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Gou Chengyu kinda scares me 😅😅😅

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I can say with 100% confidence that I would hate Sorn if the actor playing him wasn't so fine. Look at this pretty bitch. I ain't saying no to making out with a man who looks that's good, especially when that man is fine ass Boat.

So I'm super proud of Jun for standing on his anger throughout the tenth episode of My Stubborn and proving he is not Captain Save A Hoe. Jun showed Sorn that if he didn't want to enjoy the consistently delicious meals at home, then Sorn can be community property.

All's I know is Jun is God's strongest solider for saying no multiple times and making his boundaries clear because it couldn't be me. Not ever. Never. *bites bottom lip*

But Jun repeatedly rejecting Sorn allowed us to see Sorn being messy in a light color and showing up at Jun's job to beg him to come back. Sorn changed his entire color in hopes of getting Jun back, yet he was denied! *eyooo*

But before figuring out where Jun was, Sorn had lost his mind (and his color) being isolated in his own little box of misery since only Champ was sparing him any pity.

Honestly, if it weren't for Champ asking Tai to give Sorn some grace, I think from the look Tai was giving Sorn, he would've packed up all of Sorn's shit and had him in Vietnam before Sorn could even shed one more tear over Jun.

But I'm sure Sorn won back some brownie points with Tai after telling him to get it in first; then, lock up his place. That's true friendship. Even though they are at odds, Sorn didn't question his friends' situationship and even encouraged them to have that good sex in his air-conditioned house before exiting.

However, him showing up at Pink Person Penny's place unannounced scored him no points with June, so I appreciate that Penny was looking at him like the crazy fool he is.

The girls probably got that good-good too after Sorn left, so basically, Sorn is the only one not getting any. *jajajajaja*

Which means Sorn was miserable back in his black when he finally caught a glimpse of Jun after weeks of not seeing him.

Yet Jun proved that he is stronger than a K-pop stan when their bias goes into the military because he did not budge!

There were several times that I thought this Heavenly Human was going to show Sorn some misery, yet he continually twisted the knife deeper into Sorn's heart.

And that little sadist on my shoulder screamed "MORE!" like I was a spectator in Ancient Rome watching a champion gladiator getting torn to shreds. Seeing men cry from their own stupidity heals me.

But I'm going to give Sorn one single kudo for talking to Jun's boss, so Jun wouldn't get in trouble for Sorn starting his bullshit during work hours, which shows that he learned from their incident with June to not mess with Jun's internship.

Then Sorn returned the next day in black to beg Jun for kisses, but Jun basically told him the only way Sorn was going to ever kiss him again was if he kissed his ass while he walked away, and Sorn took that as a personal challenge.

(at that job just looking like an indie rock album cover)

Then Jun death gripping that white binder between him and Sorn was the epitome of leaving room for Jesus.

But eventually, love won, and Sorn showed he was dedicated to giving his heart lollipops to Jun.

And Sorn continued to prove he is just a pendejo in love as he showed up in red to rescue his man from the girlies and aunties lusting after his wounded body.

I'm going to give Sorn another kudo too because when he was trying to guilt trip Jun (who still did not give that man any relief) when he was fully back in his color and element, no matter how extreme he was being in his fictional scenarios, he still made sure that Jun was with him. He would be late every day seeing Jun. He would get fired from his job and couldn't get Jun his favorite foods. He would have to move home and fly back every weekend to see Jun. He would ruin his life for Jun.

But he just needed to know if his Heavenly Human was in this with him (and not moving on to Jom).

qué pobrecito

His Heavenly Human was annoyed and probably questioning what he did in a past life to fall in love with this moron in this life.

But the simple fact is that Jun is in love with Sorn and, thankfully, Sorn is now fully aware that he is love with Jun, and has been for years. The pink = 💕love💕 lighting tells me so.

And they ended the episode looking ready to get married in their respective colors.

(even though Sorn still has a problem with listening and consent, but I cannot expect this sonso to be perfect after a lifetime of fuckery; gotta therapize the fuckboi out of him. Frankenstein's monster was not built in a day or whatever the Romans say)

. . . But hey, they are wearing each other's color next week!

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I would love to be a potential customer going to a meeting at the My Stubborn office building.

