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This took me 10 days and I'm proud of it but I think I can do better :)

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could you please draw some paulie x sam sketches? doesn’t matter cats or humans i just love your style and middle aged silly homosexuals 🥹🥹

Sam and Paulie fighting like idiots they are but they're cats.

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Just imagine Paulie visiting his mama from time to time

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I want it

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My lil flower

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I'm proud of this. Because I noticed that my men were so different, I mean like it should be, because we're all different, yeah? But right now I'm too lazy to study their... Um.. Features? I mean. Now when I'm trying to draw them they're just the same. I mean, same face shape, same nose and stuff. Wtf???? I regressed.

I'm f⊹cking sorry about that.

I mean... Still, I don't think their chemistry good enough for me, and there's a lot of stuff I need to explain but I'm LAZY. So.... Let's call it "fan service". (Btw I still like Paulie and Ralphie pairing more, like.. Even their names suits each other lol. Sorry, just laughing my ass off as usual.)

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Tommy just misses his dead boyfriend. Stop looking at the photo, idiot. He's not going to come back

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I'm scared of ending up alone in my life. Unfortunately I still can't let people in and stuff. I'm not closed off but not an open book either so sometimes I just feel out of place because... I have friends and they have me, we're kinda... Liking each other and getting along but damn. Sometimes I just want to end this all because I'm too weak to fight some difficulties. To be honest, I'm tired. I know we all get tired and that's okay, it's not like I'm doing something supernatural or whatever but I'm so out of everything all the time, it's getting old. I can't even say that I want attention or some simple gestures like hugs or shoulder pats. I feel shitty because my meds have stopped working, I guess they're not but it just seems so. I can't deal with myself how can I handle any other person then? I'm glad I can leave my family behind but some lil' part of them still here and I'm really sad about it. I'm sad because I'm not a kid anymore. I don't feel like it. The worst thing is that I don't know why I'm feeling this way. I'm just winning and complaining to myself but not trying to do something to change anything. If I could just beat myself up to death I would do that a few times already. I'm such pathetic and stupid bastard, sorry for being a sap, guys. I'm really glad there's actually some people who at least can take a look at my art because I guess I have problems with attention or I'm just an idiot. Anyway bye. I'm going to delete this soon so I hope you're doing okay and not going to think some stupid things of me but if so, um. okay????

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Playing bloody pool

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Hate Sam × Tommy so much that I like to draw them.

Just trying to distract myself or whatever, never mind me.

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"I hate tommy × sam," I say, then I suddenly tripped and fell to the ground, as multiple pictures of tommy × sam fell out of my pockets. "Wait!" I frantically cried out. “These aren’t mine!! I swear!!!”

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Mafia oc or whatever

She's just a simply lil' gal

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I'm drawing again, pookies *smooches y'all*

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I miss you guys, a lot. But I'm lazy and egoistic and selfish and others words to describe myself. Like I can literally wine about how cool the other artists are but doing nothing to keep myself fit and skilled. I feel pathetic because I am. I just needed to confess, I guess. See you soon, I hope.