mattodore
mattodore
bark like a god
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plagued by ocs. 18+. art by knifebaby3000.
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mattodore · 14 days ago
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rip matthias you would have loved committing medical malpractice (he’s not dead yet 💔 so ig there’s still time)
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also i should be allowed to eat theo out at least once bc i would be so nice abt it and i wouldn't even laugh if he came too soon unlike Someone i won't name who happens to be a 6'4" blond aries w mommy issues and a [redacted] kink 😒
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mattodore · 2 months ago
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also dw theo is still the prettiest guy you've ever seen
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mattodore · 2 months ago
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updating old poses 🚬
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mattodore · 3 months ago
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think i hauve covid
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mattodore · 3 months ago
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sharing these slutty photos i took of matthias while making a new cas preset
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mattodore · 3 months ago
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it goes without saying but i'm going to say it anyway . i'm going to KILL MYSELF!!!!!
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mattodore · 3 months ago
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finally figured out how to add a pretty glowy bloom to my preset that doesn’t flashbang me when matthias steps into the light
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mattodore · 5 months ago
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12 p.m.
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mattodore · 5 months ago
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Fady Joudah, from Footnotes in the Order of Disappearance; "Horses"
[Text ID: My heart's a doe's. A doe's made for running away.]
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mattodore · 5 months ago
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falls to my knees seeing the older version of this post was reblogged again instead of the NEW VERSION!!
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i learned how to paint a flushed face, furrowed skin, and betters tears after i posted this originally so ignore the old version pwease the emotion on theo's face was all wrong 😞
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memory holes litter my mind, blotting out years. i don’t follow the rabbit down them.
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mattodore · 5 months ago
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he's only two apples tall?
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mattodore · 5 months ago
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here we goooo. i'm going to play for a bit just to test it out make sure everything's working and then i'll dl some cc and try to recreate mattodore in here :3c
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mattodore · 5 months ago
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mattodore · 5 months ago
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now that the edit is done i will not be thinking abt it ever again. here’s a screenshot i took to test new world lighting. theo joy 💓
#river dipping#theodore doe#echthroi#ts4#ts4 screenshots#the nightmares i had over that edit and the amount of times i cried. well.#i wrote a whole thing for it but only took out the opening for the caption#it was… ugh. ridiculously hard to put to words.#and the edit itself was agony.#and i didn’t even want to post it by the time i got in game to take screenshots.#which is why i wound up redoing the pose over and over only to wind up back at the first pose i made for it#redid the screenshots like four times i think#just. i dragged my feet a lot#it’s.#hm.#well i really hated every step in the process of making the edit and i don’t like the way it’s made me feel#but when i sit with that sick feeling and the acrid taste of it i do feel like i'm finally saying something#like there's something real there.#i've just been feeling that punch in the gut for years and i'm getting it out finally#multiple times while working on the edit i recalled this message an anon sent me about feeling weird over aspects of what they#share about their ocs and i think at the time i said something about how i don't ever feel weird about intimacies shared but.#i am protective over the hurt in the past...#so suffice to say. probably won't be sharing another edit like that one for a long time.#anyway...#i just spent forever in these tags...#like. an hour. i'm going to go read a bit and probably journal some too#society if i could just channel my feelings over my ocs into answering oc asks 🏙️🛸
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mattodore · 5 months ago
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memory holes litter my mind, blotting out years. i don’t follow the rabbit down them.
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mattodore · 5 months ago
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woke up thinking about this again. they’re so beautifully rendered here i’m feverish and pacing around the room like a madman.
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mattodore for @mattodore ❣️
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mattodore · 6 months ago
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ykw i actually really like this main menu update and ​i bet modders can do cool things with it
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