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Gilbert: well well well, fancy running into you here, little rabbit

Emma: running into me?! You’ve been stalking me for the last five minutes!!

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Gilbert's daughter: You call Mommy Little Rabbit, but what about me?

Gilbert: *styling her hair like bunny ears*

Gilbert: You're my Tiny Rabbit, of course :)

Gilbert's daughter: Shouldn't I be Baby Rabbit?

Gilbert: That depends. Are you planning to be a baby forever?

Gilbert's daughter: No, but I'm not planning to be tiny forever either

Gilbert: Hehe. Your Kloss genes would beg to differ

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Gilbert's daughter, aged 4: It's raining! Daddy, come here!

Gilbert: Oh! Oh! What is it? What is it? *hurries over*

Daughter: Quick! Get under my cloak!

Gilbert: Hehe, I don't think I'll fit, but...

Gilbert: *crouches down really small*

Daughter: *covers Gilbert's head with her tiny cloak and hugs his head close*

Gilbert: Ahh, how terrible. Usually I'm the one covering you *sniffle* You don't need me anymore *sniffle sniffle*

Daughter: Nope. I don't need you

Gilbert: *stops fake crying* Hm, is that so? And did you forget that Daddy dislikes lies?

Daughter: Nope. I didn't. Because I'm not lying

Daughter: I'm all grown-up now, so it's your turn to need me

Gilbert: I see. You know, we call that 'caring' for someone

Daughter: Good. I'm glad you know what that means

Gilbert: ....!

Gilbert: .......

Gilbert: ......haha.... Ahahaha!

Daughter: What's so funny?

Gilbert: -hahaha! *wipes tears* Nothing. Ah, but you're a precocious little thing, aren't you? Shall I make you some raisin sandwiches when we get home?

Daughter: *makes a disgusted face when she remembers the taste*

Daughter: *expression suddenly softens into a smile* Okay!

Gilbert: Hehe *pecks her cheek* It's a promise then *looks back and upward at Emma*

Emma: *smiles as she stands behind them, covering them both with an umbrella*

☆ GIL AND BABY masterlist

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Gilbert's daughter, age 8 months: ―a―

Gilbert: Hm? What was that? What was that? Your first word?! Oh, how exciting! I just knew it would be any day now, and Daddy's never wrong about these things, you see. So―

Daughter: *sneezes*

Gilbert: !

Gilbert: Ah

Gilbert: ...aha... Ahahaha! I see! Just a little sneeze. And so cute too~ *boops her nose*

Gilbert: But it is a little drafty in here, come to think of it... *smiles as he goes to lift her from her crib* Don't worry. Daddy's here to warm you... right...

Gilbert: *stops mid-reach*

Gilbert: .......

Daughter: .......

Gilbert: *continues smiling*

Gilbert: *slowly retracts his hands*

Gilbert: *forces an even bigger smile* Now where did the Tiny Rabbit leave her blanket this time, I wonder. *happily goes looking* It's dangerous to make Daddy exercise like this. Hehe, no matter. All troublesome children can easily be...

Gilbert: *voice fades as he disappears from view*

Daughter: ......

Daughter: ........

Daughter: ......dy....

☆ GIL AND BABY series masterlist y'all remember that simpsons episode when maggie spoke her first word T_T

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Gilbert's Daughter, age 7 months: *gurgles in gibberish*

Gilbert: *hums as he fits her into her bunny onesie*

Gilbert: *spins her around to face the mirror*

Gilbert: *plops his chin atop her head between the bunny ears*

Gilbert: What do we think? Cute, right? Tomorrow we can try the tiger onesie

Daughter: *gibberish*

Gilbert: Hehe, I think you're misunderstanding something

Gilbert: You have two choices

Gilbert: Try the tiger onesie. Or be made to try the tiger onesie

Daughter: *makes bubbles*

Gilbert: Ahaha *wipes her mouth with her bib* Scary, scary~ I'd hate to get on your bad side so early

Gilbert: Let's at least put that off until you start bringing romantic partners home

Gilbert: But until then... *playfully flip-flops her bunny ears* ...you'll stay my cute little bunny for as long as possible, won't you?

Gilbert: *a smile so gentle he doesn't even realize it* ...Okay?

☆ GIL AND BABY episode 1 2 3

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Gil

I love you. I love you so much. You are the only thing I love in this world and that I will never ever stop loving it until I die and after I die.

In the beginning I was curious about you. Then I wanted to know more about you. Then I wanted to get closer to you. Then I wanted to know everything about you. Then I wanted to be able to read your mind. Then I wanted to touch you more and more. Then I wanted to become special for you. Then we became engaged.

Now I do really want badly to become family with you. But this must wait.

Because I want you to feel comfortable enough with me before we can call it family.

And because I want to be your wife, not to marry you.

I want to be all what you may want or hope for.

