luvhyukai

[luvhyukai]

feeding your delusions.

“face value”||part 1

pairings: richfwb!seonghwa x nerdishloser!you

synopsis: didn’t your mom ever teach you to stop taking things at face value?

warnings: ANGST, reader literally becomes a bad bitch, she/her pronouns used, heartbreak, almost panic attack, we cry a bunch, finally done with bullshit, that’s all i think

a/n: sorry guys for the late release. got busy with life, i’m sure we understand. now this will have 2 parts as always, i’ll be releasing another chapter and then a final chapter soooo yeah! i know yall been waiting for this, i had a lovely person interaction with a person in the last post lol, here ya go! anyways enjoy :)

story below the cut ;)

you laid in bed restless, his words racing around your mind. ‘i love you.’ how could he do this, why would he say such a thing. and then he didn’t reply to your question. like did he actually mean to say that? was it a spur in the moment type thing? what does it even mean to him? what do you mean to him?

you huffed as you began tossing and turning. you laid on your back, eyes looking to the ceiling. ‘this is helpless’ you thought. you grabbed your phone to check the time, 3:18 am it read. you opened your messages app, fingers hovering over the keyboard. ‘should i even text him?’, you sat up and slid your shoes on. why text it, you demanded answers and he should say that shit to your face. say that shit like he meant it. you put on your shoes, and stormed out the door.

desperation coating your body against the cool wind, walking quickly with intent. adrenaline kicking in when you felt tired from walking fast. you arrived at his dorm room, feet stopping at the threshold of the door. fist clenched in preparation to knock. ‘what the fuck is stopping me?’ you thought before huffing and knocking on the door.

silence for a couple of seconds before hearing footsteps come closer. the door opened, reminding you of the very first time you came over here. his hair damp, toothbrush in mouth, a towel hanging on his lower body, a tiny amount of water drops from his hair falling on his broad shoulders. “hey, what are you doing here so late? where’s your jacket, it’s cold as fuck outside.” seonghwa began to question with concern. “i need to hear you say it again.” you spoke out.

your throat felt dry, hands going to your sides to fiddle with the hem of your shirt. “say what?” he grinned. “that you lo—.” you were interrupted by the sound of a females voice. “babe, who’s there?” she spoke, her voice becoming louder as she stepped to the door. your eyes widened, aera? what the fuck is she doing here? “you lost something of mine.” you lied, “what the fuck is she doing here?” aera spoke. “she said i lost something of hers, do you know what it is? i can try to find it in the morning.” seonghwa spoke, guilt laced in his tone. “i- uh- my study notes. from the project. i-i need it for- um…nevermind. goodnight.” you stuttered and raced away.

tears prickling at your eyes as you left feeling every emotion in the book. reaching your dorm room, closing the door quickly as if something were gonna get you. you let out a soft scoff before letting the tears fall. “fuck him. fuck him, fuck her, fuck this, fuck!” you shouted, anger dripping off you. your hands clenching your chest as you slid down the wall and let the tears fall. uttering ‘fuck’ between every sob.

why the fuck would he say that. why is he doing this? ‘i’m not a dog, im not his pet. he doesn’t own me. i owe him fucking nothing. i can do that shit too. just fucking watch me, watch me.’ these words running through your mind. you stood up, went to your closet and scanned through all your clothes. you found a white, suede tracksuit. juicy couture logo on the butt and back of the top. it fit like a glove, hugging all the right places on you. this the whole time? still perfect for the coolish weather.

you spent the a couple hours doing your hair to perfection. you looked in the mirror, your bare face was looking great but you wanted to catch eyes. you dabbed on nude color makeup, going for a no makeup, makeup look. looking at the time 7:41 am, a few minutes before class starts, you finally put your outfit on. ‘fuck i’m sexy’ you blew a kiss to yourself in the mirror and headed towards the door. you froze in front of the door, anxious about the attention you may receive throughout today. but then the image of what happened a few hours ago popped up and you were on your way. confidence moving you.

you walked to class only being a few minutes late. eyes immediately darted to you, including seonghwa’s. you scanned the room, everyone looking at you. some were talking amongst themselves, who is this person? “excuse me miss, i think you may be in the wrong class.” the professor spoke up. “oh no sir, it’s me _____, am i that unrecognizable.” the sudden cockiness becoming apparent in your voice. you heard some gasps.

“very well. since this is your first time being late, i’ll excuse you. don’t let it happen again.” your professor warned. you nodded and sat down. seonghwa looking at you. then looking away, guilt starting to eat him up. “you look nice today.” some guy said, you turned and blew him a kiss. the action surprising you and the guy. “meet me after class?” he asked. “sure thing. are you gonna take me on a date?” you flirted back. before the guy responded, seonghwa stood up quickly and walked out. you smirked to yourself, why the hell is he angry?

‘meet me at the water fountain. we need to talk’

‘um, why? what would aera say?’

‘fuck her, just come here please.’

you asked to be excused and the teacher obliged. you walked to the water fountain, eyes meeting seonghwa’s. “what do you want?” you spoke. “what the fuck has gotten into you? why are you acting this way?” he said firmly. “what do you mean? i don’t owe you shit, why am i your concern all of a sudden? especially after last night. i mean we fucked, you said you loved me, i wanted answers, instead you’re balls deep in aera! thought you guys broke up.” you said returning the tone. “i….i didn’t…it just slipped.” he said softly. “we’ve been fucking for a couple weeks and all you have to say is that it slipped? aera doesn’t fucking love you, she’s talking to someone else. she’s plotting to ditch you for him when she’s got enough funds from you. she said that you didnt satisfy her like he did. she doesn’t love you seonghwa. she never has and she never will.” you mutter as you began walking closer to him.

“girls only fuck on you because you have money, you’re sexy. no one sees how smart, talented, and funny you are. they don’t care to know either. but i do, from that first time.” you said softly. “aera takes you at face value. she only sees what’s on the outside, that’s all she cares to see. but i’m looking into you. i’m staring in your eyes. you’re so caught up in chasing ass, you only see me for what’s on the outside. like fuck, didn’t your mom ever teach you to stop taking things at face value?” you confessed, his silence was becoming deafening for you. fearing you spoke too much you began to turn away.

he grabbed your wrist and pulled you into a hug. “i’m sorry. i just….” he let out a sigh, “i just don’t know how to appreciate somethi-someone as good as you until you’re gone. i wanted you to be mine, aera just knows what to say to get me where she wants me. i really don’t want to lose you.” he confessed, squeezing a bit tighter as if you’d disappear. “i don’t want to lose you but i already have. stop keeping me on a leash, let me go. you’re too in love with aera to stop her from ruining whatever the fuck this is.” you said pushing yourself out of his grip.

you walked away before he could say anything else, walking back to class to grab your things, you found a note on your desk. “theres a party tonight. it’d be nice if you came.” the guy from earlier said. you smiled and told him you’d go. invited to your very first party but he can’t know that. you went home and immediately tried to find something more party friendly.

you found a bodysuit, probably from a costume from some halloween party. black, a little tight in the midsection but it’ll do. you put on fishnet leggings, a miniskirt, and some heels you borrowed from your roomie. this newfound confidence looks so sexy on you. your phone buzzed.

‘heard there was a party. you’re not going right?’

‘why does it matter? and why do you still have my number?’

‘listen, please don’t do this to me. i’m sorry’

‘it’s too late for that. i’m gonna go to the party and have fun. i’m done being delusional for you.’

and you silenced your phone and started heading to the party. ‘i’m gonna shake this ass tonight.’

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it’s coming yall i promise

[luvhyukai]

feeding your delusions.

“drive slow.” || part 2.

pairings: college au! richfuckboy! seonghwa x nerdishloser! you

synopsis: “baby hop in my ride, it’s hot as hell outside. got the top down, with the doors closed, got my hand up on my thigh. drive slow, take your time.”

warnings: SMUT!! car sex, public sex, porn with little plot, multiple orgasms (reader), creampie, implied unprotected sex, implied squirting, punishment, hate sex??, fwb to ??, pet names, reader has a vagina, begging, implied softdom!seonghwa and sub reader, we get angry and say things, rough sex, ts is spicy asf, cussing

a/n: let me know if i missed something. but yeah! i really wanna write for weak hero class so dm me some ideas! it’s free 😭🙏🏾

story under the cut! ;)

‘i’m outside. don’t keep me waiting.’

‘okay im putting my shoes on.’

‘aight bet.’

you put your phone down as you find your slippers. you put them on and walk out the door. his car is parked on the street, him sitting on the passenger side door. “took you long enough.” he spoke up. you just smiled softly and walked up to him. he opened the door for you while muttering ‘allow me’ making you cringe slightly from his chivalry.

the quietness in the car was calming. the low hum of the engine, faint sounds of passing cars, light blowing of the ac, and the almost whispered sound of the radio. you could fall asleep with this atmosphere, except for when all of a sudden you began to feel heat. the air is blowing cold, what gives? you look down and noticed his hand resting on your thigh, a little too high, too close to your bikini line. he wasn’t doing anything. no rubbing, nothing, just rested it there, his other hand on the wheel and his attention focused solely on the road. “listen, aera and i broke up. and i know she accused you of breaking us up. it’s not the first time it’s happened.” he said breaking the silence.

you shifted slightly in the seat, already growing uncomfortable with the conversation. “it is the first time she’s actually gotten her ass handed to her. can’t lie, that impressed me. never would’ve taken such a sweet, beautiful thing like you for a fighter.” he said. his words bring slight warmth to your cheeks. “i didn’t mean to hurt her. she was pressing me. i felt cornered and reflex took over. she called me a slut. a fucking slut. that shit doesn’t even sound like me.” you huffed, becoming more angry the more the memories from earlier came back up.

he pulled into some abandoned gas station, and took his seatbelt off to face you. your gaze was turned to the window, arms crossing and chest puffing softly. adrenaline slowly rushing through your veins. “oh my, what a dirty mouth. does she make you that angry?” he said sort of mockingly. you turned to him, anger now visibly showing. before you could even say something, his lips found yours quickly, leaving you breathless.