You show up for your appointment but you can't get checked in because the secretary is being seduced by one of the bosses and not a single other employee is actually working at their computer.

On the way to the meeting room you run into some guy cheating on his girlfriend with a random dude in the stairwell, and if you try to go for a quick bathroom break there’s an 80% chance you find some men making out there.

Understandably confused (and still not knowing what they even do there), you head downstairs for a coffee and find that the entire infrastructure of the lobby is run by young children

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Bitch Slap week has been ✨️AMAZING✨️

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Gou Chengyu kinda scares me 😅😅😅

Bonus: Jiang Xiao Shuai's liked posts

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BL Fandom : Whew everybody’s getting some this week !

Also BL Fandom : NOT YOU THOUGH SORN !

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It's episode nine of My Stubborn. We all love this fucking idiot. We all want him to suffer so badly. We all want him to get punched. We all want Jun to make him cry. He is our favorite pendejo in all of the world. And I'm just here to happily report the colors and the stupidity!

The episode begins exactly where I needed it to as Jun rejects Sorn after he tries to initiate sex with Jun even though Jun sadly reinforces that he likes Sorn while he continues to wear Sorn's black.

Once they return home, Jun isn't even trying to hide how sad and disappointed he is over Sorn while continuing to wear Sorn's black (BECAUSE HE LOVES HIM!) and being the smallest guy on that couch.

But Sorn is too dumb to comprehend what is happening because he is a big dummy who only has big dumb thoughts. *muah*

Jun is grieving what appears to be his unrequited love as he looks at the black Balenciagas Sorn gave him all those years ago before he disappeared for two years and showed back up to ruin his life.

But, once again, the dots aren't connecting for our resident dummy even though he looks like he is on the brink of tears each time Jun rejects him.

He starts wearing gray as he blends his and Jun's colors. He buys Jun all his favorite foods. He is doing my favorite thing that idiots do; he is doing he most, so he doesn't have to do the bare minimum like just admit he likes Jun.

EVEN THOUGH HIS INSTA IS JUST PICTURES OF JUN!

So now he is making Jun God's strongest solider because how Jun can reject Sorn in this slutty gray tank is beyond me, especially when this dummy is making such a beautiful dumb face.

But the audacity Sorn has is unparalleled because he is back in black when he hides Jun IN PLAIN VIEW from Jom because he is . . . jealous? possessive? a fuckboi? I don't know. I don't understand dumb people; I just love them.

Jun doesn't love it though and after Sorn's continued wild ass behavior, Jun directly confronts Sorn, in their respective colors, and tells him if he wants to fuck Jom, Jom's grandpappy, and Jom's mom, that is his God given bisexual right! This is no longer Lady Gaga's "Bad Romance" because Jun is a free bitch, baby. No, we are in "Alejandro" and "Telephone" territory now.

And the pink lighting tells me Jom would be the best boyfriend to the Jun because he loves that kid.

But Jun, in black, still loves a fucking idiot.

However, he is strong enough to know that Sorn is a walking shitshow, and after Sorn physically tries to stop him from speaking straight facts, Jun realizes it's time to walk away.

I know, Jun. I know Sorn is so damn dumb that it hurts. I know loving a pendejo is painful. I know.

AND YET THIS DUMBASS DOESN'T KNOW A SINGLE THING BECAUSE HE STILL CALLS JUN THE NEXT DAY!!!!

I love that the girls are doing great while Tai and Champ are in the same bed friends situation, but at least Tai has a enough sense to punch Sorn for being so dumb to believe that he wasn't in love with Jun. Also, everyone this episode is light compared to our Black Brooder.

Yeah, look at the shoes Jun left behind instead of selling on eBay or Poshmark like a smart bitch who no longer is in love would have done. Jun loves you, and he left the shoes as a reminder that you love him too, you big effin' dummy!

Don't wear red now! I don't care about your passion!

Yes. This is more like it! Look like shit in gray.

And let Jun's avoidance of Sorn be the strength Champ needs to cut Tai out as well just like his reflection shows. Tai and Sorn are friends for a reasons. They are idiot soup. Deliciously dumb.

