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ecstacy — yjw

sex with jungwon is good, no doubt about that. but the thing is… he doesn’t know how to stop.

content tags: established relationship, unhinged jw, explicit content (smut): soft dom jw (is he really?), cuffs, usage of toys, fingering, nipple play, overstimulation, basically this fic is an actual torture so read at your own risk, squirting, unprotected sex, jw has a big dick (yum🤤), creampie, cnc. MDNI. WC: 3.3K

note: it's been a really long ass time since i last wrote a smut so please bare with me. my mind is so fried but atleast i tried ahuehue... not proofread, anw, enjoy reading and reblog!

One thing about your boyfriend Jungwon? He has a bit of a collection—of sex toys, to be exact.

It’s the kind of surprise that catches most people off guard, especially considering how incredibly gentle, soft-spoken, and genuinely sweet he is.

Well...he’s still soft-spoken—his voice never rises, never loses that calm, steady tone but gentle? Not quite.

Behind closed doors, there’s a different edge to him. His sweetness doesn’t disappear, but it’s laced with dominance, control, and an intensity that contradicts his daytime demeanor. If there’s one rough thing about him, it’s the way he takes control when you’re underneath him.

Sex with Jungwon is good, no doubt about that. But the thing is… he doesn’t know how to stop.

Once he starts, it’s like he falls into a rhythm only he can hear, and you’re just along for the ride, trembling and breathless and completely at his mercy.

Your wrists are cuffed to both sides of the bed, the metal cool against your heated skin. Your legs are spread and tied down, leaving you completely exposed—open for him. At first, it’s fine. You can handle it. The slow build, the teasing. The way he slips the toy inside your pulsing cunt, then drags it up to circle your clitoris with frustrating precision.

Each slow movement of the toy has you dripping onto the sheets, your body reacting before your mind can even catch up. You don’t miss the way Jungwon’s eyes light up with excitement, a sparkle in them. A small, satisfied smile curves on his lips as he watches your pussy clench around absolutely nothing, the vibrator pulsing against you while he teases, never quite giving you what you’re begging for.

That’s the thing about Jungwon—he knows exactly how to ruin you without even touching you properly. He hasn’t taken off a single piece of clothing, hasn’t even laid a finger on your most sensitive spots. And yet, you’re falling apart.

He makes you crave everything. His touch. A simple brush of his fingers. Even just a glance at what’s hidden behind his pants—his huge fucking cock, so painfully hard. You’ve barely seen it tonight, and that alone makes you dizzy with need.

Your head is spinning. Your throat burns from all the begging, the moaning, the hoarse screams you’ve let out over the past hour. Your legs shake, your wrists ache against the cuffs, and your eyes—God, your eyes can barely stay open. Every time he pulls another orgasm out of you, they roll back with a mix of pleasure and exhaustion. You’re so, so tired, and so wrecked.

“Please, please… just fuck me. Just fuck me already!” you cry out, voice cracking from exhaustion.

Jungwon is still sitting at the edge of the room, completely composed, watching you with fascination. Your legs tremble uncontrollably, still spread wide, still bound, as another orgasm rips through you. The loud hum of the vibrator fills the room, blending with your high-pitched moans and hitched breaths.

You try to shut your legs, to push the toy away from your aching core, but you can’t. You’re strapped open, so damn helpless. Your clit feels raw, burning from the endless attention. It’s been nearly two hours of this, and your entire body feels like it’s on fire. You’re drenched in sweat, heart racing, muscles twitching from the constant tension. And still… Jungwon doesn’t look finished. He watches you like you’re the most captivating thing he’s ever seen.

“L-Let’s just finish this and sleep, okay?” you gasp, trying to meet his eyes. There’s desperation in your voice, but you still try to sound sweet—still trying to bargain with the man who holds all the control.

Finally, he stands. His gaze travels slowly down your body, from your tearful eyes to your heaving chest. And then, he leans in and kisses you softly, almost tender. You melt into it, sighing against his lips, your body automatically responding despite the ache. You try to kiss him deeper, tongue desperate against his, hands twitching against the restraints as you try to pull him closer.

“Love you, my sweet little angel,” Jungwon whispers against your lips, smiling so gently it almost feels cruel.

You smile weakly back, eyes watery but soft. “Love you too… now please—please untie me?” you beg.

For a moment, your heart lifts in relief as you see him walk toward the cabinet beside the bed. You think he’s going for the keys because finally. But then your eyes widen in horror when he pulls out a small collection of toys instead and places them gently on the nightstand.

