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So you definitely think Kayle threw Mogana down with more anger than sorrow?

I don’t exactly think it was rage itself that got Morgana exiled. Perhaps the extent of which Morgana got punished was a bit extreme and that was caused by rage. In my drabble, Morgana used black magic against Kayle and injured her to the point where it could leave a scar. Keep in mind I believe the blood of immortals is incredibly strong and can heal many serious wounds, but Morgana’s magic prevented that. Kayle saw that magic as a threat from the beginning and wanted Morgana gone. But because Morgana did wound Kayle quite the way she did, Kayle destroyed Morgana’s wings entirely. Angels in exile wouldn’t normally have their wings set ablaze to the point that they are not functional, but Kayle wanted her sister to suffer a little more because of how hard she tried to resist Kayle’s order. But regardless, Morgana was going to be exiled whether she resisted or not.

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✘ Any unpopular opinions about your muse? ♧ Any part of their canon portrayal you dislike? ❀ Share a headcanon you have not shared.

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✘ Any unpopular opinions about your muse?

I feel as though I’ve stated them. I think maybe at one point she was the kind figure she is portrayed to be, but Morgana showed Kayle the extent to how ‘bad’ even immortals be. Kayle’s delusion of justice makes Morgana look like the ultimate evil. To sum it up, Kayle is far from this perfect being. She has an inflated sense of self importance thinking it is her duty to purge evil. In fact, my unpopular opinion that Kayle is on par with Morgana for evil intentions, but Kayle can’t recognize what she does is wrong. Purging unjust people either by intervention or just flat out death? It all makes perfect sense to Kayle and she thinks she’s doing the world a favor by ridding it of evil, even though it can never be truly removed. She’s not the nice angel you all want to think she is, at least not in my eyes.

♧ Any part of their canon portrayal you dislike?

Again, there isn’t much canon substance to Kayle as it is. Her lore is short and it mainly addresses why she joined the League, which is no longer canon. So my beef with canon is still just how perfect Kayle is said to be. Other complaints I have just come from the fandom.

❀ Share a headcanon you have not shared.

@lightslung has made a headcanon on their blog about the Purifiers using magic they harnessed from Kayle and Morgana’s mother’s tear, the Tear of the Goddess. To expand, I have been slowly building headcanon for interactions between the Purifiers and Kayle. Because of what they use the magic of her mother for, Kayle willingly allows them to continue the use of such magic, even though it offended her when she initially learned mortals were using her mother’s power (though it was only a fraction of it). Had they not used it how Kayle deemed appropriate, she would have tried to exterminate them the moment they used it for something Kayle didn’t agree with. Further development is yet to come, but it does explain why Kayle would ever reside in Demacia. In a way, to “monitor” the Purifier known as Lucian.

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♚ Do you agree with fandom interpretation of your character?

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♚ Do you agree with fandom interpretation of your character?

Yes and no? As previously mention, I disagree with a lot of Kayle blogs and their interpretation of her, but I understand I am the canon-divergent one. But I do get just a tiny bit peeved when I see people portray a civil sibling relationship between Morgana and Kayle. It’s cute and I think it’s fine as a joke but please don’t let that sway what you believe to be canon. Really the only thing to Kayle’s lore is she is a general among her people and that she disowns Morgana. I do not think they could just make up after everything they’d done to each other. Of course, to know the extent to how much the two hate one another, we’d probably need an update to the sisters, which is desperately needed considering their lore still mentions the League as canon which was done away with how long ago now? So once again, do I think it’s logical to have Kayle be through tens of thousands of years of war and still be this perfect, nice, loving being who just bottles it up? Nope. Morgana was the straw that broke the camel’s back and make Kayle show her true colors.

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♢ What's your opinion on different interpretations of your muse?

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♢ What's your opinion on different interpretations of your muse?

