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MIDNIGHT

he asks me if I'm okay.

i say no.

what are you thinking then? he says

I say I think about how you can die in many ways

yet never live again.

how heart breaks are actually like chronic pain disease,

except that you know how to heal physical pain

yet there is no way to heal a broken heart

how the universe amazing and it is endless and it keeps expanding, and I wonder will it ever reach God's heaven.

and I feel sad that even if I try to live this lifetime to the fullest and get another one and another one,

I will never get the answers to what is beyond there in the galaxy,

above the stars I see.

he then speaks.

"there are questions you will be able to answer

and there are questions that will remain questions.

i know death cannot be stopped

and what lies beyond there is unknown.

but I say this,

there is destiny, and serendipity

out of the many people in the world, fate landed you with me.

and I get to listen to you wonders and your endless questions about the sun or about God.

and I get the chance to be here with you, and that is onet thing that will never happen again,

so who cares if we don't get to know how many stars are there in the sky?

or what lies beyond death,

no one will ever know how beautiful it is to lie here with you and listen to your thoughts, this is a question we leave them that willl be left unsolved."

i look at him and there is nothing else I utter.

my heart is filled with thankfulness.

for once the questions don't matter anymore

so I guess, this is what being contented feels like

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I was there, lying on the grass 

on a cloudy night sky evening 

listening to the cold whispers of the wind 

feeling the his warmth defy the cold 

I looked up and missed the stars, 

he asked “why aren’t there stars tonight?” 

I looked at him, and figured out the answer

With a smile I spoke, “they all agreed to stay in your eyes.” 

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painfully true.

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I was never that Girl, Instead I was that

I was never that girl whom they wanted to be with. I was never that girl whom they called the new “IT” I was never the girl they found pretty in their eyes, Nor was I the girl whom they found charming and nice. I was always the girl whose voice is often unheard I was always the girl who was always hurt. More often than not, I am the girl called plain, I was never the girl who was prominent with a name. All my life I tried to be the best I can be, But all my life I was the one crying under my sheets.

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Why is everything so confusing?, Maybe I'm jus out of my mind

Avril Lavigne, I'm With You

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When I saw you, I saw all the stars smile.

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She was always busy helping others see the light that she didn’t notice darkness was slowly swallowing her.

poeticambience (via wnq-writers)

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Calling Out

My little lady Think, think my dear. You may build elysium, But what about reality down here?

My loved ones, Think, think of what’s real. We cant live on fantasies, Grow up, see what’s the real deal.

My darling, Think, think of us here, The thing you call beneficial, Destructs our lives down here.

My dearest sweetheart, Think, think out of the clear, To reach the life you want You push away mundanes

My friend, Wake up and breathe, There will be imperfections, You are part of the team.

My sweet, Think, speak and see! The world isn’t nice.< br > It’s dark and cruel.

My darlings, Wake up and see, You can’t change the world You have to change for it.

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Take sight of the children you treat like circus tigers, 

we did not become perfect. 

we are now shattered glasses.

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His laugh was the sweetest lullaby I would always be willing to listen to all over again and again, and again. 

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DEARIES, IT’S TIME TO MOVE ON.

LOATHE HIM. HATE HIM. But never try to get him back. If he was really worth it, he would have never left you for another lewd woman.