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Hey everyone⌠Iâm still alive XD
Iâve decided to leave Maider and Tenaxâs story just as it isâbecause, in the end, it felt right that way. I love those characters dearly, and theyâll always have a place in my heart.
ButâŚ
Iâm working on something new.
An original story set in a world much like oursâexcept here, orphans and those born with physical imperfections are ârepairedâ by a powerful corporation, then sold as family servant androids. Men and women stripped of their rights, burdened with endless duties. Slaves to a system, and to those who can do whatever they wish with them.
In this universe unfolds the love story of Anthony and Margaret.
Anthonyâa young man in his early thirties with a bionic heartâhas been a slave for as long as he can remember. He has endured every cruelty imaginable, yet somehow, he has never lost his kindness.
Margaret grew up in a warm, loving family, but like Anthony, she dreams of being free.
Their love takes root in a world where freedom is a luxury, and emotions are a privilege reserved for those who can afford themâor for the lucky few born without flaws.
Do you want to know what happens next? Would you like to read their story?
The male lead is loosely inspired by Tony Starkâbut only in certain ways.
This is a tale about courage. About kindness. About what it truly means to be free.
Eli
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Watched Mission Impossible: The Final Reckoning and it was effing brilliant! Loved every second of it.
It was so fun watching old man Tom do those crazy stunts. What a man. And what a body! He doesn't really know how to age, am I right?
I loved all the other characters, like Pom Klementieff's Paris. She is super cool.
So go to the movies and give it a shot! Great movie for a good time.
P.S. Am I the only one who loves Tom with short hair? đ
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Watched "Lady Chatterley's lover" (Netflix), and I have a few things to say.
-Despite the movie has several sex scenes, I think it portrays the purest, safest and kindest form of love and relationship. It literally warmed my heart. Much more than a rom-com.
-Emma Corrin and Jack O'Connel were absolutely brilliant. Their chemistry was overwhelming.
-Jack O'Connel made me fall in love with Oliver Mellors over again.
-Jack O'Connel made me fall in love with him. After "Sinners", I want to watch his whole filmography. I know, I do have a type.
Thanks TikTok for recommending me this movie.
Do yourself a favor and watch it.
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Very mindful, very tattooed â¤ď¸
In these crazy months of my life, my story, "Faber suae fortunae", helped me through a lot. Tenax and Maider became my family. Thinking about them always makes me smile.
Tenax of "Those about to die" is an amazing, amazing character. And Iwan Rheon portrayed him perfectly. I just gave him my personal touch in my fanfiction.
He'll always be with me. Reminding me how in difficult times you need to face your fears and be brave.
This is my tribute. â¤ď¸
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They are my family, your honor. If anybody hurts them I'm gonna scream đĄâ¤ď¸
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Okay Severance, let innie Mark out and let him live is love story with Helly. He's kind and brave. He deserves it so much â¤ď¸
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Last night I dreamt of him so of course I had to post a pic.
Happy Christmas' eve â¤ď¸đ
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Nothing but respect for my Rhysand and my Feyre!
Currently reading ACOMAF and that's how I imagine them!
Hope you like it (pls be kind) â¤ď¸
#iwan rheon#cara delevingne#fancast#dreamcast#a court of thorns and roses#a court of mist and fury#high lord rhysand#rhysand#feyre archeron#feyre acotar#feysand
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And... they were happy đŤś
Tenax/Quintus and Maider from my fanfiction Faber suae fortunae.
You can find it here.
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The strenght and vulnerability he can express with just one look â¤ď¸
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Every time I open Pinterest I test my sanity.
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Faber suae fortunae
Or Maider and Quintus' love story towards freedom.
Chapter 19
The sun, the proximity to the sea, the warm and welcoming people.
It hadnât taken long for Quintus, Maider, and their companions to fall in love with Sicily and Syracuse.
The villa Quintus had purchasedâa large estate just steps from the seaâwas enormous and comfortable. For that reason, Cala, Tyrone, Elia, and the others had decided to stay a few extra weeks before returning to Baetica.
They wanted to enjoy some peace and, above all, Maider and Quintus' wedding, which was only a few days away.
Shortly after Quintus and Maiderâs visit to Aemilia, the woman had recognized Quintus as her son and heir to all her fortune.
Thus, Tenax had officially become Quintus Aelius Verus, and to his already considerable wealth, more had been added. Alongside his mother, he had explored his lands on horseback, meeting the farmers who worked there and the administrators who managed them. Together with Aemilia, he listened to everyoneâs stories, promising benefits and freedom in exchange for honest work and loyalty.
âWe canât free all the slavesâhe remarked on the way backâBut we can ensure them a more than decent quality of life. Itâs the least we can do, Mother.
Aemilia looked at him with pride. She had always considered herself a good person, but she had never done what Quintus, leaning on his cane with his wounds still bandaged, had done that day. He had dismounted, knelt in the mud, and listened to the farmers. She had never seen any patrician lower himself to the level of his slaves. But Quintus, perhaps because he had once been one of them, had done just that. There was no one better to whom she could entrust all her possessions.
Quintus, for his part, would have preferred a little more peace before returning to business. Especially because he still bore visible bruises and healing wounds, particularly on his back. But QuintusâTenaxâhad always been this: a businessman. It had been his essence for a long time and continued to be so. Not that he minded, but there were... moments. Probably, being beaten, whipped, and seeing the love of his life nearly devoured by lions had slightly altered his perception of himself and others.
There were times when he would stare at the sea, lost in thought. He would take deep breaths but feel his heart pounding in his chest. Maider would come to him and embrace him tightly. They would talk, and all of Quintusâs dark thoughts seemed to drift away, leaving his heart lighter.
Maider loved the way Quintus, in those moments, surrendered himself entirely to her. Not that she liked seeing him doubtful, sad, or struggling, but his vulnerability, reserved solely for her, made her feel important. Like two pieces fitting perfectly, Maider and Quintus found completeness in each otherâs arms. They gave each other strength. He let her run her fingers through his hair, and kiss him tenderly. Quintus had waited his whole life for someone to treat him with such gentleness, and perhaps it was the same for Maider.
They would marry in five days.
The ceremony would take place at Aemiliaâs villa, officiated by a local priest, an old friend of Matrona Aelia. Aemilia and Greta, with occasional meddling from Cala and Maiderâalthough the latter avoided the more tedious mattersâwere taking care of everything, from decorations to food and clothing.
It was close.
Damn close, and everyoneâno one excludedâwas buzzing with excitement.
***
Quintus shifted his weight from one foot to the other, wincing slightly. Tyrone, standing beside him with Elia, noticed.
âDo you want the cane, Tenax?
He shook his head, adjusting his white toga.
âNo, Tyrone, thanks. Marriage is sacrifice.
Tyrone and Elia stifled their laughter.
Quintus leaned toward the edge of the garden. He couldnât wait to see Maider arrive.
The priest stood before a brazier, with Quintus, Tyrone, and Eliaâhis witnessesâon his right. To the left, Cala and Aura awaited Maider. There were several chairs occupied by Tenaxâs companions, along with Greta and a couple of Aemiliaâs dear friends. Nica sat in the front row, clutching Julaâs hand tightly, visibly excited. Quintus winked at her, and she smiled back.
And then, Maider appeared.
The lyre players began plucking their strings, filling the air with the tune Maider had sung to Aemilia the day they met.
Quintus was speechless.