Your stomach drops.

Fuck, fuck, fuck!

“No!” you cry out, yanking at your cuffs even though you know it’s useless. Panic surges as he picks up a pair of nipple stimulators and places them over your already sensitive chest.

"Shit— no! Don't! Stop!"

The moment they turn on, you jolt. The soft suction and flickering pulses send electric shocks through your breasts, focusing on your nipples and making your back arch off the bed.

“Ahh—n-no! No more!” you shout, writhing, body bucking against the restraints.

Jungwon doesn’t say a word. His fingers trail down slowly, tracing the mess between your legs, spreading you gently. Then, without warning, he pushes two fingers inside you, curling and sliding them.

“Hahh… J-Jung… ahh—” Your head falls back, and your eyes roll. The pleasure blurs everything—your thoughts, your words. “I c-can’t… anymore…” you whisper, voice trembling, barely holding together.

Your thoughts scatter like leaves in a storm, lost to the overwhelming flood of sensation. Every nerve in your body is lit up, every inch of you trembling, wrung out, and oversensitive.

Jungwon, on the other hand, looks like he’s in bliss. His chest rises and falls with labored breaths, eyes locked on your body. When he feels your walls tightening around his fingers, his lips part with a quiet moan. The way you grip him—so hot, so wet, so helpless���nearly drives him insane.

Your head lolls to the side, arms stretched and chained above you. Your mouth hangs open, tongue slipping out slightly, drool tracing a path from your lips to your chin. You’re panting, muttering broken, incoherent phrases that even you don’t understand.

Underneath his pants, Jungwon’s cock throbs with the weight of restraint. Finally, he pulls his fingers out of you and quickly undresses, his hands shaking in urgency. He barely blinks, barely breathes, as he climbs back onto the bed.

Before you can even register his presence fully, you hear another vibration. A sob tears from your throat as a small egg vibrator slips inside you, humming to life with a relentless buzz. Another one is pressed directly to your clit, making your hips jerk violently. The stimulation is too much, all-consuming and now you’re crying, tears running freely down your cheeks.

Your mind is barely there when Jungwon settles over you. You feel his body hovering close, the warmth of him mixing with yours. He cups your cheek with one hand, gently brushing away your tears, while the other supports the back of your head.

“Shhh…” he soothes. “It’s okay, baby. You can take it, can’t you? Be my good girl, hmm?”

You can’t even answer. Your lips tremble, a sob stuck in your throat, your body wracked with pleasure that borders on pain. The buzzing on your clit, the pulsing deep inside you, the suction on your nipples—it’s too much!

“You’re my good girl, right? Answer me, angel,” Jungwon repeats.

“I-I… I’m y-your… nghh… g-good girl,” you manage to choke out, eyes squeezed shut. The moment you say it, Jungwon smiles—and not just any smile, but the one he gives when he’s deeply, thoroughly satisfied. It’s the kind of smile that says he’s proud of you.

He shifts on the bed, straddling your hips, his knees on either side of you. His cock is flushed, rock hard, and leaking precum. From this angle, you can see it clearly—aching and ready. Your breath catches.

“Say you can take it,” he says again, eyes burning into yours.

“I-I c-can t-take it… F-FUCK!” you scream as the vibrator inside you kicks up to a stronger setting. Your nails dig into your palms, your back arches off the bed, and your legs jerk against the restraints. Another wave crashes over you, and you’re gone again, mouth open in a silent scream before the moans pour out helplessly.

Jungwon groans at the sight of you. He tosses the remote aside and his hand wraps around his length, the slick glide of his palm a poor substitute for what he really wants, but right now, it’s enough because what he’s seeing? It’s everything.

You’re trembling, legs shaking uncontrollably, arms pulled taut by the cuffs. Your entire body is soaked in sweat, flushed, and still, you’re clenching and twitching, hips jumping with every surge of overstimulation. You’re crying, sobbing softly through parted lips, but your body won’t stop responding. And to Jungwon, there’s no more beautiful sight in the world.

Ecstacy.

He never understood the word fully before you. People always talked about it like a fleeting rush, a peak that fades as quickly as it comes. But with you? It lasts. It blooms slowly.

"Hahhh.... 'Wonnie, c-close again!"

Jungwon whines, an unfiltered, almost desperate sound as his hand speeds up. He braces himself on the mattress, panting through clenched teeth as the fire in his gut coils tighter and tighter.

