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Sorry for the random fandom switch, I'll go back to bsd eventually, but here's a Takopi's Original Sin fanart. My impressions on this manga are that it's really interesting and shocking at the same time, I like the way that characters are built, how everyone is morally gray at the end. There's no one you could really judge here.

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I feel unmotivated lately, maybe it's depression attacking me again (?) I'm running out of ideas and I feel terrible, I'm not sure if this will be a hiatus, but I really need to get inspired again or I'll just draw trash, it happens to me sometimes

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Hi guys I'm back, since asagiri decided to talk and make me cry I have a non-au fanart lol

I hate this man. This fanart was also triggered by chapel roan finally releasing The Subway btw

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I feel so awfully tired. I really want to make more content about the au and draw a lot but school is basically killing me, since it's my last year before uni yknow. So maybe after next week (if god's by my side ignoring the fact that I'm an atheist) I'll be able to return to daily socmed posts ^^

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[Bsd x Cabaret AU]

Some doodles with random parts of the 1998 script :p

The last one is a reference to a tiktok video of an Argentinian cosplaying(??)/ dressing in drag as Orochimaru lol

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[Bsd X Cabaret AU]

CW: suggestive (?)

I finally decided what to do with Fyodor in this au woohoooo

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[Bsd X Cabaret AU]

Nikolai emcee as the Cabaret album cover, probably my biggest masterpiece

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I accidentally got a piercing bump, Can I blame Dazai for this? Just because I want to blame HIM

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First time

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Thanks Tumblr, I was hungry of course

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[Bsd x Cabaret AU]

I'm not sure if I love how this turned out, but I'm glad to do the first full illustration of this au

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[Bsd X CABARET AU] Oh Dazai, the ashtray of the Kit Kat Club (At least that's how dear Max sees him). Whispers spread around Berlin ¿What's under his bandages? Is he actually injured or it's just a new fashion trend?

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I've been rethinking lately about nationalities in the bad x cabaret au. I'm not sure if making Chuuya french or American.

Because if he was french it wouldn't have sense to go to France to escape from the n*zis(?). But at the same time I can't imagine him American, maybe it's because of my own despise to USA idk

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I have a straw page now :333

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Guys do you think it's a better idea to get a carrd or a straw page?

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I want to get a name for the cabaret au that'll not bad x cabaret or something but I'm not sure of what yet. Maybe something related to the kit kat club uuuh I really have to get my thoughts about this in order

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I'm having such a horrible stomach ache, I wish I could transfer all my pain to Dazai. I rather see him suffer than suffering myself