“i fucking hate you. i hate her.” you seethed lowly. “you hate me? that hurts.” he said back, obviously he wasn’t taking your anger seriously. “you took your anger out on her. take your anger out on me too.” he said softly. you looked at him like you could just rip him apart right there. “fuck you.” “i hope you do. fuck me like you hate me baby.” your chest now rising and falling quickly. lust suddenly taking over you. you took off your seat belt and began to make out with him intensely.

so intense if feels like just teeth and spit. somehow he’s managed to recline his seat, pulling you over on him without breaking the kiss. the heat of it instinctively made you grind yourself against him. not really seeking a release, but building tension. his hand cupped your ass, rubbing it in small circles before smacking it. the suddenness made you jolt slightly, bringing a smirk to his face. he broke the kiss, a string connecting you both. “still hate me?” he rasped out. you didn’t answer, not really knowing if you still did or not.

he took your shirt and bra off, cupping your tits in his hands. he looked up at you, a twinkle mixed with lust and eagerness. he pinched both of your nipples and ground his hips upwards, slowly rocking. the action causing you to whimper and match his pace. “answer me baby.” “i…i don’t know.” he smiled softly before leaning up and licking one nipple. you whined softly, growing more wet at this. he switched between them, flicking and sucking softly on your nips. you started to rock your hips faster now, more desperate for friction.

“you need it? tell me what you need.” he said lowly. “i need to feel you…in me. i need you to fuck me. fuck it, i need you to ruin me more than you already have. please!” you begged. god if it were possible for him to get harder than he already was, that would be him right now. you moved back to the passenger side to take off your shorts, looking over at him to see if he was ready. “no panties? so you knew this was gonna happen?” he smirked as you climbed back over him.

you adjusted yourself to be directly over his dick, and started to tease him by grinding against his cock with your wetness. he hissed before holding your hips so he could slide in you. first the tip, stretching was small and manageable. he lifted his hips slowly and he brought your hips down to meet his. both of you groaning at the well needed sensation. you rocked your hips slowly, leaning forward to cage him between your body and his seat. his hands finding their way back to your ass, guiding you as you sought after your orgasm.

“f—fuck pretty. i’ll never get tired of this pussy.” he moaned lowly in your ear. “i don’t hate you. i promise—ah! i…i just need you so bad hwa!” you moaned back. he whimpered a ‘fuck’ before wrapping his arms around your waist, and began fucking up into you. your eyes began to water, feeling his veiny cock drag in you and touch all the right places. your arousal began to drip slowly down his cock, then making its way onto his seat.

the air becoming intoxicated with lust and sex. the cold blowing air now feeling scorching, the sounds of skin to skin and moaning effectively drowning out the radio. the car now rocking at the brutal pace he’s setting. “fuuuck—ah! i ca—can’t take it!” you almost screamed out. “shh. take this dick baby. you…have to. m’ punish—inng you…oh shit pretty! such a sweet pussy, n’o you can take me~” he moaned as he slightly slowed the pace.

“i’m gonna cum! i’m gonna cu~!” you moaned rather loudly as your orgasm took over your suddenly. he slowed down but still buried himself deep into you, helping you ride out your high. your thighs began to tremble lightly. “thaaaats it, make a mess on my cock! such a pretty thing..uh! but i gotta m—make sure you don’t hate me. let me fuck that hate out of you.” he rasped lowly in your ear.

he pulled out and grabbed you. he carried you to the back seat and laid you down on your stomach, slapping your ass before sliding back in. “fuck! don’t squeeze me…don’t squeeze me like that!” he leaned back and brought your hips to meet his, taking you by your shoulders and slamming his hips into you. your mouth fell open, silent moans coming and going. he hissed as he arched your back slightly more and reached around to rub your clit.

a hand flew back behind you, landing on the lower part of his stomach and you tried to move away from the brutal pleasure he was dishing to you. “aht!” he smacked your ass harshly, “don’t you run from it. stay here baby.” he growled, taking the hand you placed on him behind you to use as a handle to fuck you rougher. quickly your second orgasm approached. “fuck!” you screamed, orgasm dripping down his balls. he hummed in approval.

“had enough? still hate me?” he said as he rolled his hips into you roughly. “no! nonononono!” you sobbed. he smirked, now picking up the pace to chase his own high. your vision becoming starry, tears now starting to prickle. he pulled out again and flipped you over to face him. he leaned down and kissed you to calm you down before entering you again. he placed on leg on his shoulder and the other one around his waist. he kissed your ankle lovingly. a stark contrast to his harsh pace.

“holy fucking—shit! ah…ah…ah~ you’re gonna make me cum, i’m gonna cum so hard inside of…you—fuck…fuck…ah! fuckfuckfuck, i love yo-!” his orgasm cutting him off. he his came to a stop, jolting as his painted your insides white with him. he rocked into you slowly to ride it out, your third high washed over you. screaming and wetting him. thighs trembling and he picked up the pace to help you out. “stop! stop!” your hands flew to his chest, he kissed the pulse area of your hand before pulling out slowly.

after a few seconds of breath catching, he cleaned you and you both put back on your clothes. the drive home was slow, loving, invigorating. the faint smell of sweat and sex still lingering. he pulled up to your dorm, helping you inside. he kissed you on your forehead and started to walk back to his car. “hey wait!” you called out for him. he looked back at you. “did you mean it?” you asked. “mean what?” he replied. “you said you loved me. do you mean it?” you asked shyly. he looked at you, smirked and walked off.

what the fuck did that mean?

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Accurate representation of what happens when I see a mutual in my notifications

[luvhyukai]

feeding your delusions.

“drive slow.”||part 1.

pairings: college au, richfuckboy!seonghwa x nerdishloser!you

synopsis : sex…money….feelings die…..

warnings: suggestive asf, teasing, cheating(?) fighting, (we punch aera and make her bleed), mentions of blood, cornering, bullying, we have inner dialogue, mentions of hair pulling (the fight), manipulation, classmates to fwb to ??, lmk if i missed something.

a/n: again smut is in next chapter. yall ate up the previous chapters, THANK YAAA!! and i gained more moots, im happy asf!! love them. part 2 coming later this week. anyways enjoyyyy!

story below the cut ;)

today is presentation day. also marking the 2 and a half weeks since you slept with your project partner. you were nervous, as presenting projects are nerve wracking. you’re sat next to seonghwa, just going over it to make sure there’s no mistakes. “looking good.” seonghwa says as he’s leaned over you. “it does! i’m glad we’re finished and ready to go.” you say with excitement and a hint of nervousness. “oh, yeah this looks good as well.” he said looking at your side profile. you looked at him with some heat rushing to your cheeks. he just smiled at you and winked. fuck what is he doing.

as the professor calls on you, the class doors open suddenly. all eyes turn to the door, revealing a bitchy looking aera—wait that’s how she looks all the time. she walks in slowly and sat in his seat. “excuse me miss. we’re in the middle of presentations. is there a reason why you are in here?” the professor asked. “oh! i had a free period and i remembered my boyfriend had a project so i decided to come and watch. i hope that’s okay.” she said in a matter of factly voice. the professor nodded and looked at the both of you to start with the presentation.

you noticed how seonghwa’s expression changed from confident, to nervous in a matter of seconds. you took a deep breath and started with your presentation. as you were doing this, you noticed how his gaze darted from the screen, to aera, to you, and back to the screen. “so seonghwa, you look a little distracted. let me ask you, what’s your reasoning for separating the family to get opinions?” the professor spoke up. seonghwa stared at him for a few seconds before apologizing for being distracted, and gave his answer.

after a few more slides, you were finally finished presenting. a few people were clapping as you went back over to your seat. aera walked up to him and they both stepped outside. you watched them walk out before shaking your head and started to tune back in to others presenting. a few minutes later, he comes back in the classroom. his face looks unreadable. he doesn’t look happy, nor sad, nor anything. just unreadable. you turned to him as he sat down, “hey, are you okay?” you asked lowly so no one else could hear. “uh, yeah. me and aera just broke up. again. i’m not too worried though, she always comes back.” he said looking at you.

you nodded and turned back to pay attention. but in your mind, you were screaming. he’s finally fucking single. now’s the time to hop in her spot. his hand found its way to your thigh, rubbing soft circles on it, heat crawling up your back slowly. you didn’t know what to do, so you just sat there and bounced your leg a little. he squeezed softly and you stopped, his hand now travelling slowly upwards to where the inner seam and buttons were. you shifted slightly causing his fingers to brush against the fabric. why did you have to wear pants today.

his hand squeezed your upper thigh again, sending heat everywhere now, making you wet. you looked at him, eyes glassy, slient pleading. he looked at you, smirking with a twinkle of lust and mischief in his eyes. he moved his hand and you stood up to ‘use the bathroom’. you walked in there, feeling how wet you were from his teasing touches. you wiped yourself dry before coming out to wash your hands. aera was standing by the sink. she wasn’t there when you came in. “so. how does it feel?” she asked you. you cocked your head sideways. “what are you talking about?” you questioned. “how does it feel….knowing you sucked the cock right outta my ass?” she asked as she backed you into a corner.

