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I feel like I can't even daydream about my celeb crush when I'm not at my gw cuz why tf would they want fat bitch 😭
#reeeeaaaall#im super into hockey and i wanna create little scenarios in my head about my fav players so bad#but it just doesnt feel right esp when im in a particularly bad headspace w regards to my body#why would they want a chubby girl like me </3#it's worse because they're athletes and live extremely healthily
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c4l trackers give me sm anxiety so I just stopped using them 😭🙏
not to be a big back buuuut
#i dont track my cals when don't have 100% control over what im eating#so like when i go to a party where food isnt measured out (lol)#or like a restaurant#or *cough* when im poor and barely eating anyway *cough*#but when it's a day where i get to choose exactly what i eat and measure it out#then i do track
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bro involuntarily starving would not be as bad as it is right now if i didn't have a group project to worry about
#im fine being terribly hungry and laying around#DONT MAKE ME DO THINGS THAT REQUIRE BRAIN CAPACITY?#counting down the HOURS until monday when i finally get money again
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can we PLEASE normalize not throwing away food with an ed. like yes, i get it. i used to do that too, like a lot.
but im also a minor and my family works fucking hard to provide the food i eat, you bet your ass ill eat that 500 calorie fast food that's nothing but carbs, cholesterol, and sodium. even if i don't get along with them, even if i don't actually like them as family, ill still eat it because if they're willing to buy me my safe foods on the regular then yes, i will be eating food that gives me panic attacks after. even if i end up purging the food later.
(and if i genuinely don't like it, then ill give it to the dogs.)
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I hate being m1a. It's like flushing a ton of food and money down the toilet. I feel so bad physically afterwards and the guilt of wasting food is eating me up from the inside aswell. I always think that somebody else who is unintentionally ☆ving should have eaten that instead of me... I don't deserve it.
#being completely broke for the last 5 days and not being able to afford food has put this in perspective for me#i cant eat anything other than the 250g of oats i still have left until i get money on the 20th#and god damn am i angry at my past self for wasting food and generally having an ungrateful attitude#starving's fun when you do actually have the option to eat#the fun ends when you actually cannot afford food bro ToT this shit is not it
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whenever i fast or have very low cal days i have dreams/nightmares that i ate and i wake and have to double check that i didn’t eat
chat am i going insane
#last night i had a dream that i ordered fast food twice in one night#and i wasnt even hungry in the dream????
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do any 3D veterans remember the ABC di3t? I just saw it again for the first time in years. I used to always try and start it over and over again when I was like 13/14 bc I always failed around a week omg. does anyone ever still try it? should I try it soon??
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Mealspo: Actual rocks and soil ૮꒰˵• ﻌ •˵꒱ა
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Skinny shaming it's actually a compliment. It's just fat people being jealous of skinny people
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1/01/2025
It's a new year. I'm still at my mom's house, but I want to try and take back some control. I can't stand how much I've let myself eat these past 10 days while I've been here.
The rules are simple because my freedom here is limited:
Only eat what I'm offered
Count every calorie. If I'm unsure, overestimate.
It's gonna be about 90 hours until I leave. I'm gonna keep track of fasting hours. I will update here daily for accountability.
I just weighed in at about 59kg, though I'm not sure how accurate this scale is because it's super old and also one of the analogue ones. I feel like I'm a lot fatter than 59kg. This weigh in was at like 5.30PM after already having consumed 1589 calories.
Dinner is still to come. After that I'll start a new fast.
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