Maider, accompanied by Aemilia, wore a simple white gown that reached her feet, fastened at the shoulders with golden clasps. She also wore a long veil, embroidered in the Oriental style, through which her almond-shaped green eyes could be seen.
Quintus smiled at her from afar, his heart in his throat.
Maider, too, was overwhelmed when she saw him, nearly tripping and hitting the ground hard. Aemilia caught her in time. Both suppressed a laugh, as did Quintus.
Near the brazier, Aemilia released Maiderâs arm and handed her over to Quintus. Quintus took her hand in his, gently moved the veil aside, and kissed her cheek.
âYouâre beautifulâhe said.
âYouâre not too bad yourselfâshe replied.
They laughed, and the priest began the ceremony.
There was a brief prayer to Juno, followed by the dextrarum iunctioâa joining of their hands as a symbol of union.
âWith this clasp of hands, you declare that you belong to each other, today and forever. As the sea embraces the land and never lets it go, so may your love be.
Maider felt Quintusâs calloused hands tighten around hers and met his gaze. Blue eyes locked with green. It was like the first time, when she had been chained on that stage with a sign around her neck, and he had purchased her. Maider had loved him from the start, and as she looked into Quintusâs eyes, she realized he felt the same.
âIf you wish, you may exchange wordsâsaid the priest.
Quintus gathered his courage and cleared his throat.
-Maider Margalit Bat Yirmeyahu⌠When I met you, I was a broken man, driven by obligations and ambitions that were never truly my own. Yet, in you, I found strengthâthe strength that pushed me to leave everything behind and start anew, even when I thought I had nothing left to fight for. Today, before gods and men, I promise to honor and protect you, to build a new life with you, far from the shadows of the past. Whatever the future holds, I will walk beside you. The scars I bear are the price of my freedom, but you are the most precious gift that freedom has given me.
Silent tears rolled down Maiderâs cheeks. Even Tenaxâs eyes were glistening, as were those of the other witnesses.
-Quintus⌠Tenax Aelius Verus, I told you youâd make me cryâŚ- she chuckled softly. -I just want to say that I spent a long time searching for my place in the world, but itâs only with you that I found a home. You gave me your trust when no one else would, you saw in me more than what I am, and you never hesitated to share your fears and wounds with me. Today, before the sea and under this sky, I promise you that you will never be alone again. I will be your refuge in dark days and your strength when you falter. It doesnât matter what we left behind; together, we can create something new, something thatâs ours.
She hesitated, briefly wiping away her tears.
-As the waves never stop returning to the shore, I will always stand by your side.
Quintus held her hands tightly. He wanted to embrace her, to pull her close, but instead, after a moment of loaded silence, he took a small silver cup of sweet wine offered by the priest. He drank a little and then handed the cup to Maider, who did the same. This gesture, a symbol of sharing and trust, sealed their union in the eyes of those present and the gods.
-You may kiss now,- said the priest, smiling.
Maider threw her arms around his neck, and Quintus pulled her close.
They kissed for a long time.
Amid the applause of their family.
Masters of their lives.
Fabri suae fortunae.
***
That evening, alone in the villa Quintus had purchased, in their bedroom, Maider paused for a moment to gaze at the sea.
That sea, which had been the site of her greatest trauma, now, somehow, peacefully, became the frame for her future. A frame of hope. Of rebirth. Of family.
She felt lips on her neck. She smiled. A shiver of excitement ran down her spine.
-Are you alright, darling?
She exhaled. She relaxed.
-Yes. Now I am.
Quintus kissed her cheek from behind and caressed her shoulders.
-You were tense.
-Iâm just realizing that itâs all real. For the first time, now.
She turned around.
-That youâre mine, finally. And Iâm yours.
He smiled at her. He kissed her and, with a swift movement, lifted her into his arms. She let out a small squeal. Laughed.
-Quin, are you crazy?! Your back!
-Iâll survive. And anyway, Iâve been yours since the first day.
She kissed him.
-How could I forget, my lord and master?
He laughed, a deep laugh that thrilled Maider.
-Say it again.
Maider laughed. She kissed him again.
-Put me on that bed, and Iâll say it until Iâm exhausted.
-At your command, Domina.
Clothes fell to the ground.
And the air filled with sighs, moans, and the scent of amber.
***
Three and a half years later...
Three figures, lying on the grass.
A thirty-eight-year-old man, a fifteen-year-old girl, and a three-year-old child.
The manâs eyes are blue, large, and expressive. The girlâs are green and intelligent. The childâs are almond-shaped and blue, the same shade as his.
-Dad, what const⌠collestation is that?- the child asks.
The man laughs softly. Pinches her cheek.
-Constellation, Yahel. And thatâs the Ursa Major.
The child makes a puzzled face.
-But it doesnât look like a bear!
-It takes a bit of imaginationâŚ- he says. -And anyway, itâs also called the Great Cart.
-Wow, Dad. One day, I want to know as much as you!
The girl and the man exchange a glance. They laugh.
-What?- asks the child.
-Do you know who taught me all these things?- the man says.
The child meets her fatherâs and sisterâs gaze. She guesses.
-Mom?
-Exactly. Not so long ago, I couldnât even read or write, you know?
-Neither could I!- the girl says.
-What?- the child exclaims. -I mean, Nicaâs still young, but you, Dad, youâre kind of⌠old, arenât you?
Nica and Quintus laugh.
-Yahel!- Nica scolds.
-What? I told the truth!
-Take it easy, little beast. Your father is still in his prime, and⌠well, there was a time when we werenât at peace. We were lost⌠I was lost. But then your mother found me. And she saved me.
The child hesitates.
-Well, yeah. Momâs pretty awesome.
-You can say that again,- Nica says.
A voice calls out in the evening light, coming from the villaâs porch.
-Quin! Girls! Dinnerâs ready!
Quintus sits up, smiling.
-Letâs go, girls. Come on!
-Yes, courage is what we need,- Nica mutters.
-I agree, sister.
Quintus sighs. He helps the girls up, then picks Yahel up in his arms and wraps an arm around Nicaâs shoulders.
-No critiques of your momâs cooking, understood?
Nica and Yahel sigh.
-DadâŚ
-Why not let Claudia cook?
-Because your mother is as stubborn as a goat, and before admitting she canât cook, I think sheâd poison us all.
Maider emerges from the kitchen. Sheâs holding a ladle. Sheâs pregnant.
-Come on! I made meatballs; theyâre hot!
Quintus gently sets Yahel down. The girls head into the house hand in hand. Maider strokes their heads before letting them go.
-MaiderâŚ
-Quin, please, spare me the lecture.
He approaches her and wraps her in his arms.
-No, but you know how I feel. Youâre five months along, still teaching singing and Latin lessons, and now even cooking full mealsâŚ
She kisses him.
-I swear that as soon as I feel tired, Iâll stop. But as long as I feel fine, please, let me. Otherwise, I feel like a piece of furniture.
-You wouldnât be a piece of furniture. I trust you, and I love you, but remember to rest, alright?
She smiles at him. They kiss again.
-I love you too.
She takes his hand.
-Come on, letâs go. Besides, itâs better if I stay active, right? The baby boy will have lots of energy.
-The baby boy? Canât it be a girl?
She smiles at him. Squeezes his hand.
-I feel itâs a boy. Trust me.
Maider and Quintus couldnât know that, yes, the baby would be a boy.
And his name would be...
Tenax.
***
Hi everyone, Eli here. â¤ď¸
So, weâve reached the end of Maider and Tenax/Quintusâs story.