I want to be able to take care of you, support you, make you happy, be with you.

I want to be a wife that you will always feel proud and happy of. And ofc happy with.

I want to be able to be proud of it, and stand with you without feeling ashame.

The feeling of shame and the feeling of inferiority are the things which lived with me since my childhood.

I could never beat them. I couldn't live a single day without them crushing it.

I could never feel proud of myself no matter how much effort I made, and I have never felt I'm *enough* for anything and anyone. To the point I don't get angry on anyone who left me even without a reason. It's just that "I wasn't enough" simply, that's all.

But now, this time is different.

I can't stand with you and be your family if I take this feeling of inferiority with me.

I don't care if I'm not enough for anyone but I want to more than enough for you. I want to be everything for you and I don't care about the rest.

I know it will take long, but let's take our time.

And I promise I'll make you happy.

At least, I think making a family is about saying that I'll make you happy without a tiny doubt.

And also, I think life for us is about spending time together right?

So until we can agree that we became a real family, it's delayed.

I love you more than anything🖤

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Can’t believe I got him on my first pull!!! Usually I have no luck with the gacha ૮꒰ ˶Ó ˕ Ò˶ ꒱ა

Is this my Christmas present?? *cries happy tears * ꒰🖤˃̶̤́ ꒳ ˂̶̤̀ ꒱

** Bonus **

꒰ᐢ⸝⸝•༝•⸝⸝ᐢ꒱⸒⸒

Awwnnn ૮₍˶Ó﹏Ò ⑅₎ა

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A sincere request

All I can ask for is you reading my email carefully and that's all . I'll be thankful if you do . I know that paying money for games is important for it to continue and I respect it . And it's possible in the Japanese sever . But in the English server , there are too many countries that paying online is prohibited or impossible . Because of that and because the time difference of lucky time , we continued sacrificing our sleep and time to play ikemen games no matter how much it becomes harder . Making two and three accounts and paying so much effort just to enjoy the few moments we spend with our favourite character that made us want to live and face tomorrow . But recently everything is changing . Starting by the birthday event , you made the story card too expensive to the point one whole year of saving diamond won't be enough . And you removed x3 lucky time in collection event while making the story card 300 instead of 280 . Do you know that 280 was barely reached by an f2p who sacrificed every single other thing to get it ? Then u put the last chapters at 500 so f2p would never ever be able to reach . And removing x3 lucky time in story events . And the 3rd anniversary sets 3500? If it's one click for jpn sever people it's days of crying then giving up in English sever . What will you loose if you make the set for single character instead of two , just with 2000 or 2400 diamonds ? Who want many characters would buy the big set anyway . This is not a way to bring benefits for the company , it's a way to make the users sad and encourage them to leave the game . Not like you don't know how the over encouragement on paying money would make people feel empty right ? I'm not complaining, I'd spend days of crying then give up because I can't help . But it will make me sadder that my favourite game is loosing their users because of this . I know that it's hard on you when other games are ending and closing services , but in this pace , even ikemen prince will be closed too . All I can ask for is you trying to think again about your methods because it's bringing only negative results . I hope that this letter finds you successfully and you understand that I'm saying this for the sake of the game more than selfish desires . That's all

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I really want to d*ie.

I thought if I finish everything I wanted to do, and stop scaring of it, I would get the chance of dea*th but...

Yeah, no luck in it.

And I hate suffering, but I can't succ*ide, so...

I always feel scared.

I don't want to meet tomorrow.

I do not want even to think of it.

Everything is scary. Nothing good about this life. Nothing good about me either.

And still, I need to make effort, while being scared, while trembling, while blaming myself on every small and big mistake.

Nah, not even mistakes. I'll blame myself on EVERYTHING literally.

And my parents and people around me will keep blaming me too. Like they think Idk my fault?

Do they think they are helping by blaming? Probably.

Such selfish people.

With no one telling me, I know well that my existante itself is a fault.

I hate this life and myself.

And again, I still need to put on a brave face and face today and tomorrow.

It's not like I'm going to do stupid thing to end my li*fe.

It's just complaining, smth I need to do regularly or I'd want to end everything on a whim.

I'm really tired.

I have nothing I want to do.

Or at least, every feeling of mine will loose in front of the fear of tomorrow.

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I want you to know how much I love you.

I have never wanted someone that badly before.

Only thinking about you makes me never fail to make me happy.

When you come to annoy or tease me, all I ca think of is that u giving me your time and caring about me. Thus, how can I be angry on you?

When you take the cookies before I finish baking it, and wait from me to get angry, but u smile happily, like you are enjoying every seconde we spend together, and that's more than enough to make me happy. I enjoy every second of it too.

It's like a blessing, a gift from the god. Every day, hour, bminute, seconde I can spend with you is a result of a miracle for me.

I need to cherish this time more than any treasure.

