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The red flag is when he’s attracted to you because of your ability to build community and bootstrap a friend group from scratch; so he lovebombs to try and get in and attempts to destroy it when he’s no longer included. He has the ability to flatter, but a constantly shifting sense of self that makes real authenticity impossible. He makes friends by putting on stolen personas and dishing out cheap, bland compliments constantly just to be liked.

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Boys breaking their favorite toys. Temporary power when he destroys. Woman is a mirror, saw his spineless poise. No self-control, just noise. Illusions of grandeur exposed as desperate ploys.

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Congratulations to everyone who stalked me and rediscovered an old thirst trap. It’s not even my stickiest trap, but I think I will do something with it 😈

I don’t have the confidence or popularity to get away with thirst traps on my actual social media. Here’s one for posterity. I just need one to exist without any consequences. 

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Wilson Alwyn Bentley, a Vermont farmer and lover of snowflakes, died Dec. 23, 1931, at the age of 66. Bentley’s career defies labelling; he lived his entire life in Jericho, Vermont... learn more

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Western Gray Squirrel Fullerton Arboretum Fullerton, California, USA November, 2019

(more squirrels here)

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I think some people forget that some literature and some media is meant to be deeply uncomfortable and unsettling. It's meant to make you have a very visceral reaction to it. If you genuinely can't handle these stories then you are under no obligation to consume them but acting as if they have no purpose or as if people don't have a right to tell these stories, stories that often relate to the darkest or most disturbing parts of life, then you should do some introspection.

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Oakoak

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purpose

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Clue (1985) dir. Jonathan Lynn

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the commodification of friendship is the most annoying thing to come out of the internet in ages. like actually i love to break this to you but you're supposed to help your friends move even if it's hard work. or stay up with them when they're sad even if you're gonna lose sleep. you're supposed to listen to their fears and sorrows even if it means your own mind takes on a little bit of that weight. that's how you know that you care. they will drive you to the airport and then you will make them soup when they're sick. you're supposed to make small sacrifices for them and they are supposed to do that for you. and there's actually gonna be rough patches for both of you where the balance will be uneven and you will still be friends and it will not be unhealthy and they will not be abusive. life is not meant to be an endless prioritization of our own comfort if it was we would literally never get anywhere ever. jesus.

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enough intimate house parties could cure everything that’s ever been wrong with me