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I've been feeling really burnt out for the past at least 6 months or so but today it's really been killing me. I keep listening to the same music I've been listening to but this time with much more contempt. I wish I could write music like that. I know it won't just come instantly like that and it needs lots of time. But it feels like no matter how much time I spend on it, nothing ever comes out of it. I might make small demos and little snippets but I always just end them somewhere or don't continue at all. And they, again, just lead me nowhere. I've been doing music production for 8 years now and somehow I basically have nothing to show for it. And I'm slowly losing any will to try. Even though I'll keep trying and failing. Maybe one day I'll actually make something acceptable. But right now that seems impossible to me. I've made this tumblr page to post all my things and I just don't have things to post. It feels bad. Especially bad since I both feel like I'm being extremely limited by things out of my control and also I know that I'm the only person that can fix this state. Maybe I'll delete this post later. Just needed to throw this shit out somewhere. It's torture.

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another art fight. Fallout themed :)

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please if anyone is making a furry game please name the pause menu "paws menu" thank me later

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my favorite playlist is when i forget i have minecraft open in the background but im also too lazy to close it so i just hear c418 on my desktop every so often

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i made a song :(

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thank you everyone for reing my bloggings

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I love playing Minecraft with people who clearly don't play it a lot or at least not at an autistic enough level as I do because their perception of scale and progress is so silly. "I have a ton of stone" No tf you don't. You're using stone pickaxes. You don't even have a chest. I have a big area on my massive manually flattened island dedicated to storing stone, and I need like three times what I have right now. You think your diamond armor with prot 3 is the pinnacle of achievement. Sis. I spent 20 hours grinding endermen in my grinder to get maxed out netherite gear and then I realized that it makes the game too easy so I spent 10 more hours making maxed out leather. "I have a really long tunnel to dig up" If it's less than 10000 blocks across just don't bother. I'm an elitist asshole and your empathetic disregard for unreasonable overkill is making me sick

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Tuah Vixens! for my frined ! The @luavixen !

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you haven't lived if you didn't accidentally waterboard yourself while washing your hair

also unrelated but new sketch (executive disorder said that I shouldn't shade it)

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cool ass deer....

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im treating tumblr as a glorified tw*tter now, which is a shame, i should probably do some art but i don't really have much aspiration to do a serious art piece like the last one i've done in february

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during pride month its hard to find a safe space for homophobia, racism and bigotry - but don't worry, i've got just the spot. my block list

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tumblr, thesaurus and translate.google.com are all fighting to be the first thing that gets suggested when i type in t into the search bar

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sorry that i havent posted any art in a while, ive been moving setups n stuff and now i have looots of space for my pc and for drawing too !! so expect more traditional art and maybe digital art too (im kinda rusty on digital recently cuz havent done it a lot since last year but yesxh!!!)

also found my oooooolllldddd stuff and i found out i was doing some kind of furry art since i was 7

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The long-tailed tailor

A crafty and fluffy kobold, skilled with a needle and thread! She’s up for grabs; her auction can be found here: https://ych.art/auction/195240

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Actually here, have the original drawing and the distorted but uncompressed version

digital descent