Let me start by saying itâs not a true ending, just a pause in the main narrative. Iâll be writing slices of life for these characters because Iâm not ready to part with them. We deserve to see more of Tenax/Quintus as a landowner and as a dad, and Maider as a mum and teacher. I canât wait to write about that.
I want to thank all of you for being with me on this wild ride.
Special thanks to Justine and the other users whoâve always left supportive comments and likes. You are essential to me, and I thank you from the bottom of my heart.
I recently discovered that Iâm Aspie, and I must tell you that writing about Maider and Tenax has been and is very therapeutic for me. Thatâs another reason Iâll keep going. Everyone has the right to escape to their happy place, and Maider and Tenaxâs world is mine. I hope itâs a little bit yours too.
I send you all a big hug and weâll see each other the next slices of life chapter.
Thank you for everything.
Eli
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Faber suae fortunae
Or Quintus and Maider's love story towards freedom.
Chapter 18
Aemilia Aelia Vera lived a simple life.
Well, if having a beautiful estate not far from the sea, with extensive farmland and many workers, could be considered simple.
Nevertheless, Aemilia had always been a humble womanâkind in her manners, never excessive in dealing with others, and simple in her dress.
She had friends from all social backgrounds and often helped the less fortunate with donations or acts of charity.
At fifty years old, she considered herself a good person.
Life had taken much from her: after becoming pregnant at fifteen and having to leave her baby with that depraved man, Cirus Caius Sartus, she had been sick for many years, likely from a broken heart. When she recovered, she had become an adult: no man her age wanted her, so she had to marry an older one, Alexander Curius Metellus, a distinguished and kind man of sixty with whom she had a daughter. However, the little girl, Ariadna, fell gravely ill and died at just ten years old, leaving an unfillable void in the hearts of Alexander and Aemilia. Due to his grief and age, Alexander followed her soon after, leaving Aemilia alone.
Yes, Aemilia had been alone for many years, but with everything she had to do, she never got bored. And when she felt sad, she could walk to the sea in about ten minutes. She would sink her feet into the sand, take a deep breath, and think about her children.
âQuintus. Ariadna.â
Aemilia sighed, continuing to weave the basket she was making. Engaging in simple activities that allowed her to clear her mind was incredibly relaxing. Moreover, that morning, the porch provided pleasant shade, shielding her from the relentless Sicilian sun.
She heard footsteps. Greta, her housekeeper, handmaid, and best friend, appeared.
Greta Ausilia was a few years older than her. She had a sturdy build and shoulder-length blonde hair. Unlike Aemilia, who was slender, of average height, with dark hair and large, expressive blue eyes.
Returning from the market, Greta waved and headed into the villa to put away her purchases.
âHow did it go?â Aemilia asked, pausing her weaving for a moment.
âWell!â Greta replied âOctavius, from the fish market, continues to pursue me relentlessly.
âYou should give him a chance, Greta.
âDonât joke, Domina. I donât want to risk smelling like fish all day.
âBut heâs a good man!
Greta sighed, rolling her eyes.
âI may not be noble like you, Aemilia, but I have my standards, and you know it.
âOf course, of courseâ Aemilia said, not wanting to argue with her friend âRather, have you heard anything about that young man who arrived in town with that shipâŚ?
Greta smiled. She loved gossip.
âOh, yes! Iâve heard some interesting things! Let me put away the groceries, and Iâll be right back!
Aemilia nodded, intrigued.
A few days earlier, a Greek ship had docked in Syracuse. A colorful group of people had disembarked, led, it was said, by a thirty-five-year-old man, covered in healing bruises and walking with a cane, but sharp and intelligent, who called himself Quintus.
Aemilia was immediately curiousânot only because of the young manâs name, a name she loved, but because this Quintus was incredibly wealthy. The first thing he had done upon landing in Syracuse was to search for a large house by the sea and outside the city to settle his large family.
Greta approached with an all-knowing look and sat on one of the porchâs sofas. Aemilia set the basket aside.
âGo on, Iâm all ears.
âWell, it seems this young man, this Quintus, found the house he was looking for. Itâs the large Siri villa by the sea, with extensive farmland.
âWait, the one by the Sulfataria beach?
Greta nodded.
âExactly. Three million for the villa, which Quintus paid as easily as we buy bread. Rumor has it that heâs a wealthy merchant from the north, but heâs very reserved.
âAnd all those bruises?â Aemilia asked.
âApparently, he was attacked by bandits during his journey. However, he has a proud bearing and a noble soul. Some saw him buy half of the bakerâs bread the other morning and distribute it to the cityâs poor. Yes, he and that girlâŚ
âWhat girl?
âThey say her name is Maider, Domina. Sheâs his partner. Theyâre not married, but it seems they will be soon. They have a daughter, a very cute blonde girl. And then thereâs the group of people following him: Numidians, children, SpaniardsâŚ
âSuch a mystery, this young man.
âYou can say that again. As I mentioned, heâs very reserved, so little has leaked out, even from the Siri family, who sold him the villa. Some tried talking to the Greeks from the ship, which is still anchored in the port, but they havenât revealedâor havenât wanted to revealâmuch. Maybe they were well-paid.
Aemilia nodded. She had heard many rumors, but this one particularly interested her. Not only because of the young manâs name but also because of the mysterious aura surrounding him. She felt drawn to this story by an unknown, supernatural force, a thin red thread that spoke to the depths of her soul, whichâŚ
âDomina!
Aemilia and Greta turned to look at a young servant coming from the estateâs entrance. He was breathless.
âPetrus! Whatâs wrong?
The boy caught his breath.
âDomina, at the gate⌠thereâs a man asking for you.
A moment of expectant silence.
âHis name is Quintus.
***
Quintus and Maider stood at the gate of the grand villa perched on one of the promontories just outside the city.
It was hot, but a pleasant breeze ruffled their hair.
He was looking beyond the iron gate.
She was looking at him, lost in thoughts he struggled to share even with her.
Still a bit bruised from the severe beating by the Praetorians several days earlier, he leaned on a cane.
Maider heard him sigh softly.
âQuin?
He turned to her, snapping out of his thoughts. He gave her a tender, questioning look.
âTell me.
âDo you⌠do you feel ready?
He sighed again. Swallowed.
âYes. I think the time has come.
He squeezed her hand.
âTogether.
She smiled at him. Kissed him.
âAlways.
The servant they had spoken to came running back towards them.
Quintus and Maider straightened their backs. They held hands tightly.
âThank you for waitingâ he said to them âDomina Aemilia is ready to receive you.
***
Aemilia saw them approaching from afar.
He was dressed in blue, a richly decorated tunic. She wore a lighter dress, in the same shade. Over it, a very light shawl.
He was limping, using a cane for stability. He held her hand tightly in his.
Tenderly, Aemilia thought. A pleasant realization, considering the rough and violent men often around.
But it was when he lifted his gaze to meet hers that Aemiliaâs heart skipped a beat.
God, that young man had her same eyes.
Large, expressive, blue.
Aemilia clenched her hands into fists, digging her nails into her palms.
She forced herself to rein in the feelings rushing from her heart to her mind, preventing her from thinking clearly.
âCalm down, Aemilia. It canât be, and you know it.â
She looked at Greta. She also seemed struck, lost in her thoughts.
Both of them stood up.
As soon as they were close, the two young people bowed their heads.
âMatrona Aeliaâ he said âThank you for admitting us into your presence. I am Quintus, and this is my fiancĂŠe, Maider. We areâŚ
âI know who you areâ Aemilia said âOr rather, I know about you as much as you know about me. How can I help you?
