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Every time I see you I find something new to love about you.

Your skin that's glowing In a way I'd never noticed.

Your eyes that could Keep me in awe For the rest of my life.

Or your laugh that makes me Blush When I'm the cause of it.

Maybe I'm destined to Fall in love with You Many times Hundreds of times Again and again

Just to realize

That all my dreams came true The day I met you

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Hey, nobody cares but I’m celebrating 11 months with my partner and we’re playing stardew valley tonight because we’re that kind of girls ✨🦦

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Reblog to give mutuals a break from whatever they're been going through

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reblog to wirelessly transfer all of your dysphoria to jk rowling

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Omg Treasure Planet 😍

It's the same picture

Everyone: There is no animated movie with PikeUna.

Me, person of culture:

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And then repeating the same process the next day because you also forget that you keep forgetting, so you're not adapting by making sure to set reminders or write things down where you'll see them 😭

The real thing with ADHD is not "I forgot", but that forgetting is this ongoing process. I remembered! And then I forgot.

At ten this (hypothetical) morning I remembered that I have a meeting at six. And then from 11 through 3 I worked on other stuff and had zero thoughts about that meeting. Maybe even thought about what I was gonna do with my evening at home. Got attached to the idea of taking the time to make a good dinner, maybe play some video games.

And then at three I said, "Oh! Fuck!" and remembered again, hopefully long enough to set an alarm. And then I went to the bathroom and remembered that I need to clean the counter and spent twenty minutes cleaning the bathroom and went to get a snack and then at five I said, "OH! FUCK!" and had to scramble to dress like a real adult and get out the door.

It isn't one clean forgetting. It's a constant process of forgetting and then, with an exhausting adrenaline spike, remembering. And then forgetting. Baby, I can forget the same thing more times in a day than you ever forgot your parents' anniversary.

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girl your likes are open you only like your gf's posts!!! kinda adorable

What can I say, I'm thoroughly in love 🥰🥰🥰

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🍫, 🍪,🥤,☕

🍫 Cheese or chocolate?

As much as I absolutely love chocolate, I think I'd have to go with cheese 👀 There are so many things that just wouldn't work without cheese, but I could satisfy my sweet tooth with smth other than chocolate.

🍪 If you were a cookie, what kind would you be?

I think I'd be a fairly simple chocolate covered wheat cookie with sprinkles on top ☺️

🥤 What’s your go-to Starbucks order?

So, we don't have Starbucks in Sweden so I've only had it once when I was in Thessaloniki, so I couldn't say I have a go-to for it 👀 Buuuuut my usual order at coffee places in general (if they don't have Freddo Cappuccino) is just a regular cappuccino, nothing fancy ☺️

☕ Coffee or tea?

Ooooh another difficult one, I drink both daily. Prooooobably if I could only have one for the rest of my life I'd go with coffee though ☕

Thank you so much for the ask anon!

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🎵🙃🧡

Thank you for the ask!

🎵 Last song you listened to?

Sticks & Stones by Icon For Hire.

🙃 What’s a weird fact that you know?

Idk if this is commonly known or not, but I remember being so fascinated when I learned that humans actually glow in the dark, it's just waaaaaaay too faint for us to be able to see.

🧡 A color you can’t stand?

Since I already answered for @coffee-in-that-nebula, I'll give the "next least favourite" 🤭

You know that yellow-green colour that makes you think of vomit? Yeah I'm not a fan of that.

Which is interesting because my absolute favourite colour, jade, is so close to it on the colour scale 👀

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🦋🧡💎 for the ask game ❤️

You got it, my love 💗

🦋 Describe yourself in three words.

Creative, curious, rash.

🧡 A color you can’t stand?

That really specific shade of blue that people for some reason always have on their light decorations around Christmas time, my eyes just cannot focus on that particular wavelength and it physically hurts to look at 😭

💎 What’s your most prized possession?

I mean the obvious-feeling answer would be my computer, just because it's expensive. But it is just a computer, it can be replaced.

The thing I would probably grieve losing the most is a lil silly 😅 It's a really old cooking pot (I think somewhere around 60 or 70 years) that was passed down from my grandmother to my mother, and then from her to me. I don't actually use it that much apart from making popcorn (because it makes divine popcorn) but it holds a lot of sentimentality to me 🥹

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~ 💖 ASK GAME 💖 ~

📷 What’s set as your phone’s lockscreen?

🍫 Cheese or chocolate?

✨ Do you have any nicknames?

🎵 Last song you listened to?

✏️ Have you ever written fanfiction?

😏 Are you on discord?

 💛 Do you have any piercings?

🐰 What do you think says the most about a person?

🍪 If you were a cookie, what kind would you be?

🐶 Are you more of a dog person or a cat person?

🎧 Headphones or earbuds?

🌼 What’s the last thing you said out loud?

🙃 What’s a weird fact that you know?

🦉 Are you a morning person or a night owl?

🧸 Favorite place to nap?

🏳️‍🌈 Are you a member of the LGBTQIA+ community?

🦋 Describe yourself in three words.

👖 Jeans or sweatpants?

🥤 What’s your go-to Starbucks order?

🧡 A color you can’t stand?

💎 What’s your most prized possession?

☕ Coffee or tea?

🦖 Favorite extinct animal?

🌙 How long have you been on tumblr?

🌴 Desert island item?

🐸 Describe your aesthetic.

🔮 What’s your dream job?

💙 Relationship status?

🌿 Describe your favorite outfit.

🎤 Is there a song you know all the lyrics to?

🤎 What color is your hair?

💌 Do you talk to yourself?

💄 Do you wear makeup?

🌸 Best compliment you ever received?

💞 @ your favorite blog.

Reblogs are appreciated!

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OH

MY

GOD

😍

I crave you too much to want

an ordinary love.

Can you kiss -one more time-

every inch of my naked body

and talk to me -again-

about how you felt

the first time you saw me?

Can you make love to me

(forever)

until 4 a.m.?

Because when I’m under you

thirsty, dirty, and hungry

that’s when I’m the most alive.

But then, I love you too much to not want

an ordinary love.

Can I make you soup when you’re sick

and buy you chocolate when you’re sad?

Can I stress with you over finances

on a kitchen table

with dirty dishes filling the sink?

And, can I go to bed knowing

that I’ll wake up next to you

every single day?

I don’t want much.

I only want everything.

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if you have a transfem lover I do not even know how to begin to explain how important it is that you touch her without her having to ask

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And its a loooong line

I wanna be your slave, I wanna be your master I wanna make your heartbeat run like rollercoasters I wanna be a good boy, I wanna be a gangster 'Cause you could be the beauty and I could be the monster ❤️

👏get👏in👏line👏🐶

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hi, a lot of you need a perspective reset

the average human lifespan globally is 70+ years

taking the threshold of adulthood as 18, you are likely to spend at least 52 years as a fully grown adult

at the age of 30 you have lived less than one quarter of your adult life (12/52 years)

'middle age' is typically considered to be between 45-65

it is extremely common to switch careers, start new relationships, emigrate, go to college for the first or second time, or make other life-changing decisions in middle age

it's wild that I even have to spell it out, but older adults (60+) still have social lives and hobbies and interests.

you can still date when you get old. you can still fuck. you can still learn new skills, be fashionable, be competitive. you can still gossip, you can still travel, you can still read. you can still transition. you can still come out.

young doesn't mean peaked. you're inexperienced in your 20s! you're still learning and practicing! you're developing social skills and muscle memory that will last decades!

there are a million things to do in the world, and they don't vanish overnight because an imaginary number gets too big