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rip matthias you would have loved committing medical malpractice (he’s not dead yet 💔 so ig there’s still time)
also i should be allowed to eat theo out at least once bc i would be so nice abt it and i wouldn't even laugh if he came too soon unlike Someone i won't name who happens to be a 6'4" blond aries w mommy issues and a [redacted] kink 😒
#<- guy who's been watching the pitt and grey's anatomy#river dipping#matthias evanoff#theodore doe#ts4#sorry for the two months of nothing!! i still haven't moved to the new blog bc i'm all over the place . but here's this 😁👍#ignore that matthias has a whole new face it's been slings and arrows in cas for weeks. not pictured are his new body scars. hell to make 😑#but all i've been doing in ts4 since i last posted has been editing their sims / cleaning my mods folder / finding lots for the new save#i updated my game finally bc i've been watching deykxn on yt play business and hobbies and nordhavennnnnn#i needed it bad. i've actually been working on the oc save bc of it and theo's apartment is there now <3 but anyway. bye again#this time i’m really going to mean it when i say the next time you see me will be when i can share the new blog link#think i’m just dragging my feet until i have the oc save ready 🛌
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also dw theo is still the prettiest guy you've ever seen
#river dipping#theodore doe#echthroi#ts4#most normal oc haver takes screenshots of their oc so they can save them on their phone to look at whenever they miss him#but anyway. back to radio silence from me ☝#next time you see me hopefully it'll be in a post linking my new acc for anyone who wants it but !!!#i'm planning on my new blog being more of an oc/writing blog rather than a sims one... which is what i'd consider this one?#so. back to oc core posting and rambling and dumping screenshots and possibly................ sharing some writing.........#spongebob holding his hands out meme . nothing major . just random oneshots i'm working on.#like rn i've been having fun writing an actor au for mattodore lmfao. like nothing involving the actual Plot.#so yeah. anyway........ when this blog is backed up i'll essentially private it! i've already done so for a ton of posts manually#but i'll mass private everything else later#so. just a heads up.
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updating old poses 🚬
#to fix that weird bug that widens eyes on poses#river dipping#theodore doe#matthias evanoff#a burning house to live in#echthroi#ts4#hi chat. i’ve been waiting for tumblr to export my blog archive for almost a week now 🚬#so i can backup this acc and then i'm switching to a new one#which is why i'm not really posting or answering asks which!!!#anon who asked abt theo's memories!!! i can answer at length when i move but like. short answer is yeah. kind of.
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think i hauve covid
#river dipping#theodore doe#matthias evanoff#a burning house to live in#echthroi#ts4#ts4 screenshots#i'm looking through all the cas vs gp pics i took rn#i can tell this bloom is going to be a pain in my ass but it's so pretty.... it's where most of the orange in this is coming from#i tested it at night earlier but even w adjustments it looks a little different from this unfortunately :/#but it's so pretty..... YES matthias will turn into a ball of white if he stands outside at 12pm during a heatwave but ! it's so pretty!!!!#i’m going to download nsw’s darker lighting mod and see if that helps at all#<- guy who already knows their screenshots are dark and high contrast so this will likely be a disaster
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sharing these slutty photos i took of matthias while making a new cas preset
#river dipping#matthias evanoff#echthroi#ts4#ts4 cas#his juicy thighs spilling (clipping) out of the garters... comically loud gulp#trying to hit that pretty yellow green shade i like#always use matthias’s sim when i do preset work bc he’s pale enough that i can use him as a base kinda#to know how whites show up with the color and bloom shaders#then when i’m happy w how he looks i switch to theo to make sure the preset is still vibrant enough#this passes w flying colors and it’s just my gp preset with a few shaders off and adjusted bloom settings#also matthias has had some face work done… idk if it’s noticeable to anyone else tho 🤷
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it goes without saying but i'm going to say it anyway . i'm going to KILL MYSELF!!!!!
#THEOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO#river dipping#theodore doe#matthias evanoff#a burning house to live in#echthroi#ts4#ts4 screenshots
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finally figured out how to add a pretty glowy bloom to my preset that doesn’t flashbang me when matthias steps into the light
#river dipping#matthias evanoff#theodore doe#a burning house to live in#echthroi#ts4#ts4 screenshots#haven't been on in a minute but i just wanted to pop in and post this bc i'm really proud!!#march is tearing my ass up so you will continue to see me sparingly#back to fiddling w the preset :)#i need to see what it looks like with white clothes and at different locations
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12 p.m.
#river dipping#theodore doe#matthias evanoff#a burning house to live in#echthroi#ts4#ts4 edit#ts4 screenshots#simblr#sims 4#the sims 4#was only after i edited this the other day that i realized that all of the recent mattodore posts i've made have been like this...#well... sharing anyway bc i already spent hours on it so shrugs.#i’ve been working on slowly making a bunch of domestic poses for them to fit some gameplay and this is one of them#i want to work on a permanent save file for them soon. i've been watching a ton of videos about where to start and getting some ideas.#mostly bc i just want to get back to having a proper oc save again after dumping my last one.#and i really want to give mattodore a daughter in it 🥺 i’ve found so much cute toddler cc lately like. i need this.#......................this has just been sitting in my drafts since the 13th idk why i didn't post it but here you go#came online to snatch up some recent edits to put in a commission reference folder :)#going to take new 360 shots of the boys next!!#fingers crossed the artist i want to commission is down for it#also i have blender screenshots of this to show you bc you really can’t tell but like.#matthias is so huge here… i’m seeing the mountain lion comparisons more and more each day
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Fady Joudah, from Footnotes in the Order of Disappearance; "Horses"
[Text ID: My heart's a doe's. A doe's made for running away.]
#seeing this incredibly late but WAHGHHHHHH YEAH.#THEOOO!!!!!!!!!!#rb#theodore core#a burning house to live in#echthroi#first core post in a long time it's crazy out here
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falls to my knees seeing the older version of this post was reblogged again instead of the NEW VERSION!!


i learned how to paint a flushed face, furrowed skin, and betters tears after i posted this originally so ignore the old version pwease the emotion on theo's face was all wrong 😞
memory holes litter my mind, blotting out years. i don’t follow the rabbit down them.
#river dipping#cw blood#i just didn't say anything after i updated the old edit bc i'm in my mentally-ill-because-it'll-be-my-birthday-next-month phase#plus i got bad vet news the other day and have just generally been <3 having a great time w my avpd lmfao#hence why i'm a 2-6am poster rn when not many ppl are online#but fyi!!!!!! i updated the edit. ignore the old version i fr don't like it fkdhng#W river moment editing the new version tho. what killssss me about pose making is that you can't really like. scrunch up a face.#like i WANT sneers to have those little lines around the mouth i WANT crying to look a mix between angry and pained#but yeah...#it is a little funny tho that i said i wouldn't think abt the edit anymore after i got it out of me#and then i ended up thinking about it a lot actually . . .#well . he's my number one guy and i never really stop thinking about him so... i inevitably kept thinking abt it until i fixed it#you understand#anyway. back to not saying anything again 🚶#it’s like that sometimes
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he's only two apples tall?
#river dipping#theodore doe#echthroi#ts2#i'm downloading cc atm and popping in and out of game to test it#i had so much fun playing earlier btw i'm a huge fan of the way you can just add shopping districts and unis to the world#and the categories section in cas is so helpful for throwing things theo would wear into it#also the fact that you can hover over cc and it'll tell you what it is and let you delete it as well??? HELLO?#ts4 you are literally nothing .
