kaipler-22b

[kaipler-22b]

Prom was fire

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Prom is tomorrow and I'm scared I can't lie.

Atleast I look great in my suit

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i love you queer people

i love you fat queer people

i love you queer people of color

i love you queer people of different cultures

i love you disabled queer people

i love you differently able queer people

i love you queer systems

i love you neurodivergent queer people

i love you queer people of different religions

i love you intersex people

i love you unlabeled queer people

i love you mentally ill queer people

i love you all queer people

happy pride <3

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Stop describing me 😭

At the end of the day I'm just a personification of my mom's sadness and my dad's rage.

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Remembered that I’m a real person with a physical body and now I feel strange

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Tw SH mention

Fuck sake I'm supposed to be getting better not dreaming about relapsing.

It's so fucking tempting too I want to so bad but I can't. It's also prom tomorrow.

I can't. But I really want to.

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The euphoria I'm feeling for my prom suit >>>>

I love it so much

Ahhh

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Every since burying yours and grandads urns together on Thursday, I've seen so many butterflies, especially cabbage butterflys and they have been getting incredibly close to me, even on Wednesday one flew right by me just before we walked over to the place we where burying you both. Is this a sign or am I just delusional.

I miss you both so much and I hope I'm making you proud. Together forever once again.

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My life literally haunts me why am I alive. I'm so fucking embarrassing too.

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Why can't I be happy like everyone else.

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I'm so overstimulated and I can't regulate myself. I have a second exam at 1:30

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I want to go so badly.

But I made a deal with my friend to make it to results day.

It's so tempting though. And does it seriously matter that much?

I'm so tired.

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You know your getting progressively worse when every second your at home you lay in bed in the dark completely alone. Not talking to anyone. Just silence.

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I'm feeling too many things right now but I also don't know what I'm feeling this is hell time to scream cry and die

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Spiraling over my future again yay...

I don't even want a future but if I don't have anything planned people will suspect something

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Am I just a really bad person,

Or do I deserve all of this