You said that u are imprisoning me when you don't let me go out the castle. But you don't know that the only place I want to be in is near you.

Being where I can reach you means everything for me. And I don't need anything else.

I want to give you all my time, all my life, and everything I can do for you.

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Tbh, the world is always unfair.

Nothing I want happen, but all what don't want happen.

All my ideas&feelings have been denied completely regularly by both of my parents.

And everyday, feeling alone and wanting death are the only two feelings that are living with me always.

But I keep smiling inforont of my parents to not make the things worse. Bc nothing good come from Showing feelings

"you are too sensitive"

"stop pretending to be victim"

" what did we do to you?"

" why u can't be like people?"

" why u can't be normal?"

" you have no value"

" we are using money for u but u can't pay back"

" u don't need time for hobbies"

" others are studying day and night... Why u can't?,... "

What should I do to make them stop denying me?

What should I to feel that I can live? That I have the right?

My parents always answer :

Be religious

Be the rank 1 in your class

Help in the kitchen

Stop playing games.

Stop wasting time with friends.

Loose weight and get the perfect appearance.

Get skilled to help us in everything.

....

I tried it few times, full filled all of it and I thought by killing my heart to do it, they will be happy.

But instead, all the demands went level up.

It became

Be the most religious

Only rank 1 in your class? Why not in the whole high school?

Only helping in kitchen? Why u can't cook everything by yourself?

If a pro programmer is better than le in programming it's my bad.

If I couldn't repair the computer it's my bad.

If I didn't know how to translate from the language they decide randomly, it's my bad and luck of knowledge.

...

Until I burn out and I lost all motivation for everything.

And until now, nothing change.

They start arguing, and I keep listening, at the table of dinner, while I can't eat with arguing, bc the taste of the food always disgusting.

If I take my food to my room, then I am the evil who made their food disgusting.

And today, I keep hearing complaints as always.

...

I have never showed anyone my face when I'm crying, and I'll never do it from now on too.

Bc for my parents, my feelings have no value. If something matters, it's their feelings. Bc what? Bc they are the parents. Bc the God said that.

Idk if it's right or wrong, but I wonder sometimes, did they think I'll love the god more after their treatment for me?

Ofc yes. I bet it is, even without reading their minds.

...

The perfect parents, the kindest ones, who use money for me, who raised me, whom I must use my useless life to give back their kindness : that's my parents.

That's what God decided and what the society decided and what they decided. Then, who am I to say no? Do I have a proof? Can I believe that I am right after being denied by all of that?

Even if everything changed from tomorrow by a miracle, if it became a new envirement, will I be able to believe myself one day?

Do u think someone lived while hearing "u are wrong" for all his life is able to?

I wonder.

Here again, I am useless, not motivated to do anything. Unable to be stable even emotionally, enable to have the minimal self-confidence as any other human being, enable to understand what it does mean "safe" "trust" "love" "honesty" "warm".

Idk know anyone among them in the real meaning.

Idk how to try hard anymore. I forgot what is hope.

I wish I had another life, not to work hard or to be happy,

Just to kill them.

Maybe if I died when I was kid or if I killed them then, it was safe.

Idk know.

No one to trust, no one to believe, all I am doing is crying and trembling alone in my room as always.

Yeah, it's the normal. I hope I could accept it and get used.

I wish I was able to kill my heart.

I wish I could accept that I'm wrong or have confidence that I am right, instead of this hesitant attitude.

And a feeling of my heart being crushed every moment....

I wish all these words were only my exaggeration, or one of my daydream.

But I have no right to complaint.

If I do, everyone will start saying "I'm suffering more"!

Ofc, who am I to complaint even? There is no merits for who will hear me complaining after all, and not like I can help someone in anyway. I'm just useless after all

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I hope you notice how much I love you, even more than you do.

I hope that one day, you will trust me, no matter how much it's hard for you.

I hope one day you will want to live for long, even just to stay with me.

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*tried to make a cake but no ingredients.

Tried to make tiger-bunny cookies but didn't find tiger form .

Ended up making cat-bunny cookies since the tiger is considered a cat somehow*

"You made for me raisin sandwich cookies this Valentine so I thought it will be good to make something in return.

It's delicious somehow at least. I hope you like them"

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"Happy White day🤍"

*though it's a little late ^^;*

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It's the first time I see this beautiful flower but my camera bad 😅🤍💔

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Sorry for the late Valentine sweets .

Finally, I found the time to make it.

I hope you enjoy it

It's more delicious if you eat it with coffee or with hot chocolate ^^

Let's eat it together ♡

I hope on the next valentine I can make for you something better ofc .

Let's just hope that I will be free in that day xD

I will be happy if you can cancel all my works on that day since I want to spend it with you 🥲

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It's weird that remembering your smile makes me able to face my biggest fears .

I hope I am able to prove it soon .

I love you 🖤