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the rumors are true

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flower blooms

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i love taking pics and editing them to look cool af

tell me what u think abt those !!!

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You who's always unkind to yourself

I will love you instead

The Language of Flowers - ZICO feat. JeHwi

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from Autopsy by Donte Collins

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our flag means death ate my brain last year and here’s the playlist i made for our dearest edward and stede

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10 of my on repeat songs

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upcycled pants into a skirt

looking ethereal and feeling like an angel

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maybe i dont deserve more than yearning

maybe i am destined to mourn the death of relationships

that havent been formed yet

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Speaking as someone who has been mentally ill and lonely for most of my teenage and adult life, incels are not just mentally ill and lonely. Incels subscribe to a politics of sexual entitlement and resentment towards women specifically because they feel they have not received the patriarchal favors they believe they're entitled to, and why they hurt and kill women who don't provide it to them. It's literally just "mass shooters are just mentally ill" bullshit done to another violent group of people ignoring the role fascist ideology and gender and sexual politics plays in producing them.

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the more i think about it, the more im convinced you dont actually care. so why should i ?

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what is your eye color. what is your favorite color. what is the color that appears most frequently in your wardrobe. what color is your favorite blanket. what color is your water bottle.

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i feel like it will never get better and the only thing ill get is the hope that it will, while it doesnt

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sometimes i just wish i could cry about things

to let them go

but the tears just dont come

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my heart burns

and my eyes are trying to put out this fire

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it’s not fair that my mood be dictated by how people perceive and interact with me

i dont want that anymore