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kill me kill me
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just got shot in the chest
#beloved mutual unfollowed me oh okay .#god . god . god . specifically . mm .makes . me feel . bad#is caroline talking
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bro do you know how Me she is





#actually i feel this less than i do the first time i watched in like . march? which is good actually . obviously#but still like augh dude she’s me#from four#normal anime girl game
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days since i got an anon telling me and olive to break up : 0
#what#<- ⬆️#Like identical wording to ones i’ve gotten the whole time now . Makes me wonder if it’s the same person . yknow
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brother i just want to know if it’s cameron . because it’s the same phrasing i’ve been getting occasionally since like the day olive and i got together and the idea that he’s still thinking about me and us and still . bitter or whatever . It makes me nauseous. if it’s a random anon i don’t care but if it’s him and i think it could be . that bothers me badly
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days since i got an anon telling me and olive to break up : 0
#hey man#is caroline talking#see . see they only bother me because i’m worried it’s cameron and that . makes me ill#Like if it’s some random fuck idc at all truly but if it’s him .
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i can cry over Anythjng
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kind of bad how my family has raised me to believe i have to move on from bad things instantly and not allow myself to be sad or in mourning for more than like five minutes
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No ones discussing it
#thing that still hurts me that i still think about every day that i feel like i’m not allowed to bring up#is caroline talking
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have to cook my family dinner now despite the It
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killing
#i feel so bad and evil and horrible and my moms yelling at me to stop hiding in my room but i’m fighting tears haha#is caroline talking
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my parents doubt my ability to go to bed now and wake up at five little do they know i’m staying up another hour and 45 minutes and regularly get like 3/4 hours of sleep
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you would not believe how terrified i am for tomorrow
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fucking . my mom had the wrong dates too and it’s not helpful at all for my parents to be pissed off and letting me know i fucked up like yeah i noticed thanks
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i seriously just want to go to bed and skip to tomorrow but i cannot handle getting told i’m being lazy or something
#i’ve spent most of the day working on online school it’s not like i’ve done nothing . but my family
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emailed my teacher that didn’t reply to my last email and apologized and i’ll get to class a minute early tomorrow to try and talk to her but fucking christ dude i just want to give up
#Had to miss orientation a couple weeks ago bc my mom intentionally scheduled us going out of town then . missed the first day bc i got the#wrong date . whatever dude just fucking hit me with a car#is caroline talking#i’m like . not actually suicidal over this let me clarify but i’m so close i know i would have been like a year ago
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if my mental health was worse at all this would genuinely make me suicidal
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