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Eddie Month Day Twenty-five: Songwriting/Melancholy

Eddie leans back in his chair, mumbling under his breath as he scribbles in the notebook on his lap. Tries to get the words to fit together, figure out a melody, already hearing a little guitar riff to go along in the back of his head. He’ll need to switch gears and pluck that out on his guitar soon so he doesn’t lose it. But he wants to figure these lyrics out. Needs to get this out, somehow. Can’t stand to sit with this ridiculous longing feeling anymore. Knows it’s ridiculous. That he should be happy. He’s not fucking dead, for one. The world didn’t end. He’s not in jail for a slew of murders he didn’t commit. He has people, now. More people than he ever has before. He should be fucking estatic. But here he sits. Wallowing around in feelings of woe. 

Eddie sighs and slumps his head back, stubbing out the butt of the cigarette that has mostly burned itself down in his fingers untouched. He pushes the notebook away and rubs a hand down his face before reaching over to grab the pack of cigarettes off the table. He pulls one out, popping it in his mouth and going to light it when there’s a knock at the door. Eddie’s eyes flick over to watch Steve lean against the doorframe, a big grin on his face. 

Eddie’s mouth quirks up in response and he takes a long drag from his cigarette, purposefully ignoring the intense swoop his stomach takes as he looks at Steve and all his stupid, perfect hair. “Hey there, big boy. How’s it hangin?”

@eddiemonth

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Just wanted to pop up a little reminder that these (and other fun Steddie related items) exist in my Etsy shop. 🤍

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I realized I never posted this because I was trying to save it for a certain part in my vampire!Eddie fic but...who knows when I'll finish that. So, here it is. What I assume Eddie's sketchbook would look like.

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And you may find yourself in a beautiful house, with a beautiful wife.

A @steddiebang fic

Explicit | 138,192 | 50/50 chapters

Author/Artist: lady_lostmind

Artist: fancycheliniarts

Beta Reader: oh-stars

Steve and Eddie get very close after the world almost ends. Eddie makes a move and it quickly backfires when Steve pulls away. Eddie, not knowing how to deal with the rejection, runs. They live completely separate lives for years until Steve realizes maybe he's not living the life he actually wants, and throws himself back into Eddie's world.

Fic | Art | Art | Art | Art | Playlist

Pairings: Steve Harrington/Eddie Munson, Steve Harrington/Nancy Wheeler, Eddie Munson/Original Male Character(s)

Characters: Steve Harrington, Eddie Munson, Robin Buckley, Nancy Wheeler, Dustin Henderson, Jonathan Byers, Max Mayfield, Lucas, Sinclair, WIll Byers, Eleven, Mike Wheeler, Erica Sinclair, Jim Hopper, Joyce Byers, Wayne Munson, Claudia Henderson

Tags: Slow Burn, Angst, Hurt/Comfort, Eventual Smut, Miscommunication, Alcohol Abuse/Alcoholism, Addiction, Infertility, Infidelity, Not Nancy Wheeler Friendly, Happy Ending Guaranteed 

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STEDDIE x FOB

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So excited I can finally post this piece!! I had a blast drawing this Demon Eddie for @rindecision's fic From Hell and Back.

This was my first experience with a big bang and I'm so glad I was able to snag this fic. So much smutty fun and look how many chains I got to draw!

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The most beautiful tattoo originally drawn by @lady-lostmind !!! So grateful to be granted permission to get it permanently inked into my body 🥹♥️ Potion has a lot of emotions tied up in it for me. Now I have my two favorite songs, one each arm, FOREVER!! AHHH!

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Completely obsessed with the new djo song already.

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Will I ever stop drawing Eddie Munson?

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It's looking like a little rain cloud loves me.

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But I fell in love with her gap tooth smile.

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The most beautiful tattoo originally drawn by @lady-lostmind !!! So grateful to be granted permission to get it permanently inked into my body 🥹♥️ Potion has a lot of emotions tied up in it for me. Now I have my two favorite songs, one each arm, FOREVER!! AHHH!

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I drew the entire Shotguns discography from TMRTAYSITDITIY by @greatunironic.

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It's looking like a little rain cloud loves me.

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So excited to finally post the piece I drew for @emryses big bang fic memoria (come as you are)!

I can't recommend this one enough, honestly. It had me sobbing in my bed at 3 am. I'm so glad I got to make art for this beautiful story.

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Will I ever stop drawing Eddie Munson?

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The most beautiful tattoo originally drawn by @lady-lostmind !!! So grateful to be granted permission to get it permanently inked into my body 🥹♥️ Potion has a lot of emotions tied up in it for me. Now I have my two favorite songs, one each arm, FOREVER!! AHHH!