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Me and myself whenever I eat a delicious treat

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don’t call suicide sewerslide

don’t call rape grape (or use fucking emojis)

don’t call csam cheese pizza

don’t call murder deleting or some other inane word

etc. etc.

Cuss and speak out. Don’t censor yourself, don’t let them win.

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remember : being skinny IS the outfit

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i wanna get bad again

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“A 2012 study at Oxford University found that the fat in your food ends up on your waistline in less than four hours. Carbohydrate and protein take a little longer, because they need to be converted into fat in the liver first and it takes nine calories of protein or carbohydrate to make 1g of fat. Altogether, that doughnut has about 225 calories. Around 100 of those come from the 11g of fat in the doughnut, which will be on your waistline by teatime. Then the 125 calories of carbs and protein will be converted into another 14g of body fat sometime tomorrow, unless you hit the gym after work and burn it off again.”

I wish I hadn’t stumbled upon this information but now I have and Im disgustingly triggered

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“A 2012 study at Oxford University found that the fat in your food ends up on your waistline in less than four hours. Carbohydrate and protein take a little longer, because they need to be converted into fat in the liver first and it takes nine calories of protein or carbohydrate to make 1g of fat. Altogether, that doughnut has about 225 calories. Around 100 of those come from the 11g of fat in the doughnut, which will be on your waistline by teatime. Then the 125 calories of carbs and protein will be converted into another 14g of body fat sometime tomorrow, unless you hit the gym after work and burn it off again.”

I wish I hadn’t stumbled upon this information but now I have and Im disgustingly triggered

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do we as anas just universally have a fear of bread??

like i swear we all just avoid it as much as possible😭

carbs man istg.. like any other form is fine.. but BREAD?? scary.

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Y'all barebells protein bars are the only ones I can eat so now I'm promoting them

Pro-ana? More like pro- barebells protein bars

Omg they are so good like the chocolate one tastes like a cakey chocolate bar omfg I fucking love them

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Chewing everything 30 times and counting every single bite is insane but it rlly does make u full faster. There’s a reason these things exist

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me x anorexia except i keep cheating on her and really i don’t even like her it’s just codependent and toxic

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i don't feel like dealing with my problems instead i'll just try to starve myself

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The food you couldn’t resist is the body you complain about

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bcs from when i was 80

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old habits die hard, need to lock in.

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I really let myself go theese last three months. Like, Ive been telling myself that I was too busy with school and work but I wont allow myself to make that excuse anymore. Need to stop eating like crap and gotta start exrecising again. I hate how I look now (gained like four kg), I cen feel my thighs rubbing agains eachother when I walk and I feel disgusting.

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Finally getting back on the grind