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Keep The Ring ..

 previously I wrote a trilogy about getting out of a broken love  and it was the hardest part of my whole life , like it’s common  many of us pass by those situations in their life  : broken love , hard life , parents divorce etc ...

but love was the thing that destroyed my life for almost 7 years  and i wanted to help any one whatever  a boy or a girl not to fall in this depressed moment that i lived in  and the more you stay away from anything that make you sad the more happy you are , and i promised my self to stay away from anything that woud remind me of my past life of that tragic love, but many of my dearest fans and many of my close friends have asked for a part 4 for the trilogy “ I Am Not Your puppet “  but i ended it in part three  and i cant make part four  , and i wont start a new trilogy , it’s just a song to let my anger out  cause it was accumulated inside of me  , “ keep the ring “ is just   me  deleting everything  after saying goodbye .. and  realizing that i was used all this time  , as i can move over this tragic hard love you can too ! , dont stay in a toxic love or friendship once you feel you are not important , just take yourself out respect your self  so that people can respect you too .

“ keep the ring “ isnt specifically about a ring but just a precious thing i got which is my heart and love  , and you can think about it as a ring too anyways  

My ex was  a pure girl to be honest , she wasnt the bitch i am hating now but life and bad friends changed her  , so she dont have all the blame but she just have the blame for changing on  the one who loved her the most ...

imagine you are being replaced by another one  you love so much ,yes i know you are shivering  reading this  cause you can imagine the one whom you love so much would replace you at a sudden , yup it happened to me and i was the most depressed human in this cosmos .

 let me organize this vast mess 

1- I am not your puppet  

2- i am not your puppet 2 

3- i am not your puppet 3 ( Grand finale ) 

4-  keep the ring 

“Keep the ring “ is just the end of endings  

you discover you are nothing  to that human whom you loved so much and you find out you are betrayed and used  ,so  you are packing your bags  and going away but with a sense of anger ..

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This song series is the most pissed off songs I've ever written. These lyrics are probably the most personal that I've ever written. It’s about the mental and psychological damage I endured in a relationship I was in for a really long time. I know that sounds cliché or emo, but I don't give a fuck. I know that no matter who you are and what style music you listen to, you can relate to these lyrics. Save it, tough guy—you're human just like the rest of us. My biggest inspiration lyrically is Morrissey, so I quoted his lyrics twice in the chorus of this song as an homage to him for inspiring me not to be afraid to express how I feel—especially when it comes to love and hate.��

this song will include three singers singing and it will include new style of singing we didnt try it before , those three singers are : Adam, Mark, and  Matt

this series will may include  many guests as Alexandria clarson as guest vocals 

it is my greatest lyrics writing ever i can infer .....

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Power Team Give Me back My Life ( Beyond The Video ) 

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'Give Me Back My LIfe' is a song about being pulled away from the right path and the video reflects that experience of trying to navigate those conflicting emotions  

 Without  real decisions of mine, without real thinking , I am not taking the choice of my own , there are always the “ voices “ in my head that take decision not me  and I am trying to fight them , so the video will be basically about  I am introducing   you all inside my mind to see what is really going inside it

And I have to fight them to get my back my life and my true identity

Trying to   remove the “ black inside of me “  and letting the  white light getting out  of this  misery mind and body !...

 No one can help me but myself inside my mind  and the video will show that as soon as it is released  

Fighting your own misery and demons is the first step to success

And finding your real self between  those million demons inside you until you find the light the real you .. At some point you’re gonna have to choose who you love the most. Them or yourself.

So are you ready to see  whats going inside my head ?

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love ...

What is love to me ?

I have been in love for one time and I wont go there again …

All the doors are closed in my face my heart isn’t the same as it was before

I have loved someone that didn’t love me back and never saw in me a ““antiserum “  

I tried back and fourth in my mind to love someone else but it wasn’t easy  it was like making a surgery  in your heart and then wake up next day and be fully healed !

I just want that someone to love me back cause literally I wont love anyone even if I tried too it just don’t come like this

 I cant sleep or even breath I have sacrificed everything to be the “beautiful thing “ but I am still nothing in  the eyes of the ones I adore and care about

The most problem occurring at our generations from both boys and girls that they want the perfect body and call it as love

Like sorry  that beautiful  face and body you are seeing after years will go away do you call that love  ?

 Love stays and never dies like immortal superhero !

  Some girls are going to me and ask “ why are you loving someone who don’t love you why are you calling that love “

My answer is  that is love

We don’t choose it ?!