You’re nearly delirious, legs quaking, sweat dripping off your skin in soft trails. The small toy is still pulsing relentlessly between your thighs, buzzing away mercilessly, and you—his perfect, precious girl—can do nothing to escape it.

Your body jolts, then locks up. Another wave crashes over you, and Jungwon can see it in real time—your stomach tensing, mouth falling open, eyes fluttering back as you climax again. It’s like your soul momentarily leaves your body and crashes back into it, all in one breathless scream.

He groans loudly, the sound raw and shameless, as his orgasm builds at the sight. His cock throbs painfully in his grip, aching for release.

“Stop! Please… stop! Make it stop!”

You’re sobbing, shaking your head side to side, tears streaking your cheeks as your voice breaks entirely.

A strangled gasp escapes Jungwon’s lips as his climax slams into him. His body jerks forward as he spills across your stomach and chest. The orgasm tears through him, spine curling, muscles locking, vision flashing white at the edges. His hips twitch helplessly as each pulse escapes him, breath ragged, mind floating somewhere far away.

Between his high and the aftershocks rolling through his body, he still hears you screaming his name, begging him to stop.

Jungwon blinks, disoriented. For a moment, his mind is blank, floating somewhere between euphoria and guilt. But then his eyes land on you.

With shaky hands, he reaches for the remote and flicks off the power. The hum of the toys dies, replaced by silence—save for your ragged breathing, the hiccuping sobs that break his heart, and the faint creak of the bed as your body finally begins to fall limp in exhaustion.

He moves fast but gentle, slipping the nipple clamps off first. His breath hitches at the sight—your nipples flushed deep red, firm and oversensitive. He swallows hard, fighting the urge to touch, to kiss, to soothe with his mouth.

Then there’s the vibrator still buried inside you. It’s soaked, your slick dripping down your thighs, clinging to the toy as it slips out with a wet, lewd sound. The air is thick with the scent of sex, of release, of everything you gave him tonight. His stomach tightens again at the sight, but he forces himself to stay focused.

“D-done?” your voice comes, barely a whisper.

Jungwon doesn’t answer right away. He’s still staring. His body might’ve just finished, but his mind is caught somewhere in the afterglow.

His fingers fumble briefly with the small key before unlocking the cuffs, one by one. You don’t even lift your arms—just lie there, shivering, twitching occasionally when a breeze brushes across your skin.

You let out a shaky breath as your wrists fall free. A sob leaves your chest, but this time it’s soft—relieved. Grateful. Your arms weakly pull inward, cradling your own chest as you collapse into the sheets.

But your body… it’s still trembling. You’re still soaked. That last orgasm hadn’t even faded, and the aftershocks have your thighs twitching with every shift of your hips.

Jungwon swallows hard as he kneels behind you, watching your body try to recover, the way you curl slightly into yourself like you’re trying to keep your insides from spilling over.

"J-Jungwon?"

You feel his hands gently reposition you, guiding you slowly onto your stomach. You let him, barely resisting, only sobbing quietly, the kind of sound that makes his chest ache and his cock twitch.

“One more,” he whispers near your ear, brushing his lips over your cheek. “Just one more, baby. Then I’ll stop. I promise, okay?”

You cry out, he gently pushes your legs apart and lifts your hips just enough, guiding you into position.

“Fuck,” he hisses, as he presses forward slowly but your body reacts instantly.

"Ahhh!" You gasp, then squeal as your walls clamp down, and without warning, a gush of liquid pours from you. You’re fucking squirting.

Jungwon groans, forehead dropping to your back, overwhelmed by the sheer sensitivity of your response. Your hips try to jerk forward, trying to escape, but he holds you in place with one arm curled around your waist.

You’re still spasming when he finally sinks inside, forcing his huge cock inside you. Your soaked walls resist him in a trembling way, trying to push him out while also drawing him deeper.

You scream again as he fills you, your voice breaking around the sobs. He hushes you gently, lips brushing your neck.

“Shhh… it’s okay, baby. Almost there. You can do it—just a little more,” he whispers, his own voice shaking.

He stays still for a moment, buried inside your pulsing heat, feeling your body flutter and tighten around him. His chest presses to your back, arms wrapping around you, holding you close as you sob into the pillow.

“My good girl,” he breathes, kissing the space behind your ear. “You’re doing so well. So perfect for me.”

You whimper brokenly, clenching again as he slowly draws his hips back—just an inch—and thrusts forward again.