“how does it feel to know you broke my relationship up? how do you think i feel? did you even consider that?” aera said shoving her fingers in your face. you were speechless. you caused a breakup? what the fu— “answer me you slut!” she shouted. something about the word didn’t settle well with you. your fists balling up, eyebrows furrowing, jaw clenching. she looked down at your hands, “what, you gonna slap me? hm? do you hate being called what you are?” SMACK!!

aera’s hand rose up to her cheek where blood was rushing immediately to. your breathing became heavy. “i didn’t break you up. you did. you were the one cheating. why the fuck are you mad at me? be mad at yourself. be mad at the fact that your never satisfied with just one dick!” you say backing her into the corner. aera’s hand came up and smacked down on your cheek. you were stunned but the adrenaline that was building back up took over. soon it went from slapping, to full on fighting. she tried to yank at your hair, your blows landing in different spots on her face.

one blow to her nose causing her to fall back and hit her head on the sink. she laid there still, you’re anger quickly reducing to concern as you walked over to make sure she was still alive. her nose started to drip blood. you shook her and called her name until she responded. “aera.” her eyes began to slowly open, her hand going immediately to her head. she checked her hand and thank goodness she wasn’t bleeding from the fall. “you okay?” you said, unconsciously holding her hand. she looked at you before yanking her hand back. “i’m fine. get the fuck away from. stay the fuck out of my line of sight.” she said, words laced with venom.

“fine. fuck you.” you spat before shoving her as you stood up. you looked in the mirror and decided the black eye that was starting to form was just too unsightly to have in class. you rushed to the classroom, head down. you grabbed all of your things before heading out. seonghwa looked confused. “what’s wrong?” he asked. “nothing. i just need to go home and rest.” you said bluntly. “excuse me ____, where are you going?” the professor asked. “um, my mom called. she’s not feeling well and there’s no one there to help her out.” you lied. “very well. just come to class tomorrow to make up work you’re going to miss.” he said. you nodded and rushed out.

back home you set your things down, fixing some food before you lay down. body aching from the fight. your phone buzzed with a message from seonghwa.

“hey. i’m coming by later to pick you up. let’s take a late night drive! 😗”

you smiled softly and replied.

“uh, not tonight. i’m kinda busy.”

“no you aren’t. and you owe me for beating up my ex. come on…fair is fair.”

“…okay fine. just bring me back before it’s too late.”

“👍🏼”

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“study buddy.” pt. 2||mdni!

pairing : college au richfuckboy!seonghwa x nerdishloser! you

synopsis: synopsis: you had a crush on the school fuckboy, who just so happened to be in the same class as you, who also just so happened to be your assigned study partner. he’s got a girlfriend so he’s out of your reach. you’ll be in his home…he’ll be next to you….he wouldn’t do anything weird….right?

warnings: this is pure smut. so read part 1 to understand the plot. unprotected sex, piv, praise kink, teasing, oral (both rec!) reader had oral sex but never been penetrated, marking, pet names, cheating, (he fucked you and he has a girl), toxic relationship (him and his girl) multiple orgasms, this is basically a cornhub video 💀, i’m tellin you it’s just pure smut.

a/n: how are we liking this so far? lemme know! i’m lookin for moots PLEASEEEE someone. i need friends.

story below the cut

you arrived at his dorm room. 319. you take in a deep breath and sigh out your mouth. you knock on the door twice. ‘ugh, this is stupid. i’m stupid for thinking he actu-‘ the door opens revealing seonghwa in a grey compression shirt and some boxers. he’s got a towel around his shoulders and his hair is still a little damp. “sorry im a little late, as you can see i just got out of the shower.” he said as he chuckled, he stepped aside and let you in. “is it just you?” you asked, noticing there was no one in there but you and him. “oh, yeah. i hope that’s okay. i don’t have a roommate so it’s just me.” he chuckled. you put your things down and started to work on the project.

“okay. so let’s work on our systematic approach. how would you approach a situation and get everyone’s opinion about each other?” you asked him. “well, i would take a one on one approach. seeing how each member feels about the others. for example, i’d take the mom and ask her how she feels her oldest child is doing. then i’d ask that child how they feel about the mom.” he said. you typed it in the computer. and that’s how the night pretty much went. you asked a question and he answered. “oh i forgot. did you want something to drink or eat?” he asked, you asked for some water and he gave it to you. as you were about to ask the next question he interrupted you. “sorry but can we take a short break? i mean we do have 3 weeks to get this done. we shouldn’t do it all in one night.” he said. you nodded, saved the work and closed the laptop.

“so, i wanna get to know you. i mean, we share the same classes and i still hardly know your name. you know my name, it’s hard to forget.” he said as he scooted closer to you. you felt even more nervous being close to him. “well my name is ____.” you said plainly. he chuckled softly. “mhm, but what else. i’m not gonna bite you pretty. i just wanna get to know my par-study partner a little better.” he said. you told him some surface things about you, him nodding his head listening. “i meant what i said about you. when i called you pretty, you’re very attractive ____.” he confessed.

he put his hand on your thigh, sliding it up and down to test if you’ll pull away from it. when you showed no reaction, he slide it up higher and higher almost touching your private area. your breathing quickened the closer he got to touching where you dreamed he would. he smirked and brought his hand to your chin, turning your face to him. “____ why aren’t you stopping me, hm? is this what you want? i can always stop.” you remained silent. afraid that if you open your mouth, you’ll moan. he leaned forward, closing the proximity between your lips. he peaked your lips. seeing if you’ll move away. you hadn’t moved ever since he started this.

then again, and again, and again until you two were full on making out. you involuntarily slid your hand up and touched his chest. he smirked in the kiss. “want me to take it off?” he teased. you nodded quickly. “words baby. tell me what you want.” he growled lowly. “please. please take it off.” you begged. he licked his lips and took of his shirt. you took off yours too. his eyes trailed from your lips to your exposed chest. you moved your arms to cover but he stopped you. “i wanna see you pretty.” he cooed at you. as you were putting your arms down, he started kissing you again. this time trailing them downwards.

“everything about you.” he kissed you between his words. “pretty. pretty. pretty.” you were blushing and your skin was getting hotter everytime he pressed his lips on you. he went from your lips, to your covered boobs, to your stomach, stopping at where your pants start. “do you wanna take these off or should i?” he asked lowly as he cocked an eyebrow. “do it for me.” you said back. “ah, manners baby.” he started to fiddle with the button of your shorts. “please take it off for me.” he smirked and took your shorts off.

you were wearing the pink underwear that matched your bra. his eyes drank you in. “god damn baby, look at this puffy pussy. it’s cute.” he said as he ran his hand over it. you shuddered lightly. is this really happening? is he actually gonna touch you like in your dreams? he leaned forwards and kissed around your pussy. it made you squirm, trying to get his lips to kiss where you need it to. he noticed and placed his hands to keep you from moving. he gave you a warning look and finally removed your underwear. “these are too cute to ruin…well ruin them more, you’ve already soaked through them my love. i guess you really need this, hm?” you couldn’t even reply. you were just waiting in anticipation for him to touch you.

he chuckled and kissed your folds. a gasp getting caught in your throat. he hummed in amusement, spreading your pussy lips and blowing cool air on your clit. you let out a loud sigh at the feeling, your hips twitched lightly. “this your first time?” he asked. “yeah.” you whined softly. he smiled, “i’ll take care of you then.” with that he gave you a couple test licks. each one drawing a light whine from you. he smirked and began to eat you. he started by licking your clit in number eights, licking left to right quickly before closing his mouth around your clit. moans are starting to pick up from you as he was doing this, becoming music to his ears. he started to feel his dick get harder, every flick, every moan you made, the sweet taste of you, it was driving him crazy.

you grabbed his head and pushed him closer to you as you felt your orgasm getting closer. he moaned softly at your action, sending a light vibration to your clit, making your legs shake slightly. you moved your hips against his mouth, breathing getting heavier. “i…i think im gonna cum!” you moaned loudly. thank god these walls weren’t paper thin, “oh yeah? go ahead, ruin my face sweet thing.” he growled. you started to grind harder, faster against his face, the feeling of your high was about to wash over you. “i’m cumming!” you shrieked, eyes shutting so tight you see stars, biting your lip to contain the sinful noises leaving you. your legs trembled as your high washed over you. he never let go of your clit, but he licked slowly to make your orgasm last as long as possible. “fuck. that was hot baby. you taste so good.” he rasped.

he stood up and sat next to you, looking at you with your arousal still on his face. “can i return the favor?” you asked already on your knees. “know what your doing?” he asked in a teasing voice. you nodded and started to pull his boxers down. as you’re doing this, the words of his girlfriend were playing in your head. ‘he’s never made me cum’. it made you smile to yourself, you just had the best orgasm in your life. who knows when you’ll ever have that aga— “hey. don’t space out on me. i’m so hard it’s starting to hurt.” he said grabbing your attention. well here goes nothing.

you took his length in your hand. fuck he’s huge, how the fuck can a person get bigger than this. he noticed your scared expression and giggled softly. “don’t do it if it scares you baby. i don’t wanna hurt you.” you shake your head, leaned forward and put your lips on his tip. a shaky gasp came from him. you mainly focused on the tip with your mouth and your hand would jerk the rest. he put his head back and his hands found your head. not forcing your down, just placed there. “baby…it’s sensitive. take it—in-as far as you ca—can!” he whimpered.

you listened and took his down as far as you could without gagging. he threw his head back and his grip on your head tightened slightly. “fuuuuck!” he hissed. you took this as a sign to speed up, as you did you looked at him. his eyes were low and full of lust and desperation. “nngh—if you—if you keep that up….im go—gonna cum!” he groaned. you hummed around his tip making his legs shake lightly. “ah—ah—stop…stop—!” he pushed your head back. “i wanna cum with you baby. i wanna feel you cum on my dick. i need you.” he rasped, fuck he’s hot.

you both stood up and he carried you over to his bed. the project is long forgotten. he laid you down on your back and wrapped one leg around his waist and the other was over his shoulder. he looked at you, searching for a reason to stop. “you look nervous. is this your first time having sex?” he said softly. “yeah…sorry i’ve never gotten this far with someone.” you said as you started to play with your fingers. he smiled softly and leaned forward. he pulled you into a slow and passionate kiss. “do you want to keep going? we can always stop here and finish our project.” he said. “no! uh..i mean no, i wanna do this.” he giggled softly at your ambition.