I usually don’t mind other people’s interpretations of Kayle. I disagree about a lot of interpretations, but I won’t really voice them. I know people may not agree with my personal interpretation but that is no reason to get on people about it. There are some I politely disagree with and there are some where I just straight up ignore the blog. And that’s okay, because at the end of the day, our blogs should make us happy, and if your different interpretation of Kayle make you happy that’s good. Do I see her as this kind angel who would willingly interact with mortals without a grudge? No. Is she even kind to her own race of immortals? Nope. But you do you if you disagree. 

Long story short, I don’t agree with most Kayle’s I see, but I leave them be. In return, if you don’t like my Kayle, you leave me be in return because I am happy with my take on Kayle.

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♚ Do you agree with fandom interpretation of your character?

♤ Has your muse developed to be different from their canon selves through roleplay?

✘ Any unpopular opinions about your muse?

♧ Any part of their canon portrayal you dislike?

☯ Is your muse liked or disliked by fandom? Does this affect your portrayal?

♢ What's your opinion on different interpretations of your muse?

✦ Has your own interpretation changed from when you first began playing the character?

✍ Has new canon material ever forced you to adjust your headcanons?

✎ What do you wish the author would reveal/had revealed about your muse?

✿ Why did you decide that they [insert headcanon here]?

❀ Share a headcanon you have not shared.

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Morgana’s Exile - Drabble

Kayle dropped her helmet onto the ground after she delivered to the final rebel who challenged her. And she ended up like the rest, severely wounded, gasping for a breath of air as she bled. As Kayle looked to her sword, its fires were dying down to a low crackle and its light extinguishing. The blood staining it steamed, trying to heal a body that wasn’t there. Kayle had them taken away, being dragged off by her subordinates. The rebels would be dealt with accordingly, either exiled from the heavens where they would then be forced to rot on earth, or face the unyielding wrath of the Judicator. The last of Morgana’s rebels were dragged away as war prisoners, heads hung in indignity. Faces of those who fought looked as though they hadn’t seen peace in ten thousand years. It was a pathetic sight. In passing, Kayle stooped as low, her face muddied by dirt and blood in the reflection of the opposition’s armor. It was gifted to everyone who once fought in the purge of the unjust, but now only served as a cruel reminder of her sister’s damnation. Kayle sneered in disgust.

“You.. and the other rebels bring shame among us all. Morgana’s folly has lead to your exile. She--” Kayle was cut off as the rebel spit on her foot in response. Her patience was like a fast-burning wick, aimed to expire any second at the ignorance of her sister’s followers.

However, Kayle remained composed. One rebel follower with an alarming lack of foresight would not visibly shake her, no matter how incompetent in the face of defeat they were. But his sentiment wouldn’t go unpunished in front of his allies. He seemed like a perfect -victim- man to make an example out of.

Wiping off spit from her foot, she slapped the rebel she had just met across the face with the same hand. Compared the battle he just fought, along with the pain tolerance of being immortal, the slap was like a stiff breeze. Though it did catch the attention of followers of both Kayle and Morgana alike. Their heads jerked to look at Kayle as her head rose.

The stark contrast of her pride she held in her posture and the rebel before her lying in defeat emphasized who was truly in charge.

“By dusk, those who have disgraced us by wearing this armor will be gathered,” She paused, “And by morning those gathered will perish in the name of justice.”

Her word was absolute and none would argue with the victor of war.

Panic spread among rebels like plague, but Kayle continued to walk past, indifferent. There was one thing more important than any subordinate rebels.

Morgana still refused defeat as Kayle walked closer and closer. While the damned sister certainly created a hellacious war, she still fell to her adversary’s divine magic. Still, she brought herself to her feet once more, much to Kayle’s surprise.

“Morgana, enough of this. You caused us enough trouble. I’m giving you the chance to escape the fate of your followers. Take it as a sign of mercy.”

Those words stung. They were supposed to lead the strike against unjust. Holy sisters purging the world of an evil plague, only for one of them to fall to it herself. Kayle saw a near mirror of herself, lying in defeat. Long ago it was once her sister, but she refused to acknowledge the fallen angel as such anymore. This wasn’t her kin.