Your body goes pliant beneath him, letting him take the lead, letting him guide every motion as his hips begin to roll with slow, fluid strokes. The drag of his cock through your drenched heat makes his head fall forward, jaw clenched, breath shuddering against your neck.

“Little more,” he pants. His eyes flutter shut as he sinks back into you, the tight grip of your body drawing another moan from deep in his throat. “Just… like that.”

You sob again, your hands claw at the sheets.

Jungwon groans softly and leans over you more. His hand slides gently around your neck, His thumb brushes your jaw, tilting your head up so he can see your face.

Your lips tremble. Your eyes flutter, barely open, hazy and wet from tears, but locked onto him.

He exhales sharply at the sight. He leans in and kisses you upside down, the angle is awkward, but lips finding yours between moans and movement. The kiss is messy, wet, desperate. His hips never stop, and the rhythm begins to build again, more urgent now. Each thrust hits deeper, heavier, guided by the way your body clings to him, keeps him buried.

He moans into your mouth as you whimper against his. Then his tongue drags over your bottom lip, over your cheek, catching the taste of your tears and sweat. His teeth scrape lightly against your skin before he licks up the salty trail along your face.

“Mine,” he breathes against your cheek. “All mine.”

Your only response is a faint cry as your body clenches again, another sharp squeeze that makes him falter, hips stuttering from the overwhelming sensation.

His hand leaves your throat and presses between your shoulder blades, pinning you gently into the bed as he pulls your hips higher, changing the angle.

“Ahh, f-fuck!” you squeal. Your thighs quiver violently, and Jungwon nearly loses it right there at the sound.

His pace falters for a beat, then picks up again, faster, more erratic. “So good—so fucking good,” he stammers out, neck slick with sweat.

Your walls clench again, fluttering around him, and he lets out a wrecked sound, almost pained in how much he needs this.

His hips slam forward as he grits out, “Pretty… you’re so pretty. So good for me.”

His hand moves from your back to your waist, holding you tight as he keeps grinding in. “I love you,” he gasps, not even meaning to say it again, but it falls out of him in a choked whisper. “I love you so fucking much…”

His voice cracks at the end, moaning into your skin.

His lips find your shoulder—he kisses it once, then again, moaning into your skin as he thrusts harder. He’s unraveling. His rhythm turns desperate, your name falling from his lips.

"J-just a little more, hmm? I'm gonna creampie this little pussy t-then— fuck, we're done." Jungwon pants, voice cracking with emotion, every word shaking as it leaves his mouth. His eyes are blown wide, focused on where he’s buried deep inside you. “I love you—ahh, I love you so much…”

Jungwon grabs both of your arms, pulling them back gently, lifting your upper body just enough to tilt your chest off the bed. Your back arches, his hips slapping against you, skin to skin, the sound filthy and wet.

Your breasts bounce with every motion, your body jolting under his force. You barely register your own scream before your entire frame begins to convulse.

"Holy shit." Jungwon gasps at the sight, eyes wide with stunned, reverent awe as he breathes out.

You let go completely—again—and it’s overwhelming. A fresh, hot stream releases from you uncontrollably, drenching everything. His thighs. The sheets. The space between you. The air fills with the scent of arousal and sweat, with the stuttering breaths of both your bodies falling apart at the same time.

His thighs shake violently as he spills his cum into you, a strangled, low moan escaping from the pit of his chest. He doesn’t stop moving—keeps thrusting, dragging his length in and out as he pours every last drop inside of you, desperate to make it last.

The warmth floods between your legs, and the way your body pulses around him only draws more out of him. And it’s almost an afterthought to you now, dulled by the overwhelming waves of pleasure and exhaustion. You’re beyond feeling it fully, your body too far gone from the overstimulation he dragged you through.

He whines high as he buries himself to the hilt again, staying there, pushing in as far as you’ll let him. Your body quivers under the weight of his release, and he presses his chest to your back, wrapping both arms around you.

"Thank you, thank you, my angel."

The room falls into a heavy silence.

When Jungwon finally, carefully pulls out of you, he pauses—eyes drawn to the mess he left behind. His release slowly trickles from you, glistening down your inner thighs, and he can’t help but stare.

Then his gaze drifts up.

Your body is limp against the sheets, your chest rising and falling in shallow breaths. Your face is flushed and dewy with sweat, eyes barely open, lips parted like you’re still floating in that lingering euphoric high.

And yet—something about the sight of you like that makes heat stir in his gut all over again.

Jungwon swallows hard as he feels himself twitch, already starting to thicken with the urge to take you again.