“okay, just tell me if it hurts or you change your mind. well it’s gonna hurt but tell me if it hurts too much and you wanna stop.” he told you. you nodded and put your hands on his chest. running them up and down feeling the heat coming off of him. he spit on his dick and stroked it to make it as painless as possible. he held both of your legs and slid himself slowly. the pain of the stretch made you wince. of course it goes unnoticed by him. he looked at you, non verbally asking if he needs to stop. you begged him with your eyes to keep going. and he did until he was bottomed out completely.

as he reached all the way inside, he threw his head back and groaned. “holy shit baby. you’re tight…so good. you’re doing so good for me.” you moaned at his words, it also made you wetter. “you liked that? you like when i praise you?” he breathed out. you nodded and whined lightly. he smirked and put his thumb on your clit, rubbing fast but gentle circles on it. it made you move your hips against him, you noticed that the pain was no longer there. you squeezed his arm and he took it as a sign to start moving.

he rolled his hips into you, pulling almost all the way out and pushing back in slowly. you couldn’t help but cry at the feeling of being stretched so good. his tip already touching the sweet spot inside you. every roll of his hips knocked the wind out of your lungs. him moaning lowly as he gripped your legs and pulled you closer to him. “fuck! ohmygod—sososo good. i n-need it. need it faster, please!” you sobbed, he leaned down and kissed your cheek to calm you down. “alright pretty.” he smirked as he begin to thrust into you faster. making your eyes roll back, and you clawed at his abs. he smiled at watching you fall apart on him. “that —fuck! does it feel good pretty?” he moaned in your ear. you screamed yes at the top of your lungs.

as he was fucking the life out of you, you felt the coil in your stomach start to unravel. “doesn’t that feel good baby?” he whispered in your ear. you were too fucked out to even reply. he smirked and took one of your nipples into his mouth. “you don’t even have to say anything. i know you love being split open by me.” he growled. he then took his hand and slid it between your bodies, rubbing on your clit. with the pace he set, the amount of pressure he put on your clit, it was too much. “i-it’s too—much! i’m gonna cu-!” you were practically screaming. “oh yeah? go ahead baby, make a mess on my cock.” he smirked. you felt your orgasm rushing, faster than you anticipated.

all you said was fuck, and your vision turned black. your body shook as the second orgasm hit you harder than the first. tears pricking at the sides of your eyes. he leaned down and kissed the tears. he then sped up just a little, feeling his own orgasm coming. “fuck—fucking gonna make me cum. make me cum on this pretty pussy—ah! oh my goodness.” he starts to ramble. his pace starting to become sloppy and less organized. his head going back slowly as he started to cum. “i’m-gonna fucking cum—oh my! i’m cumming…i’m fuckin—..ah!” he stilled his hips for a split second before pulling out and cumming on you.

thick, hot, sticky spurts of cum landing on you. him moaning with every spurt that comes out. his hips twitching as he fucks his hand. he breathed out roughly as he finished. stopping just before he overstimulated himself. he took the tip of his softening cock and stroked it against your clit. the sensation making your back arch up. he stopped shortly, feeling himself starting to hurt with sensitivity. he grabbed a towel and cleaned you both off.

both of you walked back into the living room. he grabbed his phone and saw a message from his girlfriend.

‘hey! just got home from practice. take a break from your project and come over.’

‘baby? are you okay? it’s been a couple hours. ik schoolwork ain’t that hard.’

‘yall better not be fucking.’

‘fuck you.’

that was the most recent text. he looked at you and started to grin. “well, let’s pick up on this another time. my girl is blowin me up. have a goodnight okay!” he said practically shoving you out the door.

the story you were gonna tell your roomie.

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[luvhyukai]

feeding your delusions.

“study buddy.”|| part 1

pairings: college au, richfuckboy!hwa x nerdishloser!you

synopsis: you had a crush on the school fuckboy, who just so happened to be in the same class as you, who also just so happened to be your assigned study partner. he’s got a girlfriend so he’s out of your reach. he’ll be in your home…he’ll be next to you….he wouldn’t do anything weird….right?

smut is in part 2!

warnings: opening paragraph is smut. cheating (he has a gf), toxic relationship (again on his end), pet names (pretty, baby, things like that), the word squiriting, a little bullying (you get called weird and a bitch. nothing too degrading), cussing, non sexual teasing,

authors note; this one is very lengthy, i might have to do a part 2 for it. but uh,well i don’t really have too much to say. i just wanna start writing more. this lowk is something i dreamed abt. so take a trip in my dreamland lol!! im lookin for moots so plz if you see this, moot me! anyways enjoy!

story below the cut ;)

“doesn’t that feel good baby?” he whispered in your ear. you were too fucked out to even reply. he smirked and took one of your nipples into his mouth. “you don’t even have to say anything. i know you love being split open by me.” he growled. he then took his hand and slid it between your bodies, rubbing on your clit. with the pace he set, the amount of pressure he put on your clit, it was too much. “i-it’s too—much! i’m gonna cu-!” you were practically screaming. “oh yeah? go ahead baby, make a mess on my cock.” he smirked. you felt your orgasm rushing, almost—almost there.

the alarm you’d set had suddenly gone off. it startled you out of your sleep, jolting awake and covered in a thin layer of sweat. your breathing was hard, looking over to your roommate who was looking at you with a smirk. “damn again? what did he do this time?” she teased. you rolled your eyes and threw a pillow. “shut up. and stop watching me while i sleep. gives me the fucking creeps.” you said. “aw, it’s not my fault that you keep having wet dreams about that whore of a man. he’s not even that cute to be squirting in your sleep if ya ask me.” she said while getting out of her bed. “well thank goodness i didn’t ask you.” you said back.

this was becoming the routine. you go to sleep, have an amazing wet dream about seonghwa, your crush who also happens to be the schools fuckboy. as soon as you’re about to cum you get scared shitless by the alarm, get teased relentlessly by your roomie, and the cycle repeats. it’s been that way since he first walked in class. tall, slender, a face sculpted by god himself, he had all men and women practically gawking at him. he’s just so happened to be placed next to you. some people envy you but it secretly makes you happy that people literally wish to be in your spot. the desks were placed close together, 2 in a row, side by side. there’s zero arm room, let alone leg space. and there he was next to you, manspreading. out of the side of your eye, you looked down to see the outline of this print faintly through the sweatpants he was wearing. needless to say, you never got that image out of your head. it only added fuel to the fire.

pulling out of your thoughts, you get the day started and get ready to go to class. you major in family therapy, it always surprises you how little people are interested in that field of practice. you looked at yourself in the mirror before walking on campus. as you’re walking to the cafeteria for breakfast, something moved in the corner of your eye. you instinctively turn to look, your heart breaks. you saw him. not only did you see him, but you saw him kissing another girl. it looks like the cheer captain ; na aera.

sure there are some differences between you two. she’s more athletic and outgoing, you’re more average and shy. if shes not wearing her uniform, she’s wearing flashy designer clothing. you’re wearing clothes from the previous year and hopes it still looks good. what the fuck is so cute about her? if seonghwa gave you the chance, you’d be ten times better than she— “hey!” someone says snapping you out of your mind. it startled you a little. you’re blinking quickly to get a grip on life again. “you okay? you’ve been staring at us for a couple minutes. did it bother you?” you looked to see aera looking you in the eyes. it smelled like fake concern.

“uh….yeah i’m so—i’m so sorry. i didn’t mean to stare.” you said lowly. “it’s okay. just go enjoy breakfast while it’s hot, yeah?” aera said softly. you looked up to see seonghwa looking back at you. he had a smirk on his face, barely visable. heat was slowly crawling up your back. aera looked back at him and then back to you slowly. “i’ll help you get there if you need me to.” aera said, a hint of impatience in her tone. you shake your head, “no..no that’s okay. i’m gonna go now.” aera nodded and stepped back a little. you walked quickly away.

‘that bitch is weird.’ aera thought to herself as she watched you walk away. “babe, are you okay?” seonghwa asked. “uh, yeah i’m fine. i gotta go, i have practice shortly. i’ll text you when im done!” she said and left. you were already sitting in the cafeteria when he walked up next to you. he approached you and sat next to you. “i’m sorry about the hallway thing. i didn’t know people showed up early to school.” he said softly. you looked over at him and that’s when you really had the chance to admire him.

he noticed you staring. “wow, you’re actually not bad looking.” he teased. you felt your cheeks heat up and quickly looked down. “how cute. i’ll catch you later.” he chuckled and walked away. that whole interaction went straight down to your pussy. you sighed and walked to the bathroom.

sitting on the toilet to make sure you stay dry, you heard a voice approaching. “they were weird as fuck. i mean, we were just kissing. it wasn’t like we were naked in front of them. anyways, they started looking at seonghwa. so weird i swear. but they only have one more time to even look at him. it’s an ass beating in order.” that voice sounded like aera. you held your breath and lifted your feet so that she wouldn’t know you were in there. “anyways, are we still linking after class? seonghwa has a project to start on today, so i’m all yours.” she said lowly. the other voice must’ve said something she liked because it caused her to giggle seductively.

“you know why i can’t leave him fully. he’s filthy fuckin rich. i argue with him so that after we fuck to make up, i get designer shit. ah, i’m just gonna pawn it all anyways, then you and i can come out publicly. you know his dick isn’t as big as yours. he never makes me cum, so pathetic honestly. no, quit worrying baby he’ll never find—.” you froze as she froze. the toilet had automatically gone off after you shifted slightly. she was walking closer to the stall to see who’s in there. but suddenly some girls came in the bathroom. “aera, hey girl!” a voice said. “i’ll call you later.” aera whispered on the phone. the girls chattered a bit but left. you exhaled and stepped out the bathroom. you check the time on your phone, holy shit you’re gonna be late.

you run to class and make it in time before the bell rings. seonghwa already sitting in his seat, eyes glued to his phone. you take a seat and begin learning. “so class we’re gonna be starting on a project for this entire course so i hope you were paying attention. the person next to you is your assigned partner. it will be due in 3 weeks, that’s ample time to put things together. work hard and you’ll succeed!” the teacher spoke. you looked next to you, his eyes were already looking at you. he smirked and said “well pretty, i hope you like me because im gonna be up your ass all three weeks….and in your pu-.” he was interrupted by his phone going off. “sorry it’s my girl. i’ll write my room number down so you can come over tonight and we’ll get started.” he smiled and walked off.

be in your what? what the fuck was he gonna say?it doesn’t matter really. you’ll be at your crushes place, just the two of you, no interruptions. you could hardly wait.

next one is descriptive smut so stay tuned!!

