lonergirlfriend

[lonergirlfriend]

How is this tweet SO specific?????????

[lonergirlfriend]

I didn’t like having to explain to them, so I just shut up, smoked a cigarette, and looked at the sea.

Albert Camus (via quotemadness)

[lonergirlfriend]

Not taking any fucking chances

[lonergirlfriend]

Things you said

#1

"You are not my friend I just talk to you cause I don't want my friends to get sick of me complaining about my mess."

[lonergirlfriend]

How I've been alive from past 4 years ☺️

women really be cutting their hair to cope… And you know what it fucking helps

[lonergirlfriend]

Tell me please.

[lonergirlfriend]

My answer to everything

Hungry:

Sad:

Bathroom issues:

Tired:

Mural of the story:

Coffee = life

[lonergirlfriend]

#1

Waiting for him seems worth it even though we won't end up together. But it all seems good cause I'm blinded by his vulnerability, love and feelings.

They say you'll get hurt in the end but all I know is that hurt will worth it.

[lonergirlfriend]

Waiting......

[lonergirlfriend]

When you finally understand that it's not them but you who is toxic.

[lonergirlfriend]

my depression comes in waves. that’s how it’s always been and i’m so damn used to it by now. but the one thing that i’m not used to is the way everybody thinks that i’m better, over it and fine just because my lil depression ocean™️ is calm for now. i just want to scream. because no, i’m not better and i’m not over it and i’m not fucking fine. even when i eat properly, have a good sleeping schedule, follow my routines and smile everything sucks. everything sucks all the fucking time. the only difference is that when i do all these “good” things, the sucky shit is just easier to get through. that’s why i can eat, sleep, do what i should and smile. but i still want to die, i still want to cut my wrists, i still hate myself, i still want to loose weight, i still love the feeling you get from starving, i still get flashbacks and i still walking through hardwork stores just to look at sharp objects and think about how they would feel against my skin. i’m never fucking better, i’m never fucking over it and i’m never fucking fine. this shit is in my head all the fucking time, so please stop assuming that it isn’t because every time you think that i loose a little bit more of my hopes and courage that i actually still have when i think about recovery. so the outcome of this, if everybody keeps assuming this shit, is that i’m never going to be able so get help and recover. because i won’t have the courage and i won’t feel sick enough and i won’t feel worthy.

and i’m guessing i’m not the only one that’s going through this, so see this as a message to everyone that have somebody close who suffer from any mental illness. this shit must come to an end, and we can’t to it completely by ourselves. because if we could, we would all be better, over it and fine by now. trust me.

[lonergirlfriend]

For caring you don't have to be in love with that person

[lonergirlfriend]

This happened back in 10 grade and now it's happening again

I'm going into the sleep mode again

Don't know what to do

[lonergirlfriend]

😂😂😂

Move, peasants!

[lonergirlfriend]

Me

[lonergirlfriend]

Always 💜💜

“I think we’ve all been through this.” (Source: IGer @the_book_life__) ・・・

Oh you know, just once or twice… 😁😭💀🙈 Sending hugs out to everyone feeling those #feels from #AllTheBrightPlaces 😙😙 Sowwy!! #TheFeels#🆘 #IStillTearUp #CantStopWontStop