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make you mine current updates, just 2-4 scenes then we're doneee! (finally after a month, see u this september... jk)

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got my nails done smth that feels v me in honor of mym!mc c: they’re like a purple-blue cat eye w silver designs,, in the light they’re like a shimmery blue and in the dark they almost look grey they remind me of the night sky :333 anyways i hope ur biochem and school is going okay!! i loathed biochem :( it was hard

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omg that sounds SO PRETTY??? literally perfect for mym!mc, i just know she would be obsessed <3 also thank uuuu, biochem has been eating me alive slowly but surely (ง ͠ಥ_ಥ)ง i totally get you, it’s such a draining subject… but we’re surviving!! somehow

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Should I get an iPad or MacBook? I’m confused pls suggest something😭

i only ever had a mini ipad and never owned a macbook so i can’t really give a solid comparison, but i guess it depends on what you’re gonna use it for! if it’s for note-taking or light tasks, ipad might be enough. but for heavier stuff like writing, editing, or school work, macbook seems more reliable (from what i’ve heard!)

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Hi I don’t know if you do requests that‘s why I‘m sending you this ask are you doing requests currently? If yes are you familiar with Harry Potter because my enha request plays in the hogwarts universe

hi! thank you so much for reaching out, but i’m not taking requests at the moment since i’ve been really busy lately, also i’m not really a fan of harry potter so i might not be the best fit for that kind of universe—i hope you understand!! <3

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if you ever publish your official works in wattpad, i would def follow and read ur works religiously baeeee (umm mother simpjaes works r there in wattpad too 🥹)

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OMGGG (╥‸╥) you’re so sweet baeee thank u!!! i’ve actually been planning to advance publish some MYM parts on wattpad ɵ̷̥̥᷅‸ɵ̷̥̥᷄ just so it’s easier to read in one go and a little more organized! and YESSS mother simpjaes supremacy!!! i’ll definitely share once it’s up <3

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i just wanna say that you're such an insane writer. saying this from your writings (the format, vocabulary, just everything related) and how you keep writing even in the middle of your studies. like, i would've dropped everything and fell sick if i were you (my poor immune system). please don't forget to drink water and get enough rest. thank you for your dedication 💖

wahhh thank you so much <3 i tend to get sick too tbh, but our univ is super strict about attendance and absences, so my body just kind of… adapted out of survival LOL. my dean once said, “if you often get sick then you’re not fit for med school” and i took that personally ૮(˶╥︿╥)ა but fr, i’ve just been pushing through ever since. thank you again for your sweet words and reminder—i’ll make sure to rest and hydrate when i can ദ്ദി/ᐠ｡‸｡ᐟ\

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I just saw the sunoo wip fic, I'm so excited to see it!! Sun is so under appreciated here so it's always nice to see content of him

AHHH i’m so happy you saw it!! 😭💛 sun really is so underappreciated sometimes, which makes me even more excited to write something for him 🥺 he deserves ALL the love and more, so thank you sm for being excited with me!! i hope you’ll enjoy it once it’s out!!

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Hello my love, are you still continuing on posting that one Sunoo story? Also welcome back🤍✨

hiii, ofc, just give me a lot of time and it will be posted <3

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i’m gonna go out and get a new mini setting spray today probably .. and see if i can find the maybelline foundation c: is it the lumi-matte or the bottle w the white cap..?

side note: would transferring to a google doc or smth be more helpful? you can download word or google doc on your phone? that storage might have an easier time, + formatting and saving to cloud.. i did that for my essays when i was commuting and i wanted to keep working on them, id just edit on my phone

wait then again both have had their issues :/ idk tho maybe word is better .. i wish i could help u u seem so stressed 😭😭 but yeah ao3 author moment. i had that type of moment last year so i get it LOL life can get crazy

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i actually just got my old laptop fixed recently (THANK GOD), and i also went ahead and got iCloud premium so i can back up all my notes and drafts—both for academics and writing stuff! so i’m good now <3 definitely way easier to breathe when i know everything’s safe somewhere lol

also omg yes, i think the maybelline one i use is the lumi matte but the white cap one is also really good esp if you like more coverage! hope you find a setting spray that works too—mini ones are such a lifesaver for on-the-go touchups 😩🫶🏻

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hi! it’s the newspaper anon 👁️👁️ 🗞️

i just want to say that i LOVEEE this little community you’ve created with mym. we’re all like a one big happy family! and as i was scrolling through my newspaper(aka ur blog *wink wink*)i was thinking, imagine if jay ever found out ab us LOL how do you think would he react ??

