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Why I've been away the last few days.....

I firstly want to apologize for been away the last few days. There was a lot of books shopping involved, like I mean a lot of shopping, I even got the first book for my house of night series and a shirt that says more books please and its shows the actual ASL word for it, along with the fact that I have been under the weather with a head cold and possible gum infection (which really hurts TBH) for the last few days. But no more of that you should be getting posts daily or every other day (I haven't decided yet). I'm so happy to be back though. Would you guys want to see a haul of what I got? Let me know.....

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Library Finds

Guys I went to my local library and found some great books! Please leave me suggestions in the comments of which one I should read first or what I should read next!

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Its so true I was once lost in the real world (I still am) so i jumped into reading

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Autism Awareness Month

Acceptance

By Rachel Pretlow

Let the waves be open! Let the light shine in! Let us embrace parts of us Where we have never been!

The wind picks up and lofts me On coast and sea and shore To desert fruits and poppy seeds And to the Mother’s core

I am a pollinator I fly with birds and bees I feel the pull of ocean’s tides Deep in my arteries

I sing to Earth thanksgivings I laugh and twirl and holler Yes I am a wild one So onto me you thrust a collar?

To flaunt me to your friends and foes In time, I’ll exit swiftly I will not need to say goodbye For in my soul, you’re with me

Or to the shadows I will hide There for you, I’ll be waiting Take no offense, please understand That I’m still germinating

I’ve come to seem convincing My accent’s almost right For your comfort I lose sleep Nearly every night

I cross through raging rivers I gift to you my best Pickle me in salty brine Preserve me for the rest of my days

Or let me save myself

To see and to be seen That is love

If you choose sight You will learn that

While quiet is not always peace I implore you to listen To Full Moon speak, ‘cause after all Within your eyes, she glistens

Delve into my silence This silence says so much Feel how I can hold you Without a handed touch

You say that I confuse you That I am hard to read I think it’s clear, I volunteer to show The deep red my blood bleeds

Like clays of sunkissed Southern soils My ancestors did cherish And took upon their arms and backs And into which they perished

If you choose sight You will find me in

All the taciturn inventors And folks not as clever And kids who talk about trains On and on forever

I skip past boulders in my path It a’int nothing new To be told that we are wrong for Everything we do

And know in moments I fall down Consumed with hurt and sorrow I may just say, “Please go away.” Translated: “Please come back tomorrow.”

While I stare out into space Instead of basking in your glory I’m creating a world where I belong And writing myself into the story

I am those who came before me I carry many lives I’ve heard grandpas tell that they got whipped for Looking in a White man’s eyes And still, I want you to come along I’ve heard folks say they’ll try: A Trail of Broken Treaties All covered with their lies So when I ask these questions They should come as no surprise Do you see me? Do you love me?

It has long been time to Rise Rise RISE

Rachel Pretlow I am a blowing wind. I am an inter-dimensional grower, healer, writer, learner, and manifester. I am a daughter of two fierce fighters, a sister of an activist, and a granddaughter of Black and indigenous folks who built this country from the soil up. I consider my life’s purpose to be to cultivate and be cultivated by the land, planting ancestral seeds of nourishment, culture, and wisdom. I envision myself one day growing food cooperatively alongside other farmers of color on my family’s land in southeastern Virginia.

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I got my Bookish Hands on the prequel

So today marks another amazing day. I got my bookish hands on the prequel to they both die at the end by Adam SIlvera. After im done my current read I am diving back into the feels of his amazing work. Goodness wish me luck

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Library count

Okay guys so I'm no where close to having a formal Library but hey im on a great start. I have 342. and to have a formal library you must have at least a 1000 books or more

I need more Books lol

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Honey and Curls Chapter One

Olivia POV

a/n: Hi guys welcome to my first book please be nice as I'm just getting back into writing and I am rusty. Would you guys want a second book if this gets popular? Let me know down below!!

~K

Nightmare Begins

We were at home  having a disagreement it was a beautiful night the stars were bright and the moon was big and round. "I'll never be that me again." I said, He Sat by the window as the cold snowy wind Hit his back. "You can be good again, we can go back to what it was.. We can.. we can Fight crime and Eat ice cream again!!" I panicked, I Needed to have my best friend back. "But we cant." He said, I had Grabbed his hands. "Please! we can! we can try!." i almost had begged him to stay. "..No we cant." he Spoke, brushing away from my grasp he left out the window. I scream his name hoping he would come back but he never did. 

End of Nightmare

I toss and turn in my bed sweating like a twelfth grader after gym class across my very pale Irish skin. I cant open my eyes what if its real... what if he actually left me....... What if I was meant to be a 5'1 Irish redhead potato forever... maybe I can adopt 20 cats and become a crazy cat lady yeah that sounds fun. I bolt up from my bed  great another nightmare add that to the million mile list of stress I have. I thought. I push myself out bed and look at the time 5:00 am great today is going to suck. Hi my name is Olivia, Olivia Honey, and I'm a ninth grader in the always bright New York City.  My mom is a single mom and is 5 months behind on rent (not that I'm counting or anything) but she works hard as a waitress for New York Diner. My dad is a drunk who has no life or job. He just drinks all day and drinks all night. To be honest I was I had my old dad back. 

    The dad I had before he got into a car crash 5 years ago was the best dad, he would help me study for tests and actually treat me like I was Queen Elizabeth the second, now he is just a lump of beer drinking nothingness. I was their only child so little to no surprise I was the apple of their eyes. I'm the straight A student who gets awards for being academically intelligent. I was planning to leave the state and go to Harvard or Yale (I haven't decided quite yet what I was going to do yet), My grandparents bragged about me to all their friends and nurses because I was smart. I might not have friends but hey I had my education.  I was the spoiled princess until I discovered the truth... Hi my name is Olivia Honey and this is my story...

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Honey and Curls Preview

"I will never be that girl again" I said angry at my now ex boyfriend Jake Smith while pushing my red hair out of my gray eyes, "But I want you to be" He said looking down. Will they rekindle their romance or will it it just be Honey and her Curls....

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