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[luvhyukai]

should i make a series? i wanna call it “feeding your delusions” im gonna list some characters and the one chosen will be the character of the entire series!

it’s gonna be fluff, angst, and smut. ITS GONNA BE SOOOO JUCIUAHEH!!!!

[luvhyukai]

lipgloss ! (short story)

pairings: gf!momo x gf!nayeon x gf!you

warnings: suggestive asf but no actual smut, kissing, nonidol au , poly namo, fluff!!, use of pet names (baby, honey, princess), lemme know if i missed something.

synopsis: you and your lovers are getting ready for a party. plans almost get canceled because of lipgloss…

a/n: so this was requested from the polls in the last post. the person didn’t specify if it should’ve js been nayeon and momo but then again, i don’t do idol x idol…like ya know. i’ll do ship and a person but i wont just do the ship alone because that feels weird. idk maybe it’s just me. but enjoyzzz

story below the cut ;)

the time is 7:44 pm. the sun is setting, you’re just chilling in bed with one of your girlfriends momo. you two were the least social, but if nayeon wanted to go out then you all went out. anyways, you’re on your phone and momo is cuddled behind you, big soooning you. the air is domestic, it’s cozy being like that with her. you turned off your phone to face momo. her eyes lighting up as she’s looks her beautiful girl in the eyes. you reach your hand out to move some hair out of her face, a smile slowly creeping on her face. she puts a hand on your cheek, slowly moving in towards you. one peck, two pecks, a full kiss. the sweetness is just tooth rotting, but you wouldn’t change a bit of it.

suddenly, nayeon comes in the room of your shared home. the sight of her two gorgeous girlfriends bringing warmth to her heart. “i could never get enough of this sight.” nayeon said, almost forgetting what she came in the room for. “ah, so one of my best friends invited me to a party! well more like a dinner, but still i told her i wouldn’t go unless she’d let you guys tag along. sooo…” nayeon trailed off. both you and momo now sitting up and giving her full attention. “so you want us to go with you?” you asked. “i would love for you guys to come! and my friends would also like to see you two.” nayeon beamed.

you and momo looked at each other, then to nayeon, then to each other again. “we’d love to go with you baby.” momo spoke. nayeon clapped excitedly and ran into the bed to join her girlfriends. “so the theme is casual. so i’m thinking we should all wear black dresses!” nayeon said happily. nayeon had the better fashion sense out of all of you, which no one complained about. you all nodded in agreement and began to get ready.

you three showered, and then got dressed. you were thinking about putting on some lipgloss, just to compliment your outfit. a beautifully clear gloss with some iridescent glitter in it. momo and nayeon loved the way it looked and they wanted some too. “oh my goodness baby, that lipgloss looks amazing on you. you look hot as fuck!” momo said. her compliment made your face feel hot. “yeah honey. i wonder how my body would look if you put those glossy lips all over it.” nayeon said flirtatiously. “let’s find out.” you said back, slightly catching nayeon off guard. she smirked at you, you smirked back. “oh baby, i think i should put some on too. and kiss both of my girlfriends. i really wanna see what it would look like if i kissed both of you on your “other lips.”” momo said, you knew what she was implying.

both of these girls have you intoxicated on them. “as much as i would love for that to happen, we should seriously get going before my friends leave.” nayeon said. “okay, baby can i borrow some of your lipgloss?” momo asked. you leaned in and kissed her, some of your gloss on her lips. “don’t start me up again, we gotta get going princess.” momo said in a dangerous tone of voice. the one that sends shivers up your spine. you hand her the lipgloss and she applies it. she hands it to nayeon who also takes some and applies it. you all take a selfie and head out the door.

ah don’t we love a little lipgloss?

[luvhyukai]

hi r u doing smut fics? but anyways if u do pls make about how whc 2 characters would react if you give them a bj 🤭

anyways i luv ur whc fics keep it up thanks xoxo

weak hero class headcanons — going down on the boys of weak hero class 🔞

synopsis — how the boys of whc... well, anon’s ask is pretty self-explanatory

pairing/s — (all the whc boys here are in senior year/18+) sieun x reader, suho x reader, baku x reader, gotak x reader, juntae x reader, baekjin x reader, seongje x reader, beomseok x reader

a/n — >< everyone’s been waiting for something a bit more... out there for the whc boys, and since i rarely do smut, this was definitely a challenge !! i hope everyone has a fun time. disclaimer: this is pure smut, mdni. if you’re a minor in the taglist, don’t interact pls. i removed who i know are under 18, but might have missed some.

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⤷ yeon sieun

he doesn’t say a word when you kneel, just watches you with that intense, unreadable stare. it’s not until your lips wrap around him that his breath hitches—barely audible, but sharp. his fingers curl into the arm of the couch, the only giveaway that he’s actually unraveling.

you go slow, wanting to see what kind of reactions you can pull from him. he swallows hard. his thigh twitches. then, finally, a sound—low and breathy: “don’t stop.” he doesn’t guide you. doesn’t push. but when his hand cups your jaw, there’s something raw in it—like he’s grounding himself with you. he finishes with a tight exhale, eyes fluttering shut, and when he comes back down, he murmurs, “come here,” like he’s desperate to hold you, to take back the control he just gave up.

⤷ ahn suho

he watches you kneel in front of him, his expression shifting from surprised to almost amused. “you sure about this, baby?” he asks, voice still calm, but you can hear the hint of anticipation beneath it.

but the moment your mouth wraps around him, his teasing demeanor fades. “f-fuck—wait—” his hand flies to your hair instinctively, not rough but firm, guiding you just the way he wants. his hips buck upward just a little as he tries to hold himself together, but it's clear he's losing it.

"shit, you feel so good," he groans, voice thick with need. “y-you’re gonna make me—” he cums with a sharp gasp, eyes fluttering shut, his grip tightening in your hair as he shudders. afterward, he pulls you up into his arms, kissing the top of your head with a soft laugh.

“you have no idea what you just did to me,” he whispers, his breath still unsteady, holding you close like he never wants to let go.

⤷ park humin (baku)

“oh my god, wait, wait—holy shit—” he’s already whining before you even start, half laughing, half panicking. you press your mouth to his length and he melts, one hand flying to his hair like he needs to pull it to stay conscious.

he talks through the whole thing—loud, flustered, ridiculous. “you’re so hot, oh my god, i can’t—babe, babe—your mouth is actually insane—” he keeps trying to look down at you, like he doesn’t want to miss a second. every time you suck a little harder, he moans like he’s being possessed.

“i’m gonna cum, oh fuck, i’m—ah, shit—” he whimpers, hand flying down to cover his mouth as you take all of him in. afterward, he lies flat on the bed, panting. “i literally saw god. was that even real? or did i hallucinate?”

⤷ go hyuntak (gotak)

he doesn’t say a word—just watches you silently, jaw clenched. when your lips wrap around him, he inhales sharply through his nose, gripping the edge of the couch so hard his knuckles go white. his voice comes out low and strained—“don’t tease. if you’re gonna do it, do it.” and when you take him deeper, a groan rumbles out of his chest—so deep it makes your thighs clench.

he doesn’t fuck your throat, doesn’t move much at all—but you can feel the tension in his body like a live wire. he cums with a stifled grunt, holding your head there as he spills down your throat. afterward, he leans back, breathing heavy, eyes glazed. “…fuck. that was something else.”

⤷ seo juntae

he looks like he might pass out when you kneel—eyes wide, hands flying up like he’s about to protest but forgets how. “w-wait, you don’t have to—i mean, if you want to, i’m not gonna stop you, but—” and then your mouth is on him and he chokes on a gasp. his hands hover awkwardly in the air for a second before he grips the blanket, knuckles white.

“ohmygod—th-that feels—” his voice is high, barely coherent, broken between moans and shaky breaths. you glance up and his face is flushed, lip caught between his teeth, eyes behind his glasses already watering. he cums with a whimper, hips bucking up with his thighs trembling, immediately covering his face. “i’m sorry. i didn’t mean to go that fast, i just—holy shit, you’re really good at that.”

⤷ na baekjin

he doesn’t speak when you kneel, but his expression changes—sharpening, almost curious. maybe a little hungry. he stays perfectly still as your mouth wraps around him, but his breathing falters, eyes darkening as he watched his length disappear against your lips, hand twitching once before it settles gently on your head. he groans—quiet but intense, jaw clenching every time your tongue swirls around him. “fuck,” he mutters under his breath, hand tightening in your hair.

you feel his thighs tense under your touch, and his voice breaks when he tells you, “just like that.” his body shivering as you hollow your cheeks. he cums with a gasp, hips barely jerking, breath catching like he didn’t expect it to hit so fast. after, he helps you up, kisses you slow and deep, he touches your jaw gently and pulls you into his arms, forehead to yours and whispers, “thank you, darling.” like you just saved his life.

⤷ geum seongje

he smirks the moment you drop to your knees, eyes glinting with something dark. “damn, baby. didn’t think you had it in you.” but when your mouth sinks down on him, that smirk vanishes—replaced by a look that’s feral.

his hand fists your hair, not rough at first, but when you moan around him? he pulls—hard. “fuck—keep doing that,” he growls, “you look so good like this. fuck, you’re mine.” keeping you there as his hips twitch forward. he pulls—not to hurt you, but to keep you there, like he needs it. his other hand wraps around the back of your neck, firm and possessive, holding you close as he thrusts shallowly into your mouth.