It just come with itself and you are not capable of handling it in anyways  its more stronger than you think

 And I hate that fan girls whom when I  mention about how I am disrespected or not loved back they start by saying bad words about her or even cursing her and her whole family like this wasn’t my intentions  to harm her or anyone I loved back  

Love  isn’t being forced on someone

Maybe you will love someone but that he/she isnt forced to love you

If someone loves you and you feel like you don’t want to love he/she  don’t break their  hearts cause that may lead a bad future for he /she   and not everyone can deal with sadness it may lead to sucide !

 About me … I don’t have much to say  

Like I did what  a normal human can do  and more than anyone can do but still she isn’t impressed

The most thing I hate about girls nowadays in this generation

Is  that they have really good lovers loving them back but  if you opened their accounts you will their posts on social media like “ omg I wish I had this boyfriend and lover , I wish had that someone who would care about me “ and then as a boy you would say “  What The Actual Fuck ?”  what am I

 Or the boys who think they should love only beauty girls !

Like sorry  all girls are beautiful with or without you opinion  

 You find those boys commenting on girls picture on social media and say “ I wish she was my wife or girl friend “ like literally our generation  need to know more about love and how beautiful it is

 I have written many things about love in my lyrics and in many bands I have stated   that I really love t write about love songs  because when any one hear them they would feel it and  they can say “ oh God there is someone in this earth who feels  the pain I feel “ and that makes me  so happy to read this as a comment or when I do an interview

 I am not that fascinating guy with huge muscles or looks but I do assure  you I am from the ones who would care about you in your worst mood and even in my worst mood I would care about you

But who appreciates?

I am living in a society that care more about looks than love and then they convert  that into love or a stupid word called crush

Like sorry god created hate and love and good and evil where did you guys come with crush ?

This is the most stupid word I have heard of

Its strange when you talk to your sister and she tells you I have a crush on someone  and I was like calm down sis ? what crush

She told me I have a crush on someone and I have fought with her and ….

Its just our brother and sisters are growing up in this messed up world

And they will change to worse if we didn’t help them   and guide them in the right way

 Who knows  what is the future having  for us

Don’t let this world  change the correct  meaning for love and good luck if you are starting love journey guys !

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Interview ...