Quintus looked her straight in the eyes. Words seemed to fail him. Aemilia felt her mouth go dry.
âI donât know what theyâve told you about us⌠about me. But Iâve been very careful not to reveal anything about myself or my family around. We donât want anything from you. If theyâve spoken of me, you know I have no financial needs. But I wanted⌠I wanted, well⌠to talk to you about someone.
Aemilia couldnât take her eyes off his. She didnât speak; she wouldnât have been able to.
âI know that when you were little more than a girl, you had a sonâ he said.
Aemilia felt faint. She shook her head.
âShow me your left elbowâ she said.
Quintus, Maider, and Greta all stared at her, wide-eyed.
âWhat?â he said.
âPlease, do as I said.
He nodded, his expression tense. He approached her and showed her his left elbow.
She gently took his arm, and then⌠she saw it.
She let out a gasp of astonishment, her eyes filling with tears. She brought a hand to her lips.
She had to sit down. She felt like she might faint.
âIt canât be!
Quintus moved closer. Tears filled his eyes too.
âAemiliaâŚ
Greta had understood, but she couldnât believe it. She had been with Aemilia when she gave birth to her first child. She too had noticed that mark on the babyâs elbow.
But it couldnât be. Not after thirty-five years.
Aemilia sobbed.
âMy babyâŚâ she whispered, looking away âThe baby I lost had a triangular birthmark on his left elbow. When I saw it, I thought it would always remind him of where he came from. From his motherâs land, Sicily.
A tear rolled down Quintusâs right cheek. He sought Aemiliaâs gaze, his heart heavy.
âAemilia, itâs meâŚâ he whispered âIâm that baby. I swear it.
Aemilia didnât need further confirmation. She stood up and hugged him. Quintus hugged her back.
They cried.
Greta and Maider cried too, around them.
âI always knew⌠that you were alive. There isnât a day I havenât thought of you.
âI was afraid youâd reject meâ he whispered âI had no one for so longâŚ
Aemilia shook her head, looking into his eyes.
âBut⌠howâŚ?
He smiled at her.
âItâs a long story.
âPlease, tell me.
Quintus nodded and, parting from his mother, sat on one of the comfortable porch sofas at her gesture.
***
Aemilia took the glass with trembling hands. She drank a sip of water just because it felt like swallowing nails.
âYou ran away. At ten years old. Because he beat you.
Quintus sighed. He clenched his jaw. He didnât want to tell his mother that his father had abused him. It would break her heart.
âI made sure he stopped doing itâ he murmured âThere wasnât a day I wasnât punched. I caused a fire, and he was killed in it. Thatâs why I ran.
Aemilia shook her head.
âWhen I heard he was dead, I felt a sense of relief; he was a horrible person. But my thoughts immediately turned to you. I tried to ransom you, without telling my parents. The functionaries lied to me, saying you would be sold like all his possessions. They probably didnât even know who you were. Iâm so sorry, Quintus.
As they spoke, they had taken each otherâs hands. He squeezed hers.
âItâs okayâ he reassured her âIf I hadnât escaped, I would have remained a slave. I wouldnât have gone to Rome, fought for my wealth tooth and nail. I wouldnât have met the people I love.
He looked at Maider, and she nestled tenderly against him. Then Quintusâs expression grew tense.
âIt wasnât easy. And Iâm not the person you think I am. To achieve my goals, I did everything I had to. I⌠I was a criminal, for a long time.
Aemilia didnât seem shocked.
âI imagine you did what you had to survive. I donât condone it, but I understand.
Then she added:
âIâve heard good things about you, Quintus. That since youâve been here, youâve fed the cityâs poor multiple times. That you help those in need. I donât think a criminal would do all that.
Quintus smiled bitterly.
âUntil recently, I wouldnât have been capable of it either. But I met people who made me⌠decent.
âYou were already decentâ Maider interrupted âYou just didnât want to admit it to yourself.
âYes, but I left that life because of you and Cala. You know Iâll never thank you enough for it.
âThe greatest thanks is surviving the Praetoriansâ Maider told him âForget the rest.
âPraetorians?â Aemilia asked, concerned âIs that why youâre so bruised and injured?
Quintus nodded solemnly.
He told her about his alliance with Domitian, who had made him advisor and Aedile Ludi. About the emperorâs ambitions for him. His brief but bloody imprisonment. The events in the Colosseum and their escape.
Aemilia couldnât believe his words. She brought a hand to her mouth, astonished.
âYouâve been so brave, Quintus. Youâve had to⌠endure so much. Itâs all so incredibly unbelievable.
âIt wasn't easyâ he said âBut we made it. And now weâre here. Finally together.
Maider kissed him. Aemilia smiled.
âHow did you two meet?â she asked.
Maider and Quintus looked at each other. They blushed.
âIâŚâ he said âI bought her.
âWhat?
âItâs trueâ Maider confirmed âIâm Jewish, born and raised in Jerusalem. I arrived in Rome as a slave, after terrible times. I was about to be sold to a noble Roman family when Quintus⌠well, he heard me singing and bought me.
Aemilia looked at her with interest.
âYou sing, Maider?
She shrugged.
âWellâŚ
Quintus smiled, rolling his eyes.
âHonestly, after everything that happened, after your voice literally saved our skin, youâre still so modest?
Aemilia laughed.
âNow Iâm curious. Will you sing something for me?
Maider looked at Quintus, who nodded encouragingly.
She hadnât sung since the events at the Colosseum.
How far they had come since then.
Since Rome.
And now, under the shade of that beautiful porch, Maider realized she was exactly where she was meant to be.
Free.
And, looking at Quintus, she realized that he finally was too. Free from the chains of his superficial and violent life; free from Domitianâs ambitions; he had paid for every wrong he had done, on every inch of his skin, and had emerged new, renewed. The man she loved. Her Quintus.
Maider took his hand, cleared her throat, and began to sing an ancient song. A song that spoke of freedom and infinity.
âAnol shalom
Anol sheh lay konnud de ne umâŚ
Time stood still.
Aemilia, breathless, placed a hand over her heart. Quintus looked at Maider as if she were the greatest treasure.
The sirocco carried the songâs notes far away.
***
Hello everyone!
I'm sorry for the waiting, but here's the new chapter!
Tenax/Quintus and Maider are finally adjusting to a new, happier and calmer life.
Hope you liked it as much as I loved writing it.
We are almost at the end of their story, but I love them so much, and I think I will still write about their slices of life, and of course post those chapters here!
Love you. Thanks for your support.
Eli â¤ď¸
P.S. The song Maider is singing is "Now we are free" from Gladiator âşď¸
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Guys, anyways.
It's not a secret I'm living a part of my life in which I'm madly in love with Iwan Rheon.
Now, now.
I'm reading ACOTAR and why WHY in my mind Rhys is Iwan. I read dark hair and intense blue (violet) eyes and my mind chose its path.
Don't get me wrong, I saw all the fanarts of Rhys and he's extremely handsome.
But Iwan is so charming to me, and I find his adult face (like, late thirties face) very okay to portray Rhys in my head.
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Hi everyone!
I'm alive and very sorry for my late chapter-updating! I promise chapter 18 is in review phase and will be published soon!
Thanks for your patience and understanding â¤ď¸
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Faber suae fortunae
Or Quintus and Maider's love story towards freedom.
Chapter 17
From that day at the Colosseum onward, no one ever saw Tenax, Maider, Cala, or any of their company again.