So the episode ends with Champ helping Sorn be a pretty sad boy in gray as he finally realizes he fucked up.

And the gray stubborn rhino he got as a gift for Jun stares back at him with judgement just like everyone in the audience is.

Thankfully, in the next episode, Sorn is looking like shit again in black.

But he is also light as he goes to look for his Heavenly Human Jun.

And Champ is behaving like a Regency-era mother who needs her smelling salts so she doesn't pass out from the amount of stupidity pouring out of Sorn while Tai looks like he is questioning why he didn't beat the hell out of Sorn the first time around.

I love this show so much.

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I love this man.

Caught his live yesterday and he is hilarious.

His character may be out of touch with reality but Boat Yongyut gets it!

Using this filter directly after Sunday's show ... TOOK ME OUT.

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This is hands down THE FUNNIEST breakup episode I have ever experienced in ANY piece of media I've ever watched.

Because the moment this:

entered my screen...

I tell you, I was cackling for about an hour. I woke my mom up. I woke our dog up. I probably woke the neighbors.

Damn I love you My Stubborn; never change. Truly a pioneer in its own lane. Whether that lane is paved or leads to a murdery forest is irrelevant. Damn visionaries.

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BL Fandom : Whew everybody’s getting some this week !

Also BL Fandom : NOT YOU THOUGH SORN !

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LGBTQ acronyms are so complicated these days. what the fck is mdzs

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How is phayu’s family (phayu’s mom, dad, etc) with rain?

You only see Rain meet Saifah (Obviously) and in the LITA special novel, Payu's mother appears.

I couldn't resist typing it up, just read for yourself XDD

LITA Special Novel Excerpt: Rain vs Payu's Mother

"Thirsty." A hoarse voice murmured, and as soon as he thought about it, two legs dragged Rain's broken body down to the first floor.

Phi Saifah had gone to his partner's place and wasn't returning to this house tonight. Rain didn't hesitate to walk down to the kitchen in only his underwear.

Creek!

"Who are you?"

"Hoy!" Rain yelled.

The door leading to the kitchen suddenly opened wide, and the person who greeted him was not a familiar housekeeper. Not Phi Saifah's lover, and Rain's red eyes turned to look at the picture on the table in front of the television.

"Damn it!"

Fip!

Rain hurriedly raised his hand to slap his mouth.

If things weren't bad enough already, Rain thought the situation was even worse as soon as he cursed.

Because this woman... was P'Payu's mother!

Rain was in trouble.

"I think instead of covering your mouth, you should bring something to wear."

Fup!

While Rain remained stunned, P'Payu's mother spoke first, looking down at him until his round eyes followed hers. And as soon as he saw it, the hands covering his mouth were brought down to cover his nipples.

Damn it! He was only wearing boxers!

"I don't mind if you walk around in boxers when you're alone, but it's better to dress properly when guests are present."

The middle-aged woman took her eyes off Rain and walked towards the kitchen counter looking like she had seen such disgrace a million times, unlike Rain, who was so embarrassed that his entire body was turning red.

Well, I'm an idiot, can I just run up to my room and hide??

"Yes, sorry ma'am."

The apology made the older woman's gaze shoot to him, and a chill ran up Rain's spine.

Everyone said your first meeting with your boyfriend's family should leave them with a good impression. But apart from the fact that he's already screwed up, Rain hasn't forgotten that he's a man. And would any man's mother be happy to see her son's boyfriend half-naked in the middle of the house?!

This time, the red drained out of his skin as Rain turned pale. He smacked his head, there were many thoughts colliding in his little brain.

"Well, I'm... I just brought P'Payu home, he was drunk. We're not doing anything inappropriate, really, I'm, uh, I'm P'Payu's faculty junior, so..."

Well, the more he makes excuses, the more he looks weird. And in this condition, if he were to say he's Payu's boyfriend, he would definitely be thrown out of the house. Also, P'Payu is still asleep upstairs, and P'Saifah is at his lover's place. Rain is completely alone and helpless!

"You're Payu's junior?"

"Yes, yes," Rain nodded so hard that his head almost fell off.

"Payu graduated many years ago. Is he still so close with juniors at the faculty?"

"..."

Damn it, I'm about to cry!