“Life among the mortals is just as merciless as living among you and your blind followers!”

In her rage Morgana lunged forward, casting a spell faster than Kayle could react. The black magic seared flesh on her face and Kayle shrieked in pain. No one would approach in fear of being caught in either sisters’ fury. The damned sister shrieked as well as shackles bound to her wrists, pulling her closer and closer to Morgana, threatening another blow. Resisting the pull, Kayle swung her sword and light enveloped her. The divine magic nullified the shackles that bound her but the damage of the prior attack had already been done. The taste of iron dripped into Kayle’s mouth, and pain still sizzled where the spell impacted.

It was the last straw and she’d shown enough mercy to her sister. She threw her gauntlet off and her eyes glowed white with power. All of her anger and pain manifested in her mind, only fueling the blind fury she had, and she wanted nothing more than to inflict it all on Morgana.

Pain grew in Morgana’s back as a heat spread through her shoulders and singed the nerves in her wings. Her white feathers burnt and fell to the ground in little more than a pile of ash, Morgana writhing in pain as Kayle destroyed her wings.

Blood dripped from Morgana’s back as she looked to Kayle, scowling and clenching her teeth through the pain. But there was no remorse in her sister’s eyes. No regret that she had permanently disfigured the wings of her own kin. The burning died down once Kayle was satisfied with her work. “Just to ensure you never come back,” Her last few words exaggerated as Kayle demanded Morgana be taken away, “And should you ever decide to come back, may Mother help you that I don’t destroy more than I have today.”

“I look forward to the day I can make you eat those words. You may think you are making me suffer by exiling me, but I promise to return and make you regret not killing me here and now.” Morgana growled, though her words seemed to go unheeded by Kayle.

“Authority is either obeyed or overthrown,” Kayle spoke in a hushed voice through gritted teeth, “And you’ve failed at both.”

“We’ll see.”

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Kayle didn’t particularly care that the fallen angel that had joined the pizzeria had been murdered. What troubled her more was how. Angels, even those exiled from heaven, were supposed to be damn near immortal. With the absence of magic in the pizzeria, it should have been impossible! If this were the case, how easily could she herself be struck down? She’d help investigate just to learn of how the demon died.

Spotting Morgana struggling to see something up on a high shelf. Sometimes it was comical to watch short people try to accomplish what they were least fitted to do.

“In need of assistance?” She asked and reached for the shelf Morgana was trying to see on.

There was nothing in the animatronic head. However, it was strange that this one would be the one head that is placed on its side, when the rest were standing correctly. Odd.

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‘ i feel anger deeper than my bones. i feel anger in my very soul. ’

Speak with the Judicator

“Do you even possess a soul Morgana? You could have fooled me.”

“And your anger is nothing significant to me. Harbor any anger you wish but you won’t see me bat an eyelash. You posed no threat when I exiled you, and the statement remains true. Morgana, you have lost and you will lose again because you gave up the divine magic we were blessed to be given. You are met with no sympathy from me.”

“You got one good shot on me. But I’d boast to say I damaged you one better. Or is it two? Two reminders you could never beat me nor my cause. Though I will grant you one ‘compliment’...”

“If you’ve been trying to be a pain in my side all this time, you’ve succeeded being so.”

“Irksome...”

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based on this suggestions blog.  warning:  these are pretty dark/angry  &  could be triggering to some people.  please be cautious before proceeding!!