“look at me,” he growls. “i said—look.” his pupils are blown wide, gaze locked on yours like you’ve got him under a spell. “you’re fucking perfect like this,” he pants. “mine. you get that? mine.”

“fuck, you’re gonna make me—” he cums with a sharp gasp, head tilting back as his muscles tighten, breath ragged. the moan he lets out is raw, needy, almost desperate—the kind that lingers in your ears long after.

and afterward, he yanks you into his lap, kissing you sloppily, breathing you in like he needs you to live. “don’t ever do that for anyone else,” he whispers against your lips, “i’ll lose my fucking mind.”

⤷ oh beomseok

he stares when you kneel in front of him—eyes wide behind his glasses, mouth slightly parted like he can’t believe what’s about to happen. “a-are you… really gonna—?” his voice is so quiet, it barely comes out. he shifts back on the bed like he doesn’t know where to put his hands. but he doesn’t stop you—he can’t. and the moment you wrap your lips around him, he breaks. “f-fuck—wait—” his head falls back instantly, a choked gasp punching out of him as his fingers grasp at the sheets.

his glasses slide down a bit, his breath stuttering as the heat rushes straight to his face. he whimpers when you take him deeper, soft and sharp, his thighs trembling slightly as he tries so hard not to move. “you look so good like this,” he pants. “fuck, you’re gonna make me—” he cums suddenly, hips twitching up into your mouth before he can warn you. it’s high-pitched, needy, almost embarrassed as he moans through it—his glasses fogged, his whole body tensed and shaking. afterward, he reaches for you with trembling hands, pulling you against his chest like he’s afraid you’ll disappear. “how am i supposed to act normal after that?” his usually deep voice is slightly higher now, still recovering from the high.

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[luvhyukai]

mdni !! idolbf! fictional character drabble.

just thinking about what [fic character] would do when he comes home from touring. you’d be sitting by the door waiting for his arrival, in nothing but his sweater and some lacy underwear. he comes through the door and sees you like that. it makes his heart swell up to see you so excited to see him after a couple months, and it makes his dick swell up to see the panties you have on when you raise your arms up.

even though he’s a tired, maybe a bit jet lagged but it doesn’t seem to stop him from lifting you up and carrying you over his shoulder to the bedroom. he lays you down, kisses you hungrily, mumbles “missed you” or “i need you” between kisses. his hands traveling up your sides to the sweater. he squishes your tits between his hands and moves his kisses to your neck.

hearing your soft whimpers for more, he takes off the sweater, and wastes no time in putting of your nipples in his mouth. swirling it around while twisting and softly pulling on the other. then he switches sides, the action making you wet. you push your hips up in hopes for some type of friction, something to give you the release you need. this doesn’t go unnoticed by him, he moves his kisses down to where you need it the most.

“need me here?” he asks in a low tone of voice. “yesyesyes please…please touch me~!” you whine out. the need for him increases the more he teases you. he takes off your soaked panties and is finally face to face with what he’s been missing. “such a pretty pussy. all mines too! i hope you haven’t touched it without my permission.” he coos. he doesn’t give you time to answer as he starts kissing your pussy, catching your clit while doing so. you let out a loud whine, “i know what you need baby. just let me have my fun, yeah?” he taunts.

[luvhyukai]

shameless || taehyun x you|| mdni.

pairings: nonidol loverboy! taehyun x fwb!black reader

synopsis: you and him possibly rekindling an old fwb relationship.

warnings : s m u t! friends with benefits au, implied sexual tension, public sex (at a slumber party), slight mentions of alcohol, exhibition, teasing, slight mentions of jealousy, kissing, unprotected sex, oral (m! rec) some angst but not too much, multiple rounds, squirting, aftercare, some overstimulation, mentions of masturbation (m!) implied cutscenes ( different lyrics, different time), lmk if i missed something

a/n: sorry for the break, i had some horrible writers block, but i’m back and better! also don’t be scared to give me some ideas. but i hope yall eat this one up ! also looking for mutuals, pls pls pls pls pls gimme some moots :(

this is heavily inspired by shameless by camila cabello sooooo listen to it for better experience! also there is no dialogue.

story under the cut ! ;)

don’t speak, no don’t try, its been a secret for the longest time.

he knew better than to come to this slumber party. he had a mutual friend with you, so he knew that you were gonna be invited. and now here you are, sitting on the floor chatting it up with some friends. he noticed that you were a bit too friendly with a male friend. but what can he do? no one knows about what happened between you and him, all they knew was that you two are friends. no one knows about the way he was nose deep, drunkenly eating you out. or the way he would take your legs and hike them over his shoulders as he pressed on your stomach, giving you nothing short of the best dick you will ever have. no one knows about the way you eyes cross when you’re about to cum, or the way he whines loudly when you suck on his tip for a second before throating him all the way and teasing his balls.

and if he were to show even the slightest discomfort with you and another guy, all of it would be exposed. he can’t do that to you, to himself, to his friends. and any ways, it doesn’t matter, you broke it off with him because he was catching feelings, something you knew you couldn’t reciprocate. it’s not that you don’t like him or anything, you just weren’t looking for that at the moment, you weren’t even ready for a relationship. even though it hurt him more than it hurt you, it had to be done.

right now im shameless, screaming my lungs out for you, not afraid to face it, i need you more than i want to, need you more than i want to.

it’s now 2:15 am, everyone is pretty much knocked out from drinking too much. well everyone except taehyun. he’s buzzed but not too drunk. his mind is keeping him up. and all that’s running through his tipsy brain, is you. your body, your taste…fuck, he exhales. looking around to see if anyone is awake. luckily not, it’s best if no one sees what he’s about to do to himself. just the thought of you had his dick rising. hard enough to need relief. he looks to his side, you’re conveniently laying next to him on the sleeper couch. your curves making his head spin. he lifts his fingertips to his lips and wets them before dragging them lazily up and down his dick.

he teases his tip the same way you used to suck on it. he’s sensitive from not being touched in a while, so soft whines fall from his lips as he looking at you and teasing himself. he feels himself getting too close so he takes his hand and starts jerking his dick. he feels the temperature of the room rising, he slows down so he doesn’t end the fun too soon.

little does he know, you’re awake and hear everything that’s going on next to you. its taking everything in you not to turn around and risk it all to help him.

so we’re there, now it’s real. now that you have me do you want me still? my kisses are history they go back a long time. and i’m tired of loving somebody that’s not mine.

the more you heard the wet noises of his pre and spit together, and his silent pleas for a release, it was all making you wet. you just needed a touch. you miss him and much as he misses you. all the memories of him, the way he threw his head back when you slid down on him, riding him until both of you were so overstimulated that it was impossible to do anything other than moan for each other. or when he ate you out so good, you squirted multiple times and you still wanted more. it was all coming back to you, making it literally impossible to just lay still.

he loves you, deeply. nothing could change it. even if you broke it off, he still loves you. you love him too, not just for the sex. but if you were ready for a relationship at that moment, things wouldn’t be the way they are now. he’s not yours, he doesn’t belong exclusively to you, and the same with him. it gets tiring after a while of keeping things cordial, knowing deep down, your heart beats just as hard for him as it is with you for him.

fuck it….

distance, inches in between us, i want you to give in, i want you to give in. weakness, tension in between us, i just wanna give in. and i don’t care if im forgiven. (the rest is pure smut!)

you turn over to see taehyun. he’s stopped his actions, afraid he’s woken you up by being a mess for you. you sat up and straddled him. your face a couple centimeters away from each other, you didn’t care about anyone else or anyone waking up to see. you grabbed the sides of his face and brought him gently to your lips. the moment setting the room ablaze. kissing each other so passionately and so full of need. you start to grind yourself on his dick. you needed something, him…you needed him. he held you tight as if you were gonna fly away. you rolled your hips slowly, yet hard enough to get friction. yes, you needed it.

it wasn’t enough though. you missed the way he filled you up. you stood up and took your bottoms off, slid your panties to the side and gently lowered yourself on him. the feeling that you were itching for, it almost made you cry out loud. but one noise too loud and it’s over. everyone will wake up. and see how desperate you both were.

he held your mouth in his hand, and you did it to him as well. he laid back as you slowly rocked your hips front to back on him. savoring the stretch before bouncing softly. it felt so good, the thrill of getting caught, his dick twitching inside you. he looked at you with big. lust tinted, glossy eyes, grabbing your tits to calm himself down. breathing softly yet each time you lifted your hips and slid back down took his breath away. someone shifted in their sleep, halting your movements. you turned around and saw that no one was awake.

he tapped your hips to get off. the emptiness making you whimper softly. but he silences you by kissing you. he leads you to the bathroom. he closes and locks the door before coming back to kiss you passionately. but time is of the essence, no time for kissing, you both need to cum before the night is over. he takes a towel from the rack and places it on the floor. he told you to get down and bend over the bathtub. wasting no time, you do as followed. he got down behind you and pushed his dick inside.

the feeling of him once again has your head spinning. he knows how to fuck you real good. he rolls his hips into while still covering your mouth, though you’re out of sight, you aren’t too much far away from ear shot. you felt that familiar feeling, the warm feeling he makes you feel when he makes you cum. it was coming faster than you thought. you tap his hand, silently letting him know you’re about to cum. he leans forward and kisses your neck, sneakily moving his hand to your clit and rubbing it. fuck…usually men can’t find it but he can for damn sure find it.

the faster he flickes, the closer you become. you reach your hand back and rest it on his stomach, he stops rubbing your clit, and hold your hand behind you. god he drives a bitch crazy. two more strokes, and you were squirting on him. you needed that release. and he was following soon behind you. letting go of your hand as he started to still his hips , he felt it, in a few more strokes he would get that pent up tension out of his system.

you pushed him back so you could turn around, and you wasted zero time in getting to work. tasting yourself and his precum, made both of you dizzy. all you did was flick over his tip a few times before he held your head, not pushing you down further, just for support. he gently fucked his cum into your mouth. his abs twitching, his chest rising and falling fast, his head leaned back, eyes rolled and closed. he needed you. as his cum was spilling out, you could hear the softest whimpers falling out of his mouth. before he pulled you off of him. leave it to you, and he’d be screaming for you to stop.

you opened your mouth to show him all his cum before swallowing. he smiled and blushed deeply. he kissed your cheek. taehyun is a gentleman, so he got up and made sure you were okay, cleaning you up, and helping you clean the scene. you both looked at each other, was this the end?