Rain bit his lip tightly. His little heart hammered like it was outside of his own body. He felt like he might faint at any moment. Tears welled up in the corners of his eyes, but he couldn't cry. He'd already done more than enough to ruin the meeting.

What a bad impression!

Plus, now he can't think of an answer to Payu's mother's questions. Rain's hands began to tremble, and he looked at the floor, not daring to look at the adult.

"You know who I am, right?"

"I know... I know.." Rain sniffled.

"Go get dressed first, then we will speak."

Rain nodded quickly, wiped at his eyes, and made a move to run back up to the second floor, but-

"Don't tell Payu that I'm here."

Kuk!

The man standing on the landing turned to look, now P'Payu's mother wasn't looking at him anymore, but was making coffee the way P'Payu always liked to do, and that made Rain even more upset.

I'm sorry.

It was like saying that he had to face this situation alone. What could he do, except...

"Yes ma'am." As soon as he finished speaking, Rain ran back up to his room, unaware that his boyfriend's mother was... smiling.

As soon as Rain returned to the bedroom, his small body collapsed to the floor, both hands rubbed at his face vigorously, trying to chase away the fear that devoured him from his toes up. He felt like he could scream, but he couldn't do that. P'Payu's mother forbade him from telling P'Payu, which meant he couldn't wake up P'Payu for help, because he didn't want P'Payu's mother to hate him any more than she already did.

"Oh, what am I going to do?!"

Rain felt like he was screaming, but in reality he was speaking so quietly that even he could hardly hear it.

What if P'Payu's mother hates me?

What if she says we aren't allowed to be together?

What if P'Payu's mother goes and finds him a woman like in that drama that's on after the evening news???

If... if... if...

"Wow, I'm not a person who gives up easily like this! She doesn't like me? So what?! I won't let anyone take my place. I won't break up with P'Payu!" And the boy, summoning great strength, took a deep breath to expel the fear that engulfed him. He threw it out of his mind. Even P'Payu can fall in love with him, why can't he make P'Payu's mother like him eventually?!

Making up his mind, the little person ran into the bathroom. People like Rain think and act immediately!

Alright, Operation Coddle Mother-in-Law begins!

"Just fall in love with me quickly!"

Yes, a few minutes ago, Rain was still ready to fight, but after the cold water splashed on his face, his consciousness returned. After getting dressed, the young man was sitting on his toes, pulling the sleeping person's hand up over his damp hair, reciting the incantation he'd invented a second ago, murmuring the words as if P'Payu were the one blessing his wet head.

Well, people in the faculty say P'Payu is like a god, so he should give his boyfriend a blessing!

Rain took another big breath, looked at his not-so-awake lover, and his courage poured over him.

P'Payu will still love him! Rain can make his mother love him too! He won't break up with P'Payu! Won't let anyone take his place!

"I can do it!"

As Sky said, the good thing about Rain is that he's a man who needs something to crash into, determined and focused. Nothing can stand in Rain's way and make him run and hide!

So when his heart was filled with strength, the little man took a deep breath, leaned forward to kiss his lover's cheek, and stood up.

"I can do it!"

That's it. The wheezy person walked determinedly out of the room. He didn't even care if he woke up his boyfriend.

Bang!

"Rain?"

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"Eat, it will cool down."

"Yes ma'am, I will eat."

Where was the person who said he was strong and would win her heart?

If Sky had stood here, his best friend would have laughed to death. The bastard Rain said he would make Payu's mother love him. In fact, right now he could only slump limp in front of a bowl of steaming porridge, doing everything P'Payu's mother said obediently. If she told him to eat, then he would eat. If she told him to spit it out, he'd spit it out.

Who would dare defy her?!

Rain whimpered in his heart as he scooped the porridge into his mouth.

"[Cough] Ow, hot!"

He almost showed his rudeness by spitting the porridge back onto the spoon.

But because P'Payu's mother was there, he could only swallow it down his throat. This time, what burned his tongue was now burning his throat and stomach. Rain couldn't help but think by the end of the meal, he would be cooked from the inside out.

"Eat carefully, are you an adult or a clumsy child?" P'Payu's mother pushed a glass of water to him so that he had to rush to pick it up from the other side of the table and return to his seat.