Some said they had escaped northward by land. Others believed they had headed south, but no one seemed to have crossed their path or exchanged even a few words with them.
All of Tenaxâs properties had been sold to foreign entrepreneurs, who revealed they had done business through intermediaries and knew the seller only by sparse, fleeting remarks.
Some speculated that all those sales must have brought in several million sesterces, enough for Tenax and his company to live well for generations.
Domitian, having narrowly escaped assassination, was busy from that point on with keeping both the people and the aristocrats on his side. The enchantment sustained for years by the formula âpanem et circensesâ had all but vanished. Conspiracies followed one after another in the ensuing years, and Domitian, increasingly weakened, no longer had the strength to think of Tenax.
Over time, and amid greater problems, he forgot him.
One day, a rumor surfaced that Tenax, Maider, Cala, and company had left on a Greek ship, likely departing from Ostia.
Shortly after, another rumor spread: that ship had likely sunk, and all had perished.
In the midst of widespread dismay, Rome forgot Tenax, and it forgot Maider.
Yet, even as time passed, her songs continued to be hummed by the people of the city.
They were sung by the kitchen maids, on the lips of children, and in the voices of the shopkeepers.
Rome had tasted a hint of freedom.
And thatâno, it would never be forgotten.
***
Cala leaned on the shipâs railing, letting her gaze drift beyond the horizon.
She allowed herself to exhale, perhaps for the first time in days.
Behind and ahead of them, only open sea.
They were a day away from Ostia, and she could finally start to relax.
The stress of the last few days had been unbearable, and she still couldnât believe sheâd pulled it off.
Without Tenaxâs help, but with his invaluable advice, she had closed every open issue, amassed a large fortune, made sure that Tenax and Maider survived the Flavian Amphitheater, and organized their escape route to Ostia and then to their next destination.
Damn, she had been excellent.
Possibly the greatest achievement of her life, and sheâd done it.
She smiled, and a solitary tear ran down her cheek.
âNow we start over,â she told herself.
âMother, are you okay?
Cala turned slightly. Jula stood close by, holding her daughter, little Arya, in her arms.
Cala wiped her cheek.
âOh, donât mind me, darling. Itâs just the tension of the last few days, itâs finally easing now. Iâm just glad weâre all here.
Jula hugged her, and so did Arya.
âYou did an excellent job. Weâre all safe because of you.
âOh, stop it. Without Tenaxâs plans, I probably wouldnât have known what to do.
âThen letâs say you made a great team. Youâll see, heâll be the first to tell you when he wakes up.
Cala sighed.
Since Tyrone had broken the chains binding him to that column at the Colosseum, Tenax had drifted in and out of consciousness.
He had lost a lot of blood and was completely exhausted.
In those frantic moments, the whole group had helped Tenax.
Heâd been quickly treated with bandages and ointments, laid on a cart, taken to Ostia, brought aboard the ship they were currently on, and placed in a spacious cabin.
Maider, who had a few bruises and scrapes but nothing serious, watched over him day and night, along with Nica.
A crew member, who had some medical knowledge, examined him and said his body just needed resting, and heâd wake up soon.
Everyone on that ship was waiting for that moment.
Tenax was the rope holding them together, and seeing him in pain saddened them all.
Cala heard Kwame laughing and snapped out of her thoughts, turning her head.
He was talking to one of the sailors, who was animatedly explaining how the ship worked.
Cala smiled. Her son loved adventure. The moment she freed him, despite the tension, had been one of the best of her life.
Now Kwame would choose his own adventure, one nobody could ever impose on him again. Cala was ready to let him go, as long as he was free and happy.
âMother!
Cala turned again, along with Jula. Aura was running towards her with Iris and a couple kids of Tenaxâs little army.
âWhat is it? âshe asked.
Aura smiled.
âTenax is awake!
Cala thanked her gods, and after a moment of emotional hesitation, she hurried below deck.
***
Maider had only a hard wooden chair with a cushion.
Sheâd spent the last two nights there and would stay as long as it took for Tenax to recover.
Despite her aching back, she didnât care.
She looked over at Tenax.
He was sleeping peacefully, half-covered. His torso was bandaged due to the whip wounds, as were his wrists, one arm, and a leg, with wounds of varying severity. Not to mention the numerous bruises, treated with ointments and creams.
All in the process of healing, of course. But still so painfully visible.
Maider sighed.
The crew had set up a cot for her, but she preferred the chair. She felt that all her accumulated worry would only dissipate once Tenax awoke. And so she sat there, more or less ready, more or less alert.
Nica was asleep on the cot, never having left Tenax and Maider side for a moment. Maider felt a deep affection for the little girl, though perhaps she wasnât ready to admit it to herself. She gently brushed a blond strand from Nicaâs face with a slight smile.
âSleep a little, darling,â she had told her. âIâll call you when Tenax wakes up.â
Nica had nodded and, utterly exhausted, fell asleep immediately on the cot.
Maider drew her chair closer to Tenaxâs bed. She leaned forward. She took his hand in hers and stroked it.
âWe did it, Quintus. It was⌠âshe hesitated, shaking her headâ âŚit was insane, but we did it. To think that a month ago, I had no purpose in life other than to idle away. I lived without worrying about the future because I felt safe within the four walls of the Hur palace. And now⌠now Iâve been through so much. Weâve been through so much. But I know what I want from the future. I want you. I want to start a family with you. Maybe even with Nica, because I adore her. I want you to teach me everything you know, and I want to teach you everything I know.
She closed her eyes, lowering her head, his hand against her cheek.
âYouâd probably say Iâm being sappy. But weâve had some pretty rough moments; let me indulge a bit.
She sighed.
âYou turned my life upside down, Quin. And itâs the best thing thatâs ever happened to me. Except for the lions and beatings, of course.
She felt Tenaxâs hand gently stroke her.
She almost had a heart attack.
She looked up immediately. Green eyes met blue ones. He smiled weakly at her.
âI agree on the part about the lions and beatings âTenax murmured.
She covered her mouth with her hand and, carefully avoiding his wounds, threw her arms around his neck.
She cried.
In truth, they both cried, quietly.
***
Everyone crowded into Tenaxâs cabin.
Indeed, there was quite a crowd.
When they heard that Tenax had finally regained consciousness, the entire group rushed below deck to check on him.
So, beside Maider, who held his hand by the bed, and Nica, Cala, Aura, Jula, Kwame, Claudia, Elia, Iris, Tyrone, tiny Arya, and Tenaxâs little army, all eight of themâWoola, Julio, Aurelius, Rami, Claudius, Zara, Marcus, and Demetraâwere there.
âHow are you? âCala asked.
âLike Iâve been run over by a cart, âsaid Tenaxâ but better than yesterday. Iâll be fine.
After a moment of silence, he continued.
âI admit that being beaten and whipped has somewhat altered my understanding of what happened in the last few days. Did we really make it?
Cala smiled at him. She nodded.
âYes. Operation Tabula Rasa went off without a hitch. I followed all your instructions, though Iâd have liked a bit more time.
Tenax sighed, understanding.
âDid you sell everything?
Cala nodded.
âYes. Weâve got half the ship loaded with chests of gold. We bought silence and cooperation from many, but weâve still got a fortune left.
âGive me a number, Cala.
âAlmost thirty million, Tenax. Almost thirty million sesterces.
Half the roomâs jaws literally dropped. The other half burst into astonished comments. Even Tenax was very surprised.