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[luvhyukai]

bartender||han jisung x you||mdni

pairings: bartender!jisung x fempoc!reader

synopsis: you go to the same bar every night, served by the same bartender, you get jelly of another lady but little did you know that bartender man was only for you.

warnings: s m u t, strangers to lovers au, slowish burn, unprotected sex , mentions of drinking, use of petnames, slight orgasm denial(m and f), slight jealousy, slight angst, multiple orgasm (f), oral (m and f), pull out method, mention of masturbation, ji has a small obsession with u, lmk if i missed anything.

a/n: this is heavily influenced by the song “dream of you” by chungha. so i would recommend listening while reading! also thanks for all the likes and follows! enjoy ;) lowercase intended

story under the cut :)

ever since your break up with your ex, you havent failed to hit up the same bar everyday after work. the sweet, fruity and spicy alcoholic taste of whiskey seems to blow the stress of life right off your shoulders, it makes you forget about deadlines, the weight of your heart break, the weight of life. it makes you feel light, it relaxes you.

today was no different. you go to the same bar and order your drink. the bartender hands you the drink and makes the usual small talk. bless him, he can tell that life has been crushing you lately. “rough day?” he asks. “yeah man, life has gone to shit for me.” you replied. “‘m sorry about that honey, but let me know if you need a refill, just dont drink too much.” he said as he winked and walked away.

maybe its the liquor or maybe you didnt notice before, but ‘damn’ you think ‘hes so fucking fine.’ all the times youve come here, he serves you, but you never asked him for his name. you didnt wanna come off as a creep or anything, youre sure many people have asked him for his name. for some reason, he doesnt wear a nametag. fuck it, “excuse me bartender.” you said suddenly. he wasnt too far away from you, just a couple customers away. he motions you to wait while he finishes with a customer.

“hi, did you want a refill?” he asked. “uh…no…um…dont take this the wrong way..but youve been serving me for a while and i never got a name.” you said. he looked at you and smiled. “how rude of me. my name is jisung!” he said and extended his arm for a handshake. “oh no i shouldve asked you. but im [reader], nice to meet you!” you said as you shook his hand profusely. he stood there for a minute, looking at you. you were looking at him. truly taking in his features. the way his glasses sat on his beautifully sculpted face. the way his uniform sorta hugged his slim figure, he was actually breathtaking.

you wouldnt be surprised if he had a girlfriend. you would be surprised if he didnt. “excuse me bartender.” a lady called. you didnt even notice you were holding his hand at that point until he smiled, briefly squeezed your hand and walked away. his hands were soft. you followed him with your eyes, you seen the lady who called for him. she wasnt all that cute. her hair was nice and neat, her outfit was formal and classy, she looked like the business class.

she was looking at him with eyes full of lust, she was flirting with him. you could tell she was really flustering him because you could hear his small giggling. she looked over at you and smirked. the hell is wrong with her? what is she trying to prove? why are you getting upset about it? jisung isnt yours, and he for damn sure isnt hers either. before you could even get to that point, you asked him to close your tab and you left.

you sat in your car for a second to be sure you werent too fucked up to drive, you took a deep breathe and looked out the window. tonight was beautiful. lightly raining, and chilly. your mind started to drift back to the moment you learned his name. his voice kept traveling in your mind. it brought a small smile to your face, it warmed your heart a little. just then, you seen the same woman walk out, jisung following behind her, he gets into her car and they leave.

“the fuck?” you said in utter disbelief. you decided not to think too much of it and went home.

the next evening, youre back at the bar. same bartender, same everything. “[reader] the usual?” said jisung. you nodded and he got your drink ready. “you doing alright?” he asked. you nodded your head once more. he looked at you confused, you normally talk to him. you always talk to him, whats with the cold shoulder? he set your drink down, and you took it. everything that happened last night, the small anger you felt, it all came rushing back. and instead of taking your small sips, you down the whole thing. slamming the cup back down and catching some peoples attention. it caught the attention of jisung.

now he knew something was up. “[reader] you are not okay. whats going on with you?” jisung said with concern lacing his voice. “i am fucking fine. aint shit wrong with me. now another one please.” you said. youre also slightly tipsy. he looks more concerned now but still gives you another one. it felt like life was still crumbling down on you. so to numb it, you downed one shot, two shots, four shots, “thats enough [reader], i legally cannot serve you anymore drinks.” jisung said. “bullshit, this is bullshit. im fucking—outta here.” you said. you start getting hiccups now, you were also totally drunk.

“ill call a cab for you. your car will be here in the morning.” jisung said. “dont fuckin act like you care ab—about me. ji—jisung.” you said drunkenly. he looked at you with slight heartbreak. he does care about you. youre the reason why he works every night. he loves looking at you, admiring you. the day you unknowingly held his hand, he went home and masturbated with the same hand. “[reader], ill take you home instead. does anyone live with you that can make sure okay and also can pick your car up tonight?” he said. hes not supposed to take you home. he could lose his job over it. but he will do anything just to be close to you. “n—no” you hiccuped.

he sat you down in an isolated booth and finished the night. he served a few more people and then closed up shop. while he was doing this, you fell asleep. though he didnt wanna wake you, he had to at least get you standing up so he can help you walk to his car. “[reader]…..[reader]” he said while gently shaking you awake. you looked around to see the bar is empty. you looked at him with confusion. “hey, its time for me to take you home.” he said and smiled. you nodded as you rubbed your eyes and got up to walk. since you were still under the influence, you had some difficulty walking on your own. luckily jisung was next to you and ready to help you walk.

he helped you in his car, strapped you in, and began driving you home. “jisung.” you spoke. “yes [reader]?” he replied. “why are you doing this?” you said softly. “because i care about you. i care about your safety.” he said. sure it was the truth but it wasnt the whole truth. “if you cared, why did you go off with that ugly ass lady?” you asked. he grinned a bit. “she took me to her house, we made out but i told her i wasn’t interested in her. i told her i had my eyes on someone else.” he said. you went from being slumped over looking out the window to now sitting up and looking at him. “you did? what happened after that?” you asked invested. “she brought me back to the bar, i got in my own car and left.” he replied.

you eventually arrived at your home and he helped you in and helped you get settled. “ji?” you called. he looked at you. “can you stay the night with me? i dont want to be alone. i wanna be with you.” you said. he smiled softly and nodded. you both got into your bed and laid there. both of you are awake, both are scared to say something. “[reader], remember when i said that i told the lady i was interested in someone else?” he spoke. “yeah.” you answered. “well, ever since you came into the bar, ive been interested in you. i was too scared to introduce myself. after i learned that you were going through a break up, i tried to suppress my feelings and make sure i was there for you. im trying to say that i want you. i know you want me as well.” he said as he looked at you.

his words made you smile, “i do, want you.” you said as you looked at him and snuggled closer. he leaned a bit closer to your face, his breath fanning your face. you were the one who closed the gap and kissed him. it was one peck, then he came back and started to kiss you passionately. you climbed on top of him, not breaking the kiss. as the room started to get hot, you started to take off your shirt. him taking off his shirt revealing his slim but muscular body. jisung reached up and unclasped your bra straps. your bra fell down your body showing off your beautiful tits. he looked in awe.

he looked you in the eyes before taking one of your nipples and sucking on it. the other nipped was being teased by this free hand. you started to grind yourself on him to relieve some of the pressure. he groaned a bit as youre right on top of his cock. you threw your head back as he swirled his tongue over your sensitive nipple. he also started to rock his hips upwards to meet your pussy halfway. this causing both of you to moan softly. “i cant wait anymore ji.” you said needily. “okay baby, let me take care of you.” he said softly.

you climbed off him and laid on your back, jisung taking off your pants and then getting up to take off his. he laid down between your legs. “wow, so wet. and your pussy is so pretty. just like you baby girl.” he said as he looked up at you. it made you blush and subconsciously close your legs, but he caught them in time. he leaned in and licked it. a small teasing lick. you whined as you grew needier and needier for him. he heard your whines and stopped teasing. he began to really savor you by sucking on your clit. then dipping his tongue in and out of your hole. you moaned loudly as hes doing this to you. “that feel good?” he asked. “mmhm~” you replied not really able to say anything.

you started to rock you hips against his mouth and he started licking faster. you grabbed his hair and pushed his head into you for more. he giggled softly at this, the vibrations of it causing you to feel closer to your climax. “just like that—ah! just like that~” you screamed softly. he cooed into you again sending vibrations to your clit. you felt your high approaching quickly. as if his mouth wasnt enough, he took two fingers and fingered you quickly. this making your high wash over you. with a loud “fuck!~” you came hard.

your legs were shaking slightly from how intense it was. you sat up and kissed him deeply. tasting yourself made you moan. you pulled back. “your turn.” you smirked. he laid down and you sat between his legs. his fully erect dick was leaking some pre. you licked a fat stripe from the bottom of his dick to his pretty tip. he hissed at the sensation. you did that two or three times before you took his tip and started to suck on it. “oh goodness—oh go—that feels nice.” he whimpered. you smiled as you took his length all the way down. it took him by surprise and he subconsciously bucked his hips upwards. whatever didnt fit in your mouth, you took your hand and jerked it.

you bobbed your head and jerked him quickly, then slowly to tease. you kept that same pattern for about 5 minutes before he says “shit—baby..im gonna..’m cumming~”. you stopped before he could, he looked at you in amusement. “youre gonna regret that honey.” he chuckled. he flipped you over so you were on your back. he lined himself with you. “is this okay? we dont have to move on if you dont want to.” he said.