It wasn't until he felt better that the man with the puffy tongue used his watery eyes (because it was hot, not because he was crying, really...) to glance up.

Sigh... don't fight it. Just admit you're crying.

Why is Rain crying? Well, P'Payu's mother has no expression on her face to say if she likes or dislikes him. His face was extremely blank, even though he tried to dress neatly. Rain had put on trousers, a long sleeve dress shirt, and sat down neatly, but the other party didn't show any expression at all.

Besides, after taking time to really look at her, Rain realized that P'Payu's mother looked very similar to P'Payu.

They say that beautiful people have beautiful children, it must be true. Rain wasn't sure how old P'Payu's mother was because her skin was still clear, with sharp eyes and neat facial features, as beautiful as her fucking son. And just like him, Rain couldn't tell what she was thinking.

"Why are you crying?"

"I'm not crying!" Startled, Rain wiped the tears from his face.

The other woman nodded in acknowledgement, taking a sip of her coffee.

Oh no, even when they sip their coffee, it's the same!

"When did you meet Payu?"

Wait, this is the beginning of the investigation, right?

Rain asked himself in his heart, hurriedly sitting up and wiping his mouth with a napkin.

"It's been over a year now."

"After Payu graduated?"

"Yes, after he graduated," Rain hurriedly nodded, a little relieved to answer the easy question.

"How do you know each other?"

"We met accidentally, he came to help me when my car broke down."

The other party seemed interested, "What a coincidence. That you ran into him when your car was broken."

Hearing this question, Rain accidentally smiled, and the memory of that first meeting flashed into his head.

"At that time, my car had broken down, and it was raining. I was in a hurry, I didn't know what to do, I couldn't figure out how to turn on the emergency lights, or even how to call a mechanic! Then P'Payu drove by on a big bike, and that time he was really cool, Mother! It's like he suddenly appeared beside me, told me to open my window, and he would check my car! At first, I was scared to death, afraid that P'Payu would be a thief, but he took care of everything! He parked the big bike behind my car and waved to the cars that were driving past!"

As soon as he began to tell the story, the tension faded from him, and the memories of meeting Payu became increasingly persistent. So, the clear voice chatted happily, and Rain didn't even realize that he was calling the other party "Mother".

"I tried to stand still and hold an umbrella for him, but P'Payu pushed me back into the car, saying I'm too messy and bad-mouthed."

The more he told, the more his hands gestured as well.

"My son has a bad temper."

"Right? He said each word to me like he wanted to cut me into pieces!"

"So, what next?"

"Oh, at that time P'Payu was wearing a helmet, and there was a cloth over his nose. When he took it off, I said 'Wow, what a cool man!'. It isn't often you meet a man with long hair that looks so handsome. But P'Payu teased me, pretending to smile and say thank you. But before I drove off, he waited until I left first before he followed. I was so impressed!" Rain spoke with gusto, eyes sparkling, grinning ear to ear.

"When we met next time, I realized I was his junior! But P'Payu is so cruel, he pretended he didn't remember me. I felt so depressed, I was so excited to see him again." Rain nodded his head, asserting that a mean man had teased him and didn't even know how upset it had made Rain. Even now P'Payu brought the story up over and over again, his friends laughing at Rain's disappointement.

"Is that so?"

"Yes, P'Payu and I met on a rainy day, and Mother, do you know that my name is Rain? P'Payu's name means 'storm', it's quite the coincidence!"

"How long before you started dating?"

"About a month or so... hoy!" The person who was tempted to keep telling the story slapped his mouth and turned to P'Payu's mother. His heart fell to his ankles somewhere when he accidentally answered the question.

What did Payu's mother ask?

"When did you start dating?"

And what did I say?

"After a month or so."

"Uh... Khun-Auntie..." Rain turned pale again.

However, the woman in front of him was... smiling. It isn't a normal smile either, she's beaming.

"What? Are you not calling me 'Mother' anymore? Why did you go back to calling me Khun-Auntie?"

"Uh..."

The person who was listening couldn't even feel his legs. He could only bow his head and put his hands together, the tips of his index fingers smacking together.

"I'm sorry Khun!"

