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WHY IS HATSUNE MIKU WAVING AT US SHSGJSGSG

Also the first two are so me and my partner coded

I miss him sm

I wanna kiss him like that :[[[

ANYWAY hatsune miku made me cackle

what if we lived together, and loved each other, in every alternate universe? could we do our laundry together? don't forget to call the dentist. i love you. // modern au

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In a week is one of my all time favorite hozier songs but I’ll never get over the fact that he got the idea for the song because he was getting bitten by insects in a field and turned that experience into this poetic masterpiece of a song

Hozier the man that you are

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I just heard the air fryer beep saying my foods done but how am i supposed to get up when this is how im holding my sweet baby

And this is how peaceful she looks in my arms

She’s my babyyyyy

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Back on my Jayvik bullshit

But anyway when viktor said

“In all timelines in all possibilities-“

He was talking about us btw @wtf-is-sleep-even

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I listened to some of my older music tonight

What I would’ve listened to some years ago

It felt weird but I got a reminder of who I used to be

An idea of an old version of myself

A much angrier version of myself

A much more spiteful sad lonely version of myself

That version of myself that had to prove she was worth something

That couldn’t stand the sense that she was failing at something

The one that was terrified of being like those around her

The one that was so hurt she felt the need to hurt others

She makes me sick

But I also feel pity for her

I know she would hate that

But I do

I wish someone would’ve told her how much love there could be in the world

How loved she was

How loved she still is

I wish someone would’ve hugged her

Again something she would’ve hated

But I wish someone would’ve held her and told her she’d be okay

She was so angry back then

But She was so afraid

She was so lonely

It’s weird how what would’ve been my favorite song back then

Fills me with such a sense of dread now

There’s a pit in the bottom of my stomach

A pit that she dug

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Dear diary tumblr

Yall ever have like a “I fucking love this guy so much what the hell??” Moment about your partner

Like I know we’re already dating goddamn am i obsessed with them

I just got off call with them (reluctantly so) and I already fucking miss them like a gayass loser

The last like two hours of the call were literally just them reading posts they saw then playing their silly Japanese card game on their phone and me listening and like commentating and me halfway falling asleep cause I love their fucking voice so much but they’re just sitting there on their game making random noises and cussing at the game itself and it was such a small dumb moment but literally all I could think for like a straight hour was “oh my god I am so in love with you”

I want the rest of my life to look like that I want every night to have that laughter no I need every night to have that laughter

Their laugh is so perfect

Shit could literally make flowers bloom it could cure any ailment it could turn water into wine or whatever the fuck

Their laugh could make any day any feeling any room brighter and the fact that I get to hear that laugh for the rest of my life

God I’m the luckiest person on earth

I love them more than life itself

I’d kill and die at their command

I am so desperately in love with this person in a way I don’t think anyone else could ever understand

I am so fucking in love with them

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I watched kpop demon hunters the other day and this is just a Bobby appreciation post cause I fucking love that guy

Here’s such a good manager and he just loves his girls so much

I’ll have more in depth coherent thoughts about this movie once I’ve watched it a second (or third) time and also when it’s not 3am

But for now just love Bobby he’s such a guy fr

Oh and this (no so) little freak adore him

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On my loving and respecting nature shit

On my appreciating all the forest has to offer shit

In the woods straight mushing in and by it well let’s just say my shrooms

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MY HUSBAND DID THE COOL THING AGAIN

Look at this shit it’s so cool look at it wtf

(CW: sort of gore/body horror? Nothing graphic but please just scroll past if it makes you squeamish!)

((poses referenced from mellon_soup on Patreon! All free to use but please go check them out!))

Hey hey! Thank you @chuffedchough for giving me the inspiration to finish this lol

I think I'm starting to get the hang of this simplified version of my art style! And this is the first time using a monochrome pallet, everyone welcome Selkie!Octavius, sorry if it doesn't quite look like him, I did this without much reference and I couldn't resist giving him curly hair lol, I also tried to get the actual vein structure of a seal but I could not for the LIFE of me find a good reference so I ended up using what I believe the heart capillaries are? Either way, I think it looks cool and it's a sketch so, who cares

Please let me know if you'd like more Selkietavius in the future, or if you would like to see a fully rendered piece! This was definitely my favorite AU to make by far!

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All he hears are screams

(a scene from the watch party)

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This was me when I was sitting on my roof earlier

Half reading half judging

Always judging

(via)

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NUH UH

@monkey-suncle gay

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I watched my brother play deltarune for like 2 hours and accidentally got obsessed with the silly lesbians

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I NEED SOMEONE TO WRITE SOMETHING ABOUT ODYPEN AFTER ODY GETS BACK LIKE RIGHT AFTER THE EVENTS OF WYFILWMA

I LOVE ximenas I can’t help but wonder animatic because of so many things but mainly the part where Telemachus just gently helps wipe some of the blood off of Odysseus and there’s no doubt in my mind that ody saw that and knew that Telemachus learned that softness from Penelope

He felt that gentleness and was like “this is Penelope’s son.”

But I need something with Penelope doing that

I need to see Penelope softly wiping the blood away I need to see ody fighting back tears because of how much he’s missed that softness I need Odysseus to have that “I’m really home” moment but not home as in his castle or Ithaca

Home as in the safe warm gentle arms of his wife

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"nobody is judging you" wrong, my mother is seemingly always judging every single stranger she sees

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Good afternoon today I am thinking about how Calypso hears Odysseus say Penelope's name before she even learns what his name is. She hears “Penelope” before she ever hears “Odysseus.”

And so do we.

In the opening lines of the musical, Odysseus rallies his men by invoking home: “Think of your wives and your children.” We are told so early and so clearly that the impulse that drives him, long before we even know him by name, is love, home, and memory. When the choir asks “What do you fight for?” he first answers: “Penelope.” And then he says it again. And when the prophet Tiresias speaks, when Eurylochus confronts him, when Circe questions his heart, when the gods themselves threaten him and debate his fate, it is always Penelope whose name rises, it is always his wife who is consistenly brought up. Penelope, whose presence is invoked in absence. Penelope, who defines every move he makes.

We learn who his wife is long before he utters his own name, which he only ever does once, in the only saga she's not mentioned. The only time he claims his name aloud is the one time he is wholly severed from her, textually and thematically. Every other chapter of this story, every other trial he endures, echoes with her name. Except this one. Penelope does not enter that cave. Her absence is deafening, and the one time he utters his name instead of hers, it is this exact same act that brings the storm, Poseidon's fury, the years added to their journey. The moment he lets go of her is the moment he is torn from her.

Her name is a refrain in the mouths of gods and monsters, a tether through temptation and torment. If you strip her from the story, you do not simply lose a love interest. You lose the anchor. You lose the tension. You lose the meaning behind every choice Odysseus makes, and every cost he bears.

She is not an afterthought. She is with him from the very beginning and she's the one with him at the very end. She is the centre of the story.