âDamn. I didnât think I was that rich.
Cala hesitated.
âYou were richer, actually. Buying Kwameâs freedom cost quite a bit, as did the silence of the apothecary and lion tamers, who helped us poison the animals.
âI understand, and thatâs fine, âhe said, stroking Maiderâs hand but keeping his gaze on Calaâ weâre only here because of you. If weâd ended up with a few thousand sesterces, weâd still be lucky. Thank you, Cala, from the bottom of my heart.
Cala smiled at him, a bit moved.
âDonât thank me. I just returned the favor. What would have happened to me and my children without you? I may have solved a few difficult situations⌠and yes, difficult is an understatement, but I never would have made it without your help. Seeing all of us safe is the greatest reward.
Tenax smiled at her warmly, then raised his eyebrows with some difficulty.
âToo bad. I was planning to give you five million sestercesâŚ
âFive? âshe exclaimedâ Are you crazy? I was expecting at least ten!
Everyone laughed.
âAll right, all right, âsaid Tenax, after a moment of silenceâ you all know that if youâre on this ship, and in this cabin, youâre the people I care about most in the world. I know⌠itâs not easy to imagine me as someone capable of love, but maybe, and Iâm saying this to myself as well, itâs time to get used to it. You, all of you, have been with me and helped me not only in these difficult moments, but ever since youâve known me, and I can never thank you enough for this. Now, you know weâre headed to Sicily. This is because Iâm originally from Syracuse: I was born a slave but to patrician parents. And my name isnât Tenax⌠itâs Quintus.
Everyone let out a surprised sigh.
âI know. Iâve never told anyone, except Maider. You can call me that from now on, if you want. But I am and always will be Tenax, too. So both names are fine.
He gestured for Maider to hand him a glass of water. He was still very tired and weak. Maider handed it to him. Tenax drank, then gave it back to her, thanking her with a gentle glance.
âFriends, thereâs no need to beat around the bush. Youâre free to do whatever you want. I mean, you can come with me to Syracuse, where I want to buy a big house and live a new life⌠or go somewhere else.
Cala nodded.
âI had expressed my wish to return to NumidiaâŚ
âMotherâJula interrupted herâElia and I actually want to go back to his home in Baetica.
Cala looked confused.
âBut JulaâŚ
âMotherâAura chimed inâWe also want to go to Baetica, Iris and I. Elia told us he has a family estate there, with lots of animals! The nearby town is small and peaceful, and Iris and I could open a little shopâŚ
Cala was speechless and could only look at Elia with a worried expression, saying:
âAnd you didnât tell me anything!
He raised his hands.
âForgive us, Cala, we didnât have time. Iâve always wanted to return to Baetica, and this seems like the right moment. The house is large, we have animals and some land. With a bit of money, Iâm sure we can make it flourish.
âIâll take care of thatâTenax saidâI can give you the right amount toâŚ
âHold on, TenaxâCala replied, a little worried, looking first at her children and then at TyroneâI⌠Tyrone and I had thought of going back to Numidia. But I canât do that without my children and granddaughter.
Tyrone stepped closer to her. He took Calaâs hands in his. All eyes were on them.
âItâs alright, Cala. Weâll go to Baetica too. Weâll stay with the kids until theyâre settled, and who knows⌠maybe my son Kahir can join us as well.
Cala allowed herself to let her guard down.
âTyrone, IâŚ
âI love you. You know that. But itâs right that you stay with your family. Iâll follow you and help, if Elia wants.
âOf course I want to!âsaid the young CorsiâAnd your son is welcome, Tyrone.
Cala let out a resigned but serene sigh. She squeezed Tyroneâs hands, kissed him softly on the cheek, and said:
âThank you.
A thank you filled with countless meanings. A thank you that would turn into kisses and embraces, in private.
âSoâŚâCala saidâBaetica it is!
âGoodâTenax addedâThe ship will reach Syracuse, and then Iâll arrange for you to be brought to Baetica. You, and any others in our group who wish to join you.
Kwame slowly stepped forward.
âForgive me, Tenax, motherâŚ
Everyone fell silent, looking at him. He cleared his throat.
âIâve spoken a lot with the sailors on this ship. Theyâve seen that Iâm sharp and that I learn quickly. Theyâre Greek merchants, and theyâve offered me a place on their crew.
Cala nodded solemnly. Aura and Jula looked more worried.
âAlright, but we just got you back, brotherâAura saidâAre you telling us we wonât see you anymore?
He approached his sisters, placing his hands on their shoulders.
âThatâs not entirely true, sisters. Iâll come visit, and in the meantime⌠Iâll see the world. I spent years in a cell, fighting to survive. And now that Iâm free again, I want to savor every moment of my freedom. I want to travel, explore, see. But I canât do that if I stay put in one place.
Cala came closer to them.
âKwame is right. He deserves to follow his own path, even if weâll miss him terribly.
Jula and Aura nodded, tears in their eyes. Jula gave him a playful pat.
âPoor sailorsâŚâshe laughedâThey have no idea how much trouble youâll give them with that personality of yours.
âCome hereâsaid Kwame.
The four of them embraced tenderly. Everyone in the room was moved.
Tenax held Maiderâs hand, and she hurried to kiss it softly. Out of the corner of his eye, Tenax saw Nica reaching for his hand. He held her small hand, squeezing it affectionately.
âIf I mayâŚâWoola said, stepping up to TenaxâIâd like to go with you, Tenax. I imagine youâll need help in your new estate.
Tenax smiled at him.
âYouâre welcome, Woola. And with you, anyone else who wants to come with me.
âElia...âsaid JulioâIâd like to go with you. I heard you have beautiful horses, and Iâd love to help take care of them. If Iâm not imposing, that isâŚ
Elia tousled his blond hair.
âYouâre not imposing, Julio. Iâll need all the help I can get, actually. Anyone who wants to come to Baetica is welcome!
The hands of three more children went up. There was Zara, of Numidian origins, who had always gotten along well with Cala and now wanted to go with her. Then Demetra, who was a bit older and had helped Jula with Arya. She, too, wanted to stay with them. And finally Aurelius, who shared Julioâs love for animals and was his loyal friend; heâd follow him anywhere.
Still, Woola was also close to Julio, and he felt a bit sad at the thought of parting ways. But Woola would never leave Tenax, and Julio knew it well. They hugged, promising to write to each other.
Claudius, Marcus, and Rami would go with Tenax, because they felt more than loyalty to himâthey felt a deep affection and gratitude. They would help him with the new estate and then go wherever their paths led them.
As the children of Tenaxâs army embraced each other, aware that they would soon part ways, Claudia approached Tenaxâs bed and said:
âMaster, you know how I feel. Iâve served you for many years, and Iâll continue to, forever.
Tenax gave her a grateful smile. He let go of Maiderâs hand for a moment and held his out to his governess. Claudia, astonished, took it in hers.
âYou honor me, Claudia, but from now on, no more âmaster.â Youâll stay with me as an employee, but with complete freedom.
Claudia felt her eyes well up.
âYou would really do that for me?
Tenax squeezed her hand, and said softly:
âThe fact that youâre staying is more than I deserve. Now donât get me emotional, because I might start crying, and that wouldnât be a pretty sight.
A single tear ran down Claudiaâs cheek. She kissed the back of his hand.
âThank you, Tenax. Thank you.
A few more minutes passed. Tenax was very tired and needed rest.
Everyone quietly left the cabin, one by one.
Only Maider and Nica stayed.