"I haven't said anything yet. You can call me Mother."

"What?!" The person who was nervous immediately raised his head, looking at the pretty face adorned with.... an adoring smile.

'It's like they're twins.' Rain thought.

"Well, Rain, you are my son's boyfriend. Calling me Mother is correct."

"I am not- no- No, we aren't dating!" Rain hurriedly denied it in a high pitched voice, and tried to deny the truth for now so that he could still make Payu's mother like him, then reveal it later on. Today, his mother only knows that he's friends with P'Payu, so she doesn't know they're in a relationship!

However, each family is different.

Now, Payu's mother looked at Rain head to toe, smiling with those beautiful eyes that looked beyond the back of Rain's head, asking in a mocking tone-

"Rain said you aren't dating. Son, what do you say?"

"I'm sad."

"!!!"

Rain froze, blinking his eyes at the woman in front of him, but the voice that came from behind him was a man's voice.

The most familiar voice in the world.

"Uh, P'Payu... isn't standing behind me... is he?"

Then P'Payu's mother smiled sweetly, "He's been there for a long time already."

"H...haha.... haha..." Rain chittered with nerves and looked behind him, smiling dryly at a large man who was dressed only in pajama pants, leaning against the stairs with his arms crossed across his bare chest.

"P'Payu... are you awake?"

Are you mad that I said we're not dating? Don't be mad P'Payu! You must understand that I did this in order to not upset your mother!

Rain tried to console himself, but a look at Payu's face said that he was obviously angry.

"P'Payu, have you eaten?" Rain changed the subject, looking at the big man walking up to him and...

Swipe!

A big hand wrapped around Rain's shoulder. Payu leaned down over the dining room table, and pressed a kiss to Rain's temple for so long that Rain might as well have screamed "The act is up!"

"Mom, this is my boyfriend. I told you about him already."

"Humm!" Rain froze, looked up at Payu, and saw a big man grinning down at him.

"Well, I told her about you a long time ago. She's seen pictures of you too."

"But..." Rain turned and looked at P'Payu's mother with wide eyes.

Then... why did she act like she didn't know him or like him?

Anyone who looked at Rain could see what he was thinking, because the expression on his face made the mother and son smile with laughter.

Regarding the answer, Payu spoke, "Rain, my mother must be teasing you."

Rain blinked at the woman sitting across from him.

"Well, I've known about you since the two of you started dating. Payu told me."

What did Rain say earlier? Payu looks like his mother, right? Well right now, Rain was being attacked by clones!

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So basically what they are saying is every single cir gets pulled into an alternative dimension to see how that phu and cir live then gets returned to his own dimension to fix shit with his own phu

And time is also fucked up because they are all at different points in their lives.

So dark cir and sepia dream phu are together.

Scar on his forehead cir, dreams about and gets sucked in with sepia phu. Which causes him to wake up confused and run to sweater phu. And so starts their relationship.

Then payu cir gets sucked into scar cirs and sweater phus world (while scar cir hangs out with dark cir in the time dimension). Meets sweater phu which changes him.

Payu cir wakes up in his own world thinking scar cir and sweater phu were a dream and then meets glasses phu and starts a relationship with him.

Thus the cycle continues

It's not just their own phu that changes them but the prior phu as well

It's all coming together

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Emphasizing this again because I’ve seen some folks express confusion/disappointment: the lackluster sex scene in episode 7 was abrupt, short, and lacking in emotional resonance on purpose because Cir was still lying and Phu was feeling guilty and conflicted. It was not meant to be read as a great first time that indicated their deepening connection. It was a mistake and a signal that they are not actually where they should be in their relationship to be doing this, which is why there was immediate fallout in the form of Phu panicking and trying to end the relationship.

Sex scenes are just as much about character and story as any other part of a show (when they are done right). Sometimes they are not meant to be ultra hot and fulfilling, because they’re telling you something about a missing aspect in the relationship. And MAME is particularly attuned to how to use sex to demonstrate where the relationship stands. Phukan and Cirrus will have a better sex scene when they arrive at a more honest place with each other.

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The full PerthLay short film.

It's so fucking adorable we deserve this so much.

(film by Ayano Ikeda)

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Keen is definitely the middle child.