As usual, I say something in an interview and of course fans have a problem with it. I don’t know why i continuously feel like I should have to defend myself, but because no one is able read between the lines to understand why I said what i said.. I can’t help but want to try and encourage people to use their brains for something other than typical Social Media nonsense. I quoted in an interview that “Power Team are not about preaching the message anymore or pushing the be yourself shit” Yes. Myself and the band as an entity have decided to stop the preaching. If you’ve been to any shows of ours since I think Warped Tour of 2016, you will notice that I put an end to the speeches and on stage rants, I don’t post anything people may find inspirational and I have completely stepped away from social networking on a regular basis. This has been an occurrence that has taken place for over a year, so why only now that I brought it to peoples attention in an interview are they whining about it? When are people finally going to get it through their heads that "Power Team" is not the same band it was when "Life Album" came out? Why did I say that in the interview? *cracks knuckles* *takes deep breath* Three very big reasons. #1. 8 out of 10 bands, clothing lines and public figures around now are on the “inspirational message” train. I’ve been watching it grow for the past few years. I can’t see a band anymore without hearing the same regurgitated and hollow words come from their mouths. I haven’t seen a clothing line released lately without the accompanying message in any variation the company decides to convey it. Do people not realize that they are being scammed? Are people too stupid to see that the “message” is a money making failsafe plan? These bands and companies realize that people are responding heavily to the “message” thing and many of them have no problem using that to their advantage. I’m not saying in any way that we were the first band to claim any sort of message.. fuck no we weren’t. But I can assure you that I never spoke a word I didn’t mean in an effort to take your money. You can see how us carrying on as a band but not wanting to prey on the willingness of said money spender would demonstrate the sincerity of where we’re at as a band now. It’s bullshit and I want no part in it any more. It’s that simple. I’m going to write the lyrics I write because thats how I feel and thats how it’s always been. I’m not your life coach and my lyrics aren’t supposed to be a guideline as to how you should live your life. I’ve said that before. IF people want to find hope or inspiration from them then hey, thats amazing and i’m incredibly honored, but i’m not writing them for you, I’m writing them for me. It’s all on you as to what you take from them and how you allow it to help you. #2. This “you saved my life”, “you’re my hero” and “you’re my voice” thing has become an unbearable burden and a downright eye roller. NO. I did not save your life. NO.. band X, Y or Z did not save your life. IF in fact you were on the brink of any self harming action… it was YOU who pulled yourself from the ledge. You saved your life, You are the hero. Why are people not willing to take credit for their own actions? Thats right… because thats what fans think bands want to hear. I’m not taking ANYTHING away from people who do self harm or have a hard time with any aspects of their lives. We’ve all been there and having gone through those things myself shaped who I am today and made me want to use music as an outlet. I do agree that music can be a very helpful tool in helping you overcome whatever is ailing you, but in the end it’s only you who had the strength to pull yourself out of it. I am strictly speaking out against the many many people i’ve seen approach me in the most absolute insincere, dishonest fashion with the “you guys saved my life” lines. I wish I had video of it so you can get the full effect. I can see right through it. It’s as though that has become the new “hello” when approaching a band member. What happened to “hey man, great show”, or “Hey guys, I really like your record/song”? Why does fucking EVERYTHING have to be laced with the “omg like you totally saved my life, and my friends life and her cats life” or the “you’re a huge inspiration, you’re my hero”? Can someone please tell me how the FUCK these bands who write lyrics about getting wasted or degrading women have saved your life? Seriously? It’s giving the people who really do deal with this stuff a bad name. Not to mention that on many occasions, I’ve seen people tweet things at me, then i’ll go to their twitter page only to see that they literally copy and pasted the same words to 15 other band members with only the intention of getting a response from one of us so they can screen shot it and brag about it. Disgusting. And you wonder why I just want to just simply write/play music and get the fuck out of that world of things?? #3. The hypocrisy amongst the very same fans who are upset with me is just embarrassing. I see fans every day tweet at me and say that I’ve helped them, but then will see that same person rip someone else apart over their opinion of something, the bands they like or a certain musician they like etc… Just go to a bands facebook page and read the comments on one of their music videos. Or better yet, go to my facebook and read the daily wars that happen between comments on my photos of things completely irrelevant to what they are arguing over. Seriously, I can post a photo of something like a cool piece of architecture I came across on tour , It’s sickening that people who claim that music has helped them and gave them any sort of values and morals to live by treat others with such disrespect. You’re full of shit. Looking back on everything I’ve ever said makes me realize that underneath it all, Power Team’s main message has always been about not giving a fuck what people thought and encouraging you to do the same. We stopped with the preaching and pushing. We changed our style of music to sound like how we wanted to sound without fear of losing fans. We’ve maintained our image regardless of criticism. We are pulling back from the shit like putting “fuck” or “666” or fucking upside-down crosses on shirts just to sell merch because those are the only shirts kids fucking buy anymore. We are doing whatever the fuck we want and if that means our time has come where our band isn’t welcome anymore, then I feel sorry for you that you chose to support the opposition and for pushing out a band that now solely cares about what music, at it’s core, should always be about… giving people their money’s worth with the music/lyrics and live show. 90% of the people that are pissed at me and that i am referring to in this blog (based off of the comments I’ve read) are younger kids. I am an adult and we see things very differently. I’m not looking to spend the rest of my career on the playground. It’s not that I don’t care, its that I do care. Thats the problem." we definitely live in a disposable generation where if you are not keeping your band out there, relevant, and in people’s faces at all time, they are just going to move on to the next band.  People do not hold on to music and bands anymore, they are just not as sacred anymore. There are fifteen other bands that sound just like you do and they are trying to take your spot on someone else’s shelf, and they are going to do it if you do not get out there, do your thing, and constantly put yourself in front of everybody. Unfortunately, that is the world that we are a part of. We realize that and try our best to just challenge that, stay relevant, and do what we got to do. It definitely does get complicated some times. On Writing Lyrics .... I am definitely a fan of some music that does not take that kind of approach. I love music of all different styles and lyrics of all different styles, but  for me personally, I have always just been the kind of guy that I would not be able to live with myself if I was not writing about something that was coming from the heart or that did not feel entirely sincere and honest. Of course I write some songs that are these fictional stories and just dumb humorous things that are meant to be fun; there are a few tracks on the records that are like that. For the most part, I have always been the kind of person that really has a lot to say about some things and I really want to use the music as that outlet because you can write something online, and if you write it down people are going to read it, but if someone is fucking saying something to you then you are going to listen, for the most part, and that is just my outlet of doing that. I have always found solace in writing about things that I felt very deeply about and towards. Thankfully I have this band to do it and I have never really held back from writing anything that I wanted to write and, basically, people seem to appreciate that. It is good to be recognized for that. That is just how I am going to continue to write. I like that I can do that and that I can also write the not so serious stuff and still add a touch of humor and entertainment to our band that keeps us a little bit from going in one direction entirely.