litenpraerieulv

[litenpraerieulv]

# 29. 03. 25

🥩 > sometimes I wish I had more to say about being non-human and living in a human world. Heck, that’s why I started this blog. Even just to have more to say about my theriotypes that aren’t necessarily reflective of my actual physical body. But truthfully I just don’t.

🐾 > my physical body is just so integrated into my daily life like every other human I just don’t perceive it being as “odd” in anyway. Other humans aren’t freaking out about their species so why should I? Occasionally once every few years the cognitive dissonance breaks down and I have a mini existential-crisis from the fact I am another being that was created and took over a child’s body but otherwise I am just a canine and that’s it.

🫀 > I don’t hate all humans, try to hurt myself to prove my non-humanity (seriously, cults are bad guys, they do hurt people) or feel the need to try and alter myself through spells or subliminals or whatever shifting methods. I am me and I don’t really need to change anything to be myself.

[litenpraerieulv]

Not really a yote related post so I cba to make it themed but sometimes it’s really frustrating having an unspecified psychotic disorder. I’m too mild to actually get any proper help but so severe I keep running into trouble with authorities and won’t be left in peace and that it got tacked on as an entire paragraph in other diagnoses. It’s not any of the psychoticspec disorders out there I’m quite literally “just” psychotic grrrr 😭

[litenpraerieulv]

# 25. 03. 25

🦴 ! in light of some of the cringe culture posts that keep cropping up on my tiktok for you page, it got me thinking about one of the more interesting long-term experiences I’ve had in relation to being a physical therian in that I can’t “quit”.

🥩 ! Not that I think there’s anything wrong with awakening as a therian and realising you misidentified but I’m 8 odd years in now and no matter how much my personal interest in therianthropy wanes I have never stopped being an animal regardless of if it’s occupying my mind or not.

🐾 ! Which I think is one of the biggest ways my holotherianthropy differs from many ex-therian “phases” in that I cannot be bullied or cringe-cultured out of an identity fundamental to me, and I wonder if any other people have had a similar experience

[litenpraerieulv]

uh I read your thing about how to know if one is a holothere but

I'm able to say with 100% certainty that I'm not human at all some days, not all the time

Is this

Is this an actual thing

🥩 # hey anon!

🐾 # so your experience is still equally as valid as those who are non-human 100% of the time, however in regards to wether or not you are holothere the definition states ;

1. A self-identifier term for individuals who are physically and fundamentally nonhuman in every way.

Meaning that if you still partially identify as human then you would not qualify as non-human.

🦴# however I could also propose something like holoflux and partialthere, in which one is partially physically nonhuman and one in which where one’s identity fluctuates between wholly identifying as non-human and their humanity.

♟️# I would love for feedback and opinions on this !

[litenpraerieulv]

# 27 . 09 . 24

🐾 # current holothere mood is that weird bit where I thought I was coyotegender or smth similar but I was actually just experiencing physical therianthropy and hadn’t found the correct label

[litenpraerieulv]

tiktok therians will say the same shit as therian haters just with "physical" in front of it.

they are gunna get a hell of a culture shock when they go on literally any other platform and see physical therians existing freely

[litenpraerieulv]

Persian and Indian Wolf Canis lupus ssp. pallipes

Observed by orijit, CC BY-NC

[litenpraerieulv]

hey! ur content is pretty cool! the formatting+colors are absolutely amazing! how do i know if im a holothere?

🥩 # Congratulations on being the first ask !

🦴 # First and foremost, I suppose we should start with the definition of physically identifying as an animal, if you could confidently say without a shred of doubt that you are not human on a physical level, then that would be a great sign.

🐾 # I think so much of it is a deeply personal thing that only you could be able to answer. Do you feel connected to your humanity? Do you feel as though you are not both human and theriotype? Do you feel chronically shifted as you are your theriotype on a physical level? Do you feel as though your theriotype is ingrained into you on a physical level?

♟️# these are all ‘signs’ yet the only person who will know that you are physically nonhuman is ultimately yourself. Whether you choose to label yourself or not, there is no rush to figure your identity out! Physical non-humanity is quite a broad experience in and of itself, and there’s many things that come into play, I’d strongly advise to think about your own experience with nonhumanity and see what fits the bill!

🪵 # For example, only one or two of my theriotypes would actually fit the ‘holothere’ label, and that’s okay! It can take quite a bit of knowing yourself first and foremost before you can ‘kinsider’ in the first place, and is ultimately your judgement in the end!

🥩 # I wish you good luck on your journey!

[litenpraerieulv]

# 26 . 07. 24

🦴 ! There’s an assumption that all physical therians / holothere identify as an animal on a physical level due to autism, psychosis or due to forming an animal alter.

🐾 ! However, I rarely see people discuss how other aspects of mental health influence their animal identity. In my personal experience, I think that my obsessive compulsions and intrusive thoughts are a rather large part of my identity as a physical therian.

🥩 # content warning for compulsive auto-cannibalism and emetophobia warning

♟️ ! I struggle with compulsive skin eating, I have sustained great nerve damage and broken bones from this, however I cannot digest human flesh and often it comes back up shortly after.

🦴 ! I am then frequently met with the urge to feed my regurgitated flesh to my ‘pups’. Whilst I do not have any children or pets, due to hitting sexual maturity at the age of 7, I deal with incredibly overwhelming maternal instincts despite being a man.

🐾 ! I often see others want to discuss the ugly side of therianthropy, the aspects that repulse most other humans, yet outside of mild species dysphoria, I am yet to see more than a handful of creatures discuss these animalistic urges that aren’t ‘tiktok ready’.

♟️! I am a coyote through and through, not just in appearance or connection. I am more coyote than just a fluffy tail or tall ears, I am coyote in my behaviour and real life too.

[litenpraerieulv]

# 24 . 07 . 24

🦴 ! An aspect of my experience with physical identification of an animal I think is interesting is how I identify as a canine cladotherian, yet I see myself physically as almost exclusively as a coyote. Whilst I do identify as virtually every canid, I primarily see myself physically as a coyote.

🐾 ! I am greatly unsure as to why this is the case, it may have something to do with the fact that the creatures I have the least ‘connection’ with are the one’s I feel the most physically. I am incredibly connected to domestic dogs, yet I physically do not feel as one.

♟️! Perhaps this is to do with the lack of coyote ‘shifts’ I experience? I feel as though I never ‘shift’ in the traditional sense as I am sort of chronically and perpetually in a state of coyote, so there is no noticeable change or ‘shift’.

[litenpraerieulv]

# introduction

🦴 my name is fenrir, this is my blog for my experience with physical therianthropy

🐾 I have multiple theriotypes, mainly a canine cladotype however my holotheriotypes are a coyote

♟️I have been medically recognised as experiencing psychosis since 2017, however my physical nonhumanity is primarily caused by hallucinations

🦴 I use he / him pronouns and I am a man

# additional information

# 🦴 fenrir barks , holothere experiences

# 🐾 fenrir howls , general therian experiences

# ♟️ fenrir growls , reblogs

# 🦴 I block freely, I am no longer interested in pandering to appear ‘normal’ for others comfort

# 🐾 my therian main , @praerieulver