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NPD culture is the idea of being average is worse than the idea of being bad

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that feeling when you're a system so you have like 20 aesthetics / styles you all enjoy that all clash with one another

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Npd culture is blocking so freely cause like ew go away. If I don't like it or you annoy me by coming up in MY digital space blocked. Lol. -🦇🍃

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there's probably a better way of wording the last part but like come on it doesn't matter if we're all the same to fascists

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i am simultaneously self-improving and being self destructive dont ask me how i just am

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no one appreciates that i could be a million times worse

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stop talking to me I just woke up seven (7) hours ago

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npd culture is thinking you have to be the best at everything ever so if you even remotely suck at even one thing that means you're actually the worst at everything and everyone around you is a selfish bitch for not letting you be the best also

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I will be like "I'm fine" and then another fucking event will occur

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Please make everything about me. Adore me, praise me, kiss the ground I walk over.

Please don't look at me. Don't perceive me, forget about my existence, let me bury myself with no consequences.

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ASPD is being called ‘edgy’ just for displaying literal symptoms of your disorder.

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shoutout to my homies who are deeply bizarre and have something wrong with them

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i wish everyone irl disappeared and was replaced with my online oomfies. and million dollars

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big fan of the words fucking and idiot together. fucking idiot. so beautiful its like they belong together

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I'm going to [remembers jokes about harming myself only serve to worsen my mental health and hurt those closest to me] improve and try to better myself as a person (said in the most exasperated and annoyed tone possible while violently rolling my eyes but also still completely genuinely)