musingsofaninsomniac

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shoutout to everyone who wants to infodump but cant string together coherent thoughts to form sentences and instead just look at you like this

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I’m so glad they invented laying on a man’s chest

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i hate when you google a word and some fucking company comes up instead. Do you think you are more important than the english dictionary you piece of shit corporation

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what I think will happen if I message my mutuals

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I do wanna address what's happening right now outside of the building. There are ruthless attacks that are creating fear and chaos in our communities in the name of law and order. Trump is using military forces to stop a protest — and I want y'all to consider what kind of government it appears to be when every time we exercise our democratic right to protest, the military is deployed against us. What type of government is that? People are being swept up and torn from their families. I feel it's my responsibility, as an artist, to use this moment to speak up for all oppressed people, For Black people, for Latino people, for trans people, for the people in Gaza. We all deserve to live in hope and not in fear. I hope that we stand together, my brothers and my sisters, against hate and we protest against it.

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doctor he wants to talk about his ocs but has nothing concrete to say about them. and yes it's fatal.

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"what are your pronouns?" well im mixed, she/her on my mothers side and he/him on my fathers side, either works

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i'm in kyiv for the week for the first time in 4 years.

russia launched 300+ drones at ukraine last night over the course of 5 hours; one of the biggest attacks of the war so far. the explosions were constant, some of them so close that our building was shaking from the impact. i could hear the buzzing of the shaheds overhead; normally, russia sends around 5-7 of these drones to kyiv every night, but last night, it was around 40. by the time the sun came up, the cloud of smoke that hung over kyiv was so dark that you couldn't see the sun.

but being pulled out of bed at 2 am under threat of ballistics and drone attacks has been an average experience for ukrainians for over 3 years now. they're used to it, they say "I'm from sumy/zaporozhzhia/kramatorsk, this is nothing". it doesn't matter if they're tired or they've been bombed out of their homes, they still have to get up and go to work or school or run errands and do all the things that make their country function while russia tries to grind it down by turning their peaceful skies into fire.

don't forget about them. don't forget about what's happening here in ukraine.

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*looks at books* too tired for you *looks at films* too tired for you *looks at art supplies* too tired for you *eyes fall on tumblr* oho ho

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I need the days to have more hours, it's not like I'd do anything useful with them I would just waste my time but still

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craving the kind of intimacy that requires surgical tools

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love lying in job applications. Like. What the hell, sure. I am suited to fastpaced high pressure environments. No i will not kill anyone if i get even a little stressed out

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I love having one (1) thing to do in a day and using it as an excuse to not get anything else done. Sorry, I can’t do laundry today, I’m getting lunch with an old friend. Yeah, it’s literally just lunch. No, we’re not meeting until after noon and it’s like 9am right now. Sorry, I’m swamped.

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they should invent a new “getting out of bed” where you don’t have to get out of bed

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i bet positive thinking goes so hard when youre a normal person

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Resting (c.1890) by Victor Gabriel Gilbert