The bed in the cabin was wide, and Maider and Nica lay down on either side of Tenax.
He smiled.
âPlease, donât tell me you two want to go to Baetica too.
They laughed. Tenax held his ribs, wincing in pain. Maider gently stroked his hair.
âOh, Iâm only coming with you for the money. Right, Nica?
The little girl nodded.
âYeah, definitely for the money.
They laughed again. Tenax held his ribs once more. Nica hugged his arm tightly.
âAll jokes asideâŚâshe saidâYou do want me, right?
Tenax and Maider exchanged a knowing look, then turned to her.
âActuallyâsaid TenaxâWe wanted to ask if you want us.
Nicaâs little heart skipped a beat. She pointed to herself.
âMe?
âYes,â Tenax said, âIâm not sure if you noticed, but Iâve lost my collection of pebbles. Itâs going to take some time to rebuild it.
Nica blinked her big green eyes.
âHow long?
Tenax seemed to think about it, once again exchanging a look with Maider.
âI donât know⌠maybe a lifetime?
It took Nica a moment to understand. She looked back and forth between Maider and Tenax.
âYou⌠you want to adopt me?
Maider and Tenax held each other close.
âYes,â he told her, winking, âif thatâs what you want. Although, youâll have to be patient with us. I mean, your adoptive father is a former criminal, and your adoptive mother is an anti-imperial rabble-rouser, andâŚ
Nica didnât let him finish. She stood, walked around the bed, and hugged them both gently.
Tears streamed down her cheeks.
She could barely speak.
âThank you,â was all she could say. âItâs everything Iâve ever wanted.
In that moment, Maider and Tenax felt complete.
***
Hi guys, Eli here! I loved, LOVED writing this emotional and long chapter! Our heroes are finally getting better! â¤ď¸
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Faber suae fortunae
Or (Quintus and) Maider's love story towards freedom.
Chapter 16
Rome was roaring that day.
A muffled scream rose from the city like a uniform chant, filling the streets, alleys, and squares.
Dozens and dozens of people, having abandoned their homes and shops, were heading towards the Flavian Amphitheater.
A new day of Games, yet different from the previous ones and probably from the ones to follow as well.
That's because on the lips of the people, besides the name of Domitian, that day there were also those of Tenax and Maider.
âTenax and Maider will be punished in the Arena!
The crowd was rushing in droves.
Because it was the crowd itself who made the Flavian Amphitheater what it was: a concentration of emotions.
Strong, violent, instinctive, archaic emotions.
Low, common, passionate emotions.
It wasnât the emperor who fueled the Games, but the people of Rome.
People pushed so constantly to the brink of death and despair that they found no other outlet but to see others suffer more, bleed more, die worse.
But the people of Rome, though guilty of perpetuating certain patterns tied to the Games, could do nothing about it. The crowd that demanded blood during the Games was a collective monster, created by the emperors and their Aediles Ludi.
For this reason, Domitian found it particularly amusing and intoxicating that his last Aedile Ludi and his girlfriend would be the protagonists of the Games that day.
âLet the Games begin!â
It was a crystal-clear day. A light breeze offered slight relief to the sweat-beaded brows. The scorching sun beat down on plebeians and patricians alike as they flocked to the Colosseum, and as they all unconsciously chanted the names of Tenax and Maider, feeding that emotional chorus that rose above the rooftops of Rome.
Because if there was one thing Domitian had faulted to realize, it was that Tenax and Maider were loved by the city.
Yes, loved.
A sentiment not always appreciated by the spectators of the Games, but one that certainly applied to Tenax and Maider. Tenax, once a cynical criminal, had in recent years helped many people, using more or less orthodox methods and with more or less fanfare, but always for nobleâor almost nobleâends. A man who had risen from the bottom but never forgot his origins; rather, he used his position to intercede for this or that person or to donate something to those in need.
And Maider... well, she had shown the people of Rome their most human side. The desire to experience strong emotions without necessarily resorting to violence. The possibility of freedom not dictated by the emperor and his officials. A different life, with genuine and deep feelings.
Maiderâs voice spoke to the heart of every Roman citizen, winning them over.
For this reason, these Games would be different.
There would be unrest, whether the emperor liked it or not.
***
There were many more people than usual, but this didnât worry Cala; on the contrary, it played in her favor.
She hadnât been able to close her eyes at all that night, just like most of her family. Too many things to organize and keep under control. The lives of Tenax and Maider were in her hands, and she had to remain steady.
As she approached the Colosseum, she leaned through the crowd to see if she could spot Woola and Raemus, two of the older children in Tenaxâs army, to whom she had entrusted a rather delicate monitoring task.
She saw them among the crowd and raised a hand to make herself known.
Woola and Raemus approached her cautiously.
âCala!â they said as soon as they were near her.
âGuys! So, the lions?
âSedated, just as you planned. They can barely stand on their feet.
Cala thanked her gods for this blessing. And mentally, she also thanked Kwame, who, as a skilled hunter, had revealed to her a powerful sedative capable of knocking out even the largest animals.
Meanwhile, Maider was being taken beneath the Arena.
Her hair was disheveled, a bruise marked her face, and several others her bodyâcourtesy of the sadistic work of the imperial guards.
The dress she wore, a simple blue garment, was torn and stained in several places.
The praetorians gripped her arms tightly to prevent her from fleeing or rebelling. She trembled, her gaze lowered. Her heart was beating so hard in her chest that it threatened to shatter her ribcage.
The praetorians placed her on a large platform that, through a system of levers, would be raised to the level of the arena, right in the center.
Maider looked up. She could hear the din of voices and noises above her.
She swallowed, but it felt like swallowing nails.
Thousands of questions crowded her mind, yet she couldnât find answers to any of them.
The praetorians mocked her.
âReady to become cat food, Jewish whore?
Maider didnât have much of a relationship with her God. However, she closed her eyes and recited the Shir Hamaâalot. She prayed that Calaâs plan would work.
***
Domitian was walking through the corridors leading to the imperial stage with a confident stride. Behind him, Tenax was being dragged by two praetorians.
He was wearing only the lower part of a tunic, probably to showcase the whip wounds bandaged with blood-soaked strips and the many bruises on his body. Even his face, cleaned of the dried blood, was a mosaic of bruises and cuts. His right eye, which had been swollen, bruised, and half-closed the day before, was slightly better that day. However, Tenax could still only see clearly out of his left eye, which nervously darted around, scanning his surroundings.
Domitian stopped in the antechamber of the imperial stage. He looked at Tenax with a sadistic smile painted on his face.
âExcited, my dear?
Tenax was terrified, but that didnât stop him from retorting.
âOnly to see if your new Aedile Ludi is better than me, Caesarâ he growled.
Domitian seemed annoyed.
âI imagine seeing your girlfriend torn apart will finally silence you.
Tenax shuddered. Every thought he had was directed toward Maider and his small, beloved family. His self-control was on a knifeâs edge. Lowering his gaze, he found no other recourse but to pray to the gods.
âPlease,â he thought. âLet Calaâs plan work. Protect Maider.â
***
Domitian made his entrance onto the royal stage, and the crowd greeted him with a roar that Tenax would have called somewhat timid. This surprised the emperor himself, who offered smiles, gestures, and greetings to his audience.
The Flavian Amphitheater was packed. There were nobles, Vestals, and a huge crowd of spectators. Domitian offered his final greetings, then, before taking his seat on the throne, he gestured to the praetorians who were holding Tenax tightly.
âBring him here.
