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We have this interesting situation where we basically no longer have privacy nor the expectation of privacy, but we also don't have community or meaningful connection with others, so we're all simultaneously both completely exposed and absolutely alone, and please understand that when I say this situation is "interesting", what I in fact mean is that it's "nightmarish and I wish I could wake up"

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THE MAGICIANS ( 2015 - 2020 ) S01E05 — Mending, Major and Minor.

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Edgar Allan Poe, from a letter to Sarah H. Whitman, featured in The Life and Letters of Edgar Allan Poe

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And don't forget to stay up til 3 am every night doing nothing productive for no reason every day for a month

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Me trying to enforce good habits: OMG I love morning showers! I love flossing! I love eating multiple meals a day! I love--

My PMDD, cracking it's knuckles: no you don't

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MY PMDD CAN'T KEEP GETTING AWAY WITH THIS!!! >:(

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ⓘ This user is made of missed calls and unread messages.

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“You were supposed to be something.”

yeah. yeah i know.

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so maybe I do still like crochet &&& maybe I need a new BL >.<

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i have a kid in college and a kid in rehab.

No I am not okay and yes...I did have a drink tonight because it's my birthday month AND ILL CRASHOUT IF I WANT TO.

Thank you very much <3

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one day I woke up and realised all the waiting and yearning was actually me living my life and it’s happening right now and it’s still good even if it’s not perfect and there is no moment when all your dreams get fulfilled and everything makes sense. like… this is it. this is life. you’ll waste away your youth waiting for some imagined future if you don’t love life for what it is now and make the most of it

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‘no one is coming to save you’ okay fine I agree but can I even get a hug at least

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op turned reblogs off but i need this one so bad

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agonizing over all the time you wasted or lost is useless. it’s gone now. you survived in the only way you knew how. doesn’t your survival deserve some recognition too?

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26 in a day and love don’t know my name

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Good enough for almost

& thats a pain I wouldn’t wish on anyone lowkey

I didn’t say not at all, just being real

You feel me—

But no one else does

It’s like pulling teeth

Almost 3 years later and I’m still contemplating wether I should text him or not

While 9/10 I’m already forgotten

But I still remember his eyes and touch so well

We could’ve been so well

But wasn’t—

And nothing really has been since then

I Wonder why it fell through

If it’s still you—

AND WTF AM I SUPPOSED TO DO?!

I accepted you as the prototype

And haven’t got shit else to compare since

Maybe it isn’t for me

Maybe nothing is

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12 in love with Eli. 25 understanding Eli. Jesus wept.