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Tbh if AI was around when I was in my teens I would have totally abused it either for self-harm or for reassurance about my anxiety and depression being real and reasonable. And that definitely would have made recovery a lot harder

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Palm-sized (pin-sized?) Pricefield for you.

I wanted to draw for the first fandom I got involved in, the first wlw ship I saw in my life, and to honor the totally not awkward moment when my dad sat next to me while the kiss happened during the bay ending (I was 13).

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My all time favorite sign I’ve seen near my house

i cant live like this

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languages that don't distinguish between formal and informal you are missing out on so much petty drama. my grandparents have two neighbours who once got into a huge fight over something honestly pretty trivial, so neighbour A said he was going to revoke neighbour B's du (informal you) privileges. neighbour B was like "okay but can i use du one last time?" and neighbour A was like "yeah go ahead", and neighbour B said "du arschloch" (you asshole). incredible.

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i can actively feel myself being ground into a paste mentally

honestly i should probably quit social media for a month before everything happening simultaneously with the bullshit at work makes me start wanting to kill myself again

will i actually quit anything? hard to say.

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gouache study of beautiful ancient artifacts !

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I love being friends with prostitutes and transsexuals and artists and drug dealers and perverts and queers

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Look me straight in the eyes and tell me your current music taste isn’t what your father played in the car when you were a kid.

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imagine finding these polaroids in a flea market

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I’m not trying to turn your kids trans; that’s stupid. I’m trying to turn them into socialists.

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maybe growing up is just becoming who you were at 14 again but learning how to love her this time

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it’s fucking wild because one day you’re like i guess i’m not dying tragically young and you go to the store and you buy dental floss, ingredients for soup, and a bath mat

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are you ever scrolling through tumblr and you have a thought and immediately lose it so you have to scroll back up to give your brain the conditions under which it originally created the thought so you can bring it back

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nekem te voltál a legfinomabb after eight-ben a mentolos krém mozartkugel díszdobozban lindt nyúl aranycsengővel most már sajnos tudom hogy olvadt balaton szelet vagy egy lajosmizsére tartó vonat húgyszagú kabinjának szakadt, forró bőr ülésén