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There is a rage to me that I believe I inherited from my father.

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I degrade myself when I write

I become the monster I'm not

In my words I'm the villain I aspire to be.

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Grieving, grieving, constantly grieving. I mourn what could have been, what should have been, what will not be, what I cannot save.

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Are you becoming what you've always hated?

Isle of Dogs / Game of Thrones / Painting by Jenn Mazza / Unknown / Ancestral Memory by Hari Alluri / Unknown / Venetta Octavia / Emma Tranter / Unknown / Ninth House by Leigh Bardugo / @ machineryangel

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Sylvia Plath, The Unabridged Journals

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― Mary Wollstonecraft Shelley, Mathilda

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― Ernest Hemingway, A Farewell to Arms

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Rainer Maria Rilke, in a letter to Lou Andreas Salomé, dated 18 July 1903, from Rilke and Andreas-Salomé: A Love Story in Letters

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L'une chante, l'autre pas (Agnès Varda, 1977)

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Anaïs Nin in a diary entry dated 14 July 1920, from The Early Diary of Anaïs Nin: 1920-1923

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a comic about loneliness

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Emi Yagi, tr. by David Boyd & Lucy North, from Diary of a Void: A Novel

[Text ID: “I’m so alone—I feel like I might forget who I am.”]

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"The world is happening in a room that I can't enter, life is happening in a gathering I am not invited to. Being unwanted is a language I am fluent in."

— Fatima Amir Bilal

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I keep repeating everything in my head

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Should I leave you alone with it?

Is that what you want?

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I need you to tell me it will all be ok