below the cut 🤭

Hiiiii 😚

ALL OF THE DRAWINGS ARE MINE!!! I DREW THEM ALL!!! I showed the MRI drawings to the best doctor in the world (my dad) and he said it's pretty convincing at a glance if you're inexperienced and don't know what you're looking for. Imma take that as an "it's nice" 😁

Arm is also mine. Literally. I took a pic of my arm for reference 😐 ANYWAYSSSSSS....

This is ARR au fanfic!!! Hope you guys like it <3 I'm gonna just tag everyone so you can't guess who it is LMAOOO

Yes this is related to these two edits (one and two) that I did.

See yall soon~ 🎶💃🕺

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SOMETHING HORRIFYING HAS HAPPENED TODAY

I'VE AGED A YEAR 😨

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Hey, man, c'mere. Listen. Get in real close, this is important.

You're gonna make stuff again. You're gonna make stuff you're proud of. You're gonna make stuff you're excited to share. You're going to feel that overwhelming drive to create, not just the frantic I want to want to you're stuck in now. You're going to have awesome ideas, and you're going to make them into reality. You're going to create again. You're still an artist. You're still a writer. You're still home to the same passion you had before. You'll find it again. It's not gone. It's just resting. Let it rest. You're going to make stuff again. I promise.

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Yall can annoy me whenever you'd like 💁‍♀️🎶

Me annoying my moots be like:

Especially you guys, @just-somehuman and @sh0jun.

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a/n is after the readmore, pls read it ♡♡♡

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A man loved me first. His hands held me with an inimitable reverence as he tore my base apart. He chose each piece of me and built my vessel. He carved my wooden body with his bones, painted it black with the ink of his skin, and tied me together with the strings of his heart. Both of us, he tailored, twin paraphernalia. Leather and wood; drum and flute.

A boy loved me next. He knew me by his touch. He brought me voice with his kisses upon my head, and words with his fingers along my body. In velvet, he would encase me once our intimacy was over, and safely on his shelf I would remain. Under his care did we find souls. Man and brother; drum and flute.

My brother loved me then. In harmony we were created, and in harmony we stayed. Nary a time wert he out of time, rarer so was he out of tune. Rise to set, sun to moon, day by day, night by night — we were synced. Rhythm and melody; drum and flute.

A mystery hated me first. Within my brother's soul, he inlaid a curse. His drum was silenced, for should he beat it, I would not stand long enough to hear it. In desperation, I proposed the enigma with a bargain. Agreed, he did, and swiftly, then, had the curse taken root in my own being. Soul for soul; drum for flute.

Corrosion hated me second. Over ten centuries did I begin to wilt — day by day, song by song, corpse by corpse. Over were our duets, over were our harmonies, over was our music, and over was our hope. My brother's eyes no longer recognised me, nor did his rhythm. In my sacrifice, had I become a stranger? Ambition for distance; drum for flute.

I was the last to hate myself. In my attempt to protect my brother from spores, I had neglected to tend to the germinating seeds in my core. How different, then, was I from fungus? Succumbing to rot was easier than willing myself to grow amidst ashes. Encroached upon by Nether, overtly, then, did the buds blossom. Within this cursed plane, I wandered. Acceptance of never crossing over had come to me centuries before. Alongside the remains buried shallow in the dead soil did my vessel come to rest. Ne'er again would I rise.

I was neither man nor flute. My body had all but rotted away. What, then, was left of me? Choiceless, I curled up in the likeness of the countless I had brought to this state before. Peace was all I desired, and in this dead plane could I find it. Life for life, soul for soul; man and brother, drum and husk.

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Another dogshit edit yayyy (linking the first one again because im annoying). Turn the brightness up to see them properly if you keep your brightness really low like me 😭😭 The hair and face are so fuckass in this one oml I hate it but I don't know how to fix it. Kinda went crazy with the rendering on the skin and clothes, idk I just kept going until I liked how it looked.

I took these two pics of Aoi and Yura and combined them to make this cursed creature on the right which I then used as the base for the edit.

I wrote a fic for it because I'm coming up with lore LMAO. Also I'm comfier in writing than art lols, so I wanted to return to some familiar turf. Ik it's supposed to be in Shakespearean English since it's Yura speaking but I could not be bothered so I just wrote it however the hell I wanted.

Lmk if you also want to be tagged in future posts!!!! Tagging @colourless-hydrangeas because 🍠🍠🍠

OK I LOVE YOU GUYS BYEEEEE <333