HELLO MY BELOVED NEWSPAPER ANON <333 first of all, mwah mwah mwah thank you so much 🫂 this little corner of love really wouldn’t be the same without you all, and i get so soft thinking about how everyone’s just collectively adopted mym like a family fic <3

AND OMG IF JAY FOUND OUT ABOUT US??? LMAO he would short-circuit on the spot probably pissed by reading y'all comment on how he deserve a little suffering xd.

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Today i think i truly understood MYM MC's crash outs cuz i lived one LMAO i crashed out and bawled cuz my bf told me i may have a foot fracture. Keep in mind, my foot barely hurts, the injury was 3 weeks ago and if anything it's healed by now. But that just made me cry more because in my head i'm like "I'M BROKEN AND NOW IMPERFECTLY PUT TOGETHER CUZ I MUST'VE HEALED ON MY FOOT WRONG AND NOW I'M FOREVER GONNA BE A LITTLE OFF AND IMPERFECT INSIDE" . Lo and behold, we went to get an xray and my foot is NOT fractured, i am fine LMAO 😃👍🏻

THIS IS SO MYM MC-CODED!!! she would be SO proud omg. i’m so glad you’re okay though!! 🫂 but fr, sometimes the emotional damage hits harder than the physical pain </3

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Running 30k and still no kiss or confessions????? We must be really punishing Alpha Jay for being mean to MC 😩🤣 But I mean, dEserve????? 🫣

Anyway, super super super excited for the next part to come out AAAAAAAAAH

we’re putting alpha jay in the slow burn penalty box until he learns how to behave 😤

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8 AM - 6 PM LECTURE NOTES ─ 8 PM - 12 AM WRITING NOTES

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thank you!!!! ᓚ₍⑅^..^₎♡

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and another side note. it’s giving ao3 author with the updates on your life lwk. like the account lost, the laptop break and then scam… pls take care of yourself you seem so busy 😭😭

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LMFAOOO NOT AO3 AUTHOR૮(˶╥︿╥)ა no bc when you list it out like that… it really is giving “hi guys sorry for the delay my house caught on fire but here’s a 10k update” energy. i swear i’m trying to keep it together but the universe is speedrunning side quests on me ಥ‿ಥ

thank you sm for the concern though!!! i am super busy lately but still hanging on (barely)!! writing helps keep me sane tbh, even if i’m doing it on a laggy phone with no ctrl+z ദ്ദി ༎ຶ‿༎ຶ ) pls manifest a smooth week for me ( ;´ - `;)

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how the hell did you write all that on your phone??? 30k????? literally how i’m speechless that’s so impressive… also having a lot of questions after the next part is awesome i love having things to think abt … i’m excited c:

but wait how’d you get scammed out of your laptop??

on another note!! jayke 🤤🤤 i love love love taste of indulgence, i reread it last week and i love it just as much as the first time i read it. any more jayke you’d want to write or post would be VERY welcomed .. at least from me. AND AND i can’t wait to see how jay ends up dying his hair and i can’t wait to see mc’s reaction 😭😭 and i nearly got the maybelline superstay foundation at oliveyoung i think!! ill def try the products u mentioned cc: (although ive been an on and off user of the urban decay setting spray for like a decade 😭😭 i seriously need a new bottle of that, im pretty sure my old one is REALLY old… but i didn’t really know what i was doing back then bc i was like 12. lmao but i remember it was good!)

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LMAOO I ASK MYSELF THAT EVERY DAY ಥ﹏ಥ idk how i managed to hit 30k on my phone either… my notes app is on life support atp. it lags so bad and autocorrect keeps fighting for its life ૮(˶╥︿╥)ა but thank you sm!! i’m really glad you’re excited, the unanswered bits, it’s all part of the fun hehe 🤍

also JAYKE… YESSS i’m so happy you still think about taste of indulgence!!!! I MISS MY BOYFRIENDS!!! i do have a few more jayke ideas floating in my head… nothing set in stone yet, but if they keep haunting me, i might just have to give in 😶‍🌫️

as for silver hair jay… girl. it’s coming. and the way mc is gonna react? let’s just say, it's a secret for now.

AND OMG yesss the superstay foundation!! the coverage + humidity-proof combo is elite. urban decay setting spray is such a classic too, i swear by it when i’m dancing or sweating on stage. pls get yourself a new one though 😭 that ancient bottle is prob straight water now LMAOOO but glad you’re diving back in!!