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here we goooo. i'm going to play for a bit just to test it out make sure everything's working and then i'll dl some cc and try to recreate mattodore in here :3c
#river dipping#if anyone knows any ts2cc similar to the cc mattodore use lmk#i'm actually so excited...#also this was way easier than i thought it would be#i should have sent jerma this link </3#this was way easier than when i tried to dl ts3
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#river dipping#literally fucking Yay! mattodore is here!#it's late and i need to get some sleep after the day i've had but i wanted to check that this would work first#will definitely need to think up what i'll actually want to use as my background here... have a cute domestic idea brewing#we will see.......#anyway. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
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now that the edit is done i will not be thinking abt it ever again. here’s a screenshot i took to test new world lighting. theo joy 💓
#river dipping#theodore doe#echthroi#ts4#ts4 screenshots#the nightmares i had over that edit and the amount of times i cried. well.#i wrote a whole thing for it but only took out the opening for the caption#it was… ugh. ridiculously hard to put to words.#and the edit itself was agony.#and i didn’t even want to post it by the time i got in game to take screenshots.#which is why i wound up redoing the pose over and over only to wind up back at the first pose i made for it#redid the screenshots like four times i think#just. i dragged my feet a lot#it’s.#hm.#well i really hated every step in the process of making the edit and i don’t like the way it’s made me feel#but when i sit with that sick feeling and the acrid taste of it i do feel like i'm finally saying something#like there's something real there.#i've just been feeling that punch in the gut for years and i'm getting it out finally#multiple times while working on the edit i recalled this message an anon sent me about feeling weird over aspects of what they#share about their ocs and i think at the time i said something about how i don't ever feel weird about intimacies shared but.#i am protective over the hurt in the past...#so suffice to say. probably won't be sharing another edit like that one for a long time.#anyway...#i just spent forever in these tags...#like. an hour. i'm going to go read a bit and probably journal some too#society if i could just channel my feelings over my ocs into answering oc asks 🏙️🛸
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memory holes litter my mind, blotting out years. i don’t follow the rabbit down them.
#river dipping#theodore doe#echthroi#ts4#ts4 edit#ts4 screenshots#cw blood#i had these long rambling tags talking about the logistics of this edit bc i didn't actually want to talk about the edit itself#realized i was avoiding it and just deleted all of them. this is the edit i wanted to make for theo's birthday back in september.#i've worked on this preset/build/pose/edit in small sections for weeks now but finally locked in these past two weeks.#this is fifteen year-old theo in the hallway of his summer boarding school#i’ve talked previously about how theo has these gaps in his memory and struggles with probing questions about his past...#he has a very negative reaction to being asked them and there’s this dread that rises when there's nothing that floats to surface.#like memory is a reel of film left too long out in the sun. overexposed. spotty.#dizzy with all the light in his eyes when he tries to remember what used to fill the gaps.#it gets worse the further back he tries going like something’s sunken in there and he can’t touch his feet to it.#so he doesn’t think about it. he doesn’t follow the rabbit down.#this is only a glimpse of what spills out when a door is left ajar in his mind.#that's all i'll say#my oc...#yeah#quality kind of got nuked despite resizing so zoom if you want to see the details better
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woke up thinking about this again. they’re so beautifully rendered here i’m feverish and pacing around the room like a madman.
mattodore for @mattodore ❣️
#river dipping#i was looking at this on my lockscreen on my ipad just smiling to myself while half-asleep#i love the waves of theo’s hair sooo bad#and of course. fingers in glove.#veil inspired oc art you are everythinggg to me#i don’t ever do anything for my birthday since i normally get crazy in the winter months and it lingers through march#worse then even#so to come out of that fog and immediately have this shown to me was like. UGH.#so so happy with it and it feels so wonderful having art of my ocs done by one of my favorite artists#icb it’s almost been a year… woof
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ykw i actually really like this main menu update and i bet modders can do cool things with it
#river dipping#just opened the ea app to boot the game up so i can find cas cc to delete#but saw the update required notif and had to check the update list#and i actually want this 🤷#but i’ll wait to update until my mods are cleared
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