The praetorians obeyed, despite Tenaxâs attempts at rebellion. The royal stage was surrounded by columns, and Tenax was chained to one of them, facing away, his arms pulled back, embracing the column itself. As soon as the audience saw him, the uproar did not cease but decreased drastically. Cala, on a central step, huddled close to Tyrone beside her. Aura clung to Iris. Jula to Elia. The children, in different parts of the Colosseum, drew strength from distant looks. All those whom Tenax loved were present, even though he, due to the crowd, could not see them. Only Maider was missing.
âCitizens of Rome!â said the announcer, a tall, thin man with an imposing voice. âIn todayâs games, the emperor wishes to punish those who have rebelled against him, who refused to obey! Who, bolstered by their own arrogance, dared to challenge the embodiment of the gods on earth! And just as the gods punished the Greeks before they set out for the Trojan War, the emperor has deemed it fitting to placate his anger with a⌠sacrifice!
Immediately, the center of the arena opened, revealing Maider. Tenax held his breath. Cala held her breath. The entire amphitheater held its breath.
âIt canât beâŚâ the people said.
âOh no!
âItâs Maider!
âItâs really her!
âPoor girlâŚ
Tenax tugged at the chains binding him to the column, scraping his wrists.
âMAIDER!â he shouted, with all the breath he had in his body. His cry echoed through the arena. A praetorian struck him with the hilt of his sword.
âShut up, idiot!
âTENAX!â Maider shouted, her voice breaking. âTenax!
Domitian let out an annoyed sigh. He really should have had her tongue cut out. He gestured for the announcer to continue.
âHere is Iphigenia, the daughter of King Agamemnon, ready to be sacrificed to appease the wrath of the gods!â the man said. âLet the executioners of the sacrifice come! Let the lions come!
The audience began to stir. Several, loyal to the emperor, erupted in enthusiastic applause, but most expressed worried comments. Not the reaction that Domitian had wanted, indeed. Cala was torturing her fingers. This was the moment of truth. The gates on either side of the arena opened, and the lions were pushed out. Yes, pushed. The lions that day were not the usual bloodthirsty beasts. They seemed drunk, in fact. They looked around, disoriented, not knowing what to do. Cala squeezed Tyroneâs hand. That was a good thing. Then she looked at Maider. She could see her trembling from there. She was terrified and motionless. Cala gasped.
âMaider, sing, damn it. Sing.
She had to do as she had been told the night before, or they wouldn't...
âEarly in the morninâ
Before the sun begins to shineâŚ
The attention of the entire amphitheater focused on Maider. Silence fell.
âWhat the hellâŚâ Domitian murmured to himself.
Tenax watched her with his heart pounding in his chest.
âWeâre gonna start movinâ
Towards that separating lineâŚ
"Sheâs doing it. Sheâs really doing it!" Tenax thought. In a different situation, he might have smiled, perhaps shouted of joy. But the lions were studying Maider, and the worry was eating him alive.
Cala signaled Woola among the crowd. The children, coordinating themselves, began to clap in time with the song. One by one, the entire amphitheater followed. Maider straightened her back, singing louder, challenging death by staring it straight in the eye.
âIâm wadinâ through muddy waters
You know I got a made up mind.
And I donât mind if I lose any blood on the way to salvationâŚ
And Iâll fight with the strength that I got until I die!
The lions approached her, but Maider, driven by the strength of thousands of clapping hands, continued to sing:
âThatâs when Iâm gonna stand up
Take my people with me
Together we are going
To a brand new homeâŚ
Far across the river
Can you hear freedom calling?
Calling me to answer
Gonna keep on keepinâ on
I can feel it in my bones.
Some lions, as if moved by a supernatural force, crouched down. The entire amphitheater held its breath. Domitian himself stood up, seething with rage, shouting: âNO!â
But the sound of clapping drowned everything out. As soon as Maider saw that the lions were no longer paying attention to her, according to Cala's plan, she began to shout:
âPeople of Rome! Are you not tired of being slaves to a cruel emperor? Are you not tired of suffering at the hands of those who should protect you and ensure your happiness? If Domitian is capable of doing thisâŚâ she said, pointing at Tenax ââŚto his most trusted advisor, what will he do to you?
âSHUT UP!â Domitian ordered.
âWe will no longer be silent!â Maider shouted, her words booming. âWe have a voice, and we are not afraid to use it! We will not be subjugated by a ruthless governor! We will not be intimidated by those who want to silence us! Ideas do not die! Our strength does not die!
There was no need for the children to rally the crowd. As in Domitianâs worst nightmares, the people of Rome rose to their feet, applauding Maider. They sang her name. Someone even dared to shout: âDown with Domitian!â The emperor was furious. He turned to the praetorians and said:
âI donât care how, but kill her. Now!
âNO! Domitian!â Tenax screamed, pulling at the chains.
The praetorians, hesitant, hurried to descend into the arena, amidst the boos of the crowd.
Then the unthinkable happened.
Cornelia, the High Vestal, stood up.
âEnough!â she shouted.
Time stopped again. Even the emperorâs guards froze.
âDespite the boldness and recklessness of her wordsâ she exclaimed âthis girl has shown to have a divine gift, and for this reason, it will be the gods who decide her fate, but not here and not now!
Domitian turned pale. It couldnât be true.
âWith the authority granted to me by the goddess Vesta, I order that she be released immediately!â Cornelia declared, extending her hand.
The crowd responded with a roar. Some were chanting Maiderâs name and, above all, others were booing the emperor. When Domitian found himself showered with waste and scraps of food, he realized he had to leave.
âGo to hell! This isnât over!
He rose from the throne and retreated into the anteroom of the stage. The noise had become oppressive. The praetorians shouted for him to leave: he had to get to a safe place. But Domitian's attention was elsewhere.
Tenax was still chained to the column.
And suddenly his madness blinded him.
It was all that idiotâs fault.
He would make him pay: he drew the gladius from his belt.
âIf youâre not mine, you wonât belong to anyone else!
And he moved to kill him. He had only taken a few steps, however, when a loud commotion made him stop. Domitian cursed and turned, and, freezing, saw a large number of praetorians fighting against a group of heavily armed men. Men loyal to some of the most important patrician families of the city.
The gladius slipped from his hands.
Domitian found himself in the midst of the first conspiracy of his reign.
***
Tenax felt his strength abandoning him. Domitian had managed to escape, despite the attempted conspiracy, and he had remained chained to the column on the royal stage, completely alone.
Shortly after Domitianâs flight, an authentic revolt against the emperorâs tyranny erupted, and the people furiously flooded the streets. Maider, as far as he could see, had been taken away by Kwame and other gladiators, through tunnels and internal corridors of the Arena.
âCala was magnificent. If we are alive, it is only thanks to her. I fear it wonât be enough to cover her in gold.â
He pulled again at the chains that bound him to the column, but to no avail. He was tired, weary, and in pain. He fell to his knees.
He prayed for someone to free him.
He prayed for everything to end well.
He prayed that the miracle that had just saved them would continue and finish its celestial influence.
But his eyelids were heavy. He closed his eyes before he saw Tyrone approaching him with a large hammer.
âIâll see you on the other sideâŚâ he murmured.
And it all went black.
***
Guys, it's finally here! Hope you liked this loooong chapter. There were a lot of cliffhangers, and you'll find some more in the next chapters! I loved writing that, even if I had to write three drafts lol. If you liked it, comment, please. It means the world to me.
See you in the next chapter! â¤ď¸
Eli
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