“im sure, i want this, i want you.” you moaned slightly. no more words were said as he slid himself into you. he was a couple inches bigger than your ex but he was definitely wider. the stretch making your toes curl. “oh my god baby, youre tight. its feels so good princess.” he moaned as he bottomed out. he stroked himself slowly in, slowly out. it was making your eyes roll back. you gripped his arm “faster, please ji. i need it…i need—it!” you moaned loudly as he sped up like you asked. he was knocking the wind from your lungs, it felt so good!

“i know you need it, you like how it feels? hm? you like how i fuck you?” he whispered in your ear. he reached his hand down and rubbed your clit. this made you closer quickly. “yes! yesyesyes—fuck im cumming!” you nearly screamed. he pulled out quickly and let you calm down. you frowned and whined. “told you, you’d regret not letting me cum.” he said. he turned you on your knees so you were in doggy position. he stroked himself a couple times before pushing himself back into you. jisung threw his head back and he rocked himself into you. he gripped your hips as he dragged you on and off his cock.

from this angle, you felt your climax about to hit again. maybe even harder than before. by this time, jisung was also close. his hips starting to lose rhythm and became sloppier by the seconds. “fuck [reader], youre gonna make me fuckin—cum!” he whined. you were so close to yours that you barely understood what he was saying. after a couple more hard thrusts of his hips, you were screaming and crying slightly as your orgasm hit you like a bus. he fucked you through your high. shortly after you he pulled out and started to stroke himself. “oh my god—im cumming…im cu—m’ gonna—fuck!” he moaned as he finished on your back.

after you both calmed down and cleaned up, he kissed you on the lips again. “im all yours baby, im all for you.” he said. you smiled as you let yourself drift back to sleep.

fin!

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[luvhyukai]

random texts with bf!keeho (i tried something new)

warnings: cringe!!, fluffy, some gossip, petnames, keeho is one of the girls secretly

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[luvhyukai]

can you stand the rain?||various male idols x you scenarios||

pairings: various or random male idols x gnpoc!reader

story type : scenarios

warnings: heavy angst, break ups, mentions of neglect, some toxicity, implied yelling, slightly suggestive, mentions of cheating, some fluff, lmk what i missed

synopsis: what it would be like if you broke up with these idols

a/n: yoo! so firstly i wanna thank yall for 100+ reblogs on body!!! YUP YUP CLAP IT UP! also im trying something new. scenarios so let me know if i ate down with these. ill turn it into a series of different subjects for the headcannons. and ill take reqs on them as well. dont be shy lol!! anyways enjoyyy <3

story under the cut ;)

scenario 1. (idolbf!bangchan x you)

warning: its implied that he yells at you. cussing and bad language, fluff at the end.

hes been so off lately. you know that work can be really stressful for him at times, so you do everything in your power to make sure that he knows he’s appreciated. you two have been living together for a year, been dating for 2. you say you couldnt be happier. he says he couldnt be happier, but his body language says otherwise. you fear hes getting bored of you. that cant be, right? he tells you he loves you everyday and night, when you cook and clean for him, when you touch him and make his eyes roll back, he says he loves you.

“chris?” you say softly. the room is silent. he doesnt even speak much to you anymore. “hm?” he replies. “are you okay?” you ask. his eyes not moving from the screen of his laptop. “fine.” he says coldly. it breaks your heart that his tone has become icy. he used to be so bubbly and gentle. warm and loving. and now this? “are you sure?” you ask. he just sighs. “look, i dont wanna push you, but lately—.” he interrupts “lately what huh? lately what? what the fuck do you mean you dont wanna push me? what the fuck do you want?!” he yells.

a tear rolls down your face. “im just concerned about you baby.” you say softly. your tone says youre about to break soon. “no you arent. youre just mad..no no concerned that i havent given you any sexual attention. you beg for my attention at all times. im fucking busy dont you know? you aren’t concerned about a damn thing but yourself!” he yells again. every word stabs at your heart. you got up and walked towards him. “ill go then. it seems you may be better off on your own.” you say as you touch his hand. you went upstairs and packed your things. by the time you came back down, his laptop screen was closed and he waited by the door for you.

he feels so bad for treating you like that. “no wait please dont go.” hes tone becoming softer. you looked at him, kissed him one last time and left.

years later, you met the real love of your life and now you are happily married! you still think about chris but hes off doing god knows what. who cares, at least youre happy now!

scenario 2. (ceohusbandl!kim namjoon x you)

warnings: its implied that hes cheated before, you both yell, youre a badass bestie. cussing, degrading words (slut was used 1 time and not towards you), toxicish relationship, hints of jealousy

“all im saying is that you didnt have to give that guy that much attention.” rm complains. ever since you stepped back into your home from that shitshow of a company dinner, hes done nothing but complain about the attention you gave to a waiter. sure he was cute, but he wasnt anything compared to the eye candy of a husband you have. “i dont even know why it matters to you anyways. you think youre a saint but dont pretend like i didnt see you practically eye fucking that slut of a coworker. you were practically asking her to fuck you, with your wife of 3 years right in front of you. but you’re concerned because i looked at the waiter when the guy was asking what i wanted to eat?” you scoffed.

“you watch your mouth talking about her.” he said sternly, his eyes staring deadly at yours. you smirked “oh, so yall must’ve fucked then right? why in hell are you defending her if theres nothing going on, huh?” you shot back. “i dont need this.” he said as he walked towards the bedroom. “answer my question!” you shouted as you walked behind him. “i dont..i dont need this.” he kept repeating to himself. “i didnt need this shit from you either but here we are.” you say out loud to yourself. “yeah? well i dont fucking need you.” he said.

you looked at him blankly before replying. “you think i fucking need you? you think i need all of this? dont get it twisted namjoon, i wanted you with me, i never needed you.” you said coldly. his eyes holding anger with you, as he watched you pack up and leave. “dont cry when she takes your heart and shatters it. at least i cared about you and not your wallet. she’ll break your bank before she breaks your heart.” you said before you walked out for good.

needless to say, you were right in the end. she hurt him bad, and it wasnt until he was curled up on the side you used to sleep on, that he realized how much he needed you. did you look back? nope. are you happy? yep! he still tries to get you to come back to him but you decided that youre better off without him.

scenario 3. (nonidolbf! soobin x you)

warnings : he ignores you, its implied that hes semi- neglected you, suggestive ending, fluff ending, you didnt actually break up but you did go on a break

do guys love games? yes they do. should they love them more than their partner? no. so why is that the case with soobin? you work a lot. picking up extra shifts to bring a little bit more money home to support you and your boyfriend of 5 years. you guys were high school sweethearts, and now here you are in your 20s, living together and thriving.

well, you told soobin when he first moved in that there was only one rule, and that was to make sure the house was clean. nothing to hard, very simple. you texted him an hour before you got off to clean up and get your bath ready. the day at work was stressful to say the least. deadline after deadline, client after client, when does it end? you check your phone to see if your message was received and you were left of read. which isn’t surprising, he always does that. you just prayed that he actually followed through.

you get off from work and come home shortly after picking up some dinner. soobin doesnt cook, so you do it mostly. but since today was draining, you decided not to cook. you unlocked the door of your home to see your boyfriend sitting in front of the tv, glued to it as always. “soobin, i got dinner.” you say. “oh thanks. ill get to it later.” he says not taking his gaze off the screen. you looked around the house to see if he did something and to no avail. it was still in the same condition you left it. chip bags around him, soda cans, and stiff crumpled tissue.

it broke your heart that he watches porn, when he has a ready and willing partner right there. “i thought i told you to clean up.” you said annoyed. he heard you but ignored you as always. you walked over to him and unplugged the tv. “dude, what the fuck. i was playing.” he said angrily. “i go to work every fucking day. i buy you games, shoes, anything you ever wanted in your goddamn sorry life. i ask you for one thing, a clean house. thats it. instead i come home to my bum ass excuse of a boyfriend just sitting down playing the games i work my fucking ass off for, in front of the tv i busted my ass for, in the house i pay for every goddamn month. all i asked for was a fucking nice bath, to relax in. i cant even get that.” you say as you started to break down.

“you beat your fucking dick when i havent even felt you for the first time yet. when ive been ready this whole time for you. i put on clothes i know will excite you, just for you to fucking ignore me.” you said as tears roll down your face. he stays silent. silent at the fact that youre right and he knew he should’ve never treated you like that. “how about i go? it seems like i dont even exist in your life. but you exist in mine.” tears are streaming now. he wanted to say somethin to you. but hes too late. hes 5 years too late to say something. you grab some things for a few nights.

“im gonna go to my moms house. maybe while im gone you finally understand how good you had it. but i need a break from you. i need a break from all of this.” you said. he went to grab you but you backed up. “if you didnt touch me then, dont touch me now.” you say coldly. “baby….im so sorry.” is all he could say. “so am i.” you shot back. it hurt him to hear that as much as it hurt you to say it.

after about a month, you return home. to a clean home, his games were neatly stacked. the floors were clean, and he didnt know you were coming back. he looked up from his phone and ran to you. “baby, i am so sorry. for all those years i didnt do shit for you, i didn’t realize you were in front of me. but i see you. and youre the most gorgeous person i have ever been with and im so proud to call you mine. please forgive me baby.” he said. those sweet words warming your heart in an instant. “i forgive you, and im sorry for the words i said.” you said as you went to hug him. “its okay love, i need the wake up call.” he said as he hugged you tightly.

“but speaking of wake up call. i know you said you were ready for me, are you still ready? i cant wait to make you mine all over again.” he whispered in your ear. who knew a gamer could knock the mario coins outta you!

fin.

SOOOOO HOW DID I DOOOO???!?!?!

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