‘  all i want in my life is for my friends to be able to touch me suddenly  &  me to not flinch away without meaning to.  when will this stop affecting me?  ’ ‘  all i want is to be soft  &  gentle,  but i’m made out of steel  &  anger.  maybe in another life,  i guess.  ’ ‘  beauty is in the eye of the beholder,  so choose to see beauty in everything.  ’ ‘  burning it all to the ground  &  force them to start again.  they made you lose everything.  now return the favor.  ’ ‘  do i ever even cross your mind or do i do all the thinking of us on my own?  ’ ‘  do you trust me enough?  do you trust me at all?  ’ ‘  don’t you dare abandon me.  ’ ‘  even after all you have done,  i will always want you fighting on my side.  ’ ‘  every time i see you smile i fall in love with your brightness all over again.  ’ ‘  everyone i have ever loved is long gone.  i sing to the sky alone.  ’ ‘  everyone i touch gets hurt,  but i can’t stop.  i touch  &  i touch  &  i touch  &  people get hurt.  why can’t i ever stop?  ’ ‘  everyone says i used to be a hero,  but i can still taste the blood in my mouth  &  still feel bruises blooming because of my fists  &  my eyes are still stretched wide  &  terrified.  ’ ‘  everything i love has been taken from me.  what do i have left to fight for?  ’ ‘  fall in love with someone that makes you feel strong.  ’ ‘  friends are more important than any material object will ever be.  ’ ‘  i am aching to hold you  &  keep you safe,  to be pressed against you so that nothing can harm you.  ’ ‘  i am divine  &  you will bow before me.  ’ ‘  i am fucking divine.  ’ ‘  i am in control  &  i listen to no one.  ’ ‘  i am not a good person.  don’t pretend i am.  ’ ‘  i am not accustomed to love.  this is a learning experience.  ’ ‘  i am not worth saving  &  i am not worth redemption. ��let me stay in the dark.  ’ ‘  i am so tired all the time,  all i want to do is rest.  ’ ‘  i am too tired to deal with any of this.  ’ ‘  i bow to no man.  ’ ‘  i broke into sharp pieces when i broke  &  i expect someone else to hurt their hands on my edges just to put me back together.  i’m sorry.  ’ ‘  i can give you your wings back  &  i can show you to fly once more,  if you only believe in me.  ’ ‘  i cannot be saved.  ’ ‘  i can’t ask for help because if i ask for help it hurts people.  i can bear this weight on my own.  i have to.  ’ ‘  i could taste the lies in your mouth every time i kissed you,  but i loved you too much to notice.  ’ ‘  i crave affection in the simplest way.  ’ ‘  i deserve to hurt.  i deserve to bleed.  ’ ‘  i didn’t ask for any of this so don’t you dare blame this on me.  ’ ‘  i don’t care if you say my name like it’s poison or like it’s a prayer,  as long as it leaves your lips.  ’ ‘  i don’t fight for you anymore.  ’ ‘  i don’t want to let go of you.  not now,  not ever.  ’ ‘  i don’t want to talk about it.  i don’t want to remember.  i don’t want to heal.  all i want is for it to go away.  ’ ‘  i don’t want you to touch me.  please don’t touch me,  just go away.  ’ ‘  i feel anger deeper than my bones.  i feel anger in my very soul.  ’ ‘  i feel nothing at all,  except for when i feel everything all at once.  ’ ‘  i have fallen  &  though i may miss the sky,  i belong here now.  ’ ‘  i have fallen from a height your mind cannot even imagine.  ’ ‘  i have no home anymore.  ’ ‘  i remember collapsing in the flames with a sword in my hand  &  then i remember nothing.  ’ ‘  i see beauty in everything,  but especially in you.  ’ ‘  i should never have fallen in love with you.  ’ ‘  i thought for a long time that i was so terrible no one would look at me.  now i know it’s because i shine so bright they are forced to look away.  ’ ‘  i was so caught up in the feeling that i forgot how to breathe.  ’ ‘  i will never amount to anything.  i am a failure in the worst type of way.  ’ ‘  i will tell myself that the burn of my loneliness in my chest completes me  &  maybe someday it will be true.  ’ ‘  if that’s what a hero is i’m glad i’m not one anymore.  ’ ‘  if you ask me to,  i will set the whole world on fire,  my dear.  it’s all for you.  ’ ‘  is it my fault?  it’s my fault.  it’s always my fault.  ’ ‘  it’s not murder if they deserved it,  right?  ’ ‘  i’m drowning in emotions that don’t belong to me,  choking on anger  &  suffocating on sadness.  ’ ‘  i’m in love with everything that hurts me.  ’ ‘  i’m okay.  i’m alright.  this is all in my mind.  ’ ‘  i’m ready to give up everything i’ve ever had if it means someone will love me.  ’ ‘  i’m so cold  &  i can’t stop shaking.  i am not who you think i am.  ’ ‘  i’m so tired all the time  &  i just want to be awake again.  ’ ‘  i’m tired of fighting against the pain of being forgotten.  i just want someone to remember me.  ’ ‘  i’m tired of fighting everything in my life.  just make it stop.  ’ ‘  i’m too tired to care.  blow up,  get angry at me.  i’m sure someday i’ll realize i deserved it.  ’ ‘  jealousy burns within me.  ’ ‘  just let me go in peace for once in my damn life.  ’ ‘  loneliness is a disease  &  it leaves me empty  &  hollow,  like sound goes through my body  &  bounces back.  ’ ‘  made of starlight  &  sunshine,  i shine brighter than they all know.  ’ ‘  my anger is righteous  &  my actions are pure.  ’ ‘  my chest aches  &  my lungs burn.  this sickness comes from the inside.  ’ ‘  my chest hurts  &  all i need is some comfort  &  understanding.  ’ ‘  my chest hurts  &  i ache to go back to the sky.  ’ ‘  my shoulders are aching where wings used to be  &  all i want is for them to stop hurting.  ’ ‘  pull me apart  &  piece me together in your own way.  make me perfect.  ’ ‘  righteous fury throws through my veins  &  if you touch the people i love i will destroy you.  ’ ‘  rise up.  you can’t keep being small when you were made for so much more.  ’ ‘  say my name like it’s the only one that’s ever been on your tongue.  ’ ‘  so much blood has been spilled in my name.  time to make you believe it was in yours.  ’ ‘  so you’ll worry about me when i fall silent,  but not when i scream  &  plead for help?  fuck off.  ’ ‘  sometimes people have to get hurt for me to get what i want.  ’ ‘  stay away from my fucking friends.  stay the fuck away or so help me i will destroy you.  ’ ‘  stop treating me like i’m an idiot.  you aren’t better than me in any way  &  you better remember that.  ’ ‘  the bitter taste of regret is ever present on my tongue.  ’ ‘  the world is spinning far too fast for me to stay on it.  ’ ‘  to love them is my divine right.  ’ ‘  voices whisper from the shadows  &  they fill my mind with thoughts of you.  ’ ‘  what did i to wrong to be so unloved?  ’ ‘  what is the point of power if i’m not supposed to use it?  ’ ‘  who the fuck do you think you are?  ’ ‘  why can’t i ever fucking stop crying?  ’ ‘  with a new year comes new tests  &  triumphs.  let’s try to make the most out of it.  ’ ‘  would it really kill you to be honest for once?  ’ ‘  yes,  i remember my wings breaking  &  being destroyed.  i was powerless to stop it.  ’ ‘  you are not required to love your parents,  or to even like them.  ’ ‘  you can’t hate me more than i hate myself,  but you are more than welcome to try.  ’ ‘  you may say you love me,  but you love only a part of me.  i am too complex for you to ever love my entire being.  ’ ‘  you never fucking cared about me.  don’t fucking lie about it.  not to me.  ’ ‘  you remind me of mint.  fresh,  sharp,  kind of cold,  but in a nice way.  i always knew there was a reason mint was my favorite.  ’ ‘  you shine light in even the darkest parts of me.  you are my sun.  ’ ‘  you should fear me,  but you don’t.  i will be eternally puzzled,  yet grateful.  ’ ‘  you touch me  &  my skin burns  &  it burns for you,  always you.  ’

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