king--evans

[king--evans]

I have wrought my own misery

Only for you to multiply it tenfold

[king--evans]

[king--evans]

Who would want loyalty from a beast, short of using it as a weapon anyway?

[king--evans]

And I know if I died, you wouldn’t even care.

[king--evans]

Rainy days…

[king--evans]

Golden spills over a Fountain of Regret

volatile, foul man.

you and plenty past have tattered our family's blood and name-

I stand as a barrier between you and the future, as the martyr

Do Not Think That I wouldn't do anything to prevent the abomination that is my -our- past.

[king--evans]

Writhe in your cell

Relish it.

When I am through with grieving, your damned Mother above won't even take you in.

[king--evans]

[king--evans]

[king--evans]

[king--evans]

[king--evans]

Do you honestly want to come back to me? It's my fault for taking you across the sea in the first place

[king--evans]

[king--evans]

Do you see me?

Do you love all that I’ve done or only what you’ve seen me do? Do you love me for who I am or for how I treat you?

I’m terrified of what you’d think if you knew everything I’d done and who I really am. What if you had seen the blood across my palms, my face? What if you’d seen those that I’d torn apart? Would you love what rumbles beneath my skin?

[king--evans]

i am filthy and you deserve so much more

[king--evans]

come back to me

[king--evans]

Divine Sorrow

I sit beside your bed every morning and every night for hours

I beg you to wake up, to move- even as I know for positive that such requests are futile.

Not a twitch of a lip, no flutters beneath your eyelids, no finger movements. Even your snowy wings do not ruffle their feathers.

I was too late. I emerged from that fountain with the power to destroy worlds, and yet I cannot do something as simple as waking you.

I should have slaughted him for that arrow to your throat and left him for carrion. He doesn't deserve to rot beneath this castle. Life is too great a gift for that man.

I'll grovel at your side for eons, caring for you as you are trapped inside your own mind. I would break your coma if only I had the knowledge as to how. I would do anything for you, only you.

Please Wake Up