lexawins

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how do you like

meet people

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its always halloween and if anybody ever tells you otherwise they’re lying. eat candy and watch spooky movies every day

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getting fatter >>>

getting fattened >>>>>>>>>>>>>>

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L⛭⛭K HERE

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I really think fakegirls like me should be used as a lightning rod for transphobic harrassment, queerphobic or even misogynistic harrassment. Leave the real women and queer people alone, I promise I'm a lot more fun, I'll actively help you harrass me. No need to spit on me as I pass you, just order me to stop and open my mouth wide. On command, I'll naturally swallow. Call me slurs and I'll repeat what I am back to you. I can be made to politely laugh along with cruel jokes at my expense. Beat me so my faggy voice gives way to deep, manly grunts. I'll call you honourifics befitting of your place above me, and thank you so humbly for your attention. You could take pictures or videos to blackmail me with and I'd look dead into to camera and smile sweetly.

If you have more time to kill, the opportunities are endless. You could make me order a takeaway to then hand it over and kneel on the cold, hard ground begging for scraps. You could make me buy you something in gratitude for your attention. Make me buy a nice haul of cosmetics only to throughly destroy it, even make me help. Or make me apply the most awful clownish make up and promise this will be my new look from now on. You could drag me to a barber and make sure I leave with a buzzcut, or to a tattoo parlour, tell me exactly what I'm getting tattooed where. It could be a homing beacon for others to treat me the same, a slur, James, anything mortifying. I think my forehead would be the best place, a nice little label I'll never be able to hide again. Every penny paid by me, naturally. I should've been a real man if I didn't want this.

I'd love to just serve those who despise me in such twisted ways, showing my superiors the full respect they deserve. And I'd even be doing my part to keep real women safe, there's no downside!

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idk why something about wearing jackets like this at home just like does weird things to my brain? Like it immediately activates caregiver energy and Idk why??

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i swear some people just have a weird affect on my brain. like i have no idea what differentiates them but some people are just immediately extremely favorable and i want to like be close to them. i never have an answer about exactly why i like them so much.. i just do. and i feel like i almost need to be close to them. iunno, brains be weird

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tumblr is such a game of chance. either i find a great blog with an amazing kink focus that enraptures me for as long as I have an attention span and other times my for you is just a bunch of folks talking about news and current events

so in other words a normal trans girl timeline tbh

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I love corrupting Doms to treat me worse. Purposefully getting soft and pliant as soon they raise their voice at me. Acting extra needy when they degrade me. Clenching down on their cock when they hit me. Telling them how hot they are when they’re scary and mean. Encouraging them in every way possible to treat me worse and worse and to use me like the stupid little toy I am. 🖤

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they made me get a job :(((

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i’m so broken. i think someone should get to benefit from it.

like i don’t feel safe in a healthy relationship. i want to be scared. i want you to make me dependent on you. i want you to be jealous and controlling. i want you to punish me when i do something wrong. i want you to hurt me when you’re upset so that you can feel better. i want you to insult me and tell me the things i like are boring or why im stupid for liking them. i want us to fight until you lose your temper. it just makes me feel loved and like home if someone loves me enough to control me and hurt me

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why is it so hard to meet someone older that is like equally as kinky as me and is like caring :<<< i thought the internet was supposed to be full of pervy old weirdos uwu

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oh god what have i done, this blog was meant to be the one i like show people and now its just horny posting again

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reblog/like this if you need an older bf who is smarter than you and your father figure n knows you’re a dumb pathetic little thing but likes you cus you’re icky and pretty

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the thought of someone teaching me sexually is so hot. they’re older and more experienced than me, so of course i believe whatever they say! i won’t question all of the depraved things you ask me to do, you obviously know better than me!

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im at a gay fest (fairy festival) and this store was like the bessst and gave me a sticker i was gonna pay for for free 🥺